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"demographic" poems
So there I was, and there you were, all of us, everyone, dangling their feet off the rooftop. Four distinctly different artists caught in the same painting yet, none of us holding the paintbrush to our passions, yet. Ambitious, yes, focused, not so much, motivated? Most definitely. Dedicated to manipulation, to making a masterpiece for the masses, a decision to "form a more perfect union".   To map a new demographic before our deaths. If our desire was to make a mark, well, we'd be done already. The mark's been made, but not engraved, and for it to stay we need to stomp on it until our own foot decays. And these days, most pictures will fade, So as us four sat there, dancing with the devil, we dared to begin drafting on our canvas. With no brush, but our own fingers, our own blood, sweat, tears, and elbow grease, finally finding the paintbrush to be figurative, that we were manipulated ourselves. We learned to picture the paintbrush as our pointer, our palms the palettes, our pinkies the varnish, a promise our piece would never be vandalized. The world is your oyster, they say, and the city was our canvas, where we painted nothing but pearls, rare commodities for the communities to cherish until our masterpiece, the indefinite work in progress, is completed.
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Mar 8, 2016
Mar 8, 2016 at 2:13 AM UTC
The Renaissance (The Indefinite Work in Progress)
Men are 3 to 7 times more likely to commit suicide than women. Men account for 55 percent of the workforce, but account for 92 percent of workplace deaths. Men live on average 5 years less than women. Police shoot more white men than any other demographic each year. The vast majority of people in prison are men. The majority of people suffering from homelessness are men. Men are encouraged to seek help with there mental health but are ridiculed or ignored when they try. 77 percent of suicides are men. "Be more open about your emotions" "Stop complaining, you have no right to complain" "Man up" "Don't be a ***** "That's not a real man's job" "Grow a pair" "You won't even fight back?" "I need a man that can afford me" "Men don't cry its a sign of weakness" "Men have it so good" "All men are trash" **** all men" Welcome to manhood.
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Sep 29, 2022
Sep 29, 2022 at 6:56 AM UTC
"Censor Yourself"
With a wide demographic of ******* There's average, massive or missing There are ******* to nibble and tweak at And cleavages perfect for kissing But I'm of a practical nature And with just a little persistence I'll give you a host of good reasons To justify ******* existence They're perfect for warming your hands up When the gas meter's run out of gas And there's little that's better to look at When there's no chance of seeing an *** Elasticity makes them ideal For displays and arrangements of flowers And if you find yourself short of your bus fare Then they radiate magical powers You can use then for counting in binary Or a pillow with mild central heating And they're perfect for holding a bottle To keep safe while you're busily eating As a pair of provocative earmuffs You'll be envied by all of your friends Just be sure to take optional tassels In case one of the ******* offends You can hollow one out for an ashtray Or a skullcap for cutting edge Jews You can throw them about like a Frisbee There are just so many options to choose But they're useful right where they're located And not just to tickle and tease Just give them a couple of decades And you'll find them protecting your knees MWAH! x
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Apr 4, 2013
Apr 4, 2013 at 7:41 PM UTC
Practical Uses for *******
*White. Female. Middle Class. Heterosexual. Agnostic. Libertarian.* Yeah. That's me. That's that first layer, thin as the paper you could read it on. Just a Jane Doe, a nameless, faceless demographic. But peeling back the layers, ripping through page on page of a complicated novel, digging down into a bottomless hole to China, unravelling the intricate web of stereotypestruthsliesassumptionsprejudice and there you will find me, a colorless genderless asexual spirit whose frame is crafted and molded not with how the world chooses to see me and who "they" deem me to be; no. A guy that didn't know me well once told me that I spoke more urban than he expected, and I couldn't help but wonder why someone from an urban area couldn't speak like they were from a city, like somehow what he saw in my whitefemaleheterosexualmiddleclassagnosticlibertarian prologue forbade me from speaking in colloquials and abbreviations. Oh, I apologize, I laughed later to my friend, **law students are supposed to speak with an ostentatious vocabulary and an heir of (superfluous) arrogance.** I am rarely a prototype of what it means to be White, of what it means to be female; middle-class or not, my parents insisted at age 8 that I begin to understand the value of a dollar; my sexuality indicates little about my level of attraction to the world around me; agnostic is really just a term I put because I'm still trying to figure out whether I really believe everything I was forced to learn at Catholic school; and isn't Libertarian just a fancy word for I don't want to choose liberal or conservative? It's insulting to ingest how much is insinuated about my depth in the shallowest of pools. My cheeks burn hot with frustration as I try to balance on a beam cracking underneath the weight of a world that is constantly begging me to go back in the neatly wrapped package from which the world would prefer I came. I'm not someone you can put in a ******* box and label; you can't contain my shine behind blackout blinds; I will burst out of your bubble and break your glass ceilings; I will scream at the top of my lungs in a soundproof room until you HEAR me. I'm not meant to be judged by my cover, and neither are you. We are meant to be read.
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Mar 11, 2015
Mar 11, 2015 at 10:51 PM UTC
Epilogue
*White. Female. Middle Class. Heterosexual. Agnostic. Libertarian.* Yeah. That's me. That's that first layer, thin as the paper you could read it on. Just a Jane Doe, a nameless, faceless demographic. But peeling back the layers, ripping through page on page of a complicated novel, digging down into a bottomless hole to China, unravelling the intricate web of stereotypestruthsliesassumptionsprejudice and there you will find me, a colorless genderless asexual spirit whose frame is crafted and molded not with how the world chooses to see me and who "they" deem me to be; no. A guy that didn't know me well once told me that I spoke more urban than he expected, and I couldn't help but wonder why someone from an urban area couldn't speak like they were from a city, like somehow what he saw in my whitefemaleheterosexualmiddleclassagnosticlibertarian prologue forbade me from speaking in colloquials and abbreviations. Oh, I apologize, I laughed later to my friend, **law students are supposed to speak with an ostentatious vocabulary and an heir of (superfluous) arrogance.** I am rarely a prototype of what it means to be White, of what it means to be female; middle-class or not, my parents insisted at age 8 that I begin to understand the value of a dollar; my sexuality indicates little about my level of attraction to the world around me; agnostic is really just a term I put because I'm still trying to figure out whether I really believe everything I was forced to learn at Catholic school; and isn't Libertarian just a fancy word for I don't want to choose liberal or conservative? It's insulting to ingest how much is insinuated about my depth in the shallowest of pools. My cheeks burn hot with frustration as I try to balance on a beam cracking underneath the weight of a world that is constantly begging me to go back in the neatly wrapped package from which the world would prefer I came. I'm not someone you can put in a ******* box and label; you can't contain my shine behind blackout blinds; I will burst out of your bubble and break your glass ceilings; I will scream at the top of my lungs in a soundproof room until you HEAR me. I'm not meant to be judged by my cover, and neither are you. We are meant to be read.
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I am a knock on your door You open up and I sneak in Ill put your life on the market Snarky teenagers to target a holiday demographic before fully developed concepts begin Your backpack and notepads house your sins A man that's tall and gets caught in the calls of women to distract from the purpose of ink pens You're too ***** to be great A ****** is a dead end And a vortex for survivals' fate Explorations of vanities' intellectual alternative gate
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Jun 11, 2013
Jun 11, 2013 at 12:38 AM UTC
Brooklyn
*tick all applicable please use blue or black blood when exercising choice in the type of role applied for* Liberation                [✓] Vindication             [✓] Resignation             [✓] Transformation      [✓] *do you recognise yourself as belonging to a Demographic Of Brotherhood. Of Commonality to other hurting spirits* Hope without creases                   [   ] Hope, in spite of bruising            [✓] Train without brakes         [   ] A tunnel bricked at each end      [   ] Forest fire as result of volatile conditions and negligent spark                     [✓] *do you accept that the data you provide not only reveals everything you would sacrifice and be sacrificed for it       also                counts                             for                                    n· o· t· h· i· n· g*
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Jul 26, 2016
Jul 26, 2016 at 6:32 AM UTC
aff· ir· ma· tion
So.. I am part of something A middle class youthful bohemian playground Where support is subtle, where communication is flourishing Where everyone's expression and hard work is at our fingertips And where losing your inhibitions takes a drink and a smile For me.. it is a transitional period of the existential Questions and day dreams clatter through the sieve of this moment now Insecurity and the cons of being human slowing my feet But not stopping them By learning who I am, why I did what I did when I hated myself Why I did what I did when I surprised myself Why I did what I did when I adored myself I can do more I don't know what I will be to others Anything more than an employee, customer, passenger, demographic to the wider society Anything more than a statistic to those with too much money to know life like I do Anything more than a short worrying quiet guy lost in thought to those local communities I fall into Or anything more than a friend to those I have to admit more desire for I do know though... that in 60 years I may be a bit dead Whether my soul evaporates into the infinite colour and connection of the universe as a whole Burns in a torturous eternal injustice because of what a book says on who I should **** Or simply dissipates its abstract non-existence along with other gooey and chunky bits of me I've only really got this perception, this body and this life now for definite So... While I'm not sure what the overall goal is yet While I'm not sure who'll wake up next to me While I'm not sure about a lot of things I do know one thing I've got one shot at this, so I better get on with it.
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Aug 23, 2012
Aug 23, 2012 at 2:39 PM UTC
A Simple Truth
So.. I am part of something A middle class youthful bohemian playground Where support is subtle, where communication is flourishing Where everyone's expression and hard work is at our fingertips And where losing your inhibitions takes a drink and a smile For me.. it is a transitional period of the existential Questions and day dreams clatter through the sieve of this moment now Insecurity and the cons of being human slowing my feet But not stopping them By learning who I am, why I did what I did when I hated myself Why I did what I did when I surprised myself Why I did what I did when I adored myself I can do more I don't know what I will be to others Anything more than an employee, customer, passenger, demographic to the wider society Anything more than a statistic to those with too much money to know life like I do Anything more than a short worrying quiet guy lost in thought to those local communities I fall into Or anything more than a friend to those I have to admit more desire for I do know though... that in 60 years I may be a bit dead Whether my soul evaporates into the infinite colour and connection of the universe as a whole Burns in a torturous eternal injustice because of what a book says on who I should **** Or simply dissipates its abstract non-existence along with other gooey and chunky bits of me I've only really got this perception, this body and this life now for definite So... While I'm not sure what the overall goal is yet While I'm not sure who'll wake up next to me While I'm not sure about a lot of things I do know one thing I've got one shot at this, so I better get on with it.
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An unrequited love that still offers a seemingly patronizing hand of rapport Is just another way to say "friend zone" But you'll be dancing in the end zone After you finally pay your student loan with money from the job you needed a degree to get which called for the loan in the first place The salt has spilled off the Lazy Susan Throw it over your right shoulder Is this my alter ego? Or do I have a split personality Maybe this is my light skinned doppelganger I've got to get these bats out of the belfry I've got claustrophobic, roided-out butterflies in the pit of my stomach Busted paper thin lips A blood sport Stop it from clotting Vaccinate me This vacuum is a rare find The national demographic is going through culture shock Assume a surname Put on the gargantuan pennant Go to the pulpit and beg for penance Gridlock The paleophone is cracked Study the topography And pay the bus fare The squatters who are on borrowed time Take a swig from the half empty bottle After searching their whole lives for an even break But are forced to cut ties and make a clean cut from society All the lent hands and ears Are lodged between ungratefulness and exclusive pity parties Sweet nothings and forget-me-nots Do a clean sweep It's imperative to have a method to your madness A portrayal of eccentric narcissist Painting self-portraits While on some kind of wonder drug Longing for some moral support Double-dealing Double crossing A hypocritical traitor Who has the right away I will watch your blood coagulate around the bullet holes As your body goes into Rigor mortis I will commit this picture to memory I would have bet dollars to doughnuts that it wasn't you But who wudda thunk it? It's all just an impromptu turn on a dime That encumbers you with cabin fever When you're on display in a human zoo Where unproductive bull sessions are a dime a dozen
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Jun 15, 2014
Jun 15, 2014 at 4:01 PM UTC
Know What I'm Say'n?
An unrequited love that still offers a seemingly patronizing hand of rapport Is just another way to say "friend zone" But you'll be dancing in the end zone After you finally pay your student loan with money from the job you needed a degree to get which called for the loan in the first place The salt has spilled off the Lazy Susan Throw it over your right shoulder Is this my alter ego? Or do I have a split personality Maybe this is my light skinned doppelganger I've got to get these bats out of the belfry I've got claustrophobic, roided-out butterflies in the pit of my stomach Busted paper thin lips A blood sport Stop it from clotting Vaccinate me This vacuum is a rare find The national demographic is going through culture shock Assume a surname Put on the gargantuan pennant Go to the pulpit and beg for penance Gridlock The paleophone is cracked Study the topography And pay the bus fare The squatters who are on borrowed time Take a swig from the half empty bottle After searching their whole lives for an even break But are forced to cut ties and make a clean cut from society All the lent hands and ears Are lodged between ungratefulness and exclusive pity parties Sweet nothings and forget-me-nots Do a clean sweep It's imperative to have a method to your madness A portrayal of eccentric narcissist Painting self-portraits While on some kind of wonder drug Longing for some moral support Double-dealing Double crossing A hypocritical traitor Who has the right away I will watch your blood coagulate around the bullet holes As your body goes into Rigor mortis I will commit this picture to memory I would have bet dollars to doughnuts that it wasn't you But who wudda thunk it? It's all just an impromptu turn on a dime That encumbers you with cabin fever When you're on display in a human zoo Where unproductive bull sessions are a dime a dozen
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The Internet, for a good helping of the American demographic, is the highest-rated of sanctuaries. I use "sanctuary" in a filthy and blatantly pornographic manner, for every time we post on our nicotine-scented Facebooks that we're "so ******* bored" we "could die," there's at least one other hand snaking you along those fetishes you stash beneath your sleeve like black silk underwear; and no matter what you do, nothing will explain away those two consecutive Youtube videos: "Black muscle man in blue thong" followed spontaneously by "12 year old boy sings Judy Garland!", each, to the innocent bystander, juxtaposed like two opposing ****** in one ****** up candy shop. The grotesque meat show, always the same introduction, always right on time with the churn churn churning of his loneliness his rage his silence onto those sheets with no regard for the family and friends of fibers. It used to be hilarious, perfect lunch table standup, but once you learn that with *** there might be signs of love in the decipherable thrusting, that a plot is swimming helplessly in the oceanic camouflage of loveless living, sticky hands can really start to sting.
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Apr 29, 2010
Apr 29, 2010 at 10:54 AM UTC
Loneliness
Intellectual Insubordinates Infiltrating Independently Isolated Islands... People Positively Promote Popping Pain Pills Do Dummies Distinguish Different Demographic Disorders Crazy Commanders Create Confused Combat Corps Unorthodox Ultimatums Usually Unfold United Unions Things That Typically Transform Taint Temperaments
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Nov 20, 2013
Nov 20, 2013 at 5:18 PM UTC
Twisting Thoughts (6x6)
as one famous founder of a site citing its demographic as: poor girl seeks a sugar daddy to get a university education: 'love is a concept invented by poor people,' i agree, and also invented by the one who was crucified, but i might add: insanity is a concept invented by rich people... esp. those people who's children are ready to embark on a career in intellectualising stiff psychiatric nouns without clear verb examples of behaviour, and the public en masse dilute "serious" psychiatric investigations of mood swings et al. with poetic elasticity of metaphor - it's no longer: oh i'm so sad... it's oh i feel so depressed... that would make perfect sense in aviation history - given the 80th anniversary of the spitfire (spuckenfeuer) over the skies in Southampton - subtler and more positive expression of alcoholism? just a different type of metabolism, water (adam's tonic) doesn't exist because it's all contaminated... aviation depression compression, high in the altitudes of 16,000 feet, then looking down at ants on the pavement with their labyrinth rivers of blindness and then buckle **** it hits you, the sea of humanity.
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Mar 5, 2016
Mar 5, 2016 at 2:02 PM UTC
ode to sugar daddy muses
∅⚢☢⚧☯✰⚩✿⚥∅☢⚧☯✰⚢✿⚥☠⚩☯⚧✰ We paint your breeding world as queer and every man a closet queen. Your days like Noah’s now appear… our King arrives to crown the scene. Oh Father of progressive souls whose neo-pagan mercy reigns, bring union to fragmented wholes as lovers rattle rainbow-chains. We’re clubbing with the scribes of *** (our fairy-dusted lying press) who pay out cash for background checks while prying more and praying less. The starry heavens twinkle gay and rainbows end in gold, you know). To see it any other way would harsh our high and end the show… Your family paradigm descends upon the Roman road to hell where reproductive reason ends in demographic show-and-tell. God’s wisdom pleads in vain. What’s life when mobs are primed for anarchy – assaulting yet again Lot’s wife in Sodom’s dead democracy.
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Apr 12, 2016
Apr 12, 2016 at 1:32 PM UTC
Rainbow's End
Donald J. Trump: Say what you will, but He’s the only guy out there Asking the obvious questions, Common sense questions like *“Why don’t Japan, South Korea & The House of Saud, pay the USA for Defending them militarily?”* We sustain their political status quo, We put boots on their ground, & We provide them gold-plated munitions of Mass Devastation (like Mass Destruction only worse.) What do we get? Bupkis, as in “Bupkis Mit Kaduchas" באָבקעס מיט קדחת Translating roughly to *“Shivering **** ***** The 2016 election truly highlights A profound social shift taking shape, A demographic division, similar to what The 1960s called the Generation Gap. Trump is anathema to most of our Over-indulged, Millennial offspring; Our privileged kids, a cohort of Americans children Reared by blue-collar but college-educated parents, Those of us who busted *** for our Bourgeois lifestyle & discrete charm. We were the Flower Children of the 60s. We left Yasgur’s farm on a Hallucinogenic carpet high but rudely Crash-landed, a consequence of Altamont Speedway, Gasoline queues & shortages, & Years of bipolar economics, Replete with spinning gerbil wheel of Double-digit inflation. We went to work. We got our **** together. We settled down. We gentrified. Our kids? They tell their friends they are house sitting, But the place is the house they grew up in & Their parents still live there.
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Sep 27, 2016
Sep 27, 2016 at 2:19 AM UTC
"BUPKIS"
You can say you know me Every little idiosyncrasy, habit and ritual That you see me do You can say you know me Based on the demographic Of the people I am with You can say you know me Because you have watched me cry And heard me yell in anger You can say you know me Because you gave birth to me Because you created my existence But until you can say "I held you rocked you fed you, sang to you hugged you loved you" Then you will never know me
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Jul 2, 2014
Jul 2, 2014 at 9:01 PM UTC
You Know Me?
It's been a dark and ***** start to the year, and altogether too many of my heroes are dead. Too many of the old villains too; those familiar monsters are gone, replaced by new and more appalling terrors, as fear is rebranded for a freshly emergent demographic. All the girls are much too young for me. Everyone is too young for me. When they speak, I hear only static, like the ghosts of extinct, pre-digital TV screens haunting the empty beauty of their dead channel mouths. In the supermarket, they've taken to playing songs I like on their in-store radio, wedged between corporate jingles and adverts for two-for-one offers on hot dogs in jars, and I'm so irrelevant I could cry. I'm struggling with the world and my own inability to find somewhere I can be in it. I can't relax, can't stop fighting against inertia, contentment and any hope of peace. Maybe drugs are the answer, but I think they'd just make me forget the question. I feel the cold, and I want to sleep too much. I miss my bad habits, but not enough to relapse. I'm not young enough or cute enough to get away with this much ******** angst.
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Jan 16, 2016
Jan 16, 2016 at 5:00 PM UTC
January Malaise
I’m… Sitting in my flat, To my couch I am thatched, Kyle’s yelling, He keeps telling, Me to, Get a job, Like walk straight into one, I get slightly indignant, That it’s easier said than done, He points it out, So his main demographic Don’t switch off en-masse, Ending his quasi-infographic Combination of hot air and bad gas Mr. Kyle’s relatable, He makes an effort So unlike certain Eton educated conservative western capitalistic illuminati slaves, He’s not hateable. SO, my now easily distracted mind turns to Mr.C, The way his policies A.K.A BEDROOM TAX negatively impact me The way he forces me into obvious and obnoxious modern day slavery Through way of a work programme How he has decided that I need to experience real life life, Through legislation and universal credit, Credible implication to make the poorest poorer because they have the gall to spend it SO my rhyming thought full of tangents Must now come to end As the tangent I have accomplished Is impossible to defend.
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Dec 16, 2014
Dec 16, 2014 at 8:14 AM UTC
JSA blues
It’s the Shiite Protestants we fear the most. It’s the ******* Christians Scaring the **** out of us now. It’s those John Birch Catholics Making us fill our boots with *** As in shaking, quaking in our boots, Complete loss of bladder control (BLAD-CON MED AD HERE. I invite Pfizer, Merck and GlaxoSmithKline To get in on this poem: The poet continuing to reject the Dying in the gutter-artist track, Making poetry pay at last, that’s right: A commercial right in the Middle of a ******* poem. Hey Big Pharma: What are you selling? What you got for incontinence, Babaloo?) But I digress. I was making a point about Far-right Christian evangelicals, A significant demographic within the American electorate. Jesus was an Aryan, they believe. Degenerate Art, Literature, Music & Jews must go! It’s time to purify the race again. Time for the Huns & Other Teutonic tribes to Broadcast insidious seed. Anti-Semitism rebooted. Jew-bashing in America 8.0. Need I remind the Tea Party that Haym Solomon-- a Philadelphia Jew-- Financed the Revolution. What about Bernie Madoff? When a smart Jew goes to jail in America, Anything could happen.
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Jun 27, 2014
Jun 27, 2014 at 1:13 PM UTC
“It’s the Shiite Protestants”
Those types of cats can shake me especially when you're looking your best the Oedipus Rex yields, and you wield his complex. There are tired green eyes there that you wont be so privileged to see unless you wait for another spring to pass. And all the car lots look like demographic charts: we are the Geo Metro's while they are the Cadillacs and BMW's.
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Dec 16, 2012
Dec 16, 2012 at 1:23 PM UTC
1/26/10
The American Cremation society Is offering 'hot deals'” this week. We get pitches for Pfizer's ****** by snail mail, on Facebook, by Tweet. Brochures for an all senior residence litter our nightstand these days. There silver haired ladies and gentlemen pop pills for their nightly forays. There are bankruptcy ads on the radio to help manage credit card debt. There are pill ads to help me remember what drink used to help me forget. The cars that they hawk to us seniors Are designed to just putter around Not for me Candy apple red Corvettes To race about with the top down.. I’m stuck in the prune demographic Where ensure and ex lax abound. I still have my own teeth, and don’t need drugs to sleep, But my Glasses have yet to be found…..
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May 2, 2013
May 2, 2013 at 9:09 AM UTC
Dazed and Confused
new disney film about a little girl with arthritis and two alcoholic parents and she begs them every night to stop screaming new disney film about a child that has a father in prison and a mother that can't make rent anymore "when i grow up i want to be a divorce lawyer" said the four year old at recess to his friends god's mouth gave us grenades and waterlilies "if I buy this lipstick I'll have good *** for the first time in my life" baby you're so much more than a Consumer Demographic to me i'm good at bleeding i'm good at apologizing when I'm not actually sorry if it's sad just make it sound beautiful is that blood gushing out of your nose or are you just happy to see me romantic banter like "did you take your zoloft?" "did you take your lithium?" there are no princesses here
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Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 2:14 PM UTC
a fairy tale circa 2014
1. The other day I woke up to the smell of your absence clinging to my skin. I took 8 showers that day and I am still not quite sure if it's possible to feel a phantom limb where there wasn't one in the first place. 2. The way that squirrels cross the street makes a lot of sense all of a sudden. I'm sure no one told you that you have a way of making their skin crawl in the most desperate way. I still can't eat on your side of the bed without choking on the residue your dreams left. 3. I read the obituaries like I used to read the creases your smile left, they're not meant for me. 4. Stars manage to keep their deaths a secret for years I wish I were as committed to forgiveness as they were. I stuck my hands in scalding water today and left them there until they begged for redemption, it sounded a lot like your name. 5. It took me two years to find out your middle name, that is not a metaphor. I used to think that the slower I said it the sweeter it would taste. I stick my fingers down my throat hoping to find the words you left there I'm so sorry for being too weak to say them back then I'm so sorry they couldn't make you stay. I drew highway maps on the palms of my hands that led me right back into my own arms, how is that for irony. 6. Television. 7. Lips that don't bruise when they touch my own, I want a love like a car crash. I want painful, and desperate, and no good for me, I want to not want this. 8. I've blown out so many candles I'm suprised I haven't put all the stars out yet. If the universe were capitalist shooting stars would be marketing to my demographic. I would be the poster child for wishes that will never come true.   9. Novels that end exactly as you hoped they would 10. Nearly 160,000 people died in the 1945 bombing of Hiroshima, Japan. 69% of the city was left in ruin. The radiation caused by the explosion was said to effect those living in Hiroshima for the next 30 years. From what I know, hospital walls are lined with cynicism and pain and I can't think of anything worse than oblivion than near oblivion.
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May 29, 2014
May 29, 2014 at 8:24 PM UTC
A List of Things Worse Than Oblivion
1. The other day I woke up to the smell of your absence clinging to my skin. I took 8 showers that day and I am still not quite sure if it's possible to feel a phantom limb where there wasn't one in the first place. 2. The way that squirrels cross the street makes a lot of sense all of a sudden. I'm sure no one told you that you have a way of making their skin crawl in the most desperate way. I still can't eat on your side of the bed without choking on the residue your dreams left. 3. I read the obituaries like I used to read the creases your smile left, they're not meant for me. 4. Stars manage to keep their deaths a secret for years I wish I were as committed to forgiveness as they were. I stuck my hands in scalding water today and left them there until they begged for redemption, it sounded a lot like your name. 5. It took me two years to find out your middle name, that is not a metaphor. I used to think that the slower I said it the sweeter it would taste. I stick my fingers down my throat hoping to find the words you left there I'm so sorry for being too weak to say them back then I'm so sorry they couldn't make you stay. I drew highway maps on the palms of my hands that led me right back into my own arms, how is that for irony. 6. Television. 7. Lips that don't bruise when they touch my own, I want a love like a car crash. I want painful, and desperate, and no good for me, I want to not want this. 8. I've blown out so many candles I'm suprised I haven't put all the stars out yet. If the universe were capitalist shooting stars would be marketing to my demographic. I would be the poster child for wishes that will never come true.   9. Novels that end exactly as you hoped they would 10. Nearly 160,000 people died in the 1945 bombing of Hiroshima, Japan. 69% of the city was left in ruin. The radiation caused by the explosion was said to effect those living in Hiroshima for the next 30 years. From what I know, hospital walls are lined with cynicism and pain and I can't think of anything worse than oblivion than near oblivion.
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is it a demographic feeling, is it worldwide? am I alone? and my nightly delusions are all going to waste, they're rusting and greying with the realization that I'm out of time. the things I thought lines from songs and little papers crumpled up in your fist. gone. the yellow of an old day, a new day, one without anticipation. you are going to die alone. take your advice from a poem and set it out like you're dressing the table for dinner. chains are made to be broken. lives are made to be changed. it doesn't matter what you think, these things are false. nothing is made to be anything. hope is false as well and we borrow mountains to hide ourselves behind. living in the shadow of a decision you can't make. there, that's your problem. winter is over.
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Apr 19, 2015
Apr 19, 2015 at 3:52 PM UTC
warm weather
I have been advised (“…now don’t take this the wrong way”) That I Am too RAW… It was suggested (“…merely a suggestion”) That I Water down my art… Dilute it… Make it more palatable… Sugar coat What may be bitter… Make what is not nice Nicer… For the more… “Delicate Audiences…” Don’t expound upon Addiction or Anger or The Streets Politics, Passion, ********** or Love Gone Bad Don’t say **** or *** or Hell… or **** Bottom line… In the name of Money… and In an attempt to reach a wider suburban demographic Tone it down… sweeten it up… Sell out…. And you know… He’s probably right… Commerciality does sell… My dilemma… if I took out the Politics, Passion, Anger, and The Streets… the Damns , ***** Hells and ***** I may as well be Doctor Seuss…and A cute and flowery poet~ I am not I am what I am (a woman fully grown) I’ve done what I’ve done (some things only Me and God know) I’ve seen what I’ve seen (I’ll tell you about it one day) I write about life … and Not only is life not always palatable It can be quite bitter... Not only is it sometimes not nice It is sometimes not even Sanitary... And if the more… “Delicate Audiences…” Can’t get with it… Then **** their ***** to hell Let ‘em watch a ******* TV
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Jun 5, 2013
Jun 5, 2013 at 2:59 PM UTC
Raw
“But maybe your real job is shopping…” Sleepwalk through stock footage. Life as documentary. Soundtrack of horror movie score: ambient electronica, bubblegum nostalgia and **** love songs. Everything becomes visual metaphor: blackbirds, barcodes and birthday candles; Big Pharma pick & mix; lipstick ritual; pigeon superstition; fraying flags of fading empires; migratory patterns of shopping trolleys; special offers; fantastic prizes. Worker bees are vanishing - they all want to be queens - and our hives overflow with honey, but are empty and dead. We got infected with aspiration, with individualism. Generically unique career consumers: remember when you were more than your credit rating, more than your demographic, more than your market-driven self-diagnosis?
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Dec 8, 2018
Dec 8, 2018 at 5:44 PM UTC
We Are Product