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Kayla Greene Dec 2012
What do you do on the nights when you’re alone?
When glacial emptiness suffocates?
Where do you turn when no one is left,
To temporarily assuage the chill?

Do you call out to a God high above?
Enthroned on a jeweled throne of gold?
Do you plead at the knees of a Ruler so distant,
That your pleas can barely be heard?

Where do you go when the familiar only reminds
Of a jaded past, of pleasurable crime?
The memories crowd in till the present is gone,
And you’re lost in a swirl of both shame and bliss.

Do you curse the One you knew long ago,
At Whom, with child-like wonder you stared?
For abandoning you in this time of need,
Or for never really being there?

Why do you search for the answer to all
In a bottle, a lover, pain or a pill?
When you know that it will never be found,
In something so shallow, so human?

Yet neither does that answer so deep
Lie with a King far away.
It lies with a man who died to save
And lives within us today.

Look deep inside and whisper His Name
Soon you will discover what’s there,
That He is with you, He walks beside you
Every step of the way.

He is the friend we all long to have
Yet rarely acknowledge is there
But His love is so deep, so strong, so true
That He will never abandon you.

Turn not to cheap decadences,
For they surely shall fade.
Turn to the God of love and of light
Who will save if you call on His Name.
Lost wintry morning on a summers day

He awaits, Dark spectre hides his face from the burning sun.

His gaze, as if that of sightless eyes of a mindless child;

He stands atop ancient fortress, above stormy seas, unable to play.



Under arms below sadistic tower,

In this the castle of the olden one;

We've come so far to deliver all

From decadences' remains of our waste land Kingdom.

Now it seems to no end,

As mine eyes beheld the power,

I knew by Evil we would fall.



Beginning of end of journey,

All blackened across the paths

As expectation of liberation

Becomes expiration, cancellation.

Our strength no better than the sands which blow

Evermore against these walls.



Looking toward violent rays,

Burning as the Dark one casts his shadow

Over me.

Laughing, to live once more I embrace

The blackness of sin I see.



Pagan dreams-are false meanings-

The Master believes me just another fool.

Cold desire-is true meaning-

Through different shades of a fragile mind,

I walked across the barriers beyond which

No mortal ever came.



Doomed child, Blessed siege

(****** enigma) takes his life

As he calls out, the last, my name.
JellyBear Jul 2014
within my own inflexibility My rigidity deteriorates me
circumstances are changing
these are potentials I’m afraid to correct
I become carried away when I identify with stimuli
I’m boundless I know no restraints

I’m extreme in reaction though I regret my severity
I’m alert to the patterns instincts fail for the need of harmony
I align, my emotions with awareness
an enchanted form of perfected grace
loyalty to doubt lack of power to concentrate
focus perceived illogically
spontaneously conceptualizing
determination leads to recognition in a position of influence
but only when recognized for being in the right place at the right time
the bitterness in rejection when overstimulating the mind


Even amongst the greatest of decadences
spirit warrior has no polarity
in nature of truth blessed this innocence maintained regardless
analysis of personal actions and effects
in an extreme state of self consciousness
self deluted irrational focus on what’s already passed
this inspiration that a rational concept can be established

lack to continue intelligence to endure
persistent re-evaluation
indecision in times of transformation
a deep and profound need to self express
materialism disrupts creativity at best
attracting loyalty as a gift
leadership sanctioned in times of crisis
a natural position of practicality avoiding conflict to keep security
alert to patterns of inferior elements
creates cooperation and results in management
the most successful action is powerful and extreme reaction
a boundless energy which ignores awareness
no restraint puts spirit at risk
balancing principals with energy leads to expansion
and properity
securing identity through careful consideration
opposing restrictions with determination
ignorance of innocence betrayed by action
when finding yourself in a negative position
the success of restraint lies not in abandonment
but caution expressed as a social experiment
instincts may fail for the need of Harmony
yes establish conditions for collective mastery
self deluted transformation reassed inspiration
to omit retrogression would be the sin of omission
to justify these time would be to mislead the mind

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