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"cooperate" poems
I, a colony of 37 trillion cooperating cells Would like you, a colony of 37 trillion cooperating cells To accept, some of my colony of 37 trillion cooperating cells To join some of your colony of 37 trillion cooperating cells to create a completely separate colony of 37 trillion cooperating cells and as our colonies of 37 trillion cooperating cells cooperate less and less, our new colony of 37 trillion cooperating cells shall be looking for a colony of 37 trillion cooperating cells to repeat what countless colonies of 37 trillion cooperating cells have done since we swung in the trees.
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Jun 7, 2014
Jun 7, 2014 at 10:45 AM UTC
Carbon based proposal
you cant defeat me you wont Ill cooperate Ill act scattered Ill be unfocused Ill be motivated to motivate this terrible distraction in my mind The answer is simple College and AdHd dont mix they collide my brain is a dj playing dubstep 24 hours a day non stop full volume crank it up because there is no stoping.
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Feb 27, 2012
Feb 27, 2012 at 1:48 PM UTC
adhd
Never here nor there Rather, everywhere A drifter Wandering a sea of dust And emptiness For I am alone This isn't a poem It's a plea No consistency Stability a foreign word *Because my ******* mind* Won't cooperate with my *Stupid ******* needs* I can't breath alone And that's all I am Alone How my body yearns for The touch of warm fingers The caress of arousal But my mind refuses To stay in one place So I am lost to the wonders Of love and such Because I can't stick around
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Jun 15, 2014
Jun 15, 2014 at 8:17 PM UTC
Travel
Please cooperate, sweetheart. You're Laying on your back, posing for A cameraman with a sweaty hand. You're nervous, I understand. But you don't need to worry, we'll take care of you. Oh, I know I know- You need your rent money, right? My dear, you'll get it don't worry don't worry. All he needs is just one Good shot. Stay still for us please, it'll be over soon. And then we're done! See, was that so bad? Zero pain on your part, right? I know, I know, I'll get you your money. Now you wait right here. Except just one thing- would you be willing to model for us again? Sorry, sorry, I didn't mean to make you cry.
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Sep 30, 2015
Sep 30, 2015 at 9:31 PM UTC
******* Magazines
Minnow, go to sleep and dream, Close your great big eyes; Round your bed Events prepare The pleasantest surprise. Darling Minnow, drop that frown, Just cooperate, Not a kitten shall be drowned In the Marxist State. Joy and Love will both be yours, Minnow, don't be glum. Happy days are coming soon-- Sleep, and let them come...
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Lullaby For The Cat
Five minute street artists and insomnia mongers. ****** drunk blondes and finger snapping phat booties. Street geniuses bred by Machiavellian philosophies cypher dreams over tokes of marijuana smoke. Color worshipping narcotic traffickers,   and bread winners parole corners sporting fitted caps and twisting fingers. Senile war veterans beg for change in cardboard boxes from the American dreams they afforded. Hard workers with every ethnicity molded into each pore of their face, rub shoulders with tourists at traffic stops barely escaping tires crushing their feet. Sartorial geniuses with no pants switch hips in knock-off stellos heels, selling the origin of the world on avenues next to Arab Halal food. Cooperate ties and blue collars chafe ***** on subways. nodding in and out of Daily News articles   while oxygen blessed by asparagus **** pump through their noses. Summa *** laude number runners dictate economies From sky-crapper offices, And powered rain swallows their concrete each winter, With no apologies.
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Jun 2, 2011
Jun 2, 2011 at 11:01 PM UTC
New York.
1. I really tried 2. I’m sorry I wasn’t strong enough 3. Why did I always think everything was about me? 4. You were my angel 5. My demons were too strong 6. I never look people in the eyes because I'm afraid they'll see through my windows and see that there's not light inside They'll see my secret pain The monsters gain Persuasion in the argument If I should live or die 7. The mask wasn’t supposed to stay on forever but people seemed to like it better than my sadness and sadness doesn’t always cooperate with my plans. Like sometimes sadness just wants to stretch his legs across my face leaving traces that look like tired eyes and furrowed brows. Sadness, like water, will take the path of least resistance from the world to heart and back. Self-endulgend, sadness begs for hosts without every bothering to host the party because sadness doesn’t mind if he overstays his welcome. 8. I was 17 when he died, it has been eight years 9. If I can't win the fight to stay If I lose and go my way I have to believe things will be OK Because your grief won't come From the fact that I am gone Maybe you'll think about what We could have done to better get along 10. You won’t often think of me So let me go, let me be free Your mind is the sun Confidence and clean 11. My mind is a terror That doesn't deal in dream In years to come, perhaps You think of us A memory we shared 12. I wish I let you in and feel a connection Isolationist tendencies are decidedly not the best strategy So my island is a prison Not a blessed reclusion from the judgments of my mental illness I'm simply in denial to any sickness at all
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Dec 5, 2015
Dec 5, 2015 at 2:53 AM UTC
Titles of a Suicide Note
1. I really tried 2. I’m sorry I wasn’t strong enough 3. Why did I always think everything was about me? 4. You were my angel 5. My demons were too strong 6. I never look people in the eyes because I'm afraid they'll see through my windows and see that there's not light inside They'll see my secret pain The monsters gain Persuasion in the argument If I should live or die 7. The mask wasn’t supposed to stay on forever but people seemed to like it better than my sadness and sadness doesn’t always cooperate with my plans. Like sometimes sadness just wants to stretch his legs across my face leaving traces that look like tired eyes and furrowed brows. Sadness, like water, will take the path of least resistance from the world to heart and back. Self-endulgend, sadness begs for hosts without every bothering to host the party because sadness doesn’t mind if he overstays his welcome. 8. I was 17 when he died, it has been eight years 9. If I can't win the fight to stay If I lose and go my way I have to believe things will be OK Because your grief won't come From the fact that I am gone Maybe you'll think about what We could have done to better get along 10. You won’t often think of me So let me go, let me be free Your mind is the sun Confidence and clean 11. My mind is a terror That doesn't deal in dream In years to come, perhaps You think of us A memory we shared 12. I wish I let you in and feel a connection Isolationist tendencies are decidedly not the best strategy So my island is a prison Not a blessed reclusion from the judgments of my mental illness I'm simply in denial to any sickness at all
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We live to eat, love, clean and work so one day we can die A busy life style is where we strive The spider runs from the broom only to see me, a human being He stared at me waiting for fate He knew I was meant to destroy his dark little body Still and calmness as he waited I sat next to him My hand wouldn’t cooperate He is nothing but beauty in a world that only sees his ugly A voice told me, “He helps. It is your obligation to repay his generosity.” My eyes welled up with humility I felt a part of his unimportant soul was me I thanked him as I let him go
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Nov 1, 2016
Nov 1, 2016 at 11:25 PM UTC
A thank you card
A mob boss for president… Yikes! That's what we've got-- One who profits from crime Without a second thought; Who keeps his family close by; Who's close to each paisano; Who looks less like a Lincoln, And more like Tony Soprano; Who praises convicted felons, And pardons them as well; Who cares less about country And more about his cartel. Loyalty is his mantra. His underlings owe him all. He sounds like a mobster when His back's against the wall. He'll rip you a new one if You ever decide to flip And prove that you're a rat, Or try to give him the slip. "Flipping should be illegal," He brazenly repeats. Without it he knows there'd be More crooks on the streets. A power-hungry bully: It's his goal to be one. Listen to his rhetoric: "I know a rat when I see one." His fixer threatens reporters And does the boss's bidding. But when he seeks revenge, The boss isn't kidding! Driven by ambition, Egomania and greed, He lets mob ethics guide him To always take the lead. He's the kind of guy You read about in books. Watch how he surrounds Himself with other crooks. Those who cooperate With law enforcement will find That he retaliates If ever he's maligned. Top decision maker, He gets such a thrill Promoting or demoting Anyone at will. Having a no-good mob boss As leader strikes a nerve Because it's hard to accept That that's what we deserve. -by Bob B (8-25-18)
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Aug 25, 2018
Aug 25, 2018 at 10:56 AM UTC
The Mob Boss
*Ang daya-daya mo Sabi mo kasi, mahal mo ko Sabi mo, totoo Ang daya-daya ng kalawakan Hindi niya ako niligtas mula sa kasinungalingan mo Ang daya-daya ng mundo Sabi niya, mayroong isa na nandyan para sa’yo Sa dinami-dami ng tao Sa lahat pa ng tao Ikaw pa ang nakilala ko Tarantado O siguro nga, Hindi pa nga ikaw ang taong hinahanap ko Sinadya lang na tayo ay ipagtagpo Para makilala ko kung sino man Ang taong sa akin ay nakalaan Pero madaya pa rin ang mundo Dahil nandito ka sa harap ko Ang amo-amo Na akala mo Wala kang ginawang mali sa tulad ko Ang sa’ya-sa’ya mo Ang daya-daya, gago Nginitian mo pa ko Kung alam mo lang Gusto ulit kitang sampalin At yakapin… Tangina, ang daya ng puso ko Ayaw maki-cooperate sa utak ko.*
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Jan 7, 2016
Jan 7, 2016 at 8:04 PM UTC
Not Fair (Stef's Poem)
Music is blaring in my ears and my breathing is becoming staggered You're invading my mind and I need to run But I can't run from what's inside of me And I can't run from what I feel So I listen to the rhythm of my feet on the pavement Steady, now. And I match my breathing to every other step Even though my mind is racing 100 paces ahead I know it will eventually lose stamina And begin retreating But my thoughts have no intention of stopping No desire to cooperate And off they go again. I'm feeling too much I'm running in a straight line But going in circles trying to catch myself Steady, now. I can only mask my insanity for so long I can only run for so long before my pace diminishes Along with my drive to cap my thoughts I'm being taken over by my own self Engulfed in an ocean of emotions That won't stop trying to drown me I listen once again to my feet on the pavement And the tempo of my breathing Ears picking up the echo of my heartbeat My heart feels so much But it still beats its rhythmic cadence in my chest I want my mind to adapt to that same stability I am running, but from what? Steady, now.
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Aug 21, 2013
Aug 21, 2013 at 5:04 PM UTC
Slippery Minds
"I Need It" [Intro:] Turn it up, let me hear it Turn it up, let me hear it, Oh DUMB [Hook:] I need it up in my life Every night I get on my knees ask but Heaven ain't been speaking back (speaking back) I need it up in my life This goes out to every ghetto every project who know losing's not an option I need it up in my life (yeah) All this money cars and clothes You know I'm balling out control, on you hoes [Verse 1:] They attempt to label me inhumane I believe in God but not your God Last ***** got outta pocket on the wrong decor got broke off What the **** is up with these A&Rs; "I Need It" [Intro:] Turn it up, let me hear it Turn it up, let me hear it, Oh DUMB [Hook:] I need it up in my life Every night I get on my knees ask but Heaven ain't been speaking back (speaking back) I need it up in my life This goes out to every ghetto every project who know losing's not an option I need it up in my life (yeah) All this money cars and clothes You know I'm balling out control, on you hoes [Verse 1:] They attempt to label me inhumane I believe in God but not your God Last ***** got outta pocket on the wrong decor got broke off What the **** is up with these A&Rs; Criticizing music they can't make Poking fun at my struggles I don't find **** funny I live in places that ain't safe 2008 I got my leg blown off Any given day could get my head blown off Rest in peace to Tyree Edwards Bullet in his head got his head blown off Tried school was a great kid Academically I excelled in it Grew up poor got teased a lot Cause my school clothes had a smell in 'em Same shirt four weeks straight On the block grinding, got sales in 'em Juvenile detention my case worker said I might be headed for a crash course No father figure role models up in prison all my jump shots hit the back board Head-on collision, not watching while I'm steering No air bag, head hit the dash board [Hook] [Verse 2:] Approaching me and wanna shoot the **** But pretend as if they're here to help Gates Behind my back in front of label heads Saying "Kevin just won't cooperate" Missed flights, showing up late I live life didn't rap about it No time to live, my time for them How the **** I'm gon' rap about it Speak the truth or rap around it And in a wrap around I rapped about it Tragic ending for some family members In heaven sitting wishing I was with them Instead I'm stuck in this hell on earth With pretend friends who think of ways to get me Couple ****** I loaned money Said they got me and never get me Tell a ***** no I'm never guilty Still ain't got no guilty feeling Always telling me what I should do different But can't explain why they ain't winning My own blood just turned against me In disbelief I'm like "not true" Devastated, got caught off guard When I seen the switch I'm like "not you"Criticizing music they can't make Poking fun at my struggles I don't find **** funny I live in places that ain't safe 2008 I got my leg blown off Any given day could get my head blown off Rest in peace to Tyree Edwards Bullet in his head got his head blown off Tried school was a great kid Academically I excelled in it Grew up poor got teased a lot Cause my school clothes had a smell in 'em Same shirt four weeks straight On the block grinding, got sales in 'em Juvenile detention my case worker said I might be headed for a crash course No father figure role models up in prison all my jump shots hit the back board Head-on collision, not watching while I'm Steering no air bag, head hit the dash board [Hook] [Verse 2:] Approaching me and wanna shoot the **** But pretend as if they're here to help Gates Behind my back in front of label heads Saying "Kevin just won't cooperate" Missed flights, showing up late I live life didn't rap about it No time to live, my time for them How the **** I'm gon' rap about it Speak the truth or rap around it And in a wrap around I rapped about it Tragic ending for some family members In heaven sitting wishing I was with them Instead I'm stuck in this hell on earth With pretend friends who think of ways to Get me couple ****** I loaned money Said they got me and never get me Tell a ***** no I'm never guilty Still ain't got no guilty feeling Always telling me what I should do different But can't explain why they ain't winning My own blood just turned against me In disbelief I'm like "not true" Devastated, got caught off guard When I seen the switch I'm like "not you"
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Jun 3, 2015
Jun 3, 2015 at 2:12 AM UTC
Kevin Gates - I Need It
"I Need It" [Intro:] Turn it up, let me hear it Turn it up, let me hear it, Oh DUMB [Hook:] I need it up in my life Every night I get on my knees ask but Heaven ain't been speaking back (speaking back) I need it up in my life This goes out to every ghetto every project who know losing's not an option I need it up in my life (yeah) All this money cars and clothes You know I'm balling out control, on you hoes [Verse 1:] They attempt to label me inhumane I believe in God but not your God Last ***** got outta pocket on the wrong decor got broke off What the **** is up with these A&Rs; "I Need It" [Intro:] Turn it up, let me hear it Turn it up, let me hear it, Oh DUMB [Hook:] I need it up in my life Every night I get on my knees ask but Heaven ain't been speaking back (speaking back) I need it up in my life This goes out to every ghetto every project who know losing's not an option I need it up in my life (yeah) All this money cars and clothes You know I'm balling out control, on you hoes [Verse 1:] They attempt to label me inhumane I believe in God but not your God Last ***** got outta pocket on the wrong decor got broke off What the **** is up with these A&Rs; Criticizing music they can't make Poking fun at my struggles I don't find **** funny I live in places that ain't safe 2008 I got my leg blown off Any given day could get my head blown off Rest in peace to Tyree Edwards Bullet in his head got his head blown off Tried school was a great kid Academically I excelled in it Grew up poor got teased a lot Cause my school clothes had a smell in 'em Same shirt four weeks straight On the block grinding, got sales in 'em Juvenile detention my case worker said I might be headed for a crash course No father figure role models up in prison all my jump shots hit the back board Head-on collision, not watching while I'm steering No air bag, head hit the dash board [Hook] [Verse 2:] Approaching me and wanna shoot the **** But pretend as if they're here to help Gates Behind my back in front of label heads Saying "Kevin just won't cooperate" Missed flights, showing up late I live life didn't rap about it No time to live, my time for them How the **** I'm gon' rap about it Speak the truth or rap around it And in a wrap around I rapped about it Tragic ending for some family members In heaven sitting wishing I was with them Instead I'm stuck in this hell on earth With pretend friends who think of ways to get me Couple ****** I loaned money Said they got me and never get me Tell a ***** no I'm never guilty Still ain't got no guilty feeling Always telling me what I should do different But can't explain why they ain't winning My own blood just turned against me In disbelief I'm like "not true" Devastated, got caught off guard When I seen the switch I'm like "not you"Criticizing music they can't make Poking fun at my struggles I don't find **** funny I live in places that ain't safe 2008 I got my leg blown off Any given day could get my head blown off Rest in peace to Tyree Edwards Bullet in his head got his head blown off Tried school was a great kid Academically I excelled in it Grew up poor got teased a lot Cause my school clothes had a smell in 'em Same shirt four weeks straight On the block grinding, got sales in 'em Juvenile detention my case worker said I might be headed for a crash course No father figure role models up in prison all my jump shots hit the back board Head-on collision, not watching while I'm Steering no air bag, head hit the dash board [Hook] [Verse 2:] Approaching me and wanna shoot the **** But pretend as if they're here to help Gates Behind my back in front of label heads Saying "Kevin just won't cooperate" Missed flights, showing up late I live life didn't rap about it No time to live, my time for them How the **** I'm gon' rap about it Speak the truth or rap around it And in a wrap around I rapped about it Tragic ending for some family members In heaven sitting wishing I was with them Instead I'm stuck in this hell on earth With pretend friends who think of ways to Get me couple ****** I loaned money Said they got me and never get me Tell a ***** no I'm never guilty Still ain't got no guilty feeling Always telling me what I should do different But can't explain why they ain't winning My own blood just turned against me In disbelief I'm like "not true" Devastated, got caught off guard When I seen the switch I'm like "not you"
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i. i am not angry, and i won't be. how someone could stay mad at you is a ******* mystery to me. ii. maybe you were right, and not everyone is an enigma. but i believe that you are. i believe that we are. iii. i still have all your letters. iv. speaking of letters, i've tried writing you one before. but words and humans do not often cooperate. v. i hope you start a new york jar again. you won't. but i hope you do. vi. i will not forget you. i will think of you, and i hope you think of me, too, on those days when the sky is a shade too dark and your soul feels a little bit too empty. vii. i know now that i do not have to do anything. viii. i love you. past. present. future tense. i love you. and i know you love me. ix. i hope you see this. someday. x. shakespeare once said that life's but a walking shadow. but i believe -- i know -- that you are destined for something greater. you are going to make it. xi. if, by some miracle, i can find a word, a song, a quote, anything, to describe you, to do you justice, i will let you know. i hope you'll do the same for me. xii. i'm sorry. for everything. i wish it didn't end up this way, but it did, and so i won't waste time complaining. but truly, i am sorry. xiii. someday you'll find happiness. xiv. and maybe, if the stars align, and the water's calm, someday you'll find me, too. (a.m.)
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Jul 30, 2014
Jul 30, 2014 at 6:55 PM UTC
before you go
Calm was the air did its breath of slow utter Slight given was the pressure against the trees' clutter The tide gave toward the shore a bathing of fond A raindrop tapping the ripple in the water's pond Nature was it mothered to be the earth of pure Land, air, and water were the children of cure Howbeit born was the arrival of human error For Nature a victim she became of this polluting terror All content of luxury became poison when left forgot Expense became the drain of Nature when industry was begot Slave did she become with the negligent torture by all synthetic Water was it forced to swallow hard all fluids of hectic Land was it diagnosed with a cancer of slow plague in the cell Air did bleeding of all fresh had it become from the settled hell Human destined were they to rule yet abuse emerged their ego Dying may be Nature but reaction will not treat with regal Beware be the responsible for their prisoner has power of destructive No longer shall Nature absorb mankind's terror with constructive Balance of all earthly condition does support root from the wind Tool of value has it forever been used to course the planet's skin But in addition can poison fuel the wind's vehicle to maximum Point of breaking can wind unleash Nature with the pendulum Quiet will no longer be Nature idle in standing by Foresight will come with the storms to punish those with might A tower of gales shall it tear apart all houses of mankind Tides will erupt with anger to wash all those to the bind Burn shall explosion cooperate with volcanoes for the share Extrapolated be all ends of the heat spectrum beyond repair Survival can longer not it be for the humans to this breeze Nature wages the unmatched war till gone be the disease Launching from her fissure shall come the monsters' end For her ally of wind will one make the closing amend
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Oct 2, 2014
Oct 2, 2014 at 7:59 PM UTC
Winds of Vengeance
Calm was the air did its breath of slow utter Slight given was the pressure against the trees' clutter The tide gave toward the shore a bathing of fond A raindrop tapping the ripple in the water's pond Nature was it mothered to be the earth of pure Land, air, and water were the children of cure Howbeit born was the arrival of human error For Nature a victim she became of this polluting terror All content of luxury became poison when left forgot Expense became the drain of Nature when industry was begot Slave did she become with the negligent torture by all synthetic Water was it forced to swallow hard all fluids of hectic Land was it diagnosed with a cancer of slow plague in the cell Air did bleeding of all fresh had it become from the settled hell Human destined were they to rule yet abuse emerged their ego Dying may be Nature but reaction will not treat with regal Beware be the responsible for their prisoner has power of destructive No longer shall Nature absorb mankind's terror with constructive Balance of all earthly condition does support root from the wind Tool of value has it forever been used to course the planet's skin But in addition can poison fuel the wind's vehicle to maximum Point of breaking can wind unleash Nature with the pendulum Quiet will no longer be Nature idle in standing by Foresight will come with the storms to punish those with might A tower of gales shall it tear apart all houses of mankind Tides will erupt with anger to wash all those to the bind Burn shall explosion cooperate with volcanoes for the share Extrapolated be all ends of the heat spectrum beyond repair Survival can longer not it be for the humans to this breeze Nature wages the unmatched war till gone be the disease Launching from her fissure shall come the monsters' end For her ally of wind will one make the closing amend
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I've ran out of poems to write Cannot dedicate another i love you Or kiss another good night Is love still worth the fight? I've ran out of tears to cry Cannot hear another sorry My emotions had run dry Is love still worth the try? I've ran out of chances to take Cannot take another no Or risk another mistake Is love still worth the heartbreak? I've ran out of ***** to give Cannot see another one leave My heart now refuses to believe Is love stil worth to relive? I've ran out of faith Cannot take another date My heart refuses to cooperate Is love still worth the wait? My heart is tired and empty My heart ran out of poetry This is the irony An uninspired poet's poetry
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Jul 21, 2018
Jul 21, 2018 at 2:43 PM UTC
My non-poem poem
We build our sheep like robots Robots with no eyes And soft tissue We build them how we want Flawless in design One just like the other Happy hollow minds We make you Yes, we made you We are the man You are our plan You are our earth You're our rebirth What shepherds would we be If we had no flock of sheep Sheeple Cooperate Or sleep
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Nov 25, 2010
Nov 25, 2010 at 1:58 PM UTC
Sheeple
don't apologize you have your rights and i mine can't we coexist?
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Apr 9, 2016
Apr 9, 2016 at 4:14 PM UTC
cooperate (haiku)
Longing for an intimate connection But I don't have patience for emotional misconceptions Hording what you call love At the pinnacle is just numb A mental blockage that needs a shove To cooperate with the blind, deaf, and dumb When you can see, listen, and communicate Can darken what you're try to illuminate Fickle misunderstandings dwell in physical connections They oppose the facade of mental perceptions Which lead the spirit to deceptions If this is focusing because of the poetic logic I only love you physical so you can put it mentally behind you
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Dec 4, 2014
Dec 4, 2014 at 11:03 AM UTC
Male to female the logic of emotion
"Where literature is concerned, I will not cooperate at all": A mind resolutely turned From the social crusades of fall. Seventy-eight years later I agree with the "dilettante"; Twenty-five years cater To reclusion in a shanty, "Writing frightening verse To a straight-toothed dude In New York." Curse My reckless solitude!
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Oct 2, 2014
Oct 2, 2014 at 2:59 PM UTC
Birthday Poem, Beginning with a Phrase of Yvor Winters' from a Letter Written to Kenneth Rexroth and Almost Ending with an Altered Lyric of Steven Morrissey's
Motivation is the driving force by which humans achieve their goals Everyone get out your paper and pencils because its time to take some notes Motivation is a word that is not used often enough We constantly procrastinate and use a fail as a bluff If you can't trust yourself to keep pulling through Think of the others who love and depend on you They are there for you and you can be there for them And when you are in need, they will help again and again Some pretend they don't need motivation in sight Constantly saying things like "I'm a man, imma be alright" We need to motivate To cooperate So we can recreate The ideal world we have always imagined Then our improved way of life can begin To keep moving forward you don't have to be smart I am living proof, motivation doesn't come from your head it comes from your heart That doesn't mean discard everything you know Use it to fuel your motivation and drive you up that steep slope Think of the past; the good not the bad You're here now and you made it through the BS you had At the time you felt so hurt But its the motivation that lets you know, it could've been worse So to finish this up I need everyone to shout Motivation, Determination, Dedication are a few things we can't live without My current situation is going to improve and with that in mind, I have no doubt
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Nov 14, 2011
Nov 14, 2011 at 3:21 PM UTC
Motivation
I remember when I was in the hospital and I didn't sleep for two days straight because I swore to god that if I did the demons would step out from under the bed and seep into my head. I remember when it was three am, and I was shaken awake from the girl three doors down shrieking from the night terrors that her mother embedded into her skull with her fist and a belt when she was eight. But, they were then stored away until she was thirteen years old and a man swore that he'd beat her if she didn't cooperate. So, now they hide during the day, and creep back up when the sun falls. I remember when I witnessed a boy unintentionally scratch at his skin until he bleed for an hour because the voices inside of his mind told him that if he didn't hurt anyone else, he would just have to hurt himself. and he swears he'd never hurt anyone besides himself. I remember when I met a girl who had cuts up and down her arms and legs from when her mother told her she'd never survive the world because she isn't good enough. But, I swear to god that she was the strongest person I've ever met. I remember when my roommate stayed up all night rocking with bloodshot eyes and deep purple circles underneath of them because she swore that if she slept the monsters inside of her head would crawl out and bleed into her soul. I remember when the boy five doors down hit the wall so hard that it shook the entire unit because he hallucinated a man and a little girl trying to strangle him, and he swore he could feel the noose around his neck.   even through all of this, for some odd reason teenagers think it's lovely to have deep scars and to hear voices telling them to **** themselves and everyone around them. I swear, nothing is lovely about demons eating at your brain and thoughts. I remember when it was four am, and I was up weeping from the fact that people think my suffering is lovely. I can swear to you, it's not.
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May 15, 2014
May 15, 2014 at 5:47 PM UTC
I remember
I remember when I was in the hospital and I didn't sleep for two days straight because I swore to god that if I did the demons would step out from under the bed and seep into my head. I remember when it was three am, and I was shaken awake from the girl three doors down shrieking from the night terrors that her mother embedded into her skull with her fist and a belt when she was eight. But, they were then stored away until she was thirteen years old and a man swore that he'd beat her if she didn't cooperate. So, now they hide during the day, and creep back up when the sun falls. I remember when I witnessed a boy unintentionally scratch at his skin until he bleed for an hour because the voices inside of his mind told him that if he didn't hurt anyone else, he would just have to hurt himself. and he swears he'd never hurt anyone besides himself. I remember when I met a girl who had cuts up and down her arms and legs from when her mother told her she'd never survive the world because she isn't good enough. But, I swear to god that she was the strongest person I've ever met. I remember when my roommate stayed up all night rocking with bloodshot eyes and deep purple circles underneath of them because she swore that if she slept the monsters inside of her head would crawl out and bleed into her soul. I remember when the boy five doors down hit the wall so hard that it shook the entire unit because he hallucinated a man and a little girl trying to strangle him, and he swore he could feel the noose around his neck.   even through all of this, for some odd reason teenagers think it's lovely to have deep scars and to hear voices telling them to **** themselves and everyone around them. I swear, nothing is lovely about demons eating at your brain and thoughts. I remember when it was four am, and I was up weeping from the fact that people think my suffering is lovely. I can swear to you, it's not.
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In my mind there's a power that I keep by the shelf of books I once accumulated in an attempt to own everything to keep something that would always stay, permanent to years I never use it and at times the dim light from overhead makes me forget what it is i'm looking at I don't touch it in case I've forgotten how to handle it and I think I may have it might leave room for discussion or leave the room altogether I was never good at piecing puzzles, the truth lying somewhere in the invariability of the same outcome some call it probability or fate and fortune it may even be unlucky I used to be a woman who knew exactly what to say however poorly timed it could be but now my mouth can't cooperate and I've forgotten all my favorite words
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Mar 20, 2019
Mar 20, 2019 at 12:33 AM UTC
felt pillow, feeling fellow