Its time to tell the truth and all that
I took an L it was all bad
It should've been
Life love and luxury
Luck, love, and loyalty
But it wasn't that
I lost love to lechery
Lust had you run from me
Leeching life force from me
Lacking more than symthaphy
I look at you what happened
Only lames love like you i see
So love wasn't the same on both sides
That why I took the L and crossed the line
Coming for to to love me
Didnt know that luckily
That's what you wanted from me the whole time
Nov 10, 2020
Nov 10, 2020 at 9:47 AM UTC
The only reason
I'm disappointed depressed disoriented
I had expectations
They let me down
Disappointed in what everyone thinks they do better
Disappointed to think I'm any different
Depressed at human nature
Depressed that I try and do no better
Disoriented because what's real is a dream
We stay asleep not because we can't see
But because we can't believe what we see
So row slow down the river of eyes closed
For when i lose expectations
I expect I'll find hope
Mar 21, 2020
Mar 21, 2020 at 6:54 AM UTC
I swirl at the thought of us human
Nobody thinks they're wrong
Yet
Nobody is doing anything right
.....
Mar 11, 2020
Mar 11, 2020 at 10:14 AM UTC
The best you ever had
Is just a dream
The best you ever had
Already happened
What ever happened
To that dream
Love has never be so
Especially with your eyes closed
Hope you ever glad
With the picture ever so clean
Coronoa and tacos
Lime and jalapenos
On that sunny beach from
That, one, night, of, love
From here to Albuquerque
You felt it in the flurry
Truthfully i miss it
Sun dried kisses
But the best already happened
Now it's just a, dream
Mar 3, 2020
Mar 3, 2020 at 8:57 AM UTC
We aren't friends
We're just cool
Theres no reason i can't give kindness
And dismiss you like I'm mindless
I don't mind it's
Just something
I do to make me feel a little better about living
Through my anxiety and pain
Anxieties and pains
Crush girlfriend wife migraines
Eating disorders
So now i eat junk because it rots my brain
Maybe it's insane
Maybe i don't feel like myself when i express these thangs
These rack my brain while i rack these weights
**** now im going to be late
That's another 15 that i wont be paid
Now i have to look at my supervisor say
This is why you won't get a raise
At same time another mans chick is on my brain
I just want to see her taint
No not that one
That **** stank
In the meantime im ******* with a chick that's twice my age
And another with 6 kids to date
**** I'm in a pickle
Few can relate
This is the **** that I hate
With my third eye strife
This is my life
And when i dig my grave its gonna to be very nice
With my cake
And my bed
Made it
Laid it
And ate every slice
If i do right
Can i just say that I'm kind
My egos bind
Why am i lyin
This is why i Write
Its not for you this time
Apr 23, 2019
Apr 23, 2019 at 6:24 PM UTC
Seems like yesterday
That i saw that look in your eye and nevermind
Almost empty non empathetic
A little psychopathy
Seems like yesterday
I held your waist
Coke bottle thin just the right proportion
Seems like yesterday
I yearned to know the ferling of your lips
You on the physical plane
The one on top
****** physical thangs
Seems like
Well it doesn't seem to me
I have yet to know you
The you now
The you in 20 years
That'll seem like yesterday
For now my senses betray me
Because i want tomorrow to be today
So i can dream of yesterday
Smile when we initiate
Sensual *** play
Cry on your wedding day
Scream the baby is on the way
And weep the day of mourning
So in the morning i can ache
And remember
All the little everything
That seems
Like it was yesterday
Mar 13, 2019
Mar 13, 2019 at 2:22 PM UTC
The one truth in this life
Is that matter of fact
One of these days
You're gonna die
So just
Live
Mar 7, 2019
Mar 7, 2019 at 2:43 AM UTC
Before I start this
Thank you,
I used to be so helpful
I need to call my momma
I think I need a girlfriend
Time to talk to papa
I used be so different
Now I know the problem
Maybe I should love her
But where's the issue
Maybe I should bleed
But I am not a cutter
I love the pleasure sensation
But not the feeling of slicing my skin like butter
On a summer day
A wonderful day
Through my skin with an iron dagger like a tragic story
I need to get my ****
All together probably
I need to stop my procrastination
Well maybe I'll start tomorrow
Where are all my virtues
Behind the sins I follow
This is not the issue even the though rhe consequence follows in sequential order
Bordered on my persons if the action do more than my conciousness can fathom i shall falter with this ******* world
That's why papa said my **** is int he dirt
But I do not like cabbage
Maybe a couch potatoe
why does it even matter
Before you go to the next step
Please read the disclaimer
In this day and age of digital things
I got everything I really should need????
Feb 22, 2019
Feb 22, 2019 at 1:08 PM UTC
The shortest days of my life
Was before I existed
And after I exited
Everything else
Is just between the blink of my eye
Feb 19, 2019
Feb 19, 2019 at 5:45 AM UTC
Its all right and ok
I still love you today
and i dont want to go
But i dont want to stay
I would hate to say i love you and lie at the same time
Oh why oh why
Oh i
Oh i
Know the difference and it's different every single time
Oh why oh why
The motions and movements
The way that you say
Oh i
Oh i
Cant really stay
And I'd hate to leave
But baby please
Oh i
Oh i
Hate this feeling that you're giving ne
Feb 17, 2019
Feb 17, 2019 at 3:42 PM UTC