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"contemptuous" poems
yours is the music for no instrument yours the preposterous colour unbeheld —mine the unbought contemptuous intent till this our felsh merely shall be excelled by speaking flower (if I have made songs it does not greatly matter to the sun, nor will rain care cautiously who prolongs unserious twilight)Shadows have begun the hair’s worm huge,ecstatic,rathe…. yours are the poems i do not write. In this at least we have got a bulge on death, silence,and the keenly musical light of sudden nothing….la bocca mia “he kissed wholly trembling” or so thought the lady.
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Yours Is The Music For No Instrument
"The underground roads Are, as the dead prefer them, Always tortuous." "When he looked the cave in the eye, Hercules Had a moment of doubt." Leaning out over The dreadful precipice, One contemptuous tree."
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Three Short Poems
Chekhov and Murakami came to me in short spurts of memory; as if the life of a keyboard was a retro invention sinking the ancient sea bona fidelis. Temper Fidelis and sorry larks wish upon the galoshes you wore to repeated proms instigated in large moral distances between burning barns (it's a dangerous hobby). Starved for trapped frogs with claws and violence was a question answered in blood so two wrongs made a state of nothingness free of wrong or right (***you nihilistic ***** she suggested a better drink to pick at Starbucks: 'a flaming frappucino at 140 degrees.' (what are you, some angry Russian aristocrat contemptuous of an English wife T-minus a decade ? )close-bracket) God is sick of two things: my continued and addicted references to Judaeo-Christianity and the dragged sympathy of humanity for his lost son ("it's been 2013 years for Chrissake") you melt on me like a strange evening spent with a stick of butter self improvement 46% complete
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Oct 4, 2013
Oct 4, 2013 at 5:19 PM UTC
seminar (or, Chekhov and Murakami)
The great New York metropolitan stretching its  vibrancy trafficking its wears. Car horns combating in contemptuous arguments habituated eardrums unwittingly pulsating Great buildings upward; towering behemoths in grandiose splendor This great asphalt jungle sprawling its electricity for blocks, for miles The jazz of the city continues the chanting; the sounds of bass and the blowing of the **** sax, the horn, the piano and the drums drumming on its rhythmical beat Beating hearts feeling the vibrancy; the shock waves of nuances echoing the great hustle Multitude of voices singing praise to the different tongues; vibrant in diverse rejoicing, the poetry of men and women Metropolitans claiming the world condensing into small blocks and listening to its RHAPSODY.
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Aug 29, 2014
Aug 29, 2014 at 7:29 AM UTC
VIBRANT HUSTLE A jazz-poem
Chekhov and Murakami came to me in short spurts of memory; as if the life of a keyboard was a retro invention sinking the ancient sea bona fidelis. Temper Fidelis and sorry larks wish upon the galoshes you wore to repeated proms instigated in large moral distances between burning barns (it's a dangerous hobby). Starved for trapped frogs with claws and violence was a question answered in blood so two wrongs made a state of nothingness free of wrong or right (***you nihilistic ***** she suggested a better drink to pick at Starbucks: 'a flaming frappucino at 140 degrees.' (what are you, some angry Russian aristocrat contemptuous of an English wife T-minus a decade ? )close-bracket) God is sick of two things: my continued and addicted references to Judaeo-Christianity and the dragged sympathy of humanity for his lost son ("it's been 2013 years for Chrissake") you melt on me like a strange evening spent with a stick of butter self improvement 46% complete
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Jun 27, 2013
Jun 27, 2013 at 2:06 PM UTC
seminar (or, Chekhov and Murakami)
This poem casts a line from insomnia to morning On the wind of a prayer that whatever bites, holds on. See I have counted eleven score and ten, with rainbow like curves of my neck - contemptuous beasts leaping in formation each bleating out a preach of vague platitudes; A narrative for the night sky. My hands clamour at keys for escape until I tumble headfirst into a web so vast it has ensnared the whole world wide - millennials are living in-ter-net over in-the-world; a new ultraviolence against humanity. I beat my words into the screen until it breaks; shattering scarlet emoticons like confetti pouring over language as if it were a compliment. My mind massages shapeless polypous thoughts like tight constricted muscles aching for release. 3am casts these philosophies into horses, whipping them into shape and speed before the eyes of this statuesque ****** This anxious wakefulness begs my manic self to dance; suggestively ********* tickets to ride like cleavage. Sleep is fast becoming a neglected former engagement; as my mind trips over fallen heroes wades through my favourite mistakes in a wonderland unfolding faster than I can fall while the world beyond my window remains dark.
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Apr 6, 2014
Apr 6, 2014 at 10:52 PM UTC
Insomnia
They set off from white rocks, red geraniums, blue tile, and let the green sea lift and drop their ships far above the white foam waves. The stony islands that were home were swallowed in minutes by the hungry Atlantic but they hunted the big fish, the giant whales  with human eyes who rolled and sang and swam in oceans a continent away. They came from Sao Jorge, Sao Miguel Faial, Pico, Terceira, Horta - Nine island emeralds set in a black volcanic chain, neither of the old country nor the new: Halfway there and halfway gone - secret jewels of the Portuguese sailors. They sailed into unknown waters, south around tropical shores where dragons smoked and writhed on the rocks and birds with brilliant red and yellow plumage rose in clouds around their heads. Then north, and north, north again to colder waters where sea lions barked and lunged at the strange massive wooden beast that coursed the waters, strung with brown bodies swaying on the lines and cursing the sails. North still they swept casting contemptuous eyes on the cheap turquoise waters and monstrous slow turtles of the Sea of Cortez. Coming up from the desert, past the palms and the yucca, the Joshua tree and Spanish daggers, they chased their smooth grey prey, riding the vast Pacific on their wooden island, herding the leviathans onto their spears, adventurers with an audience of only gulls and sky and seal. Until they sailed too close one day to a rock-strewn shoreline and saw the golden hills. Gnarled oaks like grandmothers from home with orange poppy jewels at their feet, missions strung like beads in a ruby marked rosary. The boats slowed, ****** in by a Scylla of soil rich and brown and loamy waiting to be seeded with grapes and apricots peaches, avocados, lettuce, alfalfa, fertile and heavy with sweet promise. And the whales sang and the lions barked and the gulls cried but the sailors were entranced, encharmed, ensorcelled. The treacherous sea, the mysterious deep, the stony jewels of home, called and wept and waited in vain for the sailors   - beached and grounded - cutting not waves but earth, tracking seasons not whales, seduced by dirt.
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Nov 29, 2014
Nov 29, 2014 at 9:51 PM UTC
San Joaquin Sailors
They set off from white rocks, red geraniums, blue tile, and let the green sea lift and drop their ships far above the white foam waves. The stony islands that were home were swallowed in minutes by the hungry Atlantic but they hunted the big fish, the giant whales  with human eyes who rolled and sang and swam in oceans a continent away. They came from Sao Jorge, Sao Miguel Faial, Pico, Terceira, Horta - Nine island emeralds set in a black volcanic chain, neither of the old country nor the new: Halfway there and halfway gone - secret jewels of the Portuguese sailors. They sailed into unknown waters, south around tropical shores where dragons smoked and writhed on the rocks and birds with brilliant red and yellow plumage rose in clouds around their heads. Then north, and north, north again to colder waters where sea lions barked and lunged at the strange massive wooden beast that coursed the waters, strung with brown bodies swaying on the lines and cursing the sails. North still they swept casting contemptuous eyes on the cheap turquoise waters and monstrous slow turtles of the Sea of Cortez. Coming up from the desert, past the palms and the yucca, the Joshua tree and Spanish daggers, they chased their smooth grey prey, riding the vast Pacific on their wooden island, herding the leviathans onto their spears, adventurers with an audience of only gulls and sky and seal. Until they sailed too close one day to a rock-strewn shoreline and saw the golden hills. Gnarled oaks like grandmothers from home with orange poppy jewels at their feet, missions strung like beads in a ruby marked rosary. The boats slowed, ****** in by a Scylla of soil rich and brown and loamy waiting to be seeded with grapes and apricots peaches, avocados, lettuce, alfalfa, fertile and heavy with sweet promise. And the whales sang and the lions barked and the gulls cried but the sailors were entranced, encharmed, ensorcelled. The treacherous sea, the mysterious deep, the stony jewels of home, called and wept and waited in vain for the sailors   - beached and grounded - cutting not waves but earth, tracking seasons not whales, seduced by dirt.
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''Tis the voice of the Lobster: I heard him declare 'You have baked me too brown, I must sugar my hair.' As a duck with its eyelids, so he with his nose Trims his belt and his buttons, and turns out his toes. When the sands are all dry, he is gay as a lark, And will talk in contemptuous tones of the Shark: But, when the tide rises and sharks are around, His voice has a timid and tremulous sound.' 'I passed by his garden, and marked, with one eye, How the Owl and the Panter were sharing a pie: The Panther took pie-crust, and gravy, and meat, While the Old had the dish as its share of the treat. When the pie was all finished, the Owl, as a boon, Was kindly permitted to pocket the spoon: While the Panther received knife and fork with a growl, And concluded the banquet by [eating the owl.]
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The Voice of the Lobster
the rat ******* has been re-purposed (conscripted in a somewhat fodder task) brandishing irons and quarter lines coiled and unwavering insidious and cunning pent up and fired in  his dripping shoes and peel back skin wheel bug and hookworm are stolid in his wake (all bursting grossly at the buckle!) the heel on task; slithering and rogue merciless and coy resolute and contemptuous with his cotton mat and quick ready quill pungi and clapper raise the clever snake (croker sacks and wicker backs dot the gasoline rainbow) carnival barkers and kraken (lewd in the distance) taunting and vile with their red beakers and deep purple hearts cicada and louse high on alert (ready to wreak havoc in the hog wallows) the perverse cornered rat snapping and soiled foaming and inflamed lurking and primed inside his carefully crafted plan easels and cover alls suit this jackal well (keefer’s little helper or so they'd say) pickers running rough shod all stirring up the stench ***** and conkeys poised and ready to lime this cornered slug
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May 4, 2017
May 4, 2017 at 10:57 PM UTC
Rat *******
Contemptuous of his home beyond The village and the village pond, A large-souled Frog who spurned each byeway, Hopped along the imperial highway. Nor grunting pig nor barking dog Could disconcert so great a frog. The morning dew was lingering yet His sides to cool, his tongue to wet; The night dew when the night should come A travelled frog would send him home. Not so, alas! the wayside grass Sees him no more:--not so, alas! A broadwheeled waggon unawares Ran him down, his joys, his cares. From dying choke one feeble croak The Frog's perpetual silence broke: "Ye buoyant Frogs, ye great and small, Even I am mortal after all. My road to Fame turns out a wry way: I perish on this hideous highway,- Oh for my old familiar byeway!" The choking Frog sobbed and was gone: The waggoner strode whistling on. Unconscious of the carnage done, Whistling that waggoner strode on, Whistling (it may have happened so) "A Froggy would a-wooing go:" A hypothetic frog trolled he Obtuse to a reality. O rich and poor, O great and small, Such oversights beset us all: The mangled frog abides incog, The uninteresting actual frog; The hypothetic frog alone Is the one frog we dwell upon.
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The Frog
Those of you who sleep at nite, Maybe unaware of the riff raff Of poets who, two if by night, Riff each other All Night Long, Trade barbarous compliments, Hipping and dipping, jiving & shucking (Yes I am outdatedly old, yes I know) Slipping in scepters of sly verse, Interspersed with an occasional curse, Riposte and repost each other, Always seeking a word edgewise, Or the last word (Even better) Whipping, sticking and licking Each other's poems With jabs of kind words, & That seldom are heard, In fact a never-land rule, A contemptuous thread, And it's off with your head, And you gotta be there, To believe, But its ok, sleep well, And leave the S(word) play To those who live and die By the coda Only the young-at-heart-poets never get olda, So there!
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Jul 19, 2025
Jul 19, 2025 at 3:35 AM UTC
Trading Poems (You sleep, it's OK!)
If you need dark to see light    then you had never seen the light If you need the grotesque to see beauty    then in all likelihood you're the grotesque one If you need death's sting to feel alive    then you're already dead for life's contemptuous of death If absence makes heart fonder then death's eternal separation    compels love unto life resurrected
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Mar 23, 2022
Mar 23, 2022 at 10:46 PM UTC
Death
She'll sleep tight in a parallel universe tonight my deeply serious rainbow girl astral projects communes with Shiva and champions chakras she has the recipe for what passes as illumined her ignorance of current events is  appalling but that chosen ignorance is staid and unperturbed I grumble and complain, I use the news like a ****** I put the pieces together, pattern the puzzle- I see the BIG picture…I cut my life short possessing a keen memory is like the proverbial millstone the information is  the lake rainbow girl is contemptuous of my self inflicted plight we realize its a matter of time before disparate likes divide I am fire and she is water, I the destroyer, she the preserver the passion can be complimentary for just so long Like the lady bard said: *You read those books where luxury Comes as a guest to take a slave Books where artists in noble poverty Go like virgins to the grave  (Joni)* She'll tolerate my  confabulated artistry a spell I can see she's a caterwauling  banshee of protestation in the waiting Her mellifluous  quietude, equanimity  and perfect  poise can only last so long Before my brash stripped down vituperative  diatribe is as acid in the eyes Then be off to resume  her prior harmonic convergence of  heart  stuff as I  with my artistic bent, abbreviate my life *http://jonimitchell.com/music/song.cfm?id=38  The Boho Dance
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Apr 28, 2013
Apr 28, 2013 at 10:12 PM UTC
Abbreviated Life
"there isn't anything out there for me," he thought. a rather less-than detailed description of what some may say, a contemptuous observation. erasing sentences that weren't worded properly, or didn't make much sense. "I value the life I consume," he lied. in other words, I've run out of ambition no longer am I able to lie to others to make my life meaningful to them. It's that lack of that melts flesh from bone. "Shang, I miss you," he read. as if the **** drawing were her. skin flushed, an inconceivable silence only for my mind to take in. the silence is now nothing short of uninviting. all the while, I continue searching for something.. something not all too satisfying.
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Oct 9, 2013
Oct 9, 2013 at 12:36 PM UTC
Shang, I..
No, no, no, that's not how it happened at all. Precocious children have never been afforded that much influence and Emperors, then as now are largely unafflicted by shame. And it's a good thing too - why, if the story had gone the way Anderson had it, neither I nor any of the men of the town would have our jobs at the Magic Cloth factory You do realise that the trade in Magic Cloth supports all the world's major economies now, don't you? Nor would the aristocracy look half so stylish, sashaying hither and thon in the glorious altogether, applauded by the taste-makers and notably contemptuous of child-like observation.
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Mar 2, 2013
Mar 2, 2013 at 2:56 PM UTC
The Emperor's New Clothes
Right now in your kitchen on the bottom rack of the dishwasher resides a secret; a dark spot on your soul – a malignant little horror that threatens to destroy your sense of self worth. Maybe it’s a butter knife with an in-congruent rust spot on one side of the blade… Maybe it’s a random salad fork, the final piece remaining from a long forgotten flatware set, with a fossilized chunk of radicchio lodged between the third and fourth tines. Probably it’s the fork. There it has sat without being moved; without being touched; just existing as the metaphor that it is for 8 straight wash cycles. The result has never varied. The dirt remains. Soon will come a ninth wash cycle. You hope that things will change. You know that they will not. Despite this unwavering conviction that the fork will always be ***** the next time you run the cycle, open the dishwasher door, peer through the gauzy veil of lemon scented fog and see the small bit of filth you will still feel disappointed. You will grow a little bitterer. You will be a little more contemptuous. The world will be a deeper shade of gray. It doesn’t have to be this way. You can go right now into the kitchen to the bottom rack of the dishwasher and reach down with a trembling hand to grasp destiny. You are bigger than this fork. You are bigger than this fork. You are bigger than this fork. With a sense of control firmly clasped between your fingers take that 15 uncomfortable seconds to scrape away the debris with your thumbnail and then be free. BE FREE Deep and resounding will be the sigh of relief; the utter completion; the contentment absolute that you experience when you place that clean salad fork back in the drawer. It will never match the new silver that your In-Laws gave you last Christmas, but at least it will be clean and in its home safely ensconced in that wire organizer. Right now in your kitchen on the bottom rack of the dishwasher is a chance for redemption.
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Feb 5, 2017
Feb 5, 2017 at 12:21 AM UTC
But That If I Could
Right now in your kitchen on the bottom rack of the dishwasher resides a secret; a dark spot on your soul – a malignant little horror that threatens to destroy your sense of self worth. Maybe it’s a butter knife with an in-congruent rust spot on one side of the blade… Maybe it’s a random salad fork, the final piece remaining from a long forgotten flatware set, with a fossilized chunk of radicchio lodged between the third and fourth tines. Probably it’s the fork. There it has sat without being moved; without being touched; just existing as the metaphor that it is for 8 straight wash cycles. The result has never varied. The dirt remains. Soon will come a ninth wash cycle. You hope that things will change. You know that they will not. Despite this unwavering conviction that the fork will always be ***** the next time you run the cycle, open the dishwasher door, peer through the gauzy veil of lemon scented fog and see the small bit of filth you will still feel disappointed. You will grow a little bitterer. You will be a little more contemptuous. The world will be a deeper shade of gray. It doesn’t have to be this way. You can go right now into the kitchen to the bottom rack of the dishwasher and reach down with a trembling hand to grasp destiny. You are bigger than this fork. You are bigger than this fork. You are bigger than this fork. With a sense of control firmly clasped between your fingers take that 15 uncomfortable seconds to scrape away the debris with your thumbnail and then be free. BE FREE Deep and resounding will be the sigh of relief; the utter completion; the contentment absolute that you experience when you place that clean salad fork back in the drawer. It will never match the new silver that your In-Laws gave you last Christmas, but at least it will be clean and in its home safely ensconced in that wire organizer. Right now in your kitchen on the bottom rack of the dishwasher is a chance for redemption.
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When my height is matched only by my age,the sage told me, 'that I will have found an ecstasy so rare,that no one will ever, have ever been there. I count the rings as if I am a tree but ecstasy eludes me, as I knew it would. I could have counted grains of sand and after,started on the rice or carved upon a cuckoos egg,something very nice,just to let the cuckoo know,that we know why she builds no nest. I have festered long enough and boiled up in the glare of a staring midday sun,it's time and time has just begun to interest me, never mind the ecstasy, that will come as surely as the night begets the day,one day my day will arrive in all its splendour. This is the agenda that I look towards the sky and pray for, a gender difference in her magnificence and I would bow before this maiden,laden as I am with all these wantings in my head. I read once in a book, that all it took was just a look and then we're trapped,wrapped inside her spider web,carried off and eaten in her silken bed,but I would like to try it anyway,come what may my day will run before the settings of another sun and I will taste that which is fun or I will die, in contempt and contemptuous of my inconsistency,I allude again to my search for ecstasy and is it that my eyes or indeed my body fail me,when she hails me from her sanctuary? and I see only what I want to see, something that the sage had been careful not to tell me, fruitless. On the tree of evolution, I am just some insects ignorant secretion and as I wait for some predetermined 'who dares wins'completion I count again the rings.
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Jul 19, 2013
Jul 19, 2013 at 8:21 AM UTC
Talking to scorpions
When my height is matched only by my age,the sage told me, 'that I will have found an ecstasy so rare,that no one will ever, have ever been there. I count the rings as if I am a tree but ecstasy eludes me, as I knew it would. I could have counted grains of sand and after,started on the rice or carved upon a cuckoos egg,something very nice,just to let the cuckoo know,that we know why she builds no nest. I have festered long enough and boiled up in the glare of a staring midday sun,it's time and time has just begun to interest me, never mind the ecstasy, that will come as surely as the night begets the day,one day my day will arrive in all its splendour. This is the agenda that I look towards the sky and pray for, a gender difference in her magnificence and I would bow before this maiden,laden as I am with all these wantings in my head. I read once in a book, that all it took was just a look and then we're trapped,wrapped inside her spider web,carried off and eaten in her silken bed,but I would like to try it anyway,come what may my day will run before the settings of another sun and I will taste that which is fun or I will die, in contempt and contemptuous of my inconsistency,I allude again to my search for ecstasy and is it that my eyes or indeed my body fail me,when she hails me from her sanctuary? and I see only what I want to see, something that the sage had been careful not to tell me, fruitless. On the tree of evolution, I am just some insects ignorant secretion and as I wait for some predetermined 'who dares wins'completion I count again the rings.
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my imagination scalds with violating stains of contemptuous familiarity agonised shrieks confront my mouth with an unremitting combustibility while a frustration like a volatile tornado engulfs me with an hallucinated savagery detonating unrelenting explosions within my consciousness of perception causing a hurricane of momentum bringing such oddities to my mind as such precludes their proper elucidation yet a tempestuously implosive inner cosmos is located a volcanic insurgence the accelerative storm on which the poem like Valkyries rides
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Jun 9, 2013
Jun 9, 2013 at 8:47 PM UTC
A poem forms in my mind
Is not only ordinary in the most vile sense It also lacks the creative imbalance That which pulses through the blood of cryptic elders Although being encaged in a box has the comfort of rigidity It destroys the fetus of all that pretends to be beautiful Contemptuous moments ruined Because we are weak enough to ask, why? To pander For a something as feebly human as a definition Why must everything  be placed on the hand of the glockenspiel When the world has clearly indicated The presence of a divine anomaly The trees are freezing into crocked chapels The blackened oasis tearing slightly along the buttons Through this all the celestial ambiance awaits Its complexities weave each stroke unparalleled r The urge is to destroy That which makes our eyes sting And our brains blast through the unseen hallows Riding the coattails of a blastiod This gusto is blanketed over in our simple minds Forged into a hammer and sickle Of absolute and definite terror Destroy it all All of which can chemically mix and produce A new mystical pattern of deficiencies Naked spayed on the cutting room floor We must destroy it By forcefully coding its gnome Correcting what appears to be a hint of insurrection   When we already no the what already know the why but the current answers will make us their slave They will bind us in hopeless ecstasy So we form new words that don’t do it justice Outlandish plans for this invention Destroying its capability to be simple beautiful and without purpose
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Nov 30, 2010
Nov 30, 2010 at 9:01 AM UTC
******* to this earth
Is not only ordinary in the most vile sense It also lacks the creative imbalance That which pulses through the blood of cryptic elders Although being encaged in a box has the comfort of rigidity It destroys the fetus of all that pretends to be beautiful Contemptuous moments ruined Because we are weak enough to ask, why? To pander For a something as feebly human as a definition Why must everything  be placed on the hand of the glockenspiel When the world has clearly indicated The presence of a divine anomaly The trees are freezing into crocked chapels The blackened oasis tearing slightly along the buttons Through this all the celestial ambiance awaits Its complexities weave each stroke unparalleled r The urge is to destroy That which makes our eyes sting And our brains blast through the unseen hallows Riding the coattails of a blastiod This gusto is blanketed over in our simple minds Forged into a hammer and sickle Of absolute and definite terror Destroy it all All of which can chemically mix and produce A new mystical pattern of deficiencies Naked spayed on the cutting room floor We must destroy it By forcefully coding its gnome Correcting what appears to be a hint of insurrection   When we already no the what already know the why but the current answers will make us their slave They will bind us in hopeless ecstasy So we form new words that don’t do it justice Outlandish plans for this invention Destroying its capability to be simple beautiful and without purpose
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Even this latter lingering emotionality will vanish somehow, masked behind an affable reflection, but already collapsed into a black hole. 
Bigger and bigger. 
Mastery of nothingness in satisfying myself as mute, stripped leaves observing their art of turning into glow of warmth. 
Autumn’s heredity. 
Fierce hyperbole is Melancholy, remote and severe sixth sense, obsidian monolith in this too mild dimension. 
Melodrama of light is the vacuum of such empirism saturated ad nauseum by the ceaseless delay of the most natural and contemptuous ease.
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Apr 19, 2016
Apr 19, 2016 at 3:30 PM UTC
Autumn's heredity
Verbiage Sagacious humans would concur Salacious verbiage is trenchant Verdant language withers a guileless soul Hubristic linguists deem limpid oratory irksome A Didactic, petulant, boorish, garrulous, nefarious, obtuse, and insolent Overtone is not my intent Puckish, risible, mannered, jocular, antic, and adroit Reverberations I am manifesting TRANSLATION Words Smart people would agree Healthy words are sharp Unripe words die naive spirits Self-confident word users find simple language annoying Moral instruction, rude, insensitivity, wordy, wicked, blunt, and contemptuous Feelings are not my purpose Impish (silly), laughable, artificial, playful, clownish, and clever Reactions I'm hoping to create
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Jan 6, 2013
Jan 6, 2013 at 12:15 PM UTC
Verbiage/Word
My hands are not my hands My voice is not my own My lip never was my lip But this blood is all mine. The spoon sedated my fears and insecurities It's tender metallic surface gleaning And involuntarily shaking As I lapped up alllll the yogurt. I could use a cartwheel. I don't want to sleep I'm afraid of dying as my back and forehead sweat in agony My eyes don't open anymore A steady beeping A flickering fills the air around me I told my brother I'll be back soon If I stop I'm writing with my eyes closed now. My heart rumbles like a cannon shot My only regret is how I never knew you better Mr. Cobain. We had such fun nights with Mr. Yorke and Mr. Coyne Just laughing And taking turns rolling Thom's glass eye across the floor. Spring training. I'm laughing on my bed outside Catching glances of the summer Coiled and contemptuous They go on their lives not caring Who lives. Who dies. Three girls climbed into my window They smelled of grass and polyurethane The children died 6 years ago The Johnny Carsons of this life And GET OFF MY HAND ******* PASS ME THE FOOTBALL Percodin. Codin. Coding. I just turned the page And I'll be ****** if I do it again “oh **** If Dan went white-face ghetto And wore beatnick clothes It'd be AMAZING The incisor broke my fall Sorry. No pork and beans today. Ericccccc Help my head Chalk these mint leaves up to fate. Because GOD **** are they good. I'm reading your expression On an empty pizza box. You don't seem too pleased. I fear This ice in my tray made me soak my bed Honest! Flounder had a mohawk I don't give a **** what you say. His **** mohawk was badass. His stubble made Sebastian jealous A bed of ice is better than a bed of coals Or a bed of cars Or a bed of rice But that would feel really, really good. Take a guitar solo Now a bass solo Now a keyboard solo Now a harmonica solo Now beatbox, no go? Maybe the former The TRANSFORMER of course. I hope I live to see that one day. Yes.
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Sep 19, 2010
Sep 19, 2010 at 5:50 PM UTC
Prerequisites
My hands are not my hands My voice is not my own My lip never was my lip But this blood is all mine. The spoon sedated my fears and insecurities It's tender metallic surface gleaning And involuntarily shaking As I lapped up alllll the yogurt. I could use a cartwheel. I don't want to sleep I'm afraid of dying as my back and forehead sweat in agony My eyes don't open anymore A steady beeping A flickering fills the air around me I told my brother I'll be back soon If I stop I'm writing with my eyes closed now. My heart rumbles like a cannon shot My only regret is how I never knew you better Mr. Cobain. We had such fun nights with Mr. Yorke and Mr. Coyne Just laughing And taking turns rolling Thom's glass eye across the floor. Spring training. I'm laughing on my bed outside Catching glances of the summer Coiled and contemptuous They go on their lives not caring Who lives. Who dies. Three girls climbed into my window They smelled of grass and polyurethane The children died 6 years ago The Johnny Carsons of this life And GET OFF MY HAND ******* PASS ME THE FOOTBALL Percodin. Codin. Coding. I just turned the page And I'll be ****** if I do it again “oh **** If Dan went white-face ghetto And wore beatnick clothes It'd be AMAZING The incisor broke my fall Sorry. No pork and beans today. Ericccccc Help my head Chalk these mint leaves up to fate. Because GOD **** are they good. I'm reading your expression On an empty pizza box. You don't seem too pleased. I fear This ice in my tray made me soak my bed Honest! Flounder had a mohawk I don't give a **** what you say. His **** mohawk was badass. His stubble made Sebastian jealous A bed of ice is better than a bed of coals Or a bed of cars Or a bed of rice But that would feel really, really good. Take a guitar solo Now a bass solo Now a keyboard solo Now a harmonica solo Now beatbox, no go? Maybe the former The TRANSFORMER of course. I hope I live to see that one day. Yes.
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Can you hear it? The hole torn open, weeping, weeping, Always weeping. Can you hear my heart's hunger? It reflects upon my bones, peeking through my skin, Revealing inside it how little I live on, I would have gotten lost Nothing wrong with being lost But now I am horrified My pants fall off. Can you hear it? The monster creep-crawling inside of my soul Scratching, clawing, Twisting its way out of my heart, My eyes wild Hungry Searching Lost. You left me cold, contemptuous, I burn with rage and anger- Can you hear why? Fear this, the monster we've created Together, From someone so unique and beautiful From someone who loved and wanted nothing more than love in return. Look at what we've done, Sometimes I can't breathe. Can you hear it? Bones seeking exit, Heart twisted and scarred, Breathing so limited, I don't exist in here anymore.
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Oct 21, 2012
Oct 21, 2012 at 7:27 PM UTC
Listen
memories fade as new ones come and still the old ones soldier on swinging at recess and kissing a boy losing your heart when you hear his voice finding true love and giving your all losing this love, and with it all hope bitter, contemptuous, driven by hate flash to being wiser, yet stooped with age, children and marriage and glory days football with the kids every sunday memories flash in front of your face and you think of the things you wish you could change but they are only the past the future is here and as your memories die with you hold onto the fact that you remain here on earth living in the hearts of those you leave behind, those who you loved with all your heart they will remember you
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Nov 6, 2012
Nov 6, 2012 at 4:25 PM UTC
memories
I’m the degenerate you love to hate, the unclean sinner who won’t tow the line. You ridicule my independence at dinner parties, among similarly dressed cronies, the institutionalized prisoners of prestige. Hate us all, the degenerates. Scorn the indie musician on the sidewalk. He colors the dull march of the khakis. Despise the painter in welfare housing. She strokes thick lines of anguish upon uncomfortable canvases. Taunt the quiet poet at the end of the bar. He writes raw truth on napkins gone ignored. Loathe the degenerates you secretly ***** when fashionable friends aren’t looking. Eyes fixed upon your contemptuous smirk, I am unable to cast judgment upon you. Another degenerate spreads her tattooed thighs without any hope of acceptance. She only wishes to feel for a moment the intoxicating sensation of temporary love. The degenerate’s ****** is the richest syrup that briefly covers your vanilla routines. Debauchery provides you a moment to feel freedom within slums, the pleasures of darkness, the uninhibited passions of a life without approval.
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Jun 2, 2015
Jun 2, 2015 at 1:50 PM UTC
Degenerate