My tongue trips over the words,
the sounds strange in my mouth.
You laugh,
They laugh,
They've all heard,
the strange sounds coming from my mouth.
It's easy for you, but hard for me
You wouldn't understand
This newest thing is hardest for me,
This sound.
The next one is not easier,
But when I finally get it I feel changed
A stranger to myself,
Someone new
One day,
Soon,
I will never be Samhain.
Nov 21, 2013
Nov 21, 2013 at 9:05 AM UTC
The hardest things
Never seem so
in the beginning.
The biggest things
Start out small
then they change.
Some things are sweet
And full of flavor
until you've stolen all they had to give
Why can't we ever just let things live?
Nov 21, 2013
Nov 21, 2013 at 8:57 AM UTC
Chose for me
The best of music
Did you know
He sings?
We will make
Beauty
Together.
He says to me
Jag älskar dig också.
I love him too
I love him too.
Jan 13, 2013
Jan 13, 2013 at 4:48 AM UTC
My heart beats
For him
Wild
Crazy
I feel silly
Giddy
But honestly?
He is my master.
I can only
Hope
One day
(Or night!)
He will feel the same.
Already,
He is beautiful
To me.
Jan 8, 2013
Jan 8, 2013 at 11:11 AM UTC
So tired
I feel
My brain
Is melting
So sleepy
I ache
My eyes
Are hurting
So dreamy
I think
My body
Is
Finally
Asleep.
Jan 5, 2013
Jan 5, 2013 at 5:55 AM UTC
I try to keep it
Light-hearted
Friendly
It isn't easy
I try to make it
Believable
But no one is
Listening
It isn't easy
Why don't you listen
When I say
I have to
Leave you
Behind
Where
light can
Reach
You
It isn't easy
Dec 23, 2012
Dec 23, 2012 at 4:28 AM UTC
He holds my hips
In his large hands
I am not small
He makes me feel
Like I am
I am afraid
Of leaving
This man
He seems to be
My perfect mate
Who am I
But a subject to fate?
I told him no
Don't follow me
Is that even
What I believe
Anymore?
Dec 13, 2012
Dec 13, 2012 at 12:14 PM UTC
My lip trembles
My eyes are full of tears
I don't want to leave
Anymore.
It's not fair
I was so alone
Now I am so afraid
I am
The queen
Of
Breaking
My own heart.
Dec 10, 2012
Dec 10, 2012 at 3:07 AM UTC
His lips smile
We laugh for hours
He has dimples and
Beautiful blue eyes.
I feel like he is shy
Quiet
He seems ashamed
For a second
Then he tells me timidly
He has aspergers.
I smile,
My fingers gingerly curled
My nails resting on his beard.
I take a deep breath
I offer to help him
He wants to kiss me
He is afraid
He doesn't know how.
I close my eyes
Shy
Take his face in my hands
Press my closed mouth
Against his
As his lower lip trembles.
It's over.
We hug.
Then we laugh
He says
"Now that I have practiced, let's do it again."
He kisses me.
I had a lovely time.
We laughed
We kissed
For hours.
Dec 6, 2012
Dec 6, 2012 at 3:59 AM UTC
Watch
The snowflakes fall hard
Strip until
You are naked
Step outside
You feel nothing
The cold lives
Inside you
Your hips sway
Your eyes close
Your arms above your head
Reaching
Into the silence
Until you feel
The thinness
You
Are
Lost
Disappearing into
The frozen wind
Nov 12, 2012
Nov 12, 2012 at 7:20 PM UTC