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"contacted" poems
its been moments since I thought about you in any capacity minutes since I remembered some portion of our story hours since I felt anger days since I tried to pick up my phone weeks since I last contacted you months since we last touched. its been months since you crushed me weeks since I put on the brave face days since I longed for you hours since I spoke of you minutes of starring into a blank screen silently pleading moments before all this is behind me again. It’ll be Moments of weakness when I think about “us” Minutes of silent cursing while you run through my mind Hours of rationalizing before I let it go Days of depression I know Weeks of emotions crammed into a few minutes Months of self doubt and insanity Soon it’ll be years But I’ll always have the tears.
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Feb 25, 2010
Feb 25, 2010 at 10:25 PM UTC
timelines
*** you a riddle that anyone can get,you was born out of nowhere, you came out of nowhere.,,you are the evil secret weapon,you came and control people's lives who are you *** why are you here? Why are you so painful to our lives? Why do you bring destruction to our world? It was our world then but since you enter this world you control it as if it belong to you, you have our belongings into your hands and you direct usto death through hell *** you are cruel ,you just three letter but you so powerful and every letter of you have a sadness meaning,,Letter H-which means hell,you drive us to helll ,,Letter I-illness,you are the illness that weakens our body and Letter V-virus, virus you are the last course we need, you destroy people's lives and suparate their feeling into million pieces HIV you've done and still done painful things, you get into people's live and caurse kios into in people's relationships, you take parents away from their children and leave their children homeless, you make people to give up their lives, you made us live in fear,you get into people who never though it will be them who contacted you, you crep around the coner with no footstep to hear HIV we all live in dfear odf you,we will stand up without shedding a tears,this is our live come on only "we" can judge ourselves its not about willing to give up, its about willing to fight back and take whats belong to "us" which is health,life an world *** you are people's unwanted friend that they will live with day to day till God remembers them
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May 20, 2014
May 20, 2014 at 5:41 AM UTC
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*** you a riddle that anyone can get,you was born out of nowhere, you came out of nowhere.,,you are the evil secret weapon,you came and control people's lives who are you *** why are you here? Why are you so painful to our lives? Why do you bring destruction to our world? It was our world then but since you enter this world you control it as if it belong to you, you have our belongings into your hands and you direct usto death through hell *** you are cruel ,you just three letter but you so powerful and every letter of you have a sadness meaning,,Letter H-which means hell,you drive us to helll ,,Letter I-illness,you are the illness that weakens our body and Letter V-virus, virus you are the last course we need, you destroy people's lives and suparate their feeling into million pieces HIV you've done and still done painful things, you get into people's live and caurse kios into in people's relationships, you take parents away from their children and leave their children homeless, you make people to give up their lives, you made us live in fear,you get into people who never though it will be them who contacted you, you crep around the coner with no footstep to hear HIV we all live in dfear odf you,we will stand up without shedding a tears,this is our live come on only "we" can judge ourselves its not about willing to give up, its about willing to fight back and take whats belong to "us" which is health,life an world *** you are people's unwanted friend that they will live with day to day till God remembers them
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Julie had never been one to partake in Girly things, dollies and frills Julie was one of those tomboy like girls Who looked out for adventurous thrills She loved riding bikes, down the hill at high speed Screaming loud with her hands in the air But Julie could not play in organized sports Her mum said the cash wasn't there She sat on the  sidelines and watched all the games To not play the game was a sin But Julie Macado would spend her whole life On the outside of things looking in. She knew all the players on all of the teams She wanted so badly to play But Julie Macado would learn pretty fast She was one of the have-nots that day In gym she was better than all of the guys She sank every shot that she tried But organized sports was just out of her league She was still sitting on the outside Her friends that she played with said "Go see the coach", maybe he'll let you join up When she told her poor mother that that's what's she'd do Her mother told her to shut up "I've done my best girl, to give you a life" "And charity...I'll never take" "If you're gonna play then you'll pay your own way "For you learn more when somethings at stake" So Julie went out, hustled, working part time Doing all that she could to make bucks But, when she had enough money to finally join in The season was done...and that ***** Even though she had shown she could be on the team She was finished and did not begin Poor Julie Macodo was still not on the team She was still outside looking in She worked all that summer making money galore She'd be ready to sign up that fall She had enough money to pay for herself She was going to play basketball Her mum lost her job in early July The plant that she worked at had closed Now she too was outside looking in at the others They would move...that was what she supposed Again Julie Macado would miss out again All of her money she gave to her mom She would be an outsider for all of her life Never playing a game...'cept for fun Even though she was better than all in her school She would never be in looking out Until that one day, when a man from Kentucky Had come up to Freeling to scout He'd heard of this girl, who could shoot from the floor She had skills that he had seldom seen He signed her on up to a four year free ride It was all like a really good dream He told her of how, he had gotten a letter About a young girl ..that was her It was written in crayon and a little bid blurry And it stated out with a Dear Ser, the spelling was bad, but he read it completely It told of how Julie could play But she had not school record, no history so He set out to see the girl play He contacted the school and he asked them for game films They said she played only in gym So he set out directly to see for himself The decision would be up to him Now, Julie Macado has realized her dream Her life is all set to begin She did it herself, with a note from her Mother She was no longer out looking in.
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May 5, 2012
May 5, 2012 at 6:20 PM UTC
Outside Looking In
Julie had never been one to partake in Girly things, dollies and frills Julie was one of those tomboy like girls Who looked out for adventurous thrills She loved riding bikes, down the hill at high speed Screaming loud with her hands in the air But Julie could not play in organized sports Her mum said the cash wasn't there She sat on the  sidelines and watched all the games To not play the game was a sin But Julie Macado would spend her whole life On the outside of things looking in. She knew all the players on all of the teams She wanted so badly to play But Julie Macado would learn pretty fast She was one of the have-nots that day In gym she was better than all of the guys She sank every shot that she tried But organized sports was just out of her league She was still sitting on the outside Her friends that she played with said "Go see the coach", maybe he'll let you join up When she told her poor mother that that's what's she'd do Her mother told her to shut up "I've done my best girl, to give you a life" "And charity...I'll never take" "If you're gonna play then you'll pay your own way "For you learn more when somethings at stake" So Julie went out, hustled, working part time Doing all that she could to make bucks But, when she had enough money to finally join in The season was done...and that ***** Even though she had shown she could be on the team She was finished and did not begin Poor Julie Macodo was still not on the team She was still outside looking in She worked all that summer making money galore She'd be ready to sign up that fall She had enough money to pay for herself She was going to play basketball Her mum lost her job in early July The plant that she worked at had closed Now she too was outside looking in at the others They would move...that was what she supposed Again Julie Macado would miss out again All of her money she gave to her mom She would be an outsider for all of her life Never playing a game...'cept for fun Even though she was better than all in her school She would never be in looking out Until that one day, when a man from Kentucky Had come up to Freeling to scout He'd heard of this girl, who could shoot from the floor She had skills that he had seldom seen He signed her on up to a four year free ride It was all like a really good dream He told her of how, he had gotten a letter About a young girl ..that was her It was written in crayon and a little bid blurry And it stated out with a Dear Ser, the spelling was bad, but he read it completely It told of how Julie could play But she had not school record, no history so He set out to see the girl play He contacted the school and he asked them for game films They said she played only in gym So he set out directly to see for himself The decision would be up to him Now, Julie Macado has realized her dream Her life is all set to begin She did it herself, with a note from her Mother She was no longer out looking in.
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You texted me a hello and a Happy New Year You asked how I was doing and I responded “Doing Well” I returned your question of “How are you doing” I followed after with “Did you have a good New Year’s Eve” You kept your responses simple and vague You left my second question hanging by only answering with ‘Working a lot’ and stating how happy you were to hear I was doing well Your short, simple responses gave nothing away About what has occurred in your life Since the last time we had a willing and connected conversation The way you responded left me to wonder The reason why you contacted me Your distant responses made it very clear That this would be the last time you and I would ever talk This is the end of the two of us The end of you and I The end of any possibility of you and I being one As I quietly sit in the Marketing Room Thinking about the obvious next step I waiver on my decision to delete your number off my Blackberry forever I questioned whether I would regret this decision Then an old quote by Khalil Gibran came to me: “If you love somebody let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. And if they don’t, they never were.” Believing the truth behind his words, I proceeded to clearing our messages And deleting your number off my phone Until next time.. If there is one.. Only time will tell..
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Mar 29, 2015
Mar 29, 2015 at 2:43 AM UTC
The End of Us
If rocks could fall like water Then we would all be far less bruised As our stones, our burdens, would roll off Or else absorb into our skin If only to be processed out again We would not carry the visible marks Of an unkind world And would stay outwardly placid And inwardly concealed   But perhaps then the danger would lie In the poisoning of our skin As we absorb the lies and pain Perhaps while we would cease To present our story Our nightmares would appear through touch As our skin would become toxic from pain And would burn all it contacted And so easy it would be then To isolate in desolate corners So we could not be harmed -- So we could do no harm -.-.- So much better it is To be to be bruised Rather than to be alone
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Mar 16, 2015
Mar 16, 2015 at 3:47 PM UTC
Skin
Don't you ever wonder why I haven't contacted you? Why it was so easy for me to give up my best friend? I wanna write beautiful poetry about us, about our love but the truth is it was all a facade and it was ugly and deceptive and it will never make it to the movie screens. I used to think you were an angel sent from above to take care of me, to fix me up, but all you ever did was break me into smaller puzzle pieces and you know I've never been good at solving puzzles. I've never been good at anything but loving you until I realized there was one person better at it; you. You were the best at loving you all along and that's how you broke me. And that's why I can't contact you. Because you broke me and I'm still not whole and until I'm whole I could fall back into your web of lies, intoxicated by desire for a love that never was. You know, I always liked blue eyes until I memorized yours And now I can't seem to get them out of my head
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Jan 25, 2015
Jan 25, 2015 at 1:55 PM UTC
The love that never was
Hey there (if you're there at all), I sincerely hope all is well. Guess you're really swamped with work, honestly no need to explain, I could just tell. See the thing is... the thing is, there is actually a thing. Something has come up. It's quite hard to explain cause I don't yet know what we are, so if we are kind of a 'thing', then I want to breakup. You don't write to me any more and I really miss those emails witty comments, sarcasm and ******** banter strung together with immaculate grammar and ample clichés. You seem to have forgotten that I didn't fall for you back then and very little had changed since. So three years later when you contacted me out of the blue I was hardly convinced. As a preplanned holiday got in our way placing you 5 hours behind and 5000 miles apart it was that daily email exchange over a month which gave whatever it is we have now, its start not calls, not facebook nor skype, just words, simple phrases and our ability to type. Essence of your raw personality seeped through enticing me to a very pure, untampered version of you. Since I returned, since we met, things haven't been the same. Are you trying to gain the upper hand of this game? Because, I wasn't even aware we were playing, so technically neither can win, such a shame. I appreciate your intellect, ambition, success and middle class upbringing, those random gestures of affection and passionate ********** I understand your commitments and the hierarchy of your priority que But just because I get it doesn't mean I'll agree to put up with them too. It's true, my future is rather blurry but that's a different thing. I might be chronically needy but I'm not asking you for a ring. I do however fancy flowers and would really like to go dancing a daily doze of 'you're thinking of me' topped with very large amounts of cuddling. If all I wanted was to get laid, there was plenty of opportunity to be swayed. Time to end this hand has come a little too late with a Royal Flush in Spades. I will miss those endearing emails, and the 12th floor of your office with its magnificent view. I will miss the idea of having a man in my life, but I won't so much miss you.
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May 22, 2013
May 22, 2013 at 8:53 PM UTC
Draft (of a potential break up email)
Hey there (if you're there at all), I sincerely hope all is well. Guess you're really swamped with work, honestly no need to explain, I could just tell. See the thing is... the thing is, there is actually a thing. Something has come up. It's quite hard to explain cause I don't yet know what we are, so if we are kind of a 'thing', then I want to breakup. You don't write to me any more and I really miss those emails witty comments, sarcasm and ******** banter strung together with immaculate grammar and ample clichés. You seem to have forgotten that I didn't fall for you back then and very little had changed since. So three years later when you contacted me out of the blue I was hardly convinced. As a preplanned holiday got in our way placing you 5 hours behind and 5000 miles apart it was that daily email exchange over a month which gave whatever it is we have now, its start not calls, not facebook nor skype, just words, simple phrases and our ability to type. Essence of your raw personality seeped through enticing me to a very pure, untampered version of you. Since I returned, since we met, things haven't been the same. Are you trying to gain the upper hand of this game? Because, I wasn't even aware we were playing, so technically neither can win, such a shame. I appreciate your intellect, ambition, success and middle class upbringing, those random gestures of affection and passionate ********** I understand your commitments and the hierarchy of your priority que But just because I get it doesn't mean I'll agree to put up with them too. It's true, my future is rather blurry but that's a different thing. I might be chronically needy but I'm not asking you for a ring. I do however fancy flowers and would really like to go dancing a daily doze of 'you're thinking of me' topped with very large amounts of cuddling. If all I wanted was to get laid, there was plenty of opportunity to be swayed. Time to end this hand has come a little too late with a Royal Flush in Spades. I will miss those endearing emails, and the 12th floor of your office with its magnificent view. I will miss the idea of having a man in my life, but I won't so much miss you.
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MEMO FROM:  Mr Phil Indifrence,  Strategy Chess Insurgency  Corps. Space Headquarters, Castleview Avenue, Dunstable XY10 TO:  Ms Petal  Dontrun,  Crimson Chess Federation. De la Wigan Headquarters, Wigan, United Kingdom,  SM00 Dear Ms Dontrun, Please accept my greetings. I write to clarify my stance on our outstanding matters and hopefully to deter further speculation, gossips, rumours, distortions, misinformation and sensationalism by the media. As you are aware I contacted you on the day as arranged only to be confronted with a response that was astoundingly unethical, un- professional, rude, inconsiderate and totally uncalled-for. It was so below expected standard that it raised doubt about your suit- ability to be seen as a matured adult much less an intelligent being. Still in the reverberations of this seismic occurrence I called again in the hope it was a momentary loss of composure and yet again I was subjected to a deluxe version of the first onslaught. To say I was flabbergasted is putting things mildly, most especially as it was totally unwarranted and underserved. It was obvious you lacked any sense of decorum and had become an affront to common human decency and an embarrassment to your status. In all fairness you did call some weeks later, but it had become apparent that the ethos, protocol and cordiality that my Organi- sation works within may not be relevant to your Organisation, hence my unavailability to your contact. I write to primarily reiterate that my position on this matter and the present status quo is not based on some immature Ego play, stubbornness, power-play or pride, rather it's in all truthfulness it's a belief in upholding standards in ethical considerations. I do not believe that bad manners, ill-considered behaviour, ill-judgement and a lack of sensitivity and good grace are matured and progressive trends to interact cooperatively within. In conclusion, this is my stance on this matter and I hope it helps your understanding. I believe a formal Apology from you and your Organisation is appropriate in this regard and will instigate a return to cordiality between our Organisation. If you however feel this is unnecessary I will respect your decision and the situation will remain unresolved. I thank you for your attention. Regards, Phil Indifrence. C.E.O.
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Feb 23, 2019
Feb 23, 2019 at 5:18 PM UTC
Check-MateProtocols
MEMO FROM:  Mr Phil Indifrence,  Strategy Chess Insurgency  Corps. Space Headquarters, Castleview Avenue, Dunstable XY10 TO:  Ms Petal  Dontrun,  Crimson Chess Federation. De la Wigan Headquarters, Wigan, United Kingdom,  SM00 Dear Ms Dontrun, Please accept my greetings. I write to clarify my stance on our outstanding matters and hopefully to deter further speculation, gossips, rumours, distortions, misinformation and sensationalism by the media. As you are aware I contacted you on the day as arranged only to be confronted with a response that was astoundingly unethical, un- professional, rude, inconsiderate and totally uncalled-for. It was so below expected standard that it raised doubt about your suit- ability to be seen as a matured adult much less an intelligent being. Still in the reverberations of this seismic occurrence I called again in the hope it was a momentary loss of composure and yet again I was subjected to a deluxe version of the first onslaught. To say I was flabbergasted is putting things mildly, most especially as it was totally unwarranted and underserved. It was obvious you lacked any sense of decorum and had become an affront to common human decency and an embarrassment to your status. In all fairness you did call some weeks later, but it had become apparent that the ethos, protocol and cordiality that my Organi- sation works within may not be relevant to your Organisation, hence my unavailability to your contact. I write to primarily reiterate that my position on this matter and the present status quo is not based on some immature Ego play, stubbornness, power-play or pride, rather it's in all truthfulness it's a belief in upholding standards in ethical considerations. I do not believe that bad manners, ill-considered behaviour, ill-judgement and a lack of sensitivity and good grace are matured and progressive trends to interact cooperatively within. In conclusion, this is my stance on this matter and I hope it helps your understanding. I believe a formal Apology from you and your Organisation is appropriate in this regard and will instigate a return to cordiality between our Organisation. If you however feel this is unnecessary I will respect your decision and the situation will remain unresolved. I thank you for your attention. Regards, Phil Indifrence. C.E.O.
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Mary Moran can I see you a minute please? Sister Agnes said   Mary nodded and followed the nun along the school corridor walked past the statue of the ****** Mary (no relation) and into a small office where the nun closed the door after them sit down the nun said Mary sat down crossed her legs pulled the hem of her school skirt over her knees and looked at the nun blankly do you know why you are here? you asked me to come Mary replied ********* (she hoped secretly) the rim of her school knickers into a more comfortable place unmoving face the nun sighed and sat at a desk and put her hands into a prayer mode rudeness and disobedience the nun said that's why you're here Mary looked past the nun at the Crucified on the wall behind dark brown wood suntanned figure dark nails holding the hands and feet in place and rumours of you spreading rumours about Sister Lucy and Father Joseph what rumour is that? Mary said leaving the Crucified and gazing at the nun you know the nun said how can I know if you don't tell me Mary said the nun slapped the desk top and said dont try it on with me young lady I'm not to be played with (Mary hoped the nun wouldn't contact her parents her da was not in the mood for bad news right now and last time the nuns contacted them about her he tanned her behind with his big hand but that was years ago now and well she was 14 now and the hag seemed happy just to moan so) rudeness and disobedience? Mary said me being such? the nun nodded her black and white covered head yes you Moran and the spreading of the rumours Mary looked at the Crucified again he hadn't moved her fingers had sorted the knickers rim out to comfortableness I'm sorry Mary said it's my menstrual mood swings it gets to me and after I feel so ashamed that I kneel down in front of the statue of St Therese and ask for forgiveness so I do the nun sat steely faced her thin fingers joined forming a kind of church structure is that so? the nun said Mary nodded then you will see Father Joseph and confess to him and see what he says about it Sister Agnes said eyeing Mary as she stood and walked from the room swaying her small behind and muttered to herself there's none so blind as those that want to be blind and the girl had gone an odd smell of perfume being left behind.
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Jan 13, 2016
Jan 13, 2016 at 3:16 AM UTC
PERFUME LEFT BEHIND 1963
Mary Moran can I see you a minute please? Sister Agnes said   Mary nodded and followed the nun along the school corridor walked past the statue of the ****** Mary (no relation) and into a small office where the nun closed the door after them sit down the nun said Mary sat down crossed her legs pulled the hem of her school skirt over her knees and looked at the nun blankly do you know why you are here? you asked me to come Mary replied ********* (she hoped secretly) the rim of her school knickers into a more comfortable place unmoving face the nun sighed and sat at a desk and put her hands into a prayer mode rudeness and disobedience the nun said that's why you're here Mary looked past the nun at the Crucified on the wall behind dark brown wood suntanned figure dark nails holding the hands and feet in place and rumours of you spreading rumours about Sister Lucy and Father Joseph what rumour is that? Mary said leaving the Crucified and gazing at the nun you know the nun said how can I know if you don't tell me Mary said the nun slapped the desk top and said dont try it on with me young lady I'm not to be played with (Mary hoped the nun wouldn't contact her parents her da was not in the mood for bad news right now and last time the nuns contacted them about her he tanned her behind with his big hand but that was years ago now and well she was 14 now and the hag seemed happy just to moan so) rudeness and disobedience? Mary said me being such? the nun nodded her black and white covered head yes you Moran and the spreading of the rumours Mary looked at the Crucified again he hadn't moved her fingers had sorted the knickers rim out to comfortableness I'm sorry Mary said it's my menstrual mood swings it gets to me and after I feel so ashamed that I kneel down in front of the statue of St Therese and ask for forgiveness so I do the nun sat steely faced her thin fingers joined forming a kind of church structure is that so? the nun said Mary nodded then you will see Father Joseph and confess to him and see what he says about it Sister Agnes said eyeing Mary as she stood and walked from the room swaying her small behind and muttered to herself there's none so blind as those that want to be blind and the girl had gone an odd smell of perfume being left behind.
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Validation I am so grateful for she has contacted me, almost as if it was fated to be, she has told me everything that I needed to know, She sure has a light in her as bright as the snow, it's nice to know she's honest, that side has shown, Now I know how he really feels, and I just know, that it must be real, I no longer feel sad, for I am so glad... Clarification came upon the exaggerations, and now I have reached complete validation. By Larna Kira Kourtis Aged 14 ~Peace~ By Larna Kira Kourtis AKA LkSkyFlyRose © 2014 LkSkyFlyRose (All rights reserved)
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Nov 23, 2014
Nov 23, 2014 at 5:54 PM UTC
Validation
I am a physician.Last fall, I had a very interesting conversation with a patient who is a trucker. I asked her if she knew anything about deep underground military bases, and then I played ignorant to see what she would say. Without further prompting, she informed me she is an independent contractor trucker, driving 18-wheeler rigs cross-country. She said the bases are real and are located all over the country, "especially under the mountains out West". She said one of her main contracts over the last few years has been with DHS. She said there are underground roads running all over the United States, connecting the underground facilities. She said she has personally delivered many truckloads of supplies to the underground facilities. For each DHS shipment/delivery, there was a stack of non-disclosure forms about (by her description) six inches thick she had to sign. DHS would attach a tracking device to her truck for each of these shipments and monitor her truck's every move. She would be told where to go to accept delivery for each shipment. In each case, she would be escorted by guards "with machine guns" away from her truck, so she could not see what was being loaded into her rig. The truck would then be locked by a large lock with a ring 'as big around as your finger", which had to be torch-cut off at the time of delivery. When she would make deliveries, often within underground facilities, she would again be escorted away from the truck by armed guards, the lock would be cut off, and the goods would be unloaded. She said the only shipped goods she ever saw in these DHS shipments were stackable black plastic things that looked like coffins. She told be the gov't is getting ready for a collapse, which she told be she expected might happen as early as late 2014. She also told me she thinks the gov't has just about everything is needs stored underground, because the number of DHS shipments has been declining. I asked her if she would be willing to have lunch with me and tell me more. She replied, "yes", but afterwards when I contacted her, she had changed her mind and would not talk further about it with me. Another pt of mine, whom I saw within about a week of this lady, is a local trucker, but he told me that he has lots of friends who are truckers, and through them, he said he had learned that there are "thousands of miles of underground roads" running across the country, connecting underground gov't facilities. He had just recently, in fact, heard among his trucker friends of a shipment of frozen meat being shipped to one such underground facility, totaling four million pounds of meat.
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Apr 5, 2015
Apr 5, 2015 at 2:19 PM UTC
U.S. Government Prepares For Collapse
I am a physician.Last fall, I had a very interesting conversation with a patient who is a trucker. I asked her if she knew anything about deep underground military bases, and then I played ignorant to see what she would say. Without further prompting, she informed me she is an independent contractor trucker, driving 18-wheeler rigs cross-country. She said the bases are real and are located all over the country, "especially under the mountains out West". She said one of her main contracts over the last few years has been with DHS. She said there are underground roads running all over the United States, connecting the underground facilities. She said she has personally delivered many truckloads of supplies to the underground facilities. For each DHS shipment/delivery, there was a stack of non-disclosure forms about (by her description) six inches thick she had to sign. DHS would attach a tracking device to her truck for each of these shipments and monitor her truck's every move. She would be told where to go to accept delivery for each shipment. In each case, she would be escorted by guards "with machine guns" away from her truck, so she could not see what was being loaded into her rig. The truck would then be locked by a large lock with a ring 'as big around as your finger", which had to be torch-cut off at the time of delivery. When she would make deliveries, often within underground facilities, she would again be escorted away from the truck by armed guards, the lock would be cut off, and the goods would be unloaded. She said the only shipped goods she ever saw in these DHS shipments were stackable black plastic things that looked like coffins. She told be the gov't is getting ready for a collapse, which she told be she expected might happen as early as late 2014. She also told me she thinks the gov't has just about everything is needs stored underground, because the number of DHS shipments has been declining. I asked her if she would be willing to have lunch with me and tell me more. She replied, "yes", but afterwards when I contacted her, she had changed her mind and would not talk further about it with me. Another pt of mine, whom I saw within about a week of this lady, is a local trucker, but he told me that he has lots of friends who are truckers, and through them, he said he had learned that there are "thousands of miles of underground roads" running across the country, connecting underground gov't facilities. He had just recently, in fact, heard among his trucker friends of a shipment of frozen meat being shipped to one such underground facility, totaling four million pounds of meat.
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~for you~ me you and this here writ somewhat clothed pretty **** imaginative words, six-pack abs, sheathed in black lace thigh highs, a verbal escapade to reality lick the screen dare... lick yourself, dare... only fair, words so fluid, so sensual, when shared... best, stupendous commemorative come to my bed, come inside my tablet thrive on pleasured kisses, exchange of the essentials bean~genes of threeselfs blended what glory glorious that moment, can relive it, with eyes contacted .. where to here now hereafter, when to here, poem return come once more knowing we have jointed, acknowledging the creation of a co-memorizing-tionary diction, recycling this one poem, our commemoration coin that only goes up in value I love you...
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Jan 17, 2015
Jan 17, 2015 at 9:44 AM UTC
*********
You've worked so hard And now the moment's come! You graduated college, And then you moved back home. But now you've been contacted And will have a job! I know you'll do great And I'm beyond excited for you! I know it's kinda selfish, But I'm glad you're kinda close. You know I'll come visit To get my snuggle dose. I'll see you lots and know Our relationship will be better. We'll be close enough to drive Instead of writing a letter. I'll still send texts and emails As to not invade your space. I'm so proud and in love with you Can't wait to see this new place!!!
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May 29, 2012
May 29, 2012 at 4:20 PM UTC
Congratulations!
My second year in college I was enrolled in LGBT psychology I had just contacted my insurance Regarding the possibility of top surgery Although the website included it They told me they wouldn't cover it My heart caved in on itself And I knew it wasn't going to happen Then one day during class We had guest speakers there One of them was a trans woman Who had transitioned successfully I was wholly inspired again and When I asked her some questions I began crying uncontrollably I was surprised and embarrassed In a way I knew she understood And then I repressed that pain I knew I'd have to wait for it and I didn't want to hurt that much along the way
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Oct 30, 2018
Oct 30, 2018 at 2:09 PM UTC
Too Excited, Too Soon (Trans-Formation Series #5)
In the middle of folding laundry one afternoon thinking this might not be a big deal but then again it's not such a bad way to spend the day and the back door opened and my neighbor showed up in full paintball gun attire and pointed his paintball gun at me and yelled at me to get on the ground! i smiled and put down my child's underwear and grabbed his Buzz Lightyear sound and light activated laser gun that he had recently gotten for Christmas and aimed it at him and yelled NO! You get on the ground and then 40 men rushed into my house and at least 10 of them had rifles and i was thrown down on the floor, wood floor, right cheek made direct impact and **** that hurt and i heard a shout of a voice ordering the 10 men with the 10  rifles pointed at my head not to shoot and that the shoot to **** order was off, that it was a toy plastic gun, he repeated, it was a plastic children's toy and in one fell swoop of motion my right shoulder was taken out of its socket and **** that hurt and twisted around behind my back  in order to handcuff that hand to my other hand and stand me up and walk me out as I watched dozens and dozens of what i could only presume to be storm troopers from the Star Wars movies wearing white protective gear covering their shoes bodies and faces entirely spilling into my house with the great invasion of an ant colony and several groupings of men in black pants and black shirts with white letters on the back spelling out different acronyms such as S. W. A.T., and K.B.I,  KDH&E;   The storm troopers were actually Bio HAZ MAT men testing to see if  the air quality in the house was higher than their acceptable limits of risk of having a chemical explosion occur while in the house on that afternoon of January when officers of the  Sheriff’s Office Special Operations Group executed a search warrant at my house on Main St.in my small town in Kansas and made entry at the location and took me into custody while Certified **** Lab Techs from the Sheriff’s Office collected 2 Mountain Dew bottles and some rubber tubing and rendered the items safe and Agents of HazMat Inc. were contacted and responded to collect the hazardous materials for disposal I sat in the back seat of the cop car and thought this might be a big deal this could be a bad way to spend the day
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Jan 21, 2015
Jan 21, 2015 at 2:42 AM UTC
life changing afternoon of January
In the middle of folding laundry one afternoon thinking this might not be a big deal but then again it's not such a bad way to spend the day and the back door opened and my neighbor showed up in full paintball gun attire and pointed his paintball gun at me and yelled at me to get on the ground! i smiled and put down my child's underwear and grabbed his Buzz Lightyear sound and light activated laser gun that he had recently gotten for Christmas and aimed it at him and yelled NO! You get on the ground and then 40 men rushed into my house and at least 10 of them had rifles and i was thrown down on the floor, wood floor, right cheek made direct impact and **** that hurt and i heard a shout of a voice ordering the 10 men with the 10  rifles pointed at my head not to shoot and that the shoot to **** order was off, that it was a toy plastic gun, he repeated, it was a plastic children's toy and in one fell swoop of motion my right shoulder was taken out of its socket and **** that hurt and twisted around behind my back  in order to handcuff that hand to my other hand and stand me up and walk me out as I watched dozens and dozens of what i could only presume to be storm troopers from the Star Wars movies wearing white protective gear covering their shoes bodies and faces entirely spilling into my house with the great invasion of an ant colony and several groupings of men in black pants and black shirts with white letters on the back spelling out different acronyms such as S. W. A.T., and K.B.I,  KDH&E;   The storm troopers were actually Bio HAZ MAT men testing to see if  the air quality in the house was higher than their acceptable limits of risk of having a chemical explosion occur while in the house on that afternoon of January when officers of the  Sheriff’s Office Special Operations Group executed a search warrant at my house on Main St.in my small town in Kansas and made entry at the location and took me into custody while Certified **** Lab Techs from the Sheriff’s Office collected 2 Mountain Dew bottles and some rubber tubing and rendered the items safe and Agents of HazMat Inc. were contacted and responded to collect the hazardous materials for disposal I sat in the back seat of the cop car and thought this might be a big deal this could be a bad way to spend the day
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I loved you back in 8th grade I sent a secret note for you and you took it and my feelings grew but then it got revealed my number, my name everything all your friends contacted me wanting to know who I was you said it was an accident that they stole it and didn't give it back but you still wanted to know me I was relieved and hurt I didn't control my feelings and I told you it was the wrong number and person and till this day I regret it I wished I told you the truth that it was me Now I see you everywhere and I cant help but to still love you I still love you
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Aug 27, 2025
Aug 27, 2025 at 4:44 PM UTC
He texted me last night saying he really misses me. This was probably after work, but I don't know for sure. I haven't contacted him in two weeks. He hurt me and found pleasure in teasing me. But I'm just confused because he's (ex-boyfriend) still contacting me, Not like an ex-boyfriend should. I'm still going to ignore him because I'm progressively moving on...
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Nov 17, 2013
Nov 17, 2013 at 5:09 PM UTC
"Baffled as Ever"
Once had a very good close caring friend I thought the great times would never end My boyfriend and I visited him habitually everyday For many movies we watched, and games we’d play One night my boyfriend left his gray jacket, I went to retrieve it so he wouldn’t worry I returned to our friends to pick it up, have a short visit so I could leave in a hurry When I arrived my good friend was acting very odd, very strange I gave him a big hug and I could feel in him, there was a change This wasn’t like him, and I felt in my mind I should leave He seemed out of character , and I felt of doom and grief We visited in his garage, which was also not normal It was just an unannounced trip, it wasn’t to be formal I noticed when I stepped in all this red paint he had spilled on the floor and ceiling My thoughts of dread and darkness, I had stumbled in on was quite a scary feeling As we were talking, he started slowly pulling down each blind. I felt like I was a trapped animal, but I kept quiet in my mind Soon, I heard a noise like a crying cat behind boxes, and I heard something fall He said it was his cat that was playing nothing to worry about, wasn’t anything at all. I cleared my voice then said all of a sudden, well I must go soon That my boyfriend was waiting for me, and it was almost noon. He said you’re right, I know how he gets when you’re not on time   Gave him a hug, quickly left, didn’t want to impose on his chime. I left quickly without the gray jacket, and I really didn’t care Just wanted to leave, there no more words for me to share Two days later we read in the paper with fear Our friend was arrested, that had been so dear He was arrested for first degree ****** and **** The fear of reading this we could not ever escape Fearing we’d soon be contacted by the authorities We didn’t talk about this to anyone, it was a priority No one ever contacted us, and we were quite relieved This is the story that my grand-kids will never believe. I always wondered if I had disturbed him that day And if I could have been next, if I decided to stay Many years later, I will never tell exactly Just glad that it’s over and I feel quite lucky Copyright 2015 All rights reserved.
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Dec 9, 2015
Dec 9, 2015 at 2:07 PM UTC
The Missing Jacket
Once had a very good close caring friend I thought the great times would never end My boyfriend and I visited him habitually everyday For many movies we watched, and games we’d play One night my boyfriend left his gray jacket, I went to retrieve it so he wouldn’t worry I returned to our friends to pick it up, have a short visit so I could leave in a hurry When I arrived my good friend was acting very odd, very strange I gave him a big hug and I could feel in him, there was a change This wasn’t like him, and I felt in my mind I should leave He seemed out of character , and I felt of doom and grief We visited in his garage, which was also not normal It was just an unannounced trip, it wasn’t to be formal I noticed when I stepped in all this red paint he had spilled on the floor and ceiling My thoughts of dread and darkness, I had stumbled in on was quite a scary feeling As we were talking, he started slowly pulling down each blind. I felt like I was a trapped animal, but I kept quiet in my mind Soon, I heard a noise like a crying cat behind boxes, and I heard something fall He said it was his cat that was playing nothing to worry about, wasn’t anything at all. I cleared my voice then said all of a sudden, well I must go soon That my boyfriend was waiting for me, and it was almost noon. He said you’re right, I know how he gets when you’re not on time   Gave him a hug, quickly left, didn’t want to impose on his chime. I left quickly without the gray jacket, and I really didn’t care Just wanted to leave, there no more words for me to share Two days later we read in the paper with fear Our friend was arrested, that had been so dear He was arrested for first degree ****** and **** The fear of reading this we could not ever escape Fearing we’d soon be contacted by the authorities We didn’t talk about this to anyone, it was a priority No one ever contacted us, and we were quite relieved This is the story that my grand-kids will never believe. I always wondered if I had disturbed him that day And if I could have been next, if I decided to stay Many years later, I will never tell exactly Just glad that it’s over and I feel quite lucky Copyright 2015 All rights reserved.
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you always said I lived right beneath your collar bone straight above your heart, not in it but over it I was only the supporting weight of one of your shoulders   I think I forgot to tell you that you were both of mine but I also feel you missing right at the center of myself I let you take up too much space Maybe you replaced me by now you're whispering your secrets to some other girl or boy at any rate someone who isn't me or maybe you just put in a slab of iron in I wouldn't blame you it would be much easier to deal with than I am is it even socially acceptable to cry in the shower over someone who hasn't contacted you in three weeks? Is that okay? I think I'll do it anyway The worst endings are the slow ones that drag out for weeks or months or years the ones that leave you wondering how one person can leave your life without a trace I would do anything to breathe the dust of your skin again you didn't even leave me that much I miss you the way that you feel deep within yourself I told you that once I don't remember what you said but it wasn't what I wanted to hear I love you and not the kind you think the kind that makes me smile at your voice and the kind that makes me feel safe in your presence the kind that makes me want to sit next to you in silence and listen to you breathe I love you as a human and don't get me wrong kissing you was great but I would take it all back just to have you here not with me but next to me It gets heavy all alone
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Dec 2, 2013
Dec 2, 2013 at 8:05 AM UTC
Heavy
I've recently been contacted about having my collection of poems published. since you all are such great fans and supporters, I invite you to go 'like' my Facebook page: https://www.facebook.com/courtneyksnodgrass you'll get additional sneak peeks like excerpts and quotes from the novel that I just finished writing as well! it would really mean a lot if you guys could go like my page and then invite your friends too. (if you feel I deserve it) all is appreciated, thank you so much. ~Courtney Snodgrass
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Dec 4, 2013
Dec 4, 2013 at 10:40 PM UTC
important, please read
The relationship I used to have lasted over a year. The whole time, it was one sided. I'm never felt more neglected, hurt, taken advantaged of, and inferior, Now that I haven't contacted him for two weeks, And he's begging for attention, Makes me feel empowered for once.
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Nov 17, 2013
Nov 17, 2013 at 5:15 PM UTC
"Finally"
Dear (Mr) God I just want to thank you for the heartiest chuckle I've had in some time!!! Pointing fingers is always a funny thing. And, friend, you just received the Flying Fickle (middle) Finger of Fate Award for the Millennium! For those who don't know, here's what ***** stated. ***** points fingers at me. THREE POINT BACK. 1) I'M ****** Who has hung his (her) shingle out as GOD?. Doesn't take a shrink to figure this diagnosis. 2) I'm a Jesus FREAK. Seems to me ***** (as Almond) contacted me via the site message system trying to start an argument with me (as a "Christian") with some pretty whacky ideas of His life while on earth. I blocked him (her). 3) My poetry is pointless. What, pray tell, is more pointless than a critic who can't WRITE? Nuf said. Your Che Guevara avatar is not out of place, however. What you don't know is history. REAL history. Che Guevara was a monster. He would stay in the home of his peasant friends, then slaughter them all so that his wherabouts would remain undivulged. You hide behind a false front, Almond. But it is appropriate. I guess all I can do for you is forgive, forget and PRAY. SoulSurvivor
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Jun 26, 2015
Jun 26, 2015 at 10:20 PM UTC
( dear Mr God) written by soul survivor( reposting for her)