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“Moby ****  Herman Melville <•> ~for the lost at sea~ after a year of saltwater absence and abstinence, return to the island caught between two land forks surrounded by river-heading flows bound for the ocean great joining the Atlantic welcomes the fresh water fools, bringing with them hopefully, but hopeless gifts of obeisances, peace-offerings endeavoring to keep their infinite souls sea accepts them then drowns the warm newcomers in the unaccustomed deep cold salinity, which sometimes erodes sometimes preserving their former freshwater cold originality I’m called to depart my beach shoreline  unarmed, no kayak, sunfish or glass bottomed boat needed, walk on water and my toes, ten eyes to see the bottom, no depth perception limitation, reading the floor’s topography, millions of minion’s stories infinite, many Munch screaming god’s foot, heavy upon my shoulders, a daytime travel guide, hired for me, not a friendly travel companion,  nope, God a pusher showing off a drug called deep water salvation, designated for the masses, can handle large parties my in-camera brain  eyes, record everything for playback - the lost and unburied, bone crossword puzzles walk shore to ship, on soles to souls, is this my new-summer nature welcome back greeting? puzzled at the awesomeness of vastness, conclude this clarification for me of the occluded-deep, is a stern reminder of my insignificant existence, my requirement to walk humbly, spare my sin of vanity, and forgive my trespasses upon the lives of others perhaps then the infinite of my soul perchance restored, older visions clarified and future poems will write themselves and sea to it my predecessors be better remembered Memorial Day 2018
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May 28, 2018
May 28, 2018 at 11:53 AM UTC
“the sea... jeeringly...drowned the infinite of his soul...to wondrous depths...he saw God’s foot upon the treadle of the loom and spake it”
“Moby ****  Herman Melville <•> ~for the lost at sea~ after a year of saltwater absence and abstinence, return to the island caught between two land forks surrounded by river-heading flows bound for the ocean great joining the Atlantic welcomes the fresh water fools, bringing with them hopefully, but hopeless gifts of obeisances, peace-offerings endeavoring to keep their infinite souls sea accepts them then drowns the warm newcomers in the unaccustomed deep cold salinity, which sometimes erodes sometimes preserving their former freshwater cold originality I’m called to depart my beach shoreline  unarmed, no kayak, sunfish or glass bottomed boat needed, walk on water and my toes, ten eyes to see the bottom, no depth perception limitation, reading the floor’s topography, millions of minion’s stories infinite, many Munch screaming god’s foot, heavy upon my shoulders, a daytime travel guide, hired for me, not a friendly travel companion,  nope, God a pusher showing off a drug called deep water salvation, designated for the masses, can handle large parties my in-camera brain  eyes, record everything for playback - the lost and unburied, bone crossword puzzles walk shore to ship, on soles to souls, is this my new-summer nature welcome back greeting? puzzled at the awesomeness of vastness, conclude this clarification for me of the occluded-deep, is a stern reminder of my insignificant existence, my requirement to walk humbly, spare my sin of vanity, and forgive my trespasses upon the lives of others perhaps then the infinite of my soul perchance restored, older visions clarified and future poems will write themselves and sea to it my predecessors be better remembered Memorial Day 2018
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1 Backwater nymph, queen of serpentine black tresses flaunting its coconut oil gleam; envy of  leggy girls from the Western ghat mountains, and lissome  maidens from the plains, who can never eat as much fish, even if they wish. Wearing hibiscus flowers, on coiffure like hood of a king cobra, your coral lips  silently speak of hot peppery kisses, waiting for me at shaded corners. Your sultry body in me arouses desires, that could only be whispered in your ears. 2 On a coconut lagoon when we met, for the first time and spoke, non stop, as if we knew each other life long, I heard music in your words. Oh! in the tongue you spoke, I heard the cadence of a nightingale ecstatic, on its wings above the clouds, love had prompted us to fly above the storms. Your  gleaming coal black eyes, like silver hooks, tug at my heart strings, that makes music, only I can hear, you are a free flying lark, above Kerala's lush coconut coast, that extends from sea shore to the mountains. 3 **When we relished steaming brown rice, mixed with clarified butter, with spicy tuna curry, tasting so dainty, cooked in bubbling sweet coconut milk, my eyes like two crazy butterflies circled your face, a blossomed Champak*. Mashed cassava and roasted squid, melted on our tongues, in a perfect culinary language any one would understand without effort. 4 Your lips had cinnamon scent, spice land's boons, when we kissed we touched heaven of scents and spicy tastes. When our eyes fell on each other, near the ancient synagogue, the hay days of which is over, a long jasmine garland coiling your hair,     marked you different, from the  the ladies of your neighborhood,                                           surrounding you. How well you did pretend that you have never seen my face before! You have mastered love's cunning, and all the wily tricks to cheat the enemies of our fiery love my Freudian mind perfectly understood. Just imagine the brouhaha we would invite, when we elope, in the last boat, to Alappuzha, stealthily at midnight.*
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May 1, 2013
May 1, 2013 at 1:33 PM UTC
A love song for my Cochin* girl
1 Backwater nymph, queen of serpentine black tresses flaunting its coconut oil gleam; envy of  leggy girls from the Western ghat mountains, and lissome  maidens from the plains, who can never eat as much fish, even if they wish. Wearing hibiscus flowers, on coiffure like hood of a king cobra, your coral lips  silently speak of hot peppery kisses, waiting for me at shaded corners. Your sultry body in me arouses desires, that could only be whispered in your ears. 2 On a coconut lagoon when we met, for the first time and spoke, non stop, as if we knew each other life long, I heard music in your words. Oh! in the tongue you spoke, I heard the cadence of a nightingale ecstatic, on its wings above the clouds, love had prompted us to fly above the storms. Your  gleaming coal black eyes, like silver hooks, tug at my heart strings, that makes music, only I can hear, you are a free flying lark, above Kerala's lush coconut coast, that extends from sea shore to the mountains. 3 **When we relished steaming brown rice, mixed with clarified butter, with spicy tuna curry, tasting so dainty, cooked in bubbling sweet coconut milk, my eyes like two crazy butterflies circled your face, a blossomed Champak*. Mashed cassava and roasted squid, melted on our tongues, in a perfect culinary language any one would understand without effort. 4 Your lips had cinnamon scent, spice land's boons, when we kissed we touched heaven of scents and spicy tastes. When our eyes fell on each other, near the ancient synagogue, the hay days of which is over, a long jasmine garland coiling your hair,     marked you different, from the  the ladies of your neighborhood,                                           surrounding you. How well you did pretend that you have never seen my face before! You have mastered love's cunning, and all the wily tricks to cheat the enemies of our fiery love my Freudian mind perfectly understood. Just imagine the brouhaha we would invite, when we elope, in the last boat, to Alappuzha, stealthily at midnight.*
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It’s 6:15pm. Peter, Anna, Sophy and I are studying in the common room of our suite. “We need to get serious,” Peter whispered, but there was no subject in the declaration, so I was left confused and uncommitted, “about getting serious,” he clarified. “I’m not sure I can get serious about a guy who doesn’t separate whites and darks in the laundry,” I say, gently. “No,” he said, shaking his head in brief vibration, “we need to get serious about DINNER.” “Oh!” I said, maybe a little too relieved. “Ha!” He chortled, “YOU overthink everything!” He said, nodding his head up and down to prove it was true. “And speaking of laundry,” he continued, seeing me start to open my mouth, “the other night YOU asked me if your pastel purple ******* should go with the whites or darks - so I must be an EXPERT!” I laughed at the idea of his laundry expertise, sailing in from out of the purple like that, it was haywire. “Well,” I said, becoming introspective, “I didn’t know you’d hold onto that question like a grudge,” I said, in quiet, wounded accusation, “from now ON, maybe you should stay as far away from my ******* as possible.” “What are you two grousing about NOW?” Anna asked, looking up from her computer. “You guys are like an old married couple.” “True THAT.” Sophie said, like a judge right before knocking her gavel to finalize a ruling. “We weren’t arguing!” I said, looking around confusedly. I looked at Peter, who was smiling broadly, “Were we?” “Nope,” he said, wrapping his arm around me in a bearhug, “we were flirting.”
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Sep 22, 2022
Sep 22, 2022 at 2:43 PM UTC
pastel purple
It’s 6:15pm. Peter, Anna, Sophy and I are studying in the common room of our suite. “We need to get serious,” Peter whispered, but there was no subject in the declaration, so I was left confused and uncommitted, “about getting serious,” he clarified. “I’m not sure I can get serious about a guy who doesn’t separate whites and darks in the laundry,” I say, gently. “No,” he said, shaking his head in brief vibration, “we need to get serious about DINNER.” “Oh!” I said, maybe a little too relieved. “Ha!” He chortled, “YOU overthink everything!” He said, nodding his head up and down to prove it was true. “And speaking of laundry,” he continued, seeing me start to open my mouth, “the other night YOU asked me if your pastel purple ******* should go with the whites or darks - so I must be an EXPERT!” I laughed at the idea of his laundry expertise, sailing in from out of the purple like that, it was haywire. “Well,” I said, becoming introspective, “I didn’t know you’d hold onto that question like a grudge,” I said, in quiet, wounded accusation, “from now ON, maybe you should stay as far away from my ******* as possible.” “What are you two grousing about NOW?” Anna asked, looking up from her computer. “You guys are like an old married couple.” “True THAT.” Sophie said, like a judge right before knocking her gavel to finalize a ruling. “We weren’t arguing!” I said, looking around confusedly. I looked at Peter, who was smiling broadly, “Were we?” “Nope,” he said, wrapping his arm around me in a bearhug, “we were flirting.”
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She said the word frustrated like she meant it: Sexually frustrated, she clarified Her hobby was going down on strangers You could ask her anything, she wouldn't lie. I'm guessing there's a reason why she told me And everything was working down below But somehow now she'd dropped her little hint bomb I decided that I'd rather take it slow Don't get me wrong, I've nothing against ******** Or *** with strangers in nice restaurants Or buxom beauties who wear too much make-up I just don't trust girls who know just what I want.
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Sep 29, 2011
Sep 29, 2011 at 10:01 AM UTC
Hello Stranger
Every night was tortellini when were roommates. I complained about my chapped feet; you bought me the wrong socks. Black, mens, I clarified, but you kept buying the women's. Then one day you got it right, only they were for you because black is a warmer color than white, and the socks of a man felt like cherubs. I complained about my chapped feet, you the heart of the world, its cold silence. But we remained "alright". You bought new pajamas every night and painted a beauty mark on your face to match. Years of x-marked places on our bodies which no one saw because we were cynics, I the most. No roses at our mat--we grew our own bushes, ordered the ones with the extra thorns. I charmed that snake, you bit me on its behalf. That I'd do such a thing was shameful. We were girlfriends in a can of salt, tears in our eyes, mouths and ears. We drank wine in bubble baths in our clothes for three days straight, or even four, after that guy dumped you. From then on every night was tortellini, La Dolce Vita, and-- and the freckle below your ear, the horns growing from my forehead, the way your falsies touched your cheeks, late nights looking brighter than they should, than they normally would. Pretending to be goddesses awaiting their gods-- while I awaited you. Then you felt them too, touched my head as though it were a fever. I always knew you hated the suburbs, and I did listen when you complained about the gray rooftops and the saturated green lawns-- "Give them a chance, please. Then we'll get away--" I begged, I relented-- The wine, finally, fermented. You remember what I said next, because after that you broke my heart. I never doubted it was a bad idea to say it but I said it and you left.
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Aug 3, 2015
Aug 3, 2015 at 8:15 PM UTC
Roommates
Every night was tortellini when were roommates. I complained about my chapped feet; you bought me the wrong socks. Black, mens, I clarified, but you kept buying the women's. Then one day you got it right, only they were for you because black is a warmer color than white, and the socks of a man felt like cherubs. I complained about my chapped feet, you the heart of the world, its cold silence. But we remained "alright". You bought new pajamas every night and painted a beauty mark on your face to match. Years of x-marked places on our bodies which no one saw because we were cynics, I the most. No roses at our mat--we grew our own bushes, ordered the ones with the extra thorns. I charmed that snake, you bit me on its behalf. That I'd do such a thing was shameful. We were girlfriends in a can of salt, tears in our eyes, mouths and ears. We drank wine in bubble baths in our clothes for three days straight, or even four, after that guy dumped you. From then on every night was tortellini, La Dolce Vita, and-- and the freckle below your ear, the horns growing from my forehead, the way your falsies touched your cheeks, late nights looking brighter than they should, than they normally would. Pretending to be goddesses awaiting their gods-- while I awaited you. Then you felt them too, touched my head as though it were a fever. I always knew you hated the suburbs, and I did listen when you complained about the gray rooftops and the saturated green lawns-- "Give them a chance, please. Then we'll get away--" I begged, I relented-- The wine, finally, fermented. You remember what I said next, because after that you broke my heart. I never doubted it was a bad idea to say it but I said it and you left.
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1417 How Human Nature dotes On what it can’t detect. The moment that a Plot is plumbed Prospective is extinct— Prospective is the friend Reserved for us to know When Constancy is clarified Of Curiosity— Of subjects that resist Redoubtablest is this Where go we— Go we anywhere Creation after this?
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How Human Nature dotes
An aqua-marine dragonfly hovers in the clarified light of dusk, I walk slowly the risen earth pathway through the vibrant green fields on the outskirts of the village. A bell tolls once, arresting in silence the moment of foot-fall, making real the careful route along the trodden path to my house.
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Mar 28, 2017
Mar 28, 2017 at 9:55 AM UTC
Anjuna Beach, Goa 1976
an ancient lyric, come to haunt, no longer a shield, now thinner, of gossamer consistency, a tissue-thin papyrus, “my poetry to protect me” the poem words always were a clarinet reed, capable of singing, a highest pitch voice for turning blades of clean steel clean away, now blunting paper bunting, penetrated. re-formed my shield, re-purposed, into a stabbing instrument offensive, my poetry pricking tearings in my worn thin fabric tapestry, woven from linen excuses of why I can’t, why couldn’t I. this is life. moats becoming drowning pools, castle walls reversed to entrapments, wrecking machines, boulders hurling, medieval defenseless against modern rhymes giving away to free verse horde onslaught. too late to apologize to myself, alas, my words, my protectorate, island redoubt, now ruined by doubts treachery breech birthed from within, these verses hollow point bullets engineered, Caesar’s words clarified, you, et tu, are Brutus too, two, for the price of one, betrayer and betrayed.
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Jun 21, 2020
Jun 21, 2020 at 5:44 PM UTC
“my poetry to protect me”
Spanish Guitars A few years ago, in 2011, I went to a concert of young classical guitarists.  Just before or after, I don't recall, I saw an exhibition of Picasso's guitars at the Museum of Modern Art in NYC (http://www.moma.org/visit/calendar/exhibitions/1101). This poem ensued.  This is one of the lost poems I mentioned, recently rediscovered on an archaeological dig. Spanish Guitars two weeks pass. I have seen two guitars one of wood, one of sheet metal. both were alive, both were inanimate both birthed for display, useful for granting pleasure and heating up le jus d'creation products of a tradesman's craft, animated to pierce my brain and pleasure me with the realization that when you see what I see When you, you hear, What I see we all perforce speak but one language, an alphabet of music, art and love A young, oh so most beautiful Croat guitarist girl, Ana, coaxes an urgency from her love, the blonde wood, she takes Piazzola's notes, as if they were Picasso's thoughts and set them within so days later, the resonance plucks at my temples Picasso, like a little boy, collects collaged bits and pieces of life's stuff most ordinary, postage stamps, playing cards, wallpaper, pieces of cardboard, cutouts from Le Journal, and with fingers delicate sticks and glues discrete notes, individually nothing but pieces of this and that, bits and bobs superimposed on faux woodwork, presenting an instrument tooled to conjures up a milonga^, the sounds of angels dying, a fandango of trembling tones a sonnet of sounds, celebrating human touch upon animal, strings taut, feasts both, a banquet, a  triomphe of sounds that tutors my senses to hear sheet metal guitars imprisoned in museum glass gush sounds of parallel lines and delicate contrasts, A duet of animate, inanimate Virtuosity All is clarified. One language. Many dialects. Both, Spanish guitars. ^ a milonga has many meanings, but here, refers to a Argentine tango dance party
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Aug 21, 2013
Aug 21, 2013 at 1:14 AM UTC
Spanish Guitars
Spanish Guitars A few years ago, in 2011, I went to a concert of young classical guitarists.  Just before or after, I don't recall, I saw an exhibition of Picasso's guitars at the Museum of Modern Art in NYC (http://www.moma.org/visit/calendar/exhibitions/1101). This poem ensued.  This is one of the lost poems I mentioned, recently rediscovered on an archaeological dig. Spanish Guitars two weeks pass. I have seen two guitars one of wood, one of sheet metal. both were alive, both were inanimate both birthed for display, useful for granting pleasure and heating up le jus d'creation products of a tradesman's craft, animated to pierce my brain and pleasure me with the realization that when you see what I see When you, you hear, What I see we all perforce speak but one language, an alphabet of music, art and love A young, oh so most beautiful Croat guitarist girl, Ana, coaxes an urgency from her love, the blonde wood, she takes Piazzola's notes, as if they were Picasso's thoughts and set them within so days later, the resonance plucks at my temples Picasso, like a little boy, collects collaged bits and pieces of life's stuff most ordinary, postage stamps, playing cards, wallpaper, pieces of cardboard, cutouts from Le Journal, and with fingers delicate sticks and glues discrete notes, individually nothing but pieces of this and that, bits and bobs superimposed on faux woodwork, presenting an instrument tooled to conjures up a milonga^, the sounds of angels dying, a fandango of trembling tones a sonnet of sounds, celebrating human touch upon animal, strings taut, feasts both, a banquet, a  triomphe of sounds that tutors my senses to hear sheet metal guitars imprisoned in museum glass gush sounds of parallel lines and delicate contrasts, A duet of animate, inanimate Virtuosity All is clarified. One language. Many dialects. Both, Spanish guitars. ^ a milonga has many meanings, but here, refers to a Argentine tango dance party
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I write too often while thinking of you It's late, everyone's asleep and my confidence is beginning to bate, it feels like I've been awake for weeks straight, I can't extricate this state of distrait, everything is becoming harder to assimilate and I can barely differentiate reality from the reversed universe that my mind manipulates and creates, My heart palpitates, my thoughts tumultuate and my lungs refuse to inflate under this weight as I begin to dissociate What's great about my universe is that you can honestly relate, Others understand in this mystic fantasy land, There life isn't so bland, our existence was planned and best of all you and I roam hand in hand obeying your preferred god's demand, There I'm not terrified that I will die with the afterlife unverified, the answers to my questions are clarified and my smile isn't forced or pried but instead a happiness that's justified, There I have a perilous quest to distract me from the distress of the universe's careless emptiness, my feelings abide my behest and my mind doesn't remind me of my pointlessness, Regardless I'd be happy nonetheless if I could leave all the rest just to retain your caress. 10-30-18
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Oct 30, 2018
Oct 30, 2018 at 6:08 PM UTC
"Good Times"
Pure in it's gleaming marble white a rare conch shell, well formed, with 'reverse turning spiral',* he holds, in both palms with reverence closer to his naked chest, where his beating caged heart tries to create echoes, as if it, in an unknown mysterious way, represents a myth entwine him with pure nature. An intriguing remains, retrieved, from the accumulated deep sea secrets, where still his memories vaguely roam in another life, as a creature of the deeps. The conch he is aware, hides tender notes that bridles air, water and fire, cosmic ripples prods him subtly to accelerate his quest, a swim towards the maelstrom of inner core, commingling with the music cosmos conducts every moment, with it's billion piece orchestra grand. She is a flame burning in clarified butter, his consort,her eyes reflect a concurrent spirit, both her palms she bring together ,makes a lotus thus and a red blooming lotus is nestled between palms. Her lotus speaks of  fecundity,from which flows love and life generations, descend find succor, in the gentle fragrance, and warmth, the lotus, protects, even at the midst of a freeze. Her eyes are blissfully half closed immersed in the fragrance wafting in the air spreading in waves far and wide.
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Feb 14, 2016
Feb 14, 2016 at 9:26 PM UTC
Portrait of a couple
“you should watch for what’s good and say so, watch for what’s bad and say that, and be afraid of neither observation. If you lose your temper, lose it; if you find yourself unexpectedly moved, admit it. Keep your tools, compass and gyroscope, clean, dry and level.” Peggy Noonan, columnist, author <•> good Christmas Eve advice getting harder to find, wheat from chaff, and all that, what’s sensible, what’s defensible, and what actually feels A~ok! as in perhaps, it actually could be, pause to think, correct? and:or:heck, even right so if you read the above , take it from a couple of senior geezers, you just got a holiday freebie! yeah, yeah, keep your powder dry, just ain’t the same, sorry… we talking tools and fools here, them that keep you on a course of your owned free choice, with an assist, to  know your position & to never to lose your balance when everybody is instantly telling you what to think, take that long pause, use your tools, to pick the problem up, Rubik’s cube it, twist and shout, when the solution emerges ‘tis the season for preaching and overreaching, but use this quietime pause, look internal, and keep your instinct and inside tools oiled, and mind open, clarified wish you then, clear eyes, open ears & love; wisdom, that’s up to you, but, you’re a billionaire for sure, use the grey cells you were given thoughtfully & well, and keep on looking for ‘what’s a good way,’ which is always an everlasting work                              nat lipstadt
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Dec 23, 2024
Dec 23, 2024 at 11:24 AM UTC
December 24 thoughts: “Keep your tools, compass and gyroscope, clean, dry and level.”
“you should watch for what’s good and say so, watch for what’s bad and say that, and be afraid of neither observation. If you lose your temper, lose it; if you find yourself unexpectedly moved, admit it. Keep your tools, compass and gyroscope, clean, dry and level.” Peggy Noonan, columnist, author <•> good Christmas Eve advice getting harder to find, wheat from chaff, and all that, what’s sensible, what’s defensible, and what actually feels A~ok! as in perhaps, it actually could be, pause to think, correct? and:or:heck, even right so if you read the above , take it from a couple of senior geezers, you just got a holiday freebie! yeah, yeah, keep your powder dry, just ain’t the same, sorry… we talking tools and fools here, them that keep you on a course of your owned free choice, with an assist, to  know your position & to never to lose your balance when everybody is instantly telling you what to think, take that long pause, use your tools, to pick the problem up, Rubik’s cube it, twist and shout, when the solution emerges ‘tis the season for preaching and overreaching, but use this quietime pause, look internal, and keep your instinct and inside tools oiled, and mind open, clarified wish you then, clear eyes, open ears & love; wisdom, that’s up to you, but, you’re a billionaire for sure, use the grey cells you were given thoughtfully & well, and keep on looking for ‘what’s a good way,’ which is always an everlasting work                              nat lipstadt
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“reminding me to remember what has yet to occur” ~for Jean Fisher~ *this poem title lay fallow now near four months; the poem title, a riddle in and of itself, my inability/reluctance to bring it to a spoiled fruition is simply and sumptuously explained, no idea what it meant and cause I got an F in future-telling in 8th grade, when we still believed anything, even hap-hap-happy was a possibility all day long fits and spurts; a sad poem rattles around in every part of my overcast Saturn day, this last eked out September pretend summer weekend, bereftness so powerful, that the weather is slapping me down, hard, for begging, gray grey sadness in the windless stillness asking, why, do you deserve it? the death of summer is a tree ring completed, a marker of nearer-my-death that I dare only utter to my pillow, hoping it won’t betray my statelessness to whomever makes the bed and plumps up them pillows up into squealing my hidden   truths and trust birthing the past is easy and not what the title, words I wrote somewhere, is asking for; no so more straying and to the scribbling and pecking do I attend that title commenced ironically at the end of May when the summer man feathered his mental nest once more and now my blindness clarified. now when summer commences, was I not secretly reminding myself of what was sure to occur - that troubles will come in cold and snow, and no longer will the little house by the sun bathed bay be an available antidote to the real toxins that grow stronger* this then was the clarion self-hint to prepare, reminder to self for the summery summation-end inevitable, for the perfect ending of this poem now that I have accurately predicted my future the title has borne its bittersweet fruits
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Sep 8, 2018
Sep 8, 2018 at 4:12 PM UTC
reminding me to remember what has yet to occur
“reminding me to remember what has yet to occur” ~for Jean Fisher~ *this poem title lay fallow now near four months; the poem title, a riddle in and of itself, my inability/reluctance to bring it to a spoiled fruition is simply and sumptuously explained, no idea what it meant and cause I got an F in future-telling in 8th grade, when we still believed anything, even hap-hap-happy was a possibility all day long fits and spurts; a sad poem rattles around in every part of my overcast Saturn day, this last eked out September pretend summer weekend, bereftness so powerful, that the weather is slapping me down, hard, for begging, gray grey sadness in the windless stillness asking, why, do you deserve it? the death of summer is a tree ring completed, a marker of nearer-my-death that I dare only utter to my pillow, hoping it won’t betray my statelessness to whomever makes the bed and plumps up them pillows up into squealing my hidden   truths and trust birthing the past is easy and not what the title, words I wrote somewhere, is asking for; no so more straying and to the scribbling and pecking do I attend that title commenced ironically at the end of May when the summer man feathered his mental nest once more and now my blindness clarified. now when summer commences, was I not secretly reminding myself of what was sure to occur - that troubles will come in cold and snow, and no longer will the little house by the sun bathed bay be an available antidote to the real toxins that grow stronger* this then was the clarion self-hint to prepare, reminder to self for the summery summation-end inevitable, for the perfect ending of this poem now that I have accurately predicted my future the title has borne its bittersweet fruits
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Hello, how are you? I don’t care. My name’s Bruce. Where’d you get your tattoo? Now you’re smiling, aren’t you... Oh you’re not? You’re so rude. You’ve got a real ****** attitude! Where’s your manager? Move! I’m sorry sir- What seems to be the issue? Your cashier at register 2. She doesn’t smile. She’s just rude. I am so sorry about her. What can I do? Fire her is what you need to do! I’m sorry about the wait ma’am, How can I help you? Oh yes, hi, my names LuLu. That last guy was nasty to you. You deserve better, you do. Oh it’s no problem- Nice people like you make me love what I do. What’s your date of birth, LuLu? June 26th, 1972. Nothing seems to be ready... What were you expecting? WHAT!? THERE’S NO WAY! I CALLED IT IN YESTERDAY! WHY DON’T YOU JUST LOOK IN THE COMPUTER!? YOU KNOW WHAT- NEVERMIND! JUST STAY! YOU’RE GOOD FOR NOTHING ANYWAY! WHO KNOWS WHY YOU EVEN GET PAID? JUST HAVE IT READY. I’LL BE BACK AT 8! With tears in my eyes... I’ve cleared the line. The phone’s still ringing, to no surprise. Hello, Kaila speaking- how can I help you tonight? I’VE BEEN ON HOLD FOR AN HOUR! WHY!? I apologize sir, we’re very busy Monday nights. THAT’S NO EXCUSE. MY NAME IS MIKE. YOU PEOPLE CALLED ABOUT MY GLIMEPERIDE. I KNOW IT’S READY. I JUST NEED THE PRICE. Actually, it’s not- IT’S NOT READY!? WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DIE!? Of course not sir, I- I sigh. Another customer steps into line. I’ll be right with you sir! Make it quick! I’ve got a cab outside! How can I be at your service tonight? I hung up on this other girl. She just wanted to fight. Maybe you can help me. My name is Mike. I’m out of my Glimeperide. Oh, you see sir, your doctor prescribed Glimeperide- One tablet daily as needed at night. These directions can’t be right. WHAT, DO YOU WANT ME TO DIE?! No, I- Kaila, go on break, I will help Mike. I just got off the phone with Dr. Brennan. She clarified those directions. Oh! So you can fill it then? I’m glad someone knows what they’re doing man.
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Jan 29, 2019
Jan 29, 2019 at 4:59 AM UTC
Retail
Hello, how are you? I don’t care. My name’s Bruce. Where’d you get your tattoo? Now you’re smiling, aren’t you... Oh you’re not? You’re so rude. You’ve got a real ****** attitude! Where’s your manager? Move! I’m sorry sir- What seems to be the issue? Your cashier at register 2. She doesn’t smile. She’s just rude. I am so sorry about her. What can I do? Fire her is what you need to do! I’m sorry about the wait ma’am, How can I help you? Oh yes, hi, my names LuLu. That last guy was nasty to you. You deserve better, you do. Oh it’s no problem- Nice people like you make me love what I do. What’s your date of birth, LuLu? June 26th, 1972. Nothing seems to be ready... What were you expecting? WHAT!? THERE’S NO WAY! I CALLED IT IN YESTERDAY! WHY DON’T YOU JUST LOOK IN THE COMPUTER!? YOU KNOW WHAT- NEVERMIND! JUST STAY! YOU’RE GOOD FOR NOTHING ANYWAY! WHO KNOWS WHY YOU EVEN GET PAID? JUST HAVE IT READY. I’LL BE BACK AT 8! With tears in my eyes... I’ve cleared the line. The phone’s still ringing, to no surprise. Hello, Kaila speaking- how can I help you tonight? I’VE BEEN ON HOLD FOR AN HOUR! WHY!? I apologize sir, we’re very busy Monday nights. THAT’S NO EXCUSE. MY NAME IS MIKE. YOU PEOPLE CALLED ABOUT MY GLIMEPERIDE. I KNOW IT’S READY. I JUST NEED THE PRICE. Actually, it’s not- IT’S NOT READY!? WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DIE!? Of course not sir, I- I sigh. Another customer steps into line. I’ll be right with you sir! Make it quick! I’ve got a cab outside! How can I be at your service tonight? I hung up on this other girl. She just wanted to fight. Maybe you can help me. My name is Mike. I’m out of my Glimeperide. Oh, you see sir, your doctor prescribed Glimeperide- One tablet daily as needed at night. These directions can’t be right. WHAT, DO YOU WANT ME TO DIE?! No, I- Kaila, go on break, I will help Mike. I just got off the phone with Dr. Brennan. She clarified those directions. Oh! So you can fill it then? I’m glad someone knows what they’re doing man.
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#sweet lord, girl.. I like the way your brain moves its thoughts  into its own deeper realms with each thing said. You have that rare gift of being able to be your own internal/external Muse.. even while midstream within the process of writing it all out. Alone.. maybe more than you may think you want to be, you are never lonely. A very rare thing indeed in the modern world, kid. Very unique, and very very special. (It is very much the truth..) I would always hope for the gifted ones such as yourself,  that you would always and ever-increasingly be able to see your own worthiness in yourself in being chosen to be a bearer of such a wonderful gift. Kierkegaard was a chosen recipient such as you (your rare mind's unfolding thought processes are in ways, much like his), and through his own beautiful self-love, became.. through his stewardship of the gift, the father of Existentialism. He felt the Living Word within him, causing his wonderous mind to feel also, through thought.. which in turn, churned deeply  his forever-goldmining heart, which in turn, mused his mind into deeper processings of the deeply-felt word's expressions-- ever-cycling.. ever churning within him,  until every cell within his electrified body became fully lit.. And out onto paper it all went.. as what was so beautifully self-Mused within him was brought out from an internally-lit darkness and into the full light of day. The deeply-searching, in you is in relationship with the gifted Magical  in you, (which is also so very much you [the gifts are irrevocable]), bringing out words and concepts/thought processes pretty much previously unknown here in this world. Make your own self-Love.. self forgiveness.. self-acceptance, and self understanding.. all your Art.. And it will be your art that most blesses this world down here. You've already got the goods, kid.. watch them become greatly clarified in you as your own self-Love becomes your own finest art. The gift, you already have-- clear as clear can be. Shame and condemnation are powerful enough down here to make even the most purest of pure, become obscure. Mm. Yeah, kid.. *"In the end.. The Love you take (in) Is equal to The Love,  you make"* Make your own self love, your goal-- surround yourself with loving truthtellers who will love you for who you truly are..  rather than what they want you to be (or think you should be)  for them. Clearly you are worth every single bit of it all. ~Paul *(preston M Vogel F Unting Somethingoranother)* #
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Jan 28, 2022
Jan 28, 2022 at 9:38 PM UTC
like crazy.. you gorgeous, little ****
#sweet lord, girl.. I like the way your brain moves its thoughts  into its own deeper realms with each thing said. You have that rare gift of being able to be your own internal/external Muse.. even while midstream within the process of writing it all out. Alone.. maybe more than you may think you want to be, you are never lonely. A very rare thing indeed in the modern world, kid. Very unique, and very very special. (It is very much the truth..) I would always hope for the gifted ones such as yourself,  that you would always and ever-increasingly be able to see your own worthiness in yourself in being chosen to be a bearer of such a wonderful gift. Kierkegaard was a chosen recipient such as you (your rare mind's unfolding thought processes are in ways, much like his), and through his own beautiful self-love, became.. through his stewardship of the gift, the father of Existentialism. He felt the Living Word within him, causing his wonderous mind to feel also, through thought.. which in turn, churned deeply  his forever-goldmining heart, which in turn, mused his mind into deeper processings of the deeply-felt word's expressions-- ever-cycling.. ever churning within him,  until every cell within his electrified body became fully lit.. And out onto paper it all went.. as what was so beautifully self-Mused within him was brought out from an internally-lit darkness and into the full light of day. The deeply-searching, in you is in relationship with the gifted Magical  in you, (which is also so very much you [the gifts are irrevocable]), bringing out words and concepts/thought processes pretty much previously unknown here in this world. Make your own self-Love.. self forgiveness.. self-acceptance, and self understanding.. all your Art.. And it will be your art that most blesses this world down here. You've already got the goods, kid.. watch them become greatly clarified in you as your own self-Love becomes your own finest art. The gift, you already have-- clear as clear can be. Shame and condemnation are powerful enough down here to make even the most purest of pure, become obscure. Mm. Yeah, kid.. *"In the end.. The Love you take (in) Is equal to The Love,  you make"* Make your own self love, your goal-- surround yourself with loving truthtellers who will love you for who you truly are..  rather than what they want you to be (or think you should be)  for them. Clearly you are worth every single bit of it all. ~Paul *(preston M Vogel F Unting Somethingoranother)* #
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True givers and receivers connected with Mother Nature When I get back to my earlier days I can say that I’m a very lucky man. To be alive is also a great way of getting the most important reward for doing things in harmony with God's grace. Every day we receive sun, rain for free. We plant seeds and the only thing that we do is taking care about them and they will give you the chance of see the beauties of our mother nature. Harvest time will come to pick up the reward of lots of caring about insignificant grains. Every second the universe shows to us the miracle of life. During the day we can have clarified so many different types of light, colorful sky, green or blue waters, golden horizons like purple, rainbows in a sunny day. The perfect gift of having a good day it's a great moment in our daily routine. In modern t times men lost the ability of giving in so many senses. Clear like transparent water should be used with any questions about honesty, loyalty, love. .. To give isn't a big deal for so many people. They are asking for something else. ...truly stunning true givers have a strong feeling of being able to give without restriction. They do that for love to all brothers and sisters. In addition to this I can see that a giver is much more appropriate for me than the receiver. Smiling to get your returns is strictly forbidden. Every time you have received a gift you thank the the giver with words of encouragement, wishing the the best luck .I would really love to know what you think about it? Can you believe in giving a good idea to someone, helping individuals to join the group of friends that lovely give in a pure way? In addition to this receivers wait for the prey all time. They don't understand why givers are happy and healthy. They want to achieve things the same way as a poor man buy tickets for winning the lottery. More closely you are with people who want to share experiences, thoughts, feelings more happy and enthusiastic you will become in a couple of years. To choose is something that is not a problem for each human being. .. We have been made so far by civilization, different types of cultures, difficult to see however how men are fighting and killing each other for stupidity. I believe in one single color of skin, one God, one big nation of people loving each other in peace, Victor Marques
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Oct 6, 2014
Oct 6, 2014 at 1:25 PM UTC
Givers and Receivers
True givers and receivers connected with Mother Nature When I get back to my earlier days I can say that I’m a very lucky man. To be alive is also a great way of getting the most important reward for doing things in harmony with God's grace. Every day we receive sun, rain for free. We plant seeds and the only thing that we do is taking care about them and they will give you the chance of see the beauties of our mother nature. Harvest time will come to pick up the reward of lots of caring about insignificant grains. Every second the universe shows to us the miracle of life. During the day we can have clarified so many different types of light, colorful sky, green or blue waters, golden horizons like purple, rainbows in a sunny day. The perfect gift of having a good day it's a great moment in our daily routine. In modern t times men lost the ability of giving in so many senses. Clear like transparent water should be used with any questions about honesty, loyalty, love. .. To give isn't a big deal for so many people. They are asking for something else. ...truly stunning true givers have a strong feeling of being able to give without restriction. They do that for love to all brothers and sisters. In addition to this I can see that a giver is much more appropriate for me than the receiver. Smiling to get your returns is strictly forbidden. Every time you have received a gift you thank the the giver with words of encouragement, wishing the the best luck .I would really love to know what you think about it? Can you believe in giving a good idea to someone, helping individuals to join the group of friends that lovely give in a pure way? In addition to this receivers wait for the prey all time. They don't understand why givers are happy and healthy. They want to achieve things the same way as a poor man buy tickets for winning the lottery. More closely you are with people who want to share experiences, thoughts, feelings more happy and enthusiastic you will become in a couple of years. To choose is something that is not a problem for each human being. .. We have been made so far by civilization, different types of cultures, difficult to see however how men are fighting and killing each other for stupidity. I believe in one single color of skin, one God, one big nation of people loving each other in peace, Victor Marques
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if you slit your wrists only nectar flows You are not this body You are Spirit eternal Your body is a sacred temple fashioned by God for you to learn how to love more expansively So suicide is not an option Swami says this: “DEVOTEE: Swami, when I am distressed, I feel like committing suicide. SWAMI: You should not. However difficult life is, try to be its master and not its slave. Every human being has a preordained life span. It is like staying in a leased house. Before you actually vacate the house, you have to find another one to move in. Similarly, before leaving one body, God selects another body and a span, depending upon the karmic debts. In case death is inflicted arbitrarily, you are denying yourself a chance to work out your karma as early as possible and reach a permanent abode. In suicide, you are stranded midway. It would be a frightening state of affairs for you. There is no vacant space in nature. God has filled the space with spirits and many other invisible entities. When suicide is committed, they show up and terrorize you. Moreover, a jivi is blissfully aware of God only for one hour in its life. First, fifteen minutes while shedding the mortal coil, i.e., at death; second, fifteen minutes after coming out of the womb, i.e., at birth; and third, thirty minutes during the marriage. God is present with the jivi on all these three occasions. Hence, do not destroy the life that God has given you. Lead the life you have got righteously. The person who faces the trials in life calmly and always remembers God will one day, definitely, get His grace. Do not doubt its veracity. Face these tests with faith in Him.
 (Swami asked other people to get their doubts clarified. Nobody asked anything.)” ~Sai Rapture, p.82
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Jun 14, 2015
Jun 14, 2015 at 9:57 PM UTC
Suicide is not an option
if you slit your wrists only nectar flows You are not this body You are Spirit eternal Your body is a sacred temple fashioned by God for you to learn how to love more expansively So suicide is not an option Swami says this: “DEVOTEE: Swami, when I am distressed, I feel like committing suicide. SWAMI: You should not. However difficult life is, try to be its master and not its slave. Every human being has a preordained life span. It is like staying in a leased house. Before you actually vacate the house, you have to find another one to move in. Similarly, before leaving one body, God selects another body and a span, depending upon the karmic debts. In case death is inflicted arbitrarily, you are denying yourself a chance to work out your karma as early as possible and reach a permanent abode. In suicide, you are stranded midway. It would be a frightening state of affairs for you. There is no vacant space in nature. God has filled the space with spirits and many other invisible entities. When suicide is committed, they show up and terrorize you. Moreover, a jivi is blissfully aware of God only for one hour in its life. First, fifteen minutes while shedding the mortal coil, i.e., at death; second, fifteen minutes after coming out of the womb, i.e., at birth; and third, thirty minutes during the marriage. God is present with the jivi on all these three occasions. Hence, do not destroy the life that God has given you. Lead the life you have got righteously. The person who faces the trials in life calmly and always remembers God will one day, definitely, get His grace. Do not doubt its veracity. Face these tests with faith in Him.
 (Swami asked other people to get their doubts clarified. Nobody asked anything.)” ~Sai Rapture, p.82
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Carved insanity, Etched deep in the mind, Darkness reigns. Shattered tragedy, Fragmented a thousand different ways, Pain glistens. But also, Clarified simplicity, Weaved intricately, Beauty clings. Confounding happiness, Overshadowing all else, Light illuminates.
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Sep 7, 2014
Sep 7, 2014 at 5:53 PM UTC
Light, illuminates
You are a sickness Turning me helpless My mind muddled Senses in unexplainable chaos I'm completely wrecked You alone Affect me This way But simultaneously You are an antidote Making me whole My mind clarified Senses ultimately heightened I'm in complete ecstasy Only you Affect me This way
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Oct 10, 2016
Oct 10, 2016 at 12:05 PM UTC
Two Sides
Ah yes, fresh starts, like fresh white sheets meeting fresh black newspapers, doomed to the inevitability, groomed for the probability, that their intersection will be newsprint contamination, a black and white condemnation,   So, a clarification: this poem, just like this moment, a black and white surrogation, a seventh day progeny a sabbath moment, must and will and by definition, be explained as an interlocutory.^ fated to be jubilee ended, a pre and post sabbatical of but a minute, by law and custom, destined to go up in a smoking trinity of white flame, red wine, and a cloud of myrrh and salt incense.   Sigh with me. Join in and inhabit my eyes, enjoy the unsullied white blanket of fresh snow that humanizes my insights, and for this moment, share my peace, my unedged relief that the levees have broken and I am awash in waves of drifted snowflakes composed of salt sanctified water I may be thin and clarified,                   but my visions are still less than limitless, my sabbath poems are but momentary evaporated residuals of melted snowflakes, heretofore, salty tears, that become rivers that become oceans, upon which no Poet-Envisionary can truly walk, see his tomorrows, or even, especially even, his past days, with perfect clarity
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Nov 16, 2013
Nov 16, 2013 at 10:01 AM UTC
Fresh Starts, A Clarification
she monologued to me, I was beside her bed. I could tell that this monologue wasn't meant for me, it was meant for the stars. I remember she talked to them a lot, she thought they were some supernatural beings, so they would "get it" more than we would. she probably wasn't wrong, I got in the habit of it too eventually, after she passed of course. since I knew I was talking to her too up there. she wasn't talking about anything in particular, she often didn't, and I can't exactly recall everything she said, her words seemed so sacred. not meant for me to repeat by count. but at the end of her monologue, she started directing it at me. telling me that "the universe was made to be seen by your eyes" and that I was worth a thousand lifetimes. she never clarified what she meant, but I took it as if she was telling me that the world is so beautiful and so much changes but I'm beautiful too, and the changes we both make are made to be seen together. the stars and I were made for each other.
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Feb 26, 2020
Feb 26, 2020 at 11:22 PM UTC
monologue of a star
partly cloudy, partly sunny, clearly an indecisively partly day, bored, the heavens organized a garden party, sky above, eclectic crowd, minted mixed, party of partly clouds, wind, sun rays, summer showers and somehow, I got partly invited... but not partly windy, no, entirely gusty a workingman's breeze, all grown up, full strength has driven the good folk inside, tho sailboats are entouraging fully, just me and them in Red Sea parting, a full blow, unmistakably encouraging partying, while under the influence of white line snorting poetry what is this partly poem doing? receiving or bringing, like the swirly gusts, empowered but direction unknown, I am partly confused, I am partly clarified lacking the metaphor skill, he says to himself, and to the over-hearers, part with me not! for I am partly this and that, looking for reconciliation of my accounts in full, and will rely on your guidance to seal the beams, patch the cracks, write the parts of me that you shall connect and declare in one voice, unified Will you?
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Jul 27, 2014
Jul 27, 2014 at 6:48 AM UTC
A Partly Day (his first poem)
it was not so clear, the day. it was hostile and tranquil. what sort of Day is That ? I think it sparkles. But it's gem is mean, beneath carbuncles - and none shall pass without wretched disfunction. without Unpeace swilling the liqueur of dark sweets. it was not so clear, the day. but it clarified the manacles. what sort of Day is that Dark ??? I think it hardens the heart of all kindness.... but it's dream is obscene, and needs the rest of Heaven's Council. But Love's an *** that saw the Angel... not the bulletproof glass. just the the angle of Descent and the " No Wisdom ". it hurts Because. You Live for no reason at all and that's the worst Joy. Because.
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Oct 10, 2013
Oct 10, 2013 at 2:41 PM UTC
Sunbathing Night Blossoms
My heart is purified My mind is clarified I am sanctified We are satisfied All due to your immense beauty and intense love
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Dec 11, 2014
Dec 11, 2014 at 5:30 PM UTC
Intense love
*As the surface clouds cleared and the sovereign sun arose My perspective was no longer fixed on what lay below Yet on what awaits before me…..the unknown. I fly, with the rocky shoreline behind me.* Maria ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ the emperor of the solar system demands obeisance but for half of our life ceding us to the super moon's sequestration, a velvet coated, cosseted, the other-half-of-a-lifetime remainder reminder of the divide no poet can supersede yet, even these planet pulling, tide churning bodies are eclipsed, their torrented powers have human shortcomings orbits prescribed, predictable, they too can only look down upon us and wonder what if and what lays beyond their lawful curves but I can look up to you watch you, human, so powerful are you! you, you, you can reset your course, irrespective of tides, gravity I can watch you rephrase your life, knowing that my eyes   cherish what ere, before in time, what will be your course selection as I write, I wonder if my thoughts sufficiently clarified, do they require editing? no matter, the way they fall is how they'll be served I live with the same orbs, and the winds that lifted your wings, changelings of perspective, now but the breeze that coats me, were the hot air currents that lifted you, now here, days later, my genlest cloak, as I inscribe to you and the waters that I see, not lapping today, but modestly erupting, the same Atlantic green you have seen days pre-me, but my shoreline sandy, rocks removed, for your comfort, awaiting your arrival the woman sends the seagull, French Toast is ready, (one piece, that talkative white bird's commission) coffee hot n' salted all ready, prepped to your taste and for some reason random, clueless why on, in my Long island offshoot sheltered isle tears wave over my cheeks, which I must erase/disguise, before the repast begins Surprise! How came thee to be at our table? How good the meal will taste, now that you chosen to fly/stop by! and this gibberish nonsensical cup of words is your welcoming present, for here, humans are the sovereigns, and the celesetes bow to our wishes, we select our own direction, regardless of how the orbs try our souls, we are most powerful human, sovereigns of our selves
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Jul 13, 2014
Jul 13, 2014 at 11:00 AM UTC
The Sovereign Sun, The Super Moon (We Are Human)
*As the surface clouds cleared and the sovereign sun arose My perspective was no longer fixed on what lay below Yet on what awaits before me…..the unknown. I fly, with the rocky shoreline behind me.* Maria ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ the emperor of the solar system demands obeisance but for half of our life ceding us to the super moon's sequestration, a velvet coated, cosseted, the other-half-of-a-lifetime remainder reminder of the divide no poet can supersede yet, even these planet pulling, tide churning bodies are eclipsed, their torrented powers have human shortcomings orbits prescribed, predictable, they too can only look down upon us and wonder what if and what lays beyond their lawful curves but I can look up to you watch you, human, so powerful are you! you, you, you can reset your course, irrespective of tides, gravity I can watch you rephrase your life, knowing that my eyes   cherish what ere, before in time, what will be your course selection as I write, I wonder if my thoughts sufficiently clarified, do they require editing? no matter, the way they fall is how they'll be served I live with the same orbs, and the winds that lifted your wings, changelings of perspective, now but the breeze that coats me, were the hot air currents that lifted you, now here, days later, my genlest cloak, as I inscribe to you and the waters that I see, not lapping today, but modestly erupting, the same Atlantic green you have seen days pre-me, but my shoreline sandy, rocks removed, for your comfort, awaiting your arrival the woman sends the seagull, French Toast is ready, (one piece, that talkative white bird's commission) coffee hot n' salted all ready, prepped to your taste and for some reason random, clueless why on, in my Long island offshoot sheltered isle tears wave over my cheeks, which I must erase/disguise, before the repast begins Surprise! How came thee to be at our table? How good the meal will taste, now that you chosen to fly/stop by! and this gibberish nonsensical cup of words is your welcoming present, for here, humans are the sovereigns, and the celesetes bow to our wishes, we select our own direction, regardless of how the orbs try our souls, we are most powerful human, sovereigns of our selves
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