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"challenged" poems
Words cannot explain the depths of my misery that I bare inside, for all the times I did you wrong. You are the one person who was and is ALWAYS there for me, your PERFECT in every way, I love you so hard I would die for you? Why do I question such acts of loyalty? I do not understand, please, I'm so mentally challenged when it comes to you. Am I that selfish, that I won't change my life for you, put you first? When I know by ****** HELL you deserve so much more! I can't stress the word deserve enough! If all the men in this world treated you like a KING, you would still deserve more. You changed me, saved from my own self, you showed me TRUE love. I know I love you, but I dont know if I am good enough for you, I am lowly & this is where I feel like i'm never good enough, but it hurts me when I hurt you by not trying. PLEASE, I LOVE YOU & even until this day I never questioned my love for you, not ONCE in my life, I swear on that. Even when I barely knew you. So I will try, I will fight, I will strive to keep you happy but just know I am not perfect & just know all I want is your HAPPINESS! I did you wrong, many times before & hate myself for it, I promise! But just know, no matter what, I will never ever hate you. On the day I die, before it & forever after I...WILL... ALWAYS... LOVE...YOU & will never & I mean EVER, no matter if I try my absolute hardest, forget you. I Love You & that will forever stay, just like the world's beautifulest stain you left on my heart. I'm sorry I did you wrong & I'm sorry for anything I do wrong in the future, but I will never leave, I will indefinitely fight for you & I.
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Jul 17, 2014
Jul 17, 2014 at 8:49 PM UTC
You left the world's most beautiful stain
Words cannot explain the depths of my misery that I bare inside, for all the times I did you wrong. You are the one person who was and is ALWAYS there for me, your PERFECT in every way, I love you so hard I would die for you? Why do I question such acts of loyalty? I do not understand, please, I'm so mentally challenged when it comes to you. Am I that selfish, that I won't change my life for you, put you first? When I know by ****** HELL you deserve so much more! I can't stress the word deserve enough! If all the men in this world treated you like a KING, you would still deserve more. You changed me, saved from my own self, you showed me TRUE love. I know I love you, but I dont know if I am good enough for you, I am lowly & this is where I feel like i'm never good enough, but it hurts me when I hurt you by not trying. PLEASE, I LOVE YOU & even until this day I never questioned my love for you, not ONCE in my life, I swear on that. Even when I barely knew you. So I will try, I will fight, I will strive to keep you happy but just know I am not perfect & just know all I want is your HAPPINESS! I did you wrong, many times before & hate myself for it, I promise! But just know, no matter what, I will never ever hate you. On the day I die, before it & forever after I...WILL... ALWAYS... LOVE...YOU & will never & I mean EVER, no matter if I try my absolute hardest, forget you. I Love You & that will forever stay, just like the world's beautifulest stain you left on my heart. I'm sorry I did you wrong & I'm sorry for anything I do wrong in the future, but I will never leave, I will indefinitely fight for you & I.
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Was with  a salacious witch       with amazing quick silver tongue, Confidence personified    she challenged me to chase her, If I so wish, not in words.  Her liquid eyes and gestures, made me mad with pleasure by the time we reached the peacock hill. Peacocks, big  blue eyes painted on feathers,    each, was in love with her, it seemed. Danced vying with each other,  to please her, while she winked at me. As if to say"They'll **** each other   to get my glad eye"wouldn't I feel jealous? Helpless, I did surrender to her spell,  like others in the line, in my front and back. When just one touch of her index finger,   would evoke magic, I'll get Transformed to a young peacock  of  exquisite beauty, with blue green plumes none have ever seen before,to flaunt at others of the ilk, on seeing it they'd back out. Such a witch is one of a kind,my mind     whispers, it's she who assures me this, On the full moon night, due in a week     we'll fly to the far away  hill where She'll be with me helping to build a nest, turning to a peafowl herself, She'll lay a dozen eggs, yes, in  to my ear, she says, this is only later, h When, she with index finger will    gently touche me and proclaim, thus: "This is the peacock I enticed and    with my witchcraft ,bound for life"
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Apr 13, 2016
Apr 13, 2016 at 8:46 AM UTC
The witch and the Peacock
Utopia Must Be An Invention of the Mind I have searched long and hard, trying to find that place where peace and serenity, in our world may yet grace a chance to meet a dream come true, if only for a few where pain and suffering are gone, and will never renew Then I realized, this Utopia I seek, on a map will not be found still an undiscovered world, whose contemplation will confound finding some comfort, the thought of my soul ascending on high no longer to be troubled, suffering on earth never again to decry A world exists but not for the living, to experience this garden of delight a place where the happiness of life's dreams, will satiate your appetite where fear and worries cease, hope and desire now become your reality trials and tribulations throughout life, ending with that long awaited finality Maybe Utopia really does exists, but only with extreme effort can you hope to say, it you have acquired but most people refuse to commit, unwilling to put in the time and effort that is unquestionably required how mistaken we often are, thinking we can still remain happy, giving up by settling for that much less only up to the point we are once again challenged, and our daily events again cause us all of our stress To understand why so many people never seem to be satisfied, no matter what they have, it is never enough first we must acknowledge the answer might be found in the lies people believe, but most of them are a bluff Utopia must be an invention of the mind, convincing itself that feelings of joy and happiness are close at hand seemingly it might then be prudent to maintain this self-deception, since this is what our egos really demand Although it has been stated time and again that Utopia does not and can not exist, yet we still continue to dream coming to teach us this great lesson in human psychology, how much for happiness' sake, we're willing to scheme yet we can take note to the fact that despite our varying differences, this human condition remains constant in us all our primary need for true happiness is why we can rest assured, invisible Utopia we will forever continue to recall
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Jul 30, 2015
Jul 30, 2015 at 2:30 PM UTC
O Utopia, Utopia, wherefore art thou Utopia?
Utopia Must Be An Invention of the Mind I have searched long and hard, trying to find that place where peace and serenity, in our world may yet grace a chance to meet a dream come true, if only for a few where pain and suffering are gone, and will never renew Then I realized, this Utopia I seek, on a map will not be found still an undiscovered world, whose contemplation will confound finding some comfort, the thought of my soul ascending on high no longer to be troubled, suffering on earth never again to decry A world exists but not for the living, to experience this garden of delight a place where the happiness of life's dreams, will satiate your appetite where fear and worries cease, hope and desire now become your reality trials and tribulations throughout life, ending with that long awaited finality Maybe Utopia really does exists, but only with extreme effort can you hope to say, it you have acquired but most people refuse to commit, unwilling to put in the time and effort that is unquestionably required how mistaken we often are, thinking we can still remain happy, giving up by settling for that much less only up to the point we are once again challenged, and our daily events again cause us all of our stress To understand why so many people never seem to be satisfied, no matter what they have, it is never enough first we must acknowledge the answer might be found in the lies people believe, but most of them are a bluff Utopia must be an invention of the mind, convincing itself that feelings of joy and happiness are close at hand seemingly it might then be prudent to maintain this self-deception, since this is what our egos really demand Although it has been stated time and again that Utopia does not and can not exist, yet we still continue to dream coming to teach us this great lesson in human psychology, how much for happiness' sake, we're willing to scheme yet we can take note to the fact that despite our varying differences, this human condition remains constant in us all our primary need for true happiness is why we can rest assured, invisible Utopia we will forever continue to recall
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The builders of Stonehenge Were pelvicly challenged So they erected a monument In such a way That it could be interpreted As a displacement activity. And the rest as they say Is pre-history.
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Mar 28, 2014
Mar 28, 2014 at 4:36 PM UTC
Why They Built Stonehenge
I wear glasses to see, Not to look "cool." I read books to feel intellectually challenged And go on adventures to new lands, Not to take pictures of the pages On my Nikon camera And get "notes" on Tumblr. I drink tea to relax myself, Not to be like everybody else. Do all these things make me a hipster? A poser? Or myself?
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Mar 24, 2014
Mar 24, 2014 at 5:31 PM UTC
Hipster?
She does not own a fighter's body But you can tell right from the start That the thing they have in common Is...she has a fighter's heart For as long as I have known  her A scrapper she has been A lioness well challenged She is cunning, though not mean Her battle is internal Her trophy is her life Her body's full of cancer She's tap dancing on a knife She won't back down from any fight Not this one...that's for sure She determined like a fighter She wants this fight...and one more It's a battle for survival She's as tough as old Ali Her battle cry is awesome "You will not be taking me" I write this for my mother The toughest woman that I know And regardless of her cancer Her pain...she'll never show.
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May 2, 2012
May 2, 2012 at 7:01 PM UTC
The Fighter - (For Mum)
FANCY AS **** I knew something was not right. I went in with a sledge hammer challenged the truth and you put the phone down. Me in London, You in Dublin. One day to our planned London Weekend. *I came in like a wrecking ball Yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung Left me crashing in a blazing fall All you ever did was wreck me Yeah, you, you wrecked me I never meant to start a war I just wanted to know the truth I wanted you to tell the truth I couldn’t live a lie; I was running for my life* When you put the phone down on me on Wednesday night Oct 10th followed by a solicitor’s letter the following day, that was abuse. That letter was profoundly nasty. It was all a lie, just like as I now know, the rest of our relationship was. You went to the Garda, anything just so I would not discover the truth. Your abuse is not without it's consequences. I needed you to tell me to talk to me. I don't feel revenge, anger, hate; I just feel utter shock, used, physically abused and mostly devastation. But you know what, it hurts like hell, but I will fight back and I will find my way out of this abuse. I find it hard to believe you want me to suffer like this. Now I know you ‘Fancied Me As **** Why not just be straight up?  Why all the lies? Why not give me the chance to walk away when I wanted to?
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Oct 9, 2013
Oct 9, 2013 at 12:04 PM UTC
Fancy As ****
He held my hand today in the most delicate way,      as if my fingers resembled flower petals and my      palm reenacted butterfly wings. My hand felt           fragile in his grip, which mimicked my feelings         towards him because his heart did not belong            in the spaces between my touch - his heart                  belonged in something as light as air; something       as delicate as cotton. And my heart was tattered       with thorns, assured to shred his into pieces. All       the more treacherous, he traced my fingers be            tween my mittens, and it still felt like fabric -             contrary to your inevitable static. And that is            when I knew that even though he did everything     right, he made it that much worse. As much as he     tried, my frost-coated lips challenged the warmth     in his voice, and it wasn't me he needed. It was I       that needeth not deserve him. gd
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Mar 10, 2014
Mar 10, 2014 at 1:05 AM UTC
Hockey skates.
* The fume A thick dark fumy cloud Dormant it lies, but often loud Precariously overhead, it flowed The sunshine of the life, it swallowed It rained, challenged by the mighty peak In the heart, It pained, to see it weak The cloud was small but heavy However dusty and floaty. The doom and gloom Embracing in its shadow In desert, plains and meadow Eclipsing the days, sunny bright Dreadful, with the darkening night With me, always  hanging around When noticed, nearby it's found Haunting me with a sadness Flaunting its darkness A lot in the cloud explored Then consciously, It was ignored But dancing at the back of the mind Past  hurts and  pains, it  put to rewind The boom and bloom And then, letting it flow across, I got immersed, In fine tiny droplets, the cloud dispersed, Now each droplet addressed separately Was dried in the shiny sun completely All of the cloud, dripped to evaporate Condensed eventually, as distillate My pains, by that elixir, cured, Alchemised me into 24 carat gold *
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Jul 19, 2017
Jul 19, 2017 at 9:24 PM UTC
The cloud alchemy...24 carat gold
Year after year purity of fire is challenged by evil, appeased with offerings A full moon looks on as winds stoke embers, flare flames to a flickering dance Right in the center of crimson blaze sits Holika, Prahlad in her lap - her arms a circle of heat White sparks fly from her hair, eyes smolder in fury; her mouth ***** in air, engulfs rice and wheat Wood chars, coconuts splinter, flowers singe smearing earth with ash. Year after year faith survives. Holika burns to death. By Unknown
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Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 7:47 PM UTC
Happy Holi
*hitherto i naively challenged my decision to enter an ominous existence a vicious maze veiled in obscurity inconceivable to navigate without the accumulation of bruises, heartache, and psychic mutilation the torment’s ache so unfathomable i begged to evaporate beseeching death’s arrival and with the dexterity of a masterful wizard i magically spun threads of my shredded soul into a mangled ball of mental lacerations then stealthily in the opaque of the night i rushed the frigid black ocean’s high tide and deluging myself in the ebony water i buried the battered ball now deeply eclipsed in the onyx abyss it sapped all my strength to hold it under drowning in the wave’s of sea motion stinging salt alive on my pours gasping for air i surrendered my grip releasing my marred orb of élan vital capitulating to the sand on the beach i ceded the fight and watched the sphere roll unraveling it glistened against the white sand an opalescent tapestry lit by twilight mirroring the stars against the coal sky in the lustrous lunar midnight reflected back by silver moonlight littered with specks of fluorescent insight astonished i drew in my breath as i read words interlaced in the untangled web the wounds are there creating a looking glass peer in and you will heal your own consciousness ©2016janetaylor
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May 3, 2016
May 3, 2016 at 8:06 AM UTC
looking glass
I find myself looking for words. Combinations of feeling I did not know existed. I cannot breathe. I struggle for them & make myself a fool. The world was so big before I met you & now I'm grasping for it, unable to recall it's delusion as I am pulled into your orbit. Out of drifting dreams. My mind goes blank & all I can see is the dark galaxy that is you. Alien, beautiful & natural. You haunt me. I nearly never believed so big, & you infiltrated this complex defense to show me what's been missing. Half crazed by the loneliness of space I cannot articulate. Another form of art I hesitate to express. I do not trust myself that it will not be perfect, fluid, each stroke of the tongue like the brush fear failure. I want to show you all I see beneath the stars. Let the brilliance of the moon shine through. But she is stuck. In the cloud of curious awareness, my eloquence cripples me. How many things can I say before I lose my grace? & I dread the company of simple minds who cannot love stories. So eager, your patience holds the hand of the clock. I want to watch your eyes glow lit up by the music from my lips, & I want to be carried off by all you reminisce. I can't believe in chance when a soul like yours comes to court. Thrice even. I am challenged by the core of you. Inquiry. Things I cannot see & stopped looking for. If I take no notice, I will not be seen. Drawn into someone else's dreams, Abandoning me. I forgot how to identify with my kind so that I did not lose me. Then I rusted over. The great machine locked away while the shows went on in Technicolor. Introspective losing passion & luster inside this shell. How you found me, only body in forum. You took me out to play. Engaged, stalled, oiled & sparked Life. I am reminded of a better me. An affirmation, of my Dominant heart. His voice, the coaxing in my womb to Be. Away with closed up, dying to shine. You wanted to show me off, pretty girl. I remember being a Goddess & shattering the abyss around me with heart & raw warmth. The fire of honesty. Unsatiated wander bred in me & I held nothing back. Now the world is clay & my garden to build upon. Train me to grow. I am inspired to be stardust. Permeate every corner of this heavenly body.   I find myself the eager student of Aquarius.
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Jun 23, 2015
Jun 23, 2015 at 1:50 AM UTC
Student of Aquarius
I find myself looking for words. Combinations of feeling I did not know existed. I cannot breathe. I struggle for them & make myself a fool. The world was so big before I met you & now I'm grasping for it, unable to recall it's delusion as I am pulled into your orbit. Out of drifting dreams. My mind goes blank & all I can see is the dark galaxy that is you. Alien, beautiful & natural. You haunt me. I nearly never believed so big, & you infiltrated this complex defense to show me what's been missing. Half crazed by the loneliness of space I cannot articulate. Another form of art I hesitate to express. I do not trust myself that it will not be perfect, fluid, each stroke of the tongue like the brush fear failure. I want to show you all I see beneath the stars. Let the brilliance of the moon shine through. But she is stuck. In the cloud of curious awareness, my eloquence cripples me. How many things can I say before I lose my grace? & I dread the company of simple minds who cannot love stories. So eager, your patience holds the hand of the clock. I want to watch your eyes glow lit up by the music from my lips, & I want to be carried off by all you reminisce. I can't believe in chance when a soul like yours comes to court. Thrice even. I am challenged by the core of you. Inquiry. Things I cannot see & stopped looking for. If I take no notice, I will not be seen. Drawn into someone else's dreams, Abandoning me. I forgot how to identify with my kind so that I did not lose me. Then I rusted over. The great machine locked away while the shows went on in Technicolor. Introspective losing passion & luster inside this shell. How you found me, only body in forum. You took me out to play. Engaged, stalled, oiled & sparked Life. I am reminded of a better me. An affirmation, of my Dominant heart. His voice, the coaxing in my womb to Be. Away with closed up, dying to shine. You wanted to show me off, pretty girl. I remember being a Goddess & shattering the abyss around me with heart & raw warmth. The fire of honesty. Unsatiated wander bred in me & I held nothing back. Now the world is clay & my garden to build upon. Train me to grow. I am inspired to be stardust. Permeate every corner of this heavenly body.   I find myself the eager student of Aquarius.
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Queen of passion Broken through love She who gives all Surely loses it all Passions burning flame No other flame may withstand Burning out Flame versus flame Sad socrpio You let a dull match in Twig with no spark Stealing your fire Dulling her shine Sad Scorpio, you know Flame dulled Stolen fire, a burning rage Sad scorpio Broken by a dull stick Dull stick Calls you dull Sad Scorpio Sad, sad Scorpio Wishing to burn She has been robbed Flame stolen Flame that once burned All who challenged Sad Scorpio Steal your flame back No. You let him burn He won't reignite your flame No. He burns you Burns you up Yet you stay, sad Scorpio Says he is the only one Who will keep you warm No. He burns you Sad Scorpio Steal your flane Let him dwindle Shine again
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Apr 14, 2018
Apr 14, 2018 at 6:13 AM UTC
Sad Scorpio
This year: (for those with brave hearts) I hope you find the strength to make your choices and fight for the life that you want. I hope you look up from all your hard work and realize how much you've grown. I hope you find yourself saved sometimes. I hope you find time to get lost, in your head, in the wilderness, to explore forests, and gaze into rivers. I hope you find your best self looking back at you. I hope you know you're always growing. I hope you feel challenged. I hope you never stop believing in the view from the top of the mountain. I hope you get there. I hope you find it was worth it. (for the softhearted) I hope you find more time to laugh. With your friends, at yourself, or at the world for ever thinking it could hurt you. I hope you can take the pain and say "thank you." i hope you realize it has only made you all the more good, all the more beautiful. I hope you start looking less at the mirror, start believing more in who you are in other people's eyes, what you know you are in your heart. I hope life gets sweeter, hope you wake up with your head in the clouds, your soul flying. I hope you finally find what you're looking for. I hope you find yourself smiling. (for those with big hearts) i hope you realize how important you are, how you make people feel appreciated and loved. i hope you realize that the world wouldn't be the same if you weren't trying so hard to make it a better place. i hope the world tucks you into bed, proud of its little soldier. i hope you appreciate yourself for your efforts. i hope you never get tired of being a champion of the things people say no longer exist - so much kindness, goodness, love, peace. i hope that you find fulfillment in the little things because sometimes, that's all we get. little things like knowing you made someone smile, or that the people you love are doing fine, doing better. i hope you realize that's all you need. i hope your heart is proud of itself. i hope the love that burns in you always keeps you warm. (for the fainthearted) I hope you realize there's so much more to your life than you thought there was. I hope you find moments that make your breath catch, a million things to marvel at. I hope life surprises you. I hope you surprise yourself. I hope you find your horizons expanding, and see that it's not as bad as you thought. I hope your dreams take you places; I hope you travel paths that you never knew existed, but where you feel you belong. I hope you discover your longings, what your heart would sing for, what you didn't know you wanted all along. I hope you get up and chase it.
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Dec 28, 2016
Dec 28, 2016 at 10:28 AM UTC
new year's wishes for everyone
This year: (for those with brave hearts) I hope you find the strength to make your choices and fight for the life that you want. I hope you look up from all your hard work and realize how much you've grown. I hope you find yourself saved sometimes. I hope you find time to get lost, in your head, in the wilderness, to explore forests, and gaze into rivers. I hope you find your best self looking back at you. I hope you know you're always growing. I hope you feel challenged. I hope you never stop believing in the view from the top of the mountain. I hope you get there. I hope you find it was worth it. (for the softhearted) I hope you find more time to laugh. With your friends, at yourself, or at the world for ever thinking it could hurt you. I hope you can take the pain and say "thank you." i hope you realize it has only made you all the more good, all the more beautiful. I hope you start looking less at the mirror, start believing more in who you are in other people's eyes, what you know you are in your heart. I hope life gets sweeter, hope you wake up with your head in the clouds, your soul flying. I hope you finally find what you're looking for. I hope you find yourself smiling. (for those with big hearts) i hope you realize how important you are, how you make people feel appreciated and loved. i hope you realize that the world wouldn't be the same if you weren't trying so hard to make it a better place. i hope the world tucks you into bed, proud of its little soldier. i hope you appreciate yourself for your efforts. i hope you never get tired of being a champion of the things people say no longer exist - so much kindness, goodness, love, peace. i hope that you find fulfillment in the little things because sometimes, that's all we get. little things like knowing you made someone smile, or that the people you love are doing fine, doing better. i hope you realize that's all you need. i hope your heart is proud of itself. i hope the love that burns in you always keeps you warm. (for the fainthearted) I hope you realize there's so much more to your life than you thought there was. I hope you find moments that make your breath catch, a million things to marvel at. I hope life surprises you. I hope you surprise yourself. I hope you find your horizons expanding, and see that it's not as bad as you thought. I hope your dreams take you places; I hope you travel paths that you never knew existed, but where you feel you belong. I hope you discover your longings, what your heart would sing for, what you didn't know you wanted all along. I hope you get up and chase it.
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Though in dexterity my  physically challenged  carpenter father, Than  the physically fit proves better,as a source to his anger, With contemporaries a level ground  he enjoyed never! From late childhood there was one thing that me used to bother,  why my so discriminated father On his turn true to cultural dictates,ill treats my domestic chores saddled mother And heeds not her say though by the sweat of their brow As responsible parents they were happily bringing my sister and I together? I still wonder why ,why ,why my sister who has IQ On par with me if not better,to help out mother Suffering a cold shoulder even by her mom was denied the  right to pursue education further While I was given a chance to prove a man of letter(s)? I remember, crossing many a pool, barefooted, I used to trek A long distance to a nearby town's a  school, Where for my  provincial and shabby clothes I was seen a fool By the relatively rich  in showing courtesy far from cool. Though stationery they didn't lack , sad,I had a hand tied behind my back. Alas,up on joining campus where I yearned for the sagacious a chance There too  in my class,I was looked down by students Hailing from families of the top brass. When I went abroad for a higher education enjoying fellowship and donation Worse still, I met many, colour has coloured whose vision. Ironically my dissertation was drawing attention To why should the broad mass be standers by And with ill-fate marked die While the favoured ,racist and the corrupt few gobble over 3/4 of the pie? /
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Feb 8, 2016
Feb 8, 2016 at 3:11 AM UTC
Inequalities of all shades(revised)
Though in dexterity my  physically challenged  carpenter father, Than  the physically fit proves better,as a source to his anger, With contemporaries a level ground  he enjoyed never! From late childhood there was one thing that me used to bother,  why my so discriminated father On his turn true to cultural dictates,ill treats my domestic chores saddled mother And heeds not her say though by the sweat of their brow As responsible parents they were happily bringing my sister and I together? I still wonder why ,why ,why my sister who has IQ On par with me if not better,to help out mother Suffering a cold shoulder even by her mom was denied the  right to pursue education further While I was given a chance to prove a man of letter(s)? I remember, crossing many a pool, barefooted, I used to trek A long distance to a nearby town's a  school, Where for my  provincial and shabby clothes I was seen a fool By the relatively rich  in showing courtesy far from cool. Though stationery they didn't lack , sad,I had a hand tied behind my back. Alas,up on joining campus where I yearned for the sagacious a chance There too  in my class,I was looked down by students Hailing from families of the top brass. When I went abroad for a higher education enjoying fellowship and donation Worse still, I met many, colour has coloured whose vision. Ironically my dissertation was drawing attention To why should the broad mass be standers by And with ill-fate marked die While the favoured ,racist and the corrupt few gobble over 3/4 of the pie? /
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It was hard to miss Jerry in the corner holding court over the bran muffin. Flurries of judgement and wisdom flying across coffee dappled pages as he sentenced a large cup of Paruvian Dark Roast to be ****** 7 am Dan never flinched steeling his tenured chair at a spot one section of stir sticks away calculably just out of reach of the regularly scheduled tantrum. An auburn-haired newbie fanes camoflage peeking over two pages of Obituaries she never intended to read. Her raised and nearly detached eyebrows hover above the dateline like a magic trick. And on every table fall scattered leaves of press print trees unsorted and littered with intent by careless absorbers of trivia. Disconnected ear-budded footnotes of humanity see nothing hear nothing using the disarrayed World News as enormous coasters unmoved by hyper-ventilating compulsives pushing panic buttons through desperate quests to uncover one alphabetically organized set of local news. Of the papers not strewn the remnant holds anxious on a distant wall a throng of flopping rabbit-eared step children dangling precariously from unaccomodating magazine racks like smoky orphans from windows in a fiery building. Disordered. Disrespected. Discarded...words are Jews in the holocaust. Death of a voice. We are irreverent in our silence diminishing genius through apathy put off by the imposition to be challenged choosing disposable principles above responsible knowledge. Everything is disposable - cameras, cars, relationships, loyalty, babies...and wisdom - crumpling Pulitzer prize authors and discarding WW2 veterans just to get to the cartoons.
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Apr 30, 2014
Apr 30, 2014 at 11:15 PM UTC
Daily News and Disrespect
It was hard to miss Jerry in the corner holding court over the bran muffin. Flurries of judgement and wisdom flying across coffee dappled pages as he sentenced a large cup of Paruvian Dark Roast to be ****** 7 am Dan never flinched steeling his tenured chair at a spot one section of stir sticks away calculably just out of reach of the regularly scheduled tantrum. An auburn-haired newbie fanes camoflage peeking over two pages of Obituaries she never intended to read. Her raised and nearly detached eyebrows hover above the dateline like a magic trick. And on every table fall scattered leaves of press print trees unsorted and littered with intent by careless absorbers of trivia. Disconnected ear-budded footnotes of humanity see nothing hear nothing using the disarrayed World News as enormous coasters unmoved by hyper-ventilating compulsives pushing panic buttons through desperate quests to uncover one alphabetically organized set of local news. Of the papers not strewn the remnant holds anxious on a distant wall a throng of flopping rabbit-eared step children dangling precariously from unaccomodating magazine racks like smoky orphans from windows in a fiery building. Disordered. Disrespected. Discarded...words are Jews in the holocaust. Death of a voice. We are irreverent in our silence diminishing genius through apathy put off by the imposition to be challenged choosing disposable principles above responsible knowledge. Everything is disposable - cameras, cars, relationships, loyalty, babies...and wisdom - crumpling Pulitzer prize authors and discarding WW2 veterans just to get to the cartoons.
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the child of the child of my woman, cries in the night, rooming next door, down the hall and he is all children that cry in the night, but he is more mine by right of quantity numerous are the kisses lavished, this biannual visit upon, his four year old oversized head, (so full of 'bains') his undersized, protuberanced belly body, a combo making him no longer baby, nor a grownup, both states, he denies accurately, maturely in a wobbly voice of utter certainty, but lacking the adjectives of what lies between, he debates his state thoughtfully, until distracted by other more pressing matters of state he is boy, little but vociferous, quiet, pensive, his head a weapon of...confusion and certainty that being four years old, he must perforce be permanently in skeptical awe of the world this is the best position ever, he has ascertained, to filter and behold anything, whatever newness arrives, which is constant, streaming and unending until new is fully digested, analyzed, and classified, as if he were a zoologist in a wild and untamed land only certain of what he knows with perfect certainty, he consults with me still, "you kidding?" such a sophisticated analytic interrogatory, wise in the ways of grownups, who, prone to deceive gleefully his very suspecting mind, so much so, they must be challenged and rebuffed all too frequently he cries in the night, normal tears of discomfort, physical or mental, I cannot tell, for his father his parental hearing more practiced, refined, has preceded me, such, as it should be, and I am dispatched back to my 3:00am bed, left only to ink contemplative ruminations on the state and nation of being four... and sixty, and still uncertain, even more than the little boy of wizened age of annualized four, the child of the child of my woman, on what is real, what is kidding, in a quest unending to better ascertain, the state of my own being and the transitory nature of everything all of what is thought certain, falls aside, under the withering, unwavering, critique of "you kidding?" and in this we are more kin than if our blood was physically shared
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Nov 29, 2014
Nov 29, 2014 at 4:24 AM UTC
On Being Four Years Old
the child of the child of my woman, cries in the night, rooming next door, down the hall and he is all children that cry in the night, but he is more mine by right of quantity numerous are the kisses lavished, this biannual visit upon, his four year old oversized head, (so full of 'bains') his undersized, protuberanced belly body, a combo making him no longer baby, nor a grownup, both states, he denies accurately, maturely in a wobbly voice of utter certainty, but lacking the adjectives of what lies between, he debates his state thoughtfully, until distracted by other more pressing matters of state he is boy, little but vociferous, quiet, pensive, his head a weapon of...confusion and certainty that being four years old, he must perforce be permanently in skeptical awe of the world this is the best position ever, he has ascertained, to filter and behold anything, whatever newness arrives, which is constant, streaming and unending until new is fully digested, analyzed, and classified, as if he were a zoologist in a wild and untamed land only certain of what he knows with perfect certainty, he consults with me still, "you kidding?" such a sophisticated analytic interrogatory, wise in the ways of grownups, who, prone to deceive gleefully his very suspecting mind, so much so, they must be challenged and rebuffed all too frequently he cries in the night, normal tears of discomfort, physical or mental, I cannot tell, for his father his parental hearing more practiced, refined, has preceded me, such, as it should be, and I am dispatched back to my 3:00am bed, left only to ink contemplative ruminations on the state and nation of being four... and sixty, and still uncertain, even more than the little boy of wizened age of annualized four, the child of the child of my woman, on what is real, what is kidding, in a quest unending to better ascertain, the state of my own being and the transitory nature of everything all of what is thought certain, falls aside, under the withering, unwavering, critique of "you kidding?" and in this we are more kin than if our blood was physically shared
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The equilibrium of the ecosystem is challenged by the rites of the 11th Century Norsemen. Smell the pine in the forests of North America where the dream catcher swings in the branches of the misty Boreal forest. We must never forget in our futile plight for supremacy, that the roots of trees are deeply connected to the annals of history where contemporary grandiosity is a mere mirage of what we call sophistication. Toccata and Fugue in D Minor is where Johann Sebastian Bach communicated his message as clear as the cries of those who were slaughtered in the Highland Clearances. Parallel octaves of our Viking ancestry are firmly established and will never be altered despite the quests of the New World Order.
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Dec 31, 2013
Dec 31, 2013 at 3:58 PM UTC
Scandinavian Modernity
All these days I thought I was fated Challenged against my will To gain the trust of strangers Strangers who turn into friends Friends who turn into lovers Lovers who turn heartbroken I don’t bow my head to their feet I bow down way beneath To offer this trust In desperation to be trusted With the impression that trust happens on the outside. While I feed my soul to the world outside While I feed myself an understanding That strangers turn into friends, I am blinded away from my world on the inside. Those I always know are my own Become more transparent than invisibility Those I take for granted as my own, Become the strangest of strangers. While I chisel and chisel away I shape strangers into friends Friends into lovers Until I carve a bit too deep into the stone Realizing a little too late its fragility Lovers turn broken hearted And I fall And there they appear all over again My very own strangers They reappear With love They disappear again With strangeness Yet only they appear again And again Godsend, these strangers are They let me walk away from them They let me befriend They let me love They let me hurt and get hurt They let me fall They watch me fall Yet they appear, Only to pick me up again To hold me with grip To be my crutch, my wheel and my horn To be the strangers I first opened my eyes to To be the strangers who showed me friendship To be the strangers who taught me love To be the strangers whose hearts are too strong to break To be the strangers I call, My family.
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Nov 4, 2015
Nov 4, 2015 at 8:55 AM UTC
Strangers
All these days I thought I was fated Challenged against my will To gain the trust of strangers Strangers who turn into friends Friends who turn into lovers Lovers who turn heartbroken I don’t bow my head to their feet I bow down way beneath To offer this trust In desperation to be trusted With the impression that trust happens on the outside. While I feed my soul to the world outside While I feed myself an understanding That strangers turn into friends, I am blinded away from my world on the inside. Those I always know are my own Become more transparent than invisibility Those I take for granted as my own, Become the strangest of strangers. While I chisel and chisel away I shape strangers into friends Friends into lovers Until I carve a bit too deep into the stone Realizing a little too late its fragility Lovers turn broken hearted And I fall And there they appear all over again My very own strangers They reappear With love They disappear again With strangeness Yet only they appear again And again Godsend, these strangers are They let me walk away from them They let me befriend They let me love They let me hurt and get hurt They let me fall They watch me fall Yet they appear, Only to pick me up again To hold me with grip To be my crutch, my wheel and my horn To be the strangers I first opened my eyes to To be the strangers who showed me friendship To be the strangers who taught me love To be the strangers whose hearts are too strong to break To be the strangers I call, My family.
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Feeling out of place Craving for familiar faces Longing for warm welcomes Aching for the sense of belonging Trying to keep it together Defeated? Isolated? Anxious? Not at all! A warrior of light never gives up A warrior of love is never alone But a warrior is always challenged Invited to look within It isn’t easy to start a new Walking through unknown paths Holding faith very tight Allowing patience to guide the way Embracing contentment until the end Sometimes loneliness is suffocating Patience runs out Faith is nowhere to be found And contentment seems a fairy tale Wondering on and off On all I know Doubting anything Suspicious of everything Breathing in and out Reconnecting with the self Acknowledging who I am Displaced… Learning… Growing…
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Sep 22, 2010
Sep 22, 2010 at 3:32 AM UTC
Warrior
The Lion and the Warthog A lion fierce, and proud, and cruel Once led the largest pride. They hunted well, starvation scarce, The fear spread far and wide. A warthog aged with years and fears, Knew something must be done. This hunter, killer, must be stopped, So a clever plan he spun. The warthog saw the lion pride Hunting flocks of sheep. "I bet you can't cross River Wide With just one solid leap." The lion swelled with pride and roared, "You speak a foolish lie!" He'd never done it once before, But he'd been challenged; he must try. Said warthog, "If you cross it now, I'll let you eat me whole. But if I cross without a scratch, Here you'll hunt no other soul." The lion leaped for River Wide, And splashed into the waves. He climbed back up and dried himself, His pride, he could not save. The warthog's turn had come at last; He pushed a broken tree. It fell across the River Wide, He walked across with glee. "There, you see, you'll hunt no more; Your pride has you in bind. It's brave to leap the River Wide, But braver yet to use your mind."
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Mar 22, 2010
Mar 22, 2010 at 4:13 PM UTC
Lion and Warthog
Anna entered the room like a butterfly, gossamer to all. Her face told a different story. One of sadness and hurt. She wore only the finest silks and seamed cuban stockings. All eyes latched upon her and followed every step. But no real man ever approached her. No saviour could get near. She wore none of her finery, the choice all his. A trophy bride, sold like raw meat in her childhood. It was normal in her village, her adolescence stolen from her. Anna's delicate neck held an overbearing sapphire necklace. It was overkill in every way. All for show, all chosen by him, all for him. He entered with his cronies as though owning the club. The way he thought he owned her. Thought indeed, for there is always a price in ownership. Hours past champagne and fake laughter abounded. Then she stood up. Immediately challenged! She wished to go and powder her nose. Naturally escorted, god forbid she made outside contact. But she was not watched within. Minutes passed then... The scream. She had left, Anna had escaped him. The anger on his face ! He had no control, lost face in front of them all. For Anna, oh beautiful Anna lay sylph like wrapped like a cloud in her white dress, its silk floating in a pool of her life blood. She had left, she was free. Now her face was different, white, ashen but at peace. Free.. Anna had left.
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Mar 3, 2014
Mar 3, 2014 at 2:20 PM UTC
Anna has left
complexity is your beauty simplicity your mystery interdependence sustains you once upon a time we dipped bowls into your waters and brought up draughts of life now Skipjacks go fathoms deep into endless depletion charting entangled dead zones broadening into a sea of inertness your delicate eco-essence tips toward oblivion effluvia farmers layer mechanized blankets of nitrates on your sunset shores weaving green tendrils of algae blooms strangling the entanglements of all links in your miraculous food chain the EPA proscribes a Jenny Craig pollution diet to halt the slaughter in oxygen challenged dead zones where rockfish are garroted, oysters get drilled by screwworms and azure tinted soft shell ***** dance soft shoe taps lifting a tinny chorus of sad Piedmont Blues the flat-lining watersheds voiceless warnings tremble rocking the purged nests of screaming ospreys in vocal protest of a sinking Tangier Isle anointing it’s tombstones of unvisited cemeteries with multicolored guano fitting alkaline tributes to the lost inhabitants and forgotten languages sinking into the brine of gray brackish tides Delmarva’s fine intra-continental balance skewed by the oozing industrial swill of Frank Perdue chicken farms ruling the roost of sanctioned sustainability tinging clear watersheds of finger lakes set in splints to repair dislocations and complex compound fractures that may never heal again Music Selection: Taj Mahal: Fishin Blues jbm Oakland 6/7/12
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Feb 19, 2013
Feb 19, 2013 at 8:36 AM UTC
Chesapeake