I have written poems of love for community
For God, for family, for nature, for country
But it’s the first one for 1 person like thee
This is the first time that I’m gonna express
The truest beat of my heart – nothing more, nothing less
For a person who truly gives me happiness
Yes, you make me glad everytime I see your face
But it’s your whole body I wanna embrace
This is the first time I feel this kind of craze
Stronger than any previous feeling of infatuation
This one is a different sense of admiration
‘Coz it’s the first & only one that entered my illusion
An illusion called “dream” when I am sleeping
A taste of heaven while I am resting
The highest pleasure for any human being
But again it’s an illusion that never satisfies
The crave of flesh that my soul defies
With such frustration, my whole body cries
Yet, it’s okay if you I cannot have
‘Coz I don’t wanna engage in a forbidden love
And I’ve decided to be just a single dove
A single dove till the day of my demise
I’ll never hope for you even if time flies
You’re just until the reach of my hopeless eyes
It’s enough that you’ve entered my dream
I cannot have you even if I scream
Can’t fill my cup to the brim
Must not drown in the soup of my own
Must not let the sensation pass through the bone
Must not let the magma spill over the cone
Your “Super Saiyan” face is for my eyes only
Even your 6-pack abs and super hero body
Find a perfect girl for your perfect masculinity
Your manliness which first struck me 4 years past
When in Padagyaw you gracefully danced
With your protruding height and muscles robust
Since then everytime I see you, there’s chill inside
But this feeling so shameful I must hide
Myself is overtaken by showy pride
When I was still in Teacher Education
I await the days of examination
‘Coz that would be the chance to see you thereon
And I never imagined that you can be
A student who will be under me
‘Coz I never surmised to be in Criminology
Now that I’m here, I can see you more frequently
How it makes my days complete & happy
From daily stresses you have set me free
With your “astig looks”, first thought you’re a snob
But I was wrong ‘coz you’re cheerful like Sponge Bob
Polite & helpful too…Thanks for being part of my job
Never can I forget the day when you helped me
To correct exam sched & deliver bluebooks that are heavy
Thanks gentleman! You’re marked in my history!
Let me say sorry too for this sensual feeling
I don’t mean to pervert your manly being
You’re just so adorable & captivating
You are the most handsome student for me
No one has surpassed your astonishing beauty
So for my neglect, I apologize heavily
Yes, I regret too the day of not choosing you
To represent our department in Mr. CapSU
That was our big chance to overtake TED blue
For not giving you such big opportunity
To make proud of your handsome face & body
I’m so sorry, a really big sorry
May in the future you’ll find someone
Who will grant your beauty a place in the sun
Never again to be disregarded by everyone
‘Coz of all the men in my fantasy
You are the best! The one and only!
Maintain your stature! Be the best you can be!
Oh my Adonis! Oh my Hyacinth! You’re so bright!
Make your character as noticeable as your height!
Impress and inspire, my Charming Knight!
-02/08/2015
(Dumarao)
My Poem No. 331