torture at night
sickness during day
thoughts of leaving
keep going through my head
my head keeps pounding
feeling nothing but shame
never thinking
can life ever cange
a life of misery
with no place to go
i hide my feelings
to hide my shame
never talking
drives me insane
my thoughts won't leave me
i keep them retained
should i pick up and use
or should i run and hide
i go in circles
to pace the floor
these everasting feelings
i need to pour
these feelings of SHAME
i need no more