im forever losing people in my life due to a mental illness that was bestowed on me at birth
I am trying hard to keep things consistent
bonding with people over ****** up emotions isn't enough to
make them last in this lifetime
bingewatching tv shows with characters that are the only friends
that won't betray me or leave me when im manic
I didnt sleep for three days and my mind was so exhausted i felt like I was normal again but I dont know
how to function without my morning cigarette