"biarritz" poems
Having a Coke with You
is even more fun than going to San Sebastian, Irún, Hendaye, Biarritz, Bayonne
or being sick to my stomach on the Travesera de Gracia in Barcelona
partly because in your orange shirt you look like a better happier St. Sebastian
partly because of my love for you, partly because of your love for yoghurt
partly because of the fluorescent orange tulips around the birches
partly because of the secrecy our smiles take on before people and statuary
it is hard to believe when I’m with you that there can be anything as still
as solemn as unpleasantly definitive as statuary when right in front of it
in the warm New York 4 o’clock light we are drifting back and forth
between each other like a tree breathing through its spectacles
and the portrait show seems to have no faces in it at all, just paint
you suddenly wonder why in the world anyone ever did them
I look
at you and I would rather look at you than all the portraits in the world
except possibly for the Polish Rider occasionally and anyway it’s in the Frick
which thank heavens you haven’t gone to yet so we can go together the first time
and the fact that you move so beautifully more or less takes care of Futurism
just as at home I never think of the **** Descending a Staircase or
at a rehearsal a single drawing of Leonardo or Michelangelo that used to wow me
and what good does all the research of the Impressionists do them
when they never got the right person to stand near the tree when the sun sank
or for that matter Marino Marini when he didn’t pick the rider as carefully
as the horse
it seems they were all cheated of some marvelous experience
which is not going to go wasted on me which is why I am telling you about it
by,
FRANK O'HARA
Mar 13, 2013
Mar 13, 2013 at 12:27 PM UTC
El casino sorbe las últimas gotas de crepúsculo.
Automóviles afónicos. Escaparates constelados de estrellas falsas. Mujeres que van a perder sus sonrisas al bacará.
Con la cara desteñida por el tapete, los croupiers ofician, los ojos bizcos de tanto ver pasar dinero.
¡Pupilas que se licuan al dar vuelta las cartas!
¡Collares de perlas que hunden un tarascón en las gargantas!
Hay efebos barbilampiños que usan una bragueta en el trasero. Hombres con baberos de porcelana. Un señor con un cuello que terminará por estrangularlo. Unas tetas que saltarán de un momento a otro de un escote, y lo arrollarán todo, como dos enormes bolas de billar.
Cuando la puerta se entreabre, entra un pedazo de "foxtrot".
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Being unable to write in Biarritz is like:
Granulated salt lining the insides of your nostrils
And the sneeze that never quite comes or
Writing out a shopping list and forgetting half the things on it in the
French market hall that is loud
But also somehow overwhelmingly quiet and
You get frazzled by the French words you don’t know and
The way that they pour over you or
Topple like
Dreamy foam on golden beaches and
Salt water inside of your brain like
Liquid French, d’accord?
Every word written over the last three weeks—
Sans stylo—
End-of-summer ghosts
Wrapped in cashmere sweaters and
The way that they f l o a t —
Not the words (sans stylo)
Tumbling, rolling, becoming complete-
-ly different in my mind.
But the shadow of women
Whose bones one can so easily count and
Make me
Shake inside, wondering how closely that
Could have been me?
But this writelessness, it does not float.
Not even knowing the words to write about
The words I am not writing or
Does it dig?
Into the depths of the soul, demanding to know
If the thoughts run through your mind
Constantly like
Endless plates of tapas and the gluttony of
Speaking perfect French after three bottles of
Red wine;
Then why must you dig,
To write it down?
Not writing in Biarritz is like
Bickering with the one you love over
- the shopping list
- the sand inside of your nose and
- your subsequent feelings of inadequacy about being unable to surf a wave.
Because you forgot for five minutes,
Five months,
Five years,
Of the most important thing that there is.
And the way that he looked at you and
Held your tiny face in his hands in
The airport when you first met,
Saying goodbye,
Unknowing it would soon be the warmest hello in the entire world.
Forgetting how to write in Biarritz is like being overwhelmed
By the mundane and so
You forget that
This is the most important thing that
Is here.
Sep 23, 2018
Sep 23, 2018 at 6:37 AM UTC