"behide" poems
My chest compressed, I can not breath
And everything around me bleeds
Trapped in the rabbit hole
Where no one's supposed to go
I think me and the Mad Hatter will get along splendidly
We climbed into the tea *** boat and sail the crystal sea
And dine upon the walrus hide
We just can not be denied
Oh what fun we had sunning on the shore
All the clams gather round us,we was so adored
Oh look over yonder there is a door
Well Mad Hatter I've got to go but I shall be back
If I have to put that rabbit in a sack
To make him bring me to this wonderful place that I adore
The Mad Hatter looked at me sadly, don't open up that door
Your being silly I won't stay gone long
But something was very wrong
I opened it quickly
And what I saw made me sickly
For behide that forbidden door
In a pool of my own blood I was lying on the floor
Jan 31, 2016
Jan 31, 2016 at 2:57 PM UTC
their is a song in my
head that will not go away
whatever i do does not help it go away
it comes back and i think pending on what
what i think about on what
the words mean and the meanning behide them and i add them to a song
everday when i wake up a new song pops up and i write it down
and im done w a new pome or song hoping that it will get out
and people will love
people reading them and knowing what i mean makes me feel good
and knowing that i am doing what i love to do
Aug 8, 2010
Aug 8, 2010 at 5:46 PM UTC
Confusion.
Why do I do this every **** time?
Do I enjoy the pain of others or the guilt that comes after?
I will never know.
The answers lie out there.
Deep under the calm white blanket.
Remaining free and untouched.
I can feel the silence.
It soothes me and relieves me of this confusion.
Why make everything so **** complicated?
Everything should be as simple, as pure, as silent as the calm white snow.
But its not.
Do you see the silence behide her eyes?
Its because she's burning.
The silence hold the secrets of the mind.
My life is a fire that blazes through everything I touch.
It melts the beautiful snow around me and turns it to slush.
This fire will never extinguish.
It burns me inside so intensely.
But I love the flames they are loud.
So I guess that means,
Ill see you in the summer.
Nov 24, 2013
Nov 24, 2013 at 4:42 AM UTC
No one ever told me about the feeling when someone falls out of love with you.
No one told me about the heart break after it all.
All these fairy tales and love movies never show you the real pain behide love.
Love is not a beautiful thing.
I would probably say I hate love.
Sadly but love never works out for me.
I'm always the one to love to much.
And get heart broken in the end.
I'm always the one who gets way to attached and when you leave me
I can't cope.
I replay every reason why you would leave me.
What did I do wrong?
Over thinking is one hell of a drug.
Cause it can destroy you.
It can tear you piece by piece
Until there's nothing left of you.
I would love to see a fairy tale
That shows me the princess
Falling in love with the prince
Who didn't love her
Like she loved him
And her getting heart broken and maybe I'll understand love a little bit better
Then I do now.
Oct 28, 2013
Oct 28, 2013 at 10:32 PM UTC
The icey cold cool mindless night
falling dropes motionless life
might it never end
It's touch is your mind
heart races faster
high on the feeling
but a wast of time
one there will be no high
just do to lost the pain
hide the icey cold dropes
with not to try
but not to sigh
just to lay to die
motionless is all you need
nothing more
just the secrets behide a closed door
Mar 5, 2011
Mar 5, 2011 at 8:59 PM UTC
so trust me i moved on in my life at the end of my road i see a dull knife i pick it up and my veins start to bleed i feel my becoming light as a leaf, i take a second to stop and think about how my life is ****** up way to hard to believe. i dropped the knife and it disappeared, all i see is scars for real. the cuts were so deep that i still feel the pain my heart just dropped and shattered to about three hundred pieces. my feet gave out and knees gave in, so then my head started to spin i woke three days to find when you broke my heart you ****** up my mind, my head is broken and it is trying to leave you behide but in the thought of it all one day i will be fine
Aug 8, 2013
Aug 8, 2013 at 7:20 PM UTC
I wish I could clap my hands and close my eyes and wake up seven again.
I want to change it all. I think seven the perfect age to start again. I would not be so shy and quite. I would have gone to the party's I was invited to and be young and make new friends. I wouldn't have been so scared of life. To live. I always thought to much and as a child I should of been carefree. Laughed and ran in the woods at camp with Sam just cause we could of. Worked harder for things and not just do it cause it was the easy way. Softball seasons started and I wanted to be on the team so bad but never tried out. Didn't ride on the Roller coaster with Marshall cause I was shy and scared of both him and the ride. Didn't go to my prom after his asked me and I ignored him every single time or the last dance. Never got high on the trail behide the mall after school. Never did anything to look back and say yes I had the time of my life when I was a child. I had openings and offers be never did. Never did anything. Anything to be proud of. I feel like I'm nothing and the 19 years have been **** and I don't like it. I don't like that I sit in my room as the world is out there and is moving. I don't like that I have no body in my life to call a friend. I don't like that I have done nothing with myself and I'm a waste of a human. I don't want to work for a body I've been dreaming of when I could of had it if I changed or did one little thing in the past. I don't like where I am or where I'm going so why keep on trying to be something when I'm going to be nothing?
May 12, 2014
May 12, 2014 at 11:22 PM UTC
Displaying complete and utter bliss
Making me feel crazy
Causing me to ball up my fist
Provoking and disrespectful
I could imagine it's hard to be you
Under minding and deceitful
Never understood this lifestyle
Hiding behide your cloth
Only in to make it worth your while
No more fake needs and wants
No more
No more
No more
No
Not me
Feb 26, 2014
Feb 26, 2014 at 7:53 PM UTC
you will never know the pain behide the glass
it will never be unmasked
you will find nothing be hide the mass
words cant save a soul
all time can tells a black hole
life as you know it will take us all
try to stop the war of hell
pain will try to take your bell
crying treas will never stop fighting
darkness hides in what left of the light
life's sung it's last might
good- night
Feb 22, 2011
Feb 22, 2011 at 5:50 PM UTC
Ill never forget leaving , I didn't want to go , my heart so full of love for you it's truly breaking slow , I remember staring at you , holding you like this , never knowing back then this would be our final kiss . I stare up in the moment we have dreaded from the start , when we got back together exchanging promises to never part . I take your hand.. I kiss it softly.. I really have to go ,watching every step away regretting on you letting go. Then am gone and you vanish , I look to catch one last sight, But your not there anymore and I have to catch my flight, But I steal myself one moment and stare at that empty space .. For you will never fill my eyes again .. Ill never see your face.
Sent from my iPhone
Oct 16, 2013
Oct 16, 2013 at 8:05 AM UTC
Your reflection staring right back at you
You have to wonder is what your looking at true
All the lies you may have told
All the secrets that you hold
Deep inside they hide
What you see you cant describe
Sometimes i deny that its me
Who's staring back looks so free
Is it me im looking at
Is it me who's looking fat
Somedays i dont recognise myself
Whats with my eyes and my health
The past left its footprint
When i just wanted to sprint
Things i cant forget
Things you wont get
But the past is behide us
Thats why we can trust
But trust me i wouldn't
I tried myself but couldn't
It all comes down
To when you turned around
And saw someone else
Not me or myself
Staring in my reflection
Feeling the rejection
Feb 12, 2014
Feb 12, 2014 at 5:38 AM UTC
tired eyes,
drooping eyelids,
the ceiling is a old picture to be seen,
the paint is dull,
the stars dim,
the paintings crumble,
in this old room i lay,
my eyes open,
sleep is out of reach,
yet for a moment when the clock strikes 3:00 am,
i see something out of the corner of my eye,
a sharp point end,
a arrow's end,
red bumpy skin,
i think i forgot,
my clock is three hours behide,
so isn't it twelve?
the devil's hour?
then why do i feel like i'm the devil here?
Mar 25, 2018
Mar 25, 2018 at 1:55 AM UTC
their was once a girl I knew,
it was no way to know i didn't compare,
for she flatters me with words,
and yet i always seem one step behide
she reminds me of the night,
my favorite time of day,
when i think of her,
beautiful comes to mind,
she can sing high and low,
shush any baby to sleep,
i wonder if she realizes,
how lucky i can be,
we all see our own flaws,
sometime blind to other's,
yet i swear i'm not blind,
she has no flaws,
i'll keep my promise to this day,
i'll try to be her knight,
even if we may be far away,
we'll meet again,
and that day be one of the best days i ever had,
so, my squeaks, don't go to heaven just yet, wait for me.
Feb 24, 2018
Feb 24, 2018 at 3:13 PM UTC
Lips are red wine tinted..
Mind is hazed with moral thinking..
The ultimate anomaly that is me..
I fade behide society.
I never reach for normality
I am the me that I must be.
No conform that I must seek..
I dont need u to question me!
Dec 16, 2016
Dec 16, 2016 at 11:36 PM UTC
i can't understand what it means to be lovers anymore,
you left me bewildered,
you said that we were friends being stupid,
instead of being lovers,
we were killers,
killing ourselves,
together
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i thought,
i thought i cared for you gently,
treated you like a diamond,
never raised my voice,
i thought i didn't smother you,
but in the end,
i could not control,
the words that escaped your mouth when you said,
"its over."
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lets play strangers,
and be losers together,
but when the day ends,
we'll shall forget everything,
to go back to **** and nerd.
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little raven,
why you leavin?
why you leavin your home?
you dropped your phone,
in mid-flight,
leaving behide,
a note and a black feather,
of betrayal.
Apr 14, 2018
Apr 14, 2018 at 1:10 AM UTC
It all happen so quickly I was way over my head
I jump in with no clue with what I was capable of
Confusion hit me first deceiving me of my natural feelings
Anxiety was next snatching away the patience of what there is to come
Confidence was install hiding behide the lack there of
Curiosity didn't make it any better for I was suppose to know already
Happiness is out the door cause we have no window to throw it out of
Deception follows with taunts of those who are there just to be nosy and share no anticipation to help
Angry plays a part with deception giving an ultimatum
Though Love is the key that gets me through it all and let's me be thankful I have another day to feel these feelings.
May 13, 2016
May 13, 2016 at 6:57 PM UTC
Based my life from the corner
In amidst to going forward
Threw blankets on flat floors
Hung lights on back doors
With a limited amount of space
Choices made with consensual looks behide your back
Gratitude attract bad vibes without enough love to go around
Trust is a word for those who knows what it means
Back against a wall in disputable values
Confused and off track of how to deal with problems
Asking what's real self control keeping inside myself from closing within
Custer
On the edge literally can't get a grip, it's a trip
No one around wants to save you or have the intentions
Brace between two walls taking initiative cause I might be here awhile....
Jun 18, 2018
Jun 18, 2018 at 11:07 AM UTC