she running a 1000 miles in the wrong direction
that she will never find that place she need
she will never see that little girl again
she wish to find that smile that she can't find at home
she want nothing more then to find something that means something
meaning to her life will never be seen
can anyone hear her?
can anyone see the tear burnt face?
can anyone tell her they love her?
can anyone see her going down that road again?
there are no answers to put to a question
the fire that burns all around her
can she ever be hear even know no one has meet her
can anyone hear her?
just to end up with an up turn smile
never knowing the faith she is living
wishing she was never born into this mess
she will never pass the life's biggest tests
she is nothing like the rest
she wish to be found
Apr 15, 2012
Apr 15, 2012 at 3:19 PM UTC
no time to say why I'm get back
I just going back
I can't get why I'm going back
I feel like nothing is going to be the same
I know that I'm got going to be happy
I know that things are going to change about me
I can't run from thing again
I give up the fight to fight back
I'm done
I'm going back to the past feelings I had
but now I don't think this time it is going to pass
I know it is to stay forever until the end
I hate it but I have to live with it again
oh well
Mar 7, 2012
Mar 7, 2012 at 9:06 PM UTC
I can't stop crying now that I know you don't think of me
I can't go on with out thinking about you
I cry and hear the meal blade
I can't stop
it feels so good to feel the cool meal on my skin
I know that I can't run away for this again
I cry out to see if you hear me
but no one comes
I'm alone in this world for a reason
I can't do right
I can't do anything with out messing up
I can't do it
I just want you back in my arms again
but how can I if I don't hear for you
I need the cool meal blade to stop me from crying another tear again
because I know that the meal blade will help me stop the tears again
It is my only friend till the end
Mar 2, 2012
Mar 2, 2012 at 9:33 PM UTC
as I sit here in the cloudy sunny sky's warmth
I think for awhile about how last night you turned me against the world
you never know how I really feel about your actions
you just do them to see how I will take it
I feel as I sit here in no fear to show the world how I truly feel
my word can't come out to say the lest
you just never saw how we could have been
you just want to make it seem it was all right in the end
sad to say as I sit here
you can't hind the pain and tears from me for I can see it written all over your face
you lie to me for the last time in my life
as I sit here, I wish for you to see what has been done to create the mess you made for us to be in
you always say that you are right to win all the fights we have at night
you think you are all that and so much more
will I hope for you to just walk straight out that door so I don't see your face no more
you feel over powered by my words so you try to bring me down once again
I sit here with no fear left in my weaken heart
I stronger now than I was back then
this is good- by till the end
Oct 31, 2011
Oct 31, 2011 at 2:31 PM UTC
why I am just writing about sadness
about the things you did
lie's, hating life and so much more
I seen to not see the way out
years of pain of it all
so that is just same old time
nothing you say is going right in my life
I thinking that I made the wrong mistake
why can I run from you
this is no fun when I am trying to see the future
but nothing I said is getting through
I just started on with the power of hopefulness
then there to begin with on this lonly road
of pain and just being the saying the less
relevant to nothing you say nor do
Im through with you
but still I have a question?
Oct 6, 2011
Oct 6, 2011 at 8:57 PM UTC
you say you know all
but I see that something at is a lie
still I must know why
for I need the time of the truth
you tell me the way
just so you don't have to any day
you think I won't see through you
but you are wrong
you try to say no lies here
don't doubt me
I know you are lie's
so to end thing with two words
good bye
Jul 17, 2011
Jul 17, 2011 at 3:41 PM UTC
is it right
that we fight
for one light
with all our might
only if the one that is called the light
see's us through
the one who will win to
be the best
with nothing but the rest
lies what is inside us
as we win this fight
Jul 3, 2011
Jul 3, 2011 at 12:14 PM UTC
waiting for that perfect moment
just to see that one thing
getting to the point of butterfly's
the world shows it's wonders to all
but then
what to see
nothing?
or something?
questions go through the mind
the sight is what makes it a wonder
wonder one
wonder
May 31, 2011
May 31, 2011 at 9:43 AM UTC
see the happy face
see the joyful face
see the slimly face
but you may not see
the face of tears
the face of fear
the face with burning red eyes
the faces that you will never see
is the really me
so see the faces of many
see the faces of marry
but don't see the face of pain
see my face
May 28, 2011
May 28, 2011 at 2:07 PM UTC
sitting here with cobweb mind
hard to think of what to write
pager's line's are empty
the pencil waves back and forth in the hand
still thinking about what to write
nothing comes to mind
wish for some ideas
looking at the time
time tick by
seconds,minute's, hour's
now I give up for now
until another time
May 25, 2011
May 25, 2011 at 8:52 AM UTC