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"beggers" poems
A couple wuz beading up for a chi chi day She drunkenly laughed **** stained her dress A olive skin woman in golden glitter pasties Offered neon *** shots near 10 in the morning A chubby girl dressed in a black fishnet body suit selling face paintings while her supple ******* Jiggled in your face A black man occupied A most different plain Sat behind two chess boards wasn't gettin paid Two SAP cars parked At Royal Sonesta curb idling to taxi exec sappers back to the friendly skies ****** whippin glitter girl Shakin her money maker Lookin hard at her wares What the hell she sellin? Across the street miked up bible thumper Doin his groove thing Raged against the ***** show Ca ching ca ching ca ching I ducked a bity bee Flying at my face I'm walkin Bourbon Full of mighty grace Hard Rock Guys selling cannabis lollis crowded corners bumpin Ain't no trollies boom box blastin back beat samples Who Dat Jazz? muskrat rambles Three card monte Obstructive beggers Kids banging on 5 gallon drums Gimme a dime mister Louie Armstrong Park Congo Square Where it at? Gotta get there ***** Glitter still barking Mardi ****** Gras tees Snapchat Me Your ***** Ducked another bee Kid put his two pails In mid of the rue Gotta pay the toll Whatcha gunna do? Music: Mardi Gras Music From NOLA Notes 2/18/17
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Feb 27, 2017
Feb 27, 2017 at 1:58 PM UTC
Rue Bourbon Moment
Beggers cant be Choosers, Winners won't be Losers, Early birds can't be Snoozers, Dont'ers won't be Do'ers, More or Less but jus not Fewer, Ugly is ugly.. It won't get Cuter.. If it's Old, it ain't getting Newer, Roses are red & Violets are Blue'er, If you give them an Inch..they will take the whole Ruler This world is Cold And just getting Crueler .
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Jun 11, 2018
Jun 11, 2018 at 5:04 AM UTC
Er, es, and er's
Until the rain melts and clouds bump into the sun, you can try and elude me. Until rabbit ****** is outlawed and Alice grows up, you can try and outwit me. Until horses stop galloping and cheetahs are fat, you can try and outrun me. Until beggers choose and choosers beg, you can try and turn on me. Until down is up and up is down, you can try and outreach me. But I will continue chasing you, around landmines, hopping rabbit holes, and fighting currents, until you are mine.
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Aug 11, 2014
Aug 11, 2014 at 11:01 PM UTC
Progressense
Gather yourself Ill prepare some lines of ******** Oh God your still reading... I arrive home from work And immediately grab my bottle of wine Sweet red wine Too sweet But tonight it will do just fine I drop to the couch while guzzling That cheap sweet red wine It drips like maple syrup And sit atop my stomach As if in the Black Sea I draw a substantial drag From my hydrocombustion device And wonder why I care? I'll find another **** job I'll have to play a few nights out at the bar All that aside The worst of it is that sweet red wine For what I'd do for something a little sour I'm 22 years old I do the work Of children and beggers Opportunity is a time share For those buying or already bought in Turn kings From Tenants and insurance agents American dream a lie Though plenty of room for poor poets In ratty apartments On the East Side And how it kills me You live in the city And have no time To free me from my wounded Masculinity Wish I boarded the 6am train And lived in a tower Maybe I could afford something a little More sour
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Sep 2, 2015
Sep 2, 2015 at 11:45 PM UTC
Sweet Red Wine
i have sandpaper for eyes you cant see because im blind no-one draws near no-one escapes notice empty shells of conversations scattered like spent bullets on a battlefield useless to stem the tide so they retreat away from the dull grinding my eyes are sandpaper slowly grinding away the walls that contain me she loads death with care into the device she is *** she is warm redheaded lust she is life and death loading a spike beggers bones and they shuffle off nineteen dollar bills its twenty dude not a dime less thoughts and plans are well heeled till they hit the pavement all ways said the road sorts the ******** from the true i see them wince when they meet my gaze nearsighted apologetic polite criminals they gather in the lighted end of the corridor feeling confident that the darkness would consume them then from the safety of this fortress of light the release the details that should confound you into silence my eyes are sandpaper slowly grinding away the borders that contain me madness is not their only symptom a fever breaks loose and sweats in the complexity's of the wheels within wheels i cannot bear that this place should be the end this dry barren place you cant see because im blind
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May 4, 2013
May 4, 2013 at 6:16 PM UTC
sandpaper
I lay awake in bed holding my breath grippin the sheets feeling close to death Dreamin a world without you will have me feeling helpless and worthless less of a human being. You make me better I wish I known you sooner, I woulda never had let you get hurt, having ya feelings growin in dirt, like other losers. on my knees tellin beggers cant be choosers, on my knees with a promise ring tellin at least my love wont bruise ya. Cause people took you for granted, but no longer will you need a fistt, all will you need is your lips cause ima have your hand in something to be, future maybe?? Have another baby? its crazy but thats life, when you pushin up daisy. Mamita im lazy, but my heart is not, it stands on two feet while holding its own just like you baby, it wants you as its crown. So you can be held on top. On top of my world and on my mind, cause thats where you are in reality almost all the time. Pardon my feelings that grow ahead of time, pass the ceilin thats just life on a heart monitor, always on a thin line, cause you take my breath away , barly breathin. So dont mind my- my sweet Dear, i only fear for for my heart to be taken or mistaken for something its not so I reveal my soul to you, cause thats all i got, you on my mind alot and i think? see I cant stop! I dont know why? Ima hot head , with you in my mind im hot in the skys like a star that been shot, and the heat is commin,the hots for you have me burnin, and im alil concernin i hope im not being played cause then from this will, you defeat its purpose, and ima be back at square one again, feeling worthless, i open my self ahead of time, so i pull open the close curtains so, you can see thru my eyes in time you will know for certain, that i am the realist! but i am not all perfect, im just ahead of the curve like script cursive. By: Emmmanuel jv Hernandez 7/6/13
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May 20, 2014
May 20, 2014 at 12:45 AM UTC
A Old Poem For A Girl Who Didnt Exist
I lay awake in bed holding my breath grippin the sheets feeling close to death Dreamin a world without you will have me feeling helpless and worthless less of a human being. You make me better I wish I known you sooner, I woulda never had let you get hurt, having ya feelings growin in dirt, like other losers. on my knees tellin beggers cant be choosers, on my knees with a promise ring tellin at least my love wont bruise ya. Cause people took you for granted, but no longer will you need a fistt, all will you need is your lips cause ima have your hand in something to be, future maybe?? Have another baby? its crazy but thats life, when you pushin up daisy. Mamita im lazy, but my heart is not, it stands on two feet while holding its own just like you baby, it wants you as its crown. So you can be held on top. On top of my world and on my mind, cause thats where you are in reality almost all the time. Pardon my feelings that grow ahead of time, pass the ceilin thats just life on a heart monitor, always on a thin line, cause you take my breath away , barly breathin. So dont mind my- my sweet Dear, i only fear for for my heart to be taken or mistaken for something its not so I reveal my soul to you, cause thats all i got, you on my mind alot and i think? see I cant stop! I dont know why? Ima hot head , with you in my mind im hot in the skys like a star that been shot, and the heat is commin,the hots for you have me burnin, and im alil concernin i hope im not being played cause then from this will, you defeat its purpose, and ima be back at square one again, feeling worthless, i open my self ahead of time, so i pull open the close curtains so, you can see thru my eyes in time you will know for certain, that i am the realist! but i am not all perfect, im just ahead of the curve like script cursive. By: Emmmanuel jv Hernandez 7/6/13
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this girl dreamed of an open field where she could raise her family where there's beautiful trees and a nice summer breeze so she prays to God down on her knees begging keeps on repeating it never forgets to mention please out in the streets hustling its frustrating because here lately baby girl is tired of waiting her husband don't even know the games that shes playing days goes bye while he's lonely in bed looking where she should be laying staying up as the sun goes down missing the smiles on her face now all you can see is her frown as this man is tired of bodies being buried in the ground so he stays inside just because he's afraid to walk around town one night as he's sitting there wife comes home with the look of fear he's already hit her and shes ready to disappear but hes over it and just want to whisper in her ear i love you but she hates him for all the **** she puts up with here he knows its coming his mind starts running he says let me tell you something he goes evil when his heart turns black jumps in the car driving like he has got no hope just wants to slit his throat drive his into the river like its a boat while he don't look back he has one last chance to stop by the most beautiful girl he says look i know im useable girl beggers cant be choose able girl im about to hit this tree answer me girl she says no im finally done get out of the car your a shooting star but i need to run so his eyes tear up as he smashes the gas aiming for the tree hoping to **** his *** but he gets out blood dripping hes trippin life slipping away shes dipping while the paramedics are checking to see if hes okay all he can say, is i love her please make her stay but shes already in love thinking Ima leave this worthless ***** just where he lay hes choked up cant believe him and the love of his life just broke up today laying in the hospital bed thinking she'll show up instead after all the blood he shed to prove he was ready to just be dead but she had to go see someone else to hold her just to **** with his mind and seem a little colder but hes getting older thinking **** it i gave everything i possibly show her but hes the bad guy to bad there's two stories to bad he's so high so sad that he has to try not to worry
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Jul 16, 2015
Jul 16, 2015 at 10:47 PM UTC
Disappear
this girl dreamed of an open field where she could raise her family where there's beautiful trees and a nice summer breeze so she prays to God down on her knees begging keeps on repeating it never forgets to mention please out in the streets hustling its frustrating because here lately baby girl is tired of waiting her husband don't even know the games that shes playing days goes bye while he's lonely in bed looking where she should be laying staying up as the sun goes down missing the smiles on her face now all you can see is her frown as this man is tired of bodies being buried in the ground so he stays inside just because he's afraid to walk around town one night as he's sitting there wife comes home with the look of fear he's already hit her and shes ready to disappear but hes over it and just want to whisper in her ear i love you but she hates him for all the **** she puts up with here he knows its coming his mind starts running he says let me tell you something he goes evil when his heart turns black jumps in the car driving like he has got no hope just wants to slit his throat drive his into the river like its a boat while he don't look back he has one last chance to stop by the most beautiful girl he says look i know im useable girl beggers cant be choose able girl im about to hit this tree answer me girl she says no im finally done get out of the car your a shooting star but i need to run so his eyes tear up as he smashes the gas aiming for the tree hoping to **** his *** but he gets out blood dripping hes trippin life slipping away shes dipping while the paramedics are checking to see if hes okay all he can say, is i love her please make her stay but shes already in love thinking Ima leave this worthless ***** just where he lay hes choked up cant believe him and the love of his life just broke up today laying in the hospital bed thinking she'll show up instead after all the blood he shed to prove he was ready to just be dead but she had to go see someone else to hold her just to **** with his mind and seem a little colder but hes getting older thinking **** it i gave everything i possibly show her but hes the bad guy to bad there's two stories to bad he's so high so sad that he has to try not to worry
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Beats!!!.....mmmh Beats and weather, flying from my haters like feathers The music is so loud I can't hear you beggers                        Click Why hate fears,am with all my peers Worst worst worst. Flagitious Always under me you can never understand me Up in tha sky,shining like never My future so bright,"nightmares" a reality                    Click... uhuh Imma knock your head off 'huh' am I a sadist?? Remember me on the stairs With my eleven tears Praying wishing hoping for your extinction If you can't relate,i will finish you with spears                 Click....click..huh Listen up clickers Am a winner with no wings A kisser with no lips a Knight with no armour When I slice you wide open;I'll leave you for the cheetahs"
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May 20, 2014
May 20, 2014 at 12:40 PM UTC
'click' okey pause
Upside down you walk the clouds And you are unaware You touch your feet on moonbeans They are a golden stair You breathe under the ocean Peruse the coral reefs Dance with the yellow fishes Tell them your beliefs The Earth is actually the sky Cars are birds that fly on by You query raindrops - they don't lie You pet doves - they're never shy And the rainbows never die You never stop to question why You see angels. You hear ions. You smell blue. You touch the eons. The beggers rule. The bankers peons. Are these things we can agree on? Your hair's a cloud. Your skin's a glove. The sun is flat. The Earth's above. Let's just face it... *You're in LOVE!* SoulSurvivor (C) 7/31/2016
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Jul 31, 2016
Jul 31, 2016 at 10:25 AM UTC
Reality
FA: Misinterpreted You think just because I have a smile on my face and I'm laughing That everything is fine And I'm not AB: forgettng what there was Sometimes it maybe could over barring, But when you fall out of line, While your ahead just stop FA: Because you don't know me So don't judge me On what you think you know I'm don't have a perfect life I never lived in a two parent home A day in life AB: Ignoring your pity, I will have feeling empty, Your better pray and hope, That I don't reach you out of sight, You won't miss when I'm gone, Had to sacrifice FA; Don't misinterpret me nomore Like stupid-ass ******* just stop If you don't witness with your eyes Then don't witness with your mouth So stop these ******* rumors Cause don't none of y'all know my struggles AB: Allowing me to settle the score, Please get of a **** You have to realize, I'm nothing to mess with, Beggers can be choosers, And what you chose is for me to make the world crumble. FA: I'm like apple I look great on the outside But I'm ****** up on the inside Don't Judge a book by it cover AB: Look out boys, Don't **** around , She's got a lover, FA: Look out girls Don't **** around He's got a lover
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Oct 6, 2014
Oct 6, 2014 at 12:47 PM UTC
"Misinterpreted" (collab w/ my baby Falen acon)
You think just because I have a smile on my face and I'm laughing That everything is fine When I'm not ok forgettng what there was Sometimes it maybe could over barring, But when you fall out of line, While your ahead just stop Because you don't know me So don't judge me On what you think you know I'm don't have a perfect life I never lived in a two parent home A day in life Ignoring your pity, I will have feeling empty, Your better pray and hope, That I don't reach you out of sight, You won't miss when I'm gone, Had to sacrifice Don't misinterpret me nomore Like stupid-ass ******* just stop If you don't witness with your eyes Then don't witness with your mouth So stop these ******* rumors Cause don't none of y'all know my struggles Allowing me to settle the score, Please get of a **** You have to realize, I'm nothing to mess with, Beggers can be choosers, And what you chose is for me to make the world crumble. I'm like apple I look great on the outside But I'm ****** up on the inside Don't Judge a book by it cover Look out boys, Don't **** around , She's got a lover, Look out girls Don't **** around He's got a lover
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Oct 6, 2014
Oct 6, 2014 at 12:41 PM UTC
Misinterpreted
Red prints are scattered everywhere, On the wheels of industry, The ballots of democracy, On the clothes we wear. We left them on initials, At ATM's and One-armed Bandits, In stone, I'l leave mine chiseled. I saw them on the beggers's cup, He wasn't asking for so much, When I looked back, I saw my tracks, Outlined in red retreat. The message is on the road maps, The vericose veins of land, The arthritic grip on sanity Is dripping red demands. Dark rooms of photography, Invisible ink and trickery To get you to sign, On the dotted line, In red.
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Dec 15, 2017
Dec 15, 2017 at 11:29 AM UTC
Sign Up
I was duped last night By the Transgenders beggers Most of the time I ignore them As if I never saw them But last night I was a little scared As I knew I had money in my wallet For no reason I stopped And they forwarded towards me Asking me for money I somehow thought that poor people They have no place in the society So they beg Not fair that people neglect them So took out little money and gave them To my shock, they wanted to see how much more money I had They kept saying they would just keep a coin Took out the whole bunch of money And I kept saying No, Don't take Don't take. I have no more money But 3 of them in agressive voices Kept telling me They will keep the money back Swearing in the name of God I was not leaving the money Until I saw them being more agressive towards me I left the money And they took and kept again Obviously I knew half the money won't be there But I was scared As everyone was just a mere audience I had to save myself Money I can get back But thought if they attack me That might be more tragic. They folded the Money and kept back and questioning me in more agressive voices- Why don't you trust us? Why don't you trust us? They left after that And I left the opposite side Checking my wallet They took more than half the money And left little money for me. A lesson learnt, during hard times Nobody comes to rescue Rather I have to be extra careful. I was scared the whole night I know people would laugh at me Saying why did I stop there Or take out my wallet in the first place. I didn't plan for all these Just thought may be being helpful might be good. Duped as I was.
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Apr 4, 2018
Apr 4, 2018 at 4:18 AM UTC
Duped and shattered trust
I was duped last night By the Transgenders beggers Most of the time I ignore them As if I never saw them But last night I was a little scared As I knew I had money in my wallet For no reason I stopped And they forwarded towards me Asking me for money I somehow thought that poor people They have no place in the society So they beg Not fair that people neglect them So took out little money and gave them To my shock, they wanted to see how much more money I had They kept saying they would just keep a coin Took out the whole bunch of money And I kept saying No, Don't take Don't take. I have no more money But 3 of them in agressive voices Kept telling me They will keep the money back Swearing in the name of God I was not leaving the money Until I saw them being more agressive towards me I left the money And they took and kept again Obviously I knew half the money won't be there But I was scared As everyone was just a mere audience I had to save myself Money I can get back But thought if they attack me That might be more tragic. They folded the Money and kept back and questioning me in more agressive voices- Why don't you trust us? Why don't you trust us? They left after that And I left the opposite side Checking my wallet They took more than half the money And left little money for me. A lesson learnt, during hard times Nobody comes to rescue Rather I have to be extra careful. I was scared the whole night I know people would laugh at me Saying why did I stop there Or take out my wallet in the first place. I didn't plan for all these Just thought may be being helpful might be good. Duped as I was.
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"Twisted I'm Blissted Always on they wish list I'm Stalling He's calling On my Knees I'm Ballin I'm Fallen I'm Crawling They love to see me crawling I'm Crying, But they Buying The heavens above are dying No Lying, Aint Denying I think I'm Flying I wipe my tears they Drying Thank Goodness, you know me, never let go just hold me you're the only familiar face that know me Happy, you make me so Happy when the world outside so ****** Can't help it, wasn't born white collar But I'm smarter, I'll work harder For that cleaner respectable dollar Beggers can't be choosers I refuse to be a loser I pray, Every night I pray I'll make it to the top one day So I can help the ones who struggle to live the life they juggle. Ayyy"
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Apr 14, 2016
Apr 14, 2016 at 6:58 AM UTC
Rap by lil B
Florescent lights pierce my eyelids at five o'clock. I open them and I squint. I have to remember to turn my head when I wake up. Shuttle leaves at 6 o'clock. I do not have time to wake. I lumber to my locker. Carefully turning the dial. Careful no one sees the code. I dress myself lazily. The coffee here is weak. If not, then it is day old. Beggers can't be choosers. I ready my beach cruiser. Waiting in line while my breath forms a bellow of hot human vapor.  They pull up. I place my bike on the rack. I get onto the shuttle. Fifteen minutes later I arrive at my shuttle stop. A five mile ride to work while the sun bleeds over the horizon and shines on me. There was a peace I felt as I vibed to music on my way to work.  I felt free then. Then, arriving at work, I worked until the ride back there. As the sun set I waited. Shuttle pulls up and I place my bike on the rack.  Back to the place I wake up squinting. I can't wait for my bike ride....
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Sep 14, 2020
Sep 14, 2020 at 5:26 PM UTC
Orange County Cruising, and No Rent To Pay.
Tyrent minds beautifully engraved to street sign metal, purified pedals glow to tunnels only angels see.. Try and believe we are what we need when the clouds come swinging in, storms to grins and awakenings of whats new. Sins come with clues when the gas stations empty, lost believer, cross deceiver your mind is full and plenty..Sunglass highway take those fashionists to their old clubs, where girls turn to thugs with tattoos of fiercesome fright, dogs howl at moons baboons turn to, while leather is skin blood tight. volunteers in kitchens where heat is a hundred degrees, ones on knees just to make a cheap buck, beggers cant be givers when sinners are bigger than your orriginal drug bust.. Talented shakespherean, master's invitation given to only those who fit. have you won your prize, one with soft baby eyes your stuck to wordly grips.... Heavenly hips ive yet to find, where one turns boys to men and devils to false ends where captivation leaves your fantasies behind..What signs will one plot? wheres one is to hot to satisfy you every need..You candy you treat how sensual are we these days...How sensual is your memory...........Title- Candy lane... By meself :))))
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May 9, 2015
May 9, 2015 at 12:51 PM UTC
candy lane
Wandering around the streets barefoot, picking up leftovers from the garbage piles to satisfy the hunger is mere part of a begger's myriad privations. No matter how talented he is born, begging is the only job which he has to perform. Luxuries? They dont even know something like this. Roaming around the road with their innocent smiles, Getting a note of 10rs fills their world with joy. When asked where they live, Road was the answer that they give. Do they own that road? Do they own that street? Hardships don't scare them anymore, As they are the free souls. How strange is it that a smile always find its way on a face of a child who has born with no privilege. How can an eye which has seen only sadness can sparkle like a sunshine. How can somebody have a carefree slumber knowing the fact that life will always remain cruel to him. Maybe that is the irony of life, On one hand a person sleeping in king size bed cribs about the quality of his mattress and on the other side a  torned blanket is like bounty to some. Why our happiness has become so expensive? Why all of us have become so materialistic? Lets learn something from these innocent smiles. Lets not be a slave of money lets try to see life beyond luxuries.
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May 22, 2016
May 22, 2016 at 6:21 AM UTC
Beggers with life
If I don't stop empathizing I am gonna bury my *** under souls the beggers the down trodden but I never will no matter what pile forms atop me If I can still breathe I am gonna see hope from his armpit between her legs from the bottom of humanity and beg just ease up all you upon me let me have one breath ok there now I am with you again let's fight just get off me run ! run , that's it I will catch up I am wheezing
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Mar 20, 2017
Mar 20, 2017 at 9:39 PM UTC
I will catch up
I think dogs hate us... ... we have ALL the food! 10W Soul Survivor
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Mar 22, 2014
Mar 22, 2014 at 4:32 PM UTC
Beggers can't be choosers
I was buying a parking pass from a sketchy, one-room portable office because the people that designed and built my building forgot that people have cars and I keep my phone on silent so I missed the first call and I knew my Grandma was having surgery that morning to replace a valve in her heart and I knew my Mom wouldn't call unless there was a reason so as I was walking back to the bus stop, I gave my mom a ring. It was mid-September and we cried together but apart and I decided to walk the 5 km home 'cause I didn't want to break down on the bus and it was a beautiful day and I knew that people would stare. Mom said there was a 4% chance it would go bad and we knew the odds were ok but she was 92 years old and she never really was one for odds, fighting and becoming one of 3 female doctors in her graduating class. Mom called her on her days off and they always talked for a few hours and I know that Grandma really valued that time. On my walk in this unrelated town, nothing seemed out of place, but I wasn't really there at all. The beggers begged and the students drank and studied and the thugs thugged and the cyclists cycled past me as I put my headphones in and tried to disappear after saying goodbye to Mom because she had other calls to make. And Kim texted me wondering why Mom wasn't picking up and I told her that she would be calling shortly and I put my phone away and walked on with my head down. *** That Christmas season, we had no real family get-together for the first time, but I went with Mom and 3/4 of her siblings and various other family members to Grandma's favourite restaurant that we went to together a few times and everyone seemed genuinely happy and comfortable. And I know they all missed her, of course, and she was a doctor and my Grandpa a surgeon, so they had a bunch of money to hand down to their children and Grandma's family was the most important thing to her, so I think she would be happy knowing that everyone she loved and that cared for her was a little more comfortable, was able to pay some student loans or a mortgage or a trip (which, also, she spent most of her life doing). And it seemed strange to me that on the day she died, nothing really changed, but as time moved on, she has continued to make all of our lives a little easier, a little brighter, a little less gloomy in the months that followed. And this isn't an "Ode to Money," but rather an "Ode to my Mom's best friend" because all she ever wanted came true, directly thanks to her.
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Jan 14, 2017
Jan 14, 2017 at 6:19 PM UTC
The day Mom's best friend died
I was buying a parking pass from a sketchy, one-room portable office because the people that designed and built my building forgot that people have cars and I keep my phone on silent so I missed the first call and I knew my Grandma was having surgery that morning to replace a valve in her heart and I knew my Mom wouldn't call unless there was a reason so as I was walking back to the bus stop, I gave my mom a ring. It was mid-September and we cried together but apart and I decided to walk the 5 km home 'cause I didn't want to break down on the bus and it was a beautiful day and I knew that people would stare. Mom said there was a 4% chance it would go bad and we knew the odds were ok but she was 92 years old and she never really was one for odds, fighting and becoming one of 3 female doctors in her graduating class. Mom called her on her days off and they always talked for a few hours and I know that Grandma really valued that time. On my walk in this unrelated town, nothing seemed out of place, but I wasn't really there at all. The beggers begged and the students drank and studied and the thugs thugged and the cyclists cycled past me as I put my headphones in and tried to disappear after saying goodbye to Mom because she had other calls to make. And Kim texted me wondering why Mom wasn't picking up and I told her that she would be calling shortly and I put my phone away and walked on with my head down. *** That Christmas season, we had no real family get-together for the first time, but I went with Mom and 3/4 of her siblings and various other family members to Grandma's favourite restaurant that we went to together a few times and everyone seemed genuinely happy and comfortable. And I know they all missed her, of course, and she was a doctor and my Grandpa a surgeon, so they had a bunch of money to hand down to their children and Grandma's family was the most important thing to her, so I think she would be happy knowing that everyone she loved and that cared for her was a little more comfortable, was able to pay some student loans or a mortgage or a trip (which, also, she spent most of her life doing). And it seemed strange to me that on the day she died, nothing really changed, but as time moved on, she has continued to make all of our lives a little easier, a little brighter, a little less gloomy in the months that followed. And this isn't an "Ode to Money," but rather an "Ode to my Mom's best friend" because all she ever wanted came true, directly thanks to her.
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We both were late to the date because of rush traffic hours of Izmir. I was the first one to reach the meeting point. Wandering around and staring at people were only option at the time. There were so many girls and couples in the street. Everybody was passing through to reach somewhere, maybe to a date. There were a few songsters on the street, Some of them playing guitar while other one playing clarinet. The beggers and little ******** were the terror source, Beside the brochure dealers in Kibris Sehitleri. Mobile life of the city was infront on me. I was the observer, I was the flaneur among them. Suddenly, I heard a voice calling me behind me. My cutest friend ever, the source of joy was right there. She was there to give me a huge hug to cheer me up. A nice hug which was destined to warm my heart up. I intended to be dull and silent at the beginning. Until I drunk the beer and unlocked my mouth. My depressive nature was the source of discomfort. I know I have so many things to confront. My best audience and my ******* talkative mouth. My words were very complex, They were sounding as if had been destined to be provoker. My thoughts ruined my former thoughts. I did not mean to give her a headache. I intended to explain other me within me. The complex dreams and emotions beside undefined thoughts, They were trying to make me insane. I was like a locked box in other locked boxes. Sometimes my words were as pure as water, Sometimes confusing as much as alcohol is. Emotions were crystal clear but words not. My stories and problems ruined the harmony, But she was willing to listen to me as always. As I told her, I intended not to say the truth. The truth which slowly tears me, my heart. Real meaning of hypocrisy I had written her in my poem, It was just in front of her. But she was not looking from the right side, Like I refused to change perspective. The nightmares I see every night, Idea of losing her and her friendship. And next to them there was my selfishness. But it is suppressed by my cowardice. The worst fear is to lose her suddenly, very early.
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Feb 17, 2017
Feb 17, 2017 at 8:01 AM UTC
Beer And Spaghetti In Alavara
We both were late to the date because of rush traffic hours of Izmir. I was the first one to reach the meeting point. Wandering around and staring at people were only option at the time. There were so many girls and couples in the street. Everybody was passing through to reach somewhere, maybe to a date. There were a few songsters on the street, Some of them playing guitar while other one playing clarinet. The beggers and little ******** were the terror source, Beside the brochure dealers in Kibris Sehitleri. Mobile life of the city was infront on me. I was the observer, I was the flaneur among them. Suddenly, I heard a voice calling me behind me. My cutest friend ever, the source of joy was right there. She was there to give me a huge hug to cheer me up. A nice hug which was destined to warm my heart up. I intended to be dull and silent at the beginning. Until I drunk the beer and unlocked my mouth. My depressive nature was the source of discomfort. I know I have so many things to confront. My best audience and my ******* talkative mouth. My words were very complex, They were sounding as if had been destined to be provoker. My thoughts ruined my former thoughts. I did not mean to give her a headache. I intended to explain other me within me. The complex dreams and emotions beside undefined thoughts, They were trying to make me insane. I was like a locked box in other locked boxes. Sometimes my words were as pure as water, Sometimes confusing as much as alcohol is. Emotions were crystal clear but words not. My stories and problems ruined the harmony, But she was willing to listen to me as always. As I told her, I intended not to say the truth. The truth which slowly tears me, my heart. Real meaning of hypocrisy I had written her in my poem, It was just in front of her. But she was not looking from the right side, Like I refused to change perspective. The nightmares I see every night, Idea of losing her and her friendship. And next to them there was my selfishness. But it is suppressed by my cowardice. The worst fear is to lose her suddenly, very early.
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A city incomplete. Orange vibrance directs every corner. Its edges are rough, each turn of the wheel testing my shocks as asphalt ebbs and flows beneath me. Each turn is chaos, each location new and different. A city lost among itself. Still, each turn brings with it cobblestone roads and ancient paintings, museums and tourists and beggers, some sitting under bridges, huddled around a fire. I burn, too, teeth still chattering, at home among the chaos. A city with plenty of past, looking forward. It isn't hard to relate.
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Aug 6, 2017
Aug 6, 2017 at 9:50 PM UTC
Montreal
Show me your gods All fur, purr and bark Feather, skin, scale. Those demi beings that mark your heart and steal your soul. Those scraps of love That make hard days whole mornings bearable and nights A little less lonely, predictable or indeed a little less cold The bed hoggers, extra joggers The shoe chewers, the foremen the cuties, the mute beggers Soulful singers, paper bringers Howlers, growlers,meowers Chirpy talkers, hissers, water blissers, Princes  waiting to be kissed sloppy drooly kissers, the sandpaper lickers The back leg kickers those who make biscuits those who sleep, like loaves of bread Tail waggers, live in baggers Perch dancers, walkies prancers **** machines, Catnip dreamers Redlight baskers Show me your gods.. be they small, large, short, tall Slim, plump, grim lumps Portly, courtly, royalty or hot fluffly messes Bring them out to parade with these god's a home is made and in these days dark and dreary We need these gods for when we become weary Of the world we've made We need somewhere to lay our hearts some thing that has a unlimited grab bag of fresh starts. These gods everyday the give you a bit of extra heart extra hope A reason to hang on to laugh to cry, to talk to sigh So show to me; your gods and say a prayer and thank the lord he made them with care.
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Jun 30, 2020
Jun 30, 2020 at 4:09 AM UTC
The Big Parade
Upside down you walk the clouds And you are unaware You touch your feet on moonbeans They are a golden stair You breathe under the ocean Peruse the coral reefs Dance with the yellow fishes Tell them your beliefs The Earth is actually the sky Cars are birds that fly on by You query raindrops - they don't lie You pet doves - they're never shy And the rainbows never die You never stop to question why You see angels. You hear ions. You smell blue. You touch the eons. The beggers rule. The bankers peons. Are these things we can agree on? Your hair's a cloud. Your skin's a glove. The sun is flat. The Earth's above. Let's just face it... You're in LOVE! SoulSurvivor (C) 7/31/2016 Reposted 10/2025
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Apr 6, 2025
Apr 6, 2025 at 11:57 PM UTC
The Heart's Perspective...
Time devours beauty of a maiden, Like a flower withering in a prevailing drought It pulls down the bright petals of her youth To ruins of a deserted city Mighty, once adorned, Of her great walls and golden streets, That whispers of her riches Echoed the high mountains and valleys below, As swans swam up her Jordan, To the tunes of the eastern parrots Finest, smiles like a sunset, And the melodic voice of her highness Now, behind shutters of broken glass, A ghostly structure falling into oblivion Deserted by kings, counsel men, and soldiers As her streets crawl with beggers and the unclean Her walls falling brick by brick, As the wind pulls one strand of her hair at a time But, she smiles, touching the smooth surface, Of the glass, more like herself And whispers, "for every city that fades from glory, The world must raise another, " "and for every queen that ages, The kingdom must crown another"
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Jan 12, 2017
Jan 12, 2017 at 3:03 PM UTC
beauty and history