See myself into a church
The guilt of my sins like smoke...
Blows off red ashes of a dying cigar
It is a cloud,
A haze
A mysterious aura of the ******
a soul without a shadow
"he is unacceptable to himself"
When the world swears upon a naked sun,
Salvation chokes on my filth,
And I watch my moon fade into oblivion
I am drowning,
Just like the priest...
Only he is far deeper...
Into the madness called hope
Feb 19, 2018
Feb 19, 2018 at 10:52 PM UTC
The tiny drops of water hanging loosely on my hair,
These eyelashes,
It feels heavy to look through a midnight moon
My lungs collapse in a winter's cold
My tears are frozen on the inside
The blood prints of my feet...
trailing my path,
My present fails as it fades
This heart beats on
As I walk on water,
Into a sunset we call home
Feb 19, 2018
Feb 19, 2018 at 10:51 PM UTC
The sun is a candle...
burning inside the mirror
Yet another reflection
It's rays fall cold on my skin
A bleached rose
smell the sixteen,
Whirl in the abyss of love
An ocean,
Drowning in its waves
The salt crystals molten on the walls of my lungs
A burning thirst,
addicted to the flames of your kisses,
fallen into a shade by the moonlight
The forever winds
Breezing on my rugged skin
The memories to the grave
Wilted flowers carried from it's stones
Into the skies,
When I become gray
Feb 19, 2018
Feb 19, 2018 at 10:51 PM UTC
The stains of black ink on a white spread
The bold lines and racing hearts
The curves,
Her hair flows like a fountain,
Of dark strands onto her delicate skin
The green grapes,
Her ruby lips moisted with my frozen breath
Her name echoes like the church bells…
across the Scottish hills
The fragrance of her youth in my lungs,
wild roses…
fill my soul with exotic desires
I’m the abstract of an insane love
I don’t have to walk with worry,
that my feet will tip over my own shadow
You are beautiful,
And it is all that I live for
Feb 11, 2018
Feb 11, 2018 at 5:33 AM UTC
“I’m only trying to build a castle from my childhood fantasies”
I fall back at the day’s break
With the sun on my skin,
The dust on my soles prints on her floor
How much to pay?
When to repay?
The loyalty and affection
She rubs softly on my shoulders
And my soul sails away from the worries of tomorrow
I have fallen,
I have crawled
I answer to no soul but her
crossing the dunes,
my head above the sand
my eyes search for the oasis
Feb 1, 2018
Feb 1, 2018 at 12:13 PM UTC
mothers
defiance
daughters fallen
bleeding on blades and razors
petals
dresses
blood stains
in the snow
bruised,
in the woods
the truth of her body
savaged by wild flies
a runaway
the girl from the tower
the ***
the money
the drugs
away from her ghosts
into the dark,
her master’s dungeon
"sorry Mum!"
Dec 16, 2017
Dec 16, 2017 at 12:40 PM UTC
The prince is a frog
Kiss his lips lovely princess
Live a Disney dream
Dec 1, 2017
Dec 1, 2017 at 3:16 AM UTC
**my heavy heart,
its fading heartbeat
the blood in my veins
slowly,
it bleaches
the color of my tears,
Are they pure?
or disgraceful?
I feel them cold,
running along my broken smile
Is it okay to cry?
It is okay to cry
Happy or sad?
I am glad I drowned my demons
but they were my only family**
Nov 26, 2017
Nov 26, 2017 at 12:19 PM UTC
a sequence,
an alternate universe
growing up,
would I be happy?
watching the lines on your face
draw around yours eyes,
your smile
your temples,
changing from black to snow
it hurts,
it breaks,
watching a boy the other day,
when he cried out to mummy
why don't I know?
what it is?
how it is?
to run into a mother's arms
Did I forget?
Was I reminded?
of a face I once knew
looking back into the old days
when this heart graced in naivety
when foolishness was no crime
and fear was adventurous
"Mother"
"I cant hold on"
"I cant hold on!"
these blurry faces are deceitful
despicable
traded my soul for dust
can't roses be roses?
without the snakes,
crawling inside their gardens
it hurts,
it breaks,
Would I love again?
Nov 24, 2017
Nov 24, 2017 at 5:50 AM UTC
"choose to be happy for
the
stars
are always shining
even behind dark clouds"
Nov 23, 2017
Nov 23, 2017 at 3:55 AM UTC