Youre lingering in me
And I feel so much
so much.
Mostly hatred.
Mostly lamentation.

I hear your cries,
echoing in the chambers of my heart.
And I am sorry
Sorry for being this maker
For being this destructive person.
I am sorry for being mean
And bitter.
I am amberized for another
And I wait
And again,
I am sorry.

WHAT WORDS CAN EVEN GIVE ME MERCY?
WHAT PERSON WHO WILL EVER GROW WITH ME?
WHO WOULD ******* WANT TO?
(besides you?)