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A'ishah Mar 2018
An innocent scratch to ease the pain.
A skipped meal to ensure you dont gain.
A wasted day laying in bed.
Your left wondering what demons live inside your head.
You hate yourself and the mirror brings tears.
You look into the mirror & all you see is a overweight, bloated, and extremely out of shape girl. You're ugly, your worthless, is all the brain hears. You tell yourself, that no one can fix you.
This is the torture of Mental Health.

~Aishah
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dreadfulmind Nov 2013
If you are hurt or betrayed, If you are hurt by people, who share the same blood as you. Remember Yussuf A.S, who was betrayed by his own brothers.

If you find your parents opposing you. Remember Ibrahim A.S, whose father led him to the fire.

If you are stuck with a problem where there's no way out. Remember Yunnus A.S stuck in the belly of a whale.

If you are ill and your body cries with a pain, remember Ayyub A.S who was more ill than you.

If someone slanders you. Remember Aishah A.S who was slandered throughout the city.

If you are lonely. Recall Adam A.S who was created alone.

If you cannot see any logic around you. Think of Nuh A.S who built an ark without questioning.

If you are mocked by your own relatives. Think of Nabi Muhammad S.A.W.

**Can't you see how wonderful our Nabi is and their stories. Islam is indeed beautiful and perfect!
A'ishah Mar 2018
She was powerful,
not because she wasn't scared,
but because she went on strongly,
despite the fear.

~Aishah
People think being brave is when you aren't afraid, but its not you can be brave in different ways always remember that
A'ishah Feb 2018
Suicide is my way of being free,
Crawling out of the hole I created.
Suicide is the only way out of the pain, I feel.
Can't run from it, always a step behind.
The worst is that i'm trapped in my own mind.

My fake smile is getting heavier, can't hold it for much longer,
My eyes can't hold back. Done living in the dark, going through motions. I think its time to give up & be free.

~Aishah
Suicide is NEVER the answer.
A'ishah Mar 2018
A warrior is the protector of her family & those in need.
A warrior will not put her own desires above what is right.
If a warrior fails, they get right back up & move on.
Warriors are not born & neither are they made.
Warriors creates themselves through trial & error, pain, suffering.
They say, you can't win against the storm & I say I am the storm.

I am a warrior, I have "the heart of a Lion, the strength of ten, & the desire of a thousand men." ~ Unknown

~ Aishah
Courage, above all things , is the first quality of a warrior.
A'ishah Feb 2018
Why can't I escape from the pain?
Every time I close my eyes, I see you.
You haunt me with every chance you have.
I feel your hands around my neck, draining all the light out of me.
And feeling me with darkness. I am forever stained with ink of your dark soul. When you open your mouth, fire pours out scorching my soul, burning holes in my heart. These Scars do not fade. They do not heal with time, but I look for the clearing in the dark sky. When I cry out from pain, you love it, it brings pleasure to your dark soul. I beg and beg, but you continue to torture my sorrowful soul.

~ Aishah
When will I be able to escape you & this pain?
A'ishah Feb 2018
If I could give you Diamonds for every tear you dropped for me.
If I could give you a kiss for every heartache I caused.
If I could give you sapphires for every truth you helped me see.
You are a beautiful  women, who knows how to make anyone day with just a smile.
You'll be a treasure, that would match the sparkles in your kind and loving eyes.
After all, you're the light to my dark world.

~ Aishah
A'ishah Feb 2018
I'm going to smile and make you think im happy, i'm going to laugh, so you don't see me cry. Even though it kills me, i'm going to smile. When you stay positive through a negative situation, you win.

~ Aishah
A'ishah Mar 2018
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No matter how much darkness is in your life, light will find its way in.

~ Aishah
Always remember that !

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