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Pretty for a black girl? Does that mean I’m pretty at all? When you look at me Is it only a pigment you see? Pretty for a black girl? What does my skin tone have to do with the beauty In me? Pretty for a black girl? Why is beauty only found if i'm fair? Is my complexion the first thing you compare? Pretty for a black girl? Is that all I am? Why must I be less than the rest of them. Pretty for a black girl? Is a compliment that's cruel I don't care what you say, you're a part of the kingdom I shall rule. Pretty for a black girl? Do you say it to be mean? Regardless, I remain the queen. I am aware my coiling curls or my tangled locks may frighten you too, that's good, they weren't created to impress you Pretty for a black girl? Don’t hate because my flawless color doesn’t need adjustments, It is you that must alter tones to achieve approval. Pretty for a black girl? Approval is something I do not need, Compliment as you please, But my beauty grows quicker than you breath While you flip your hair and tan your skin, Watch me wink and grin, because my confidence is the only style that's in.
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Dec 18, 2015
Dec 18, 2015 at 10:02 PM UTC
Pretty for a black girl?
Like an onion, I had layers. And you peeled me away, one at a time. One layer off. You saw my favorites. The food and drinks I crave for. The wall paint I wanted for my room. The perky dresses, nail polish, knee-high boots. And the spot I always prefer to be- on the front seat. One layer off. You saw my hobbies. The words I stitched together. The stars that formed our zodiac sign. The wallclimbing, badminton, volleyball. And the guitar strings that strum our lullaby. One layer off. You saw my dreams. The plane ticket to Paris. The thrill of a bungee jump. The candlelit dinner, fireworks, dancing fountain. And the license as a medical physician. One layer off. You saw my strengths. The smile behind the false judgements. The tears I fought back with pride. The temperance, confidence, adjustments. And the self-love I have strongly magnified. One layer off. You saw my insecurities. The missing dimple on my left cheek. The pimples on my forehead. The bitchface, fierce stare, strict walk. And this prominently thin-but-tall body figure. One layer off. You saw my regrets. The kisses I could have refused. The friends I thought were true. The false assumptions, unmet expectations. And the trust I gave to the wrong person. One layer off. You saw my secrets. The punches I had to take. The bruises I covered with my sleeves. The lies, frustrations, disappointments. And the brokenness suppressed in my memory. The last layer, off. You saw through me. The anxiousness escalating slowly. The exposure feeling uneasy. I felt stripped, explored, unguarded. And in my nakedness - you had to choose: To love or to leave me, For who I really am.
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Oct 27, 2013
Oct 27, 2013 at 2:49 AM UTC
Peeling Layers
Like an onion, I had layers. And you peeled me away, one at a time. One layer off. You saw my favorites. The food and drinks I crave for. The wall paint I wanted for my room. The perky dresses, nail polish, knee-high boots. And the spot I always prefer to be- on the front seat. One layer off. You saw my hobbies. The words I stitched together. The stars that formed our zodiac sign. The wallclimbing, badminton, volleyball. And the guitar strings that strum our lullaby. One layer off. You saw my dreams. The plane ticket to Paris. The thrill of a bungee jump. The candlelit dinner, fireworks, dancing fountain. And the license as a medical physician. One layer off. You saw my strengths. The smile behind the false judgements. The tears I fought back with pride. The temperance, confidence, adjustments. And the self-love I have strongly magnified. One layer off. You saw my insecurities. The missing dimple on my left cheek. The pimples on my forehead. The bitchface, fierce stare, strict walk. And this prominently thin-but-tall body figure. One layer off. You saw my regrets. The kisses I could have refused. The friends I thought were true. The false assumptions, unmet expectations. And the trust I gave to the wrong person. One layer off. You saw my secrets. The punches I had to take. The bruises I covered with my sleeves. The lies, frustrations, disappointments. And the brokenness suppressed in my memory. The last layer, off. You saw through me. The anxiousness escalating slowly. The exposure feeling uneasy. I felt stripped, explored, unguarded. And in my nakedness - you had to choose: To love or to leave me, For who I really am.
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I am a woman , I should be timid - They say I am a human , I know no limit  - I say, My existence is not meant for your judgment Crushing me is not a sign of your triumphant, My love for you has always been abundant Why am I the one to make all the adjustments, Look into my eyes , you'll see a twinkle Savaging it , is so sinful, My demand for freedom makes you reluctant Clothed in societal norms , I have to bear its repercussion, How are the governing laws so different for Both What makes you so nervous of my growth, Why do I have to fight for what is my right Why do you enjoy my plight, Being submissive is declared my attire No one hears what my heart desires, I am not the one to dance on your note I am a volcano that erupts on my own, I don't demand anything extraordinary All I seek is equality, Equality to Breathe without fear Equality to be safe my dear!!!!!
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Aug 3, 2017
Aug 3, 2017 at 3:36 AM UTC
I am a Woman
But where is the place for the people like us? The artists, the cutters, the solemn observers. Every INFJ. Every poisoned mind. Every social awkward with so much depth they just might sink. The ones who have found their soul but are searching for their mind. The ones who find their mind by losing their marbles. The misrepresented and misunderstood. The hurt and the happy. With a requirement of so much patience and love that no one is willing or able to give. The ones who make adjustments. Who hit rock bottom and manage to get back up on their own. The ones who fall too fast for something out of reach. They end up quietly crashing and burning. The ones who are living under layers of paint; on their hearts and in their homes. Whose sweetness and innocence are buried somewhere underneath the paint, barely recognizable. The ones who were born with a fifty year old soul. Who have a biologically memorized speech that no one will hear; that no one can hear. I ask you, where will they go, the people like us?
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Dec 25, 2013
Dec 25, 2013 at 9:07 PM UTC
The People Like Us
It was some yesterday, sitting in my high chair eating salted cucumber slices a wooden one three adjustments only locked in a bumble bee landed on my arm the pain raced through my blood and brain little pin ****** I could not get out my memory stops there sitting in my chair.
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Sep 25, 2016
Sep 25, 2016 at 1:31 PM UTC
Cucumber Chair
The hands that mold us I am clay They could smash me into the table Kneading out the unwanted Shape me into whatever they thought Suited Adding bits, scraping others away An amorphous thing, waiting to become art I was almost complete But the artist thought better Gently my walls collapsed Once again I became a handful of earth Starting over I was fired once A low heat More set, you can’t make Major changes But additions, adjustments The sculptor waits Pondering carefully The steps to come
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Jun 7, 2013
Jun 7, 2013 at 3:07 PM UTC
Pottery
Victoria has a secret, and now it's high time to get this off her chest: for what seems an eternity she's endured them. Far from supporting or uplifting, instead they get under her skin. If she lets them slide on the job, it only makes for awkward adjustments later. Still, they used to adore her, shoulder-to-shoulder, now they're a form of torture. True, they were never an exact fit, but sometimes they worked wonders. Now, they make subtle digs at first, but by day's end they've always left their mark. It's said to keep one's friends close but one's enemies even closer, and that's no stretch. Maybe it's time to string 'em up and free the ******
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Nov 28, 2019
Nov 28, 2019 at 2:24 PM UTC
The Truth About Bra Straps
In my perfectly painted room All my books in order on my painstakingly clean shelf Not a speck of dust Everything is spotless All of the artwork on my walls straight and alligned I look around happily making teeny little adjustments just to make sure it's perfect And then I realize everything is crooked
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Jan 2, 2011
Jan 2, 2011 at 3:58 PM UTC
OCD
Shuffling sidewards Off he walks Heavy black trenchcoat Eyes on stalks Custom trousers Eight legs wide Henry the Half-Crab Woe betide Awkward scrabbling Can't hold keys Narrow little doorway Tangled knees Toilet adjustments Bean bag chairs Henry the Half-Crab No one cares Can't be an astronaut Never play guitar Can't use a keyboard Won't go far Hiding from the fishermen Far from shore Henry the Half-Crab Somewhat raw
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Nov 13, 2014
Nov 13, 2014 at 12:44 PM UTC
Henry the Half-Crab
*The cordons of existence are constricting For the keepers of the dream have let us down, Who will buy tomorrow if performances are hollow Causing all the global spectators to frown? American has been the silk pyjamas Since ’45 they’ve lead the world’s display In health and wealth and brandishing the muscle But in recent times it seems they’ve seen their day. For since Clinton’s time the National debt has spiralled They’ve departed brushfire wars in disarray, Default now looms obscene with disharmony supreme With Congressional leaders ranting in the fray. The fiasco of a Government held to ransom By a faction of extremist’s from the right, Whilst the greenback in decline won’t change water into wine The dire threat of fiscal chaos causes fright. So global confidence is fading in the dollar And the watchers shake their heads in blank despair, For the willingness to follow is now a bitter pill to swallow When the USA’s rock steadiness aint’ there. So, what’s around the corner for tomorrow? What aspirants are waiting in the wings? With a fading USA perhaps it’s China’s turn to play Though that’s going to mean adjustments made to things. Of course we’re venturing into territory’s unchartered And the crystal ball consulted, isn’t clear But one thing I can assure, if this is what we must endure, Is that our tomorrows will be something, now, to fear.* Marshalg Auckland N.Z. 19 October 2013
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Oct 18, 2013
Oct 18, 2013 at 8:01 PM UTC
Pygmalion
He touched our hands But unconcernedly this famous man And would not look us in the eye For fear of contact or what might be worse, connection And we could hardly blame him, for after all He had each day been singled out for close inspection By ones like us, in awe of his celebrity Circled in the shade of his perfection Hoping for the star-dust sprinkle of acuity Or sparkling eyes, admission to his inner cult and clan He wore blue jeans And scuffed sneakers as a badge of proof Of his coolness and unconcern While we his audience with concealed attention Enviously eyed his hairy confidence, unconsciously Imitating in each phrase that low convention Made small adjustments to our store-bought suits and ties And nodded several times in bright pretension Made small amendments to our smiles and lies Flicked photo-phones in pursuit of custom and routine He gave a speech A flippant interview, this famous creature A well tossed phrase, a rounded cliche Poured forth like brandy in a glass, convivial Or apple cider-ed vinegar in pewter mugs A sardonically French-accented phrase habitual Well humored, heavy lidded with testosterone At interlocutor women with the pens and pads Delivered in a low and purring monotone For all the world as lovers, each to each He stretched a smile A modulated shift of teeth and beard "Genius? Not I"  with deprecation "My shallow intellect, so poor and so ephemeral" Delivered in a tone that mocked inclusion While we assumed an elegance, unintentional A nonchalance that shields the wide charades Unmoving in our breathless, but conventional Genuflection to the the notion that pervades                                                       Our addictive appetite now sated. For a while.                                                                                                                                  He kissed their cheeks And stroked their arms, with sensuous ambivalence But absently, as if he cared so little In his farewell. 'A bientot' he said and 'Au revoir' And slipped away amongst the moving Milan crowds Creative and creator, irredeemably a star With, in his wake the smiling scriveners staring At his retreating back in Stark excitement In the middle of the circling and squaring, at The alpha-wolfic effigy. The Shepherd and his sheep.
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May 6, 2013
May 6, 2013 at 6:46 AM UTC
This Famous Creature
He touched our hands But unconcernedly this famous man And would not look us in the eye For fear of contact or what might be worse, connection And we could hardly blame him, for after all He had each day been singled out for close inspection By ones like us, in awe of his celebrity Circled in the shade of his perfection Hoping for the star-dust sprinkle of acuity Or sparkling eyes, admission to his inner cult and clan He wore blue jeans And scuffed sneakers as a badge of proof Of his coolness and unconcern While we his audience with concealed attention Enviously eyed his hairy confidence, unconsciously Imitating in each phrase that low convention Made small adjustments to our store-bought suits and ties And nodded several times in bright pretension Made small amendments to our smiles and lies Flicked photo-phones in pursuit of custom and routine He gave a speech A flippant interview, this famous creature A well tossed phrase, a rounded cliche Poured forth like brandy in a glass, convivial Or apple cider-ed vinegar in pewter mugs A sardonically French-accented phrase habitual Well humored, heavy lidded with testosterone At interlocutor women with the pens and pads Delivered in a low and purring monotone For all the world as lovers, each to each He stretched a smile A modulated shift of teeth and beard "Genius? Not I"  with deprecation "My shallow intellect, so poor and so ephemeral" Delivered in a tone that mocked inclusion While we assumed an elegance, unintentional A nonchalance that shields the wide charades Unmoving in our breathless, but conventional Genuflection to the the notion that pervades                                                       Our addictive appetite now sated. For a while.                                                                                                                                  He kissed their cheeks And stroked their arms, with sensuous ambivalence But absently, as if he cared so little In his farewell. 'A bientot' he said and 'Au revoir' And slipped away amongst the moving Milan crowds Creative and creator, irredeemably a star With, in his wake the smiling scriveners staring At his retreating back in Stark excitement In the middle of the circling and squaring, at The alpha-wolfic effigy. The Shepherd and his sheep.
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dragged out of bed by the beating of my blood through my eardrums, then pushed back into the deep corner of my mind by the drumming in my head, this idea's progressing to a level higher than the mountaintop it was conceived on. as it draws itself out in the stars; by my fingertips pointed heavenward, the picture completes itself with the slightest adjustments of my mind, and produces somewhat of an opus to be driven and dragged out upon. killed in its final instances, it's death brings renewed life; rebirth only gets to those who really ever let it mean something important, and as we give purpose to our purposeless lives, i see what you're awakening to as a con; a deception not of the hands that were supposed to belong to somebody else, but of my own.
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Sep 27, 2012
Sep 27, 2012 at 5:06 AM UTC
another sleepless night in sioux city
A picture of us sits next to your bathroom sink. I saw it as I rummaged through cabinets looking for toothpaste: I was sunburned, wearing braces, and you held a wooden spoon with the same smile, crooked nose, and bushy eyebrows in the kitchen. You would come home early, I would chop onion and garlic, garlic and onion, to Metallica blaring on your stereo. We can stir the *** until our hands blister, but something added cannot be removed. There was the summer we built model rockets, the summer you took me to meet our family in Greece, and all those summers we ate Krispy Kreme and fished. I didn’t become an astronaut, I didn’t learn Greek, I threw up over the side of the boat, but because you came home early so many days in a row – just for me – that was my favorite summer. Today, over the chop-chop-sizzle in a broken-in kitchen we fill a stained cookbook with dog-ears, small adjustments. The same ingredients never taste the same way twice. We reclaim a day out of years lost. Then that photo by your sink. It was a small Father’s Day gift, survivor of four moves and twelve years of self-discovery, still reminding you – and me – of summers spent breaking in kitchens and recipes we’ve been making for years.
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Sep 1, 2014
Sep 1, 2014 at 12:12 AM UTC
Cooking with Dad
You're turning eighteen. I know you think it's a big deal, and well, yes, you should celebrate it. But for the most part, things are still the same and change is yet to come. You will wake up still with acne scars. You will wake up still with painful memories carved into your thighs. You will remember that once it wasn't like this and you will have the vague sense that even what you have now will soon no longer be. Rejoice in the fleeting nature of this moment, with its infinitesimal relevance and infinite beauty. You live here in this ever-changing space; nothing stays the same and you let yourself be carried from day to day. You drift. You watch the landscape of your heart slowly change. Sometimes the sun is creeping over the horizon and the sky is painted in your favorite colors. Sometimes you watch the sky shed tears and apologize for its mistakes. Sometimes you feel filled up with it. You're turning eighteen. You're scared. And no, you will not wake up entirely different. You will have to keep being alive without knowing what it means. You will still have to be alone. This is your body. This is your soul. This is your brain; these are the demons you've created, monsters you've fed. This is your heart; these are the cracks, these are the bruises which are still tender, still blue. If you listen closely, it is still in pain, fighting to beat each second. It remembers how you kicked and screamed and threatened to hit it, beat it to a ****** pulp, if it refused to give up on its own, to just stop, to pack its bags and leave behind a sunken, shriveled mess. You remember you were wearing tennis shoes and holding a baseball bat. Sometimes, inside you, there are thunderstorms no one can tell are brewing. It's just the weather. Tell yourself that. It's something you will have to put up with and make adjustments for every day of your life. So pack an umbrella, buy pink rain boots and a matching polka dot rain coat, if you want. Bandage your heart better, prop it up with stilts, and whisper good things to it sometimes. Say you've made it this far.
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Jan 4, 2018
Jan 4, 2018 at 10:36 AM UTC
eighteen days until i turn eighteen
You're turning eighteen. I know you think it's a big deal, and well, yes, you should celebrate it. But for the most part, things are still the same and change is yet to come. You will wake up still with acne scars. You will wake up still with painful memories carved into your thighs. You will remember that once it wasn't like this and you will have the vague sense that even what you have now will soon no longer be. Rejoice in the fleeting nature of this moment, with its infinitesimal relevance and infinite beauty. You live here in this ever-changing space; nothing stays the same and you let yourself be carried from day to day. You drift. You watch the landscape of your heart slowly change. Sometimes the sun is creeping over the horizon and the sky is painted in your favorite colors. Sometimes you watch the sky shed tears and apologize for its mistakes. Sometimes you feel filled up with it. You're turning eighteen. You're scared. And no, you will not wake up entirely different. You will have to keep being alive without knowing what it means. You will still have to be alone. This is your body. This is your soul. This is your brain; these are the demons you've created, monsters you've fed. This is your heart; these are the cracks, these are the bruises which are still tender, still blue. If you listen closely, it is still in pain, fighting to beat each second. It remembers how you kicked and screamed and threatened to hit it, beat it to a ****** pulp, if it refused to give up on its own, to just stop, to pack its bags and leave behind a sunken, shriveled mess. You remember you were wearing tennis shoes and holding a baseball bat. Sometimes, inside you, there are thunderstorms no one can tell are brewing. It's just the weather. Tell yourself that. It's something you will have to put up with and make adjustments for every day of your life. So pack an umbrella, buy pink rain boots and a matching polka dot rain coat, if you want. Bandage your heart better, prop it up with stilts, and whisper good things to it sometimes. Say you've made it this far.
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To read or watch movies, that is the question. When tired at workday's end, depressed about death's certainty and my recent surgery unable to contribute purpose i.e., figure out whether to bomb Iran or worship Krshna and other gods such as Homer gives us in the Iliad I lack vision therefore I choose television. Chemistry text, bifurcated plant key esp. grasses, intro to calculus, physics unopened time slides by inexorably. That's the dilemma with no resolution, drooping rachis, striations on the lemma. Dying chooses you. You don't choose dying. So go slow as the day will allow. The cancer patient's real work is facing harsh realities and making adjustments: getting the most out of life, considering what his children will need after he's gone, preparing his wife, parents, colleagues and friends, and completing important professional tasks. Get the most out of life. That's all God asks. In Life of Pi the tiger is tiresome, short-sighted eating everything in sight today, no plan for tomorrow. The boy, however, is beautiful, reading the lifeboat manual, building a resting place on the ocean from oars and life vests, writing about his emotions, loneliness and observations. The tiger's obsession with killing keeps our boy alive with fear, an aphrodisiac, a distraction from any hint of hopelessness. And then there is the ultimate unknown, the boy's conversations with Krshna which explain the innumerable stars and their gentle glow.
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Oct 20, 2015
Oct 20, 2015 at 7:47 AM UTC
Get the Most Out of Life of Pi
. Unknown Unaware Unrefined Undefined Unwanted Unachieved Unappreciated Life is like a cash register, in the sense that change comes from within. The words above/below describe my outlook on myself (past/now). For me to fill the voids described above, certain adjustments had to be made. Notice how the words placed above can easily be changed by removing a specific letter or two.. change begins with “U” Known Aware Refined Defined Wanted Achieved Appreciated
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Jul 22, 2015
Jul 22, 2015 at 7:32 AM UTC
U
Having these thoughts we do not stand by They shoot into consciousness and simply ride by They have a life of their own we are just an observing agent Living the life that they form. Oh, i wish we could hold on to each one like a deck of cards Sort through the old annoying ones keep living with just the good and pleasant ones We could play them with perfect control and authority Make the best decisions - Life would follow accordingly. Sadly it's not at all that simple as i’m sure we all know If you think that it’s different well, we can have a go Though It's true! We are more than passive pieces of debris Even plankton make micro adjustments in the current it inhabits Unfortunately, this does not necessarily mean there is meaning in the movements
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Oct 21, 2018
Oct 21, 2018 at 5:40 AM UTC
Riding by
She was wheeled into the maternity ward With pains minutes apart. The doctors knew that they would have to start. An hour later she gave birth to twin boys You could see in her face she was full of joy. She had complications that the doctors did not see And she began hemorrhaging , she started screaming I don’t care what happens to me , but please Take care of my babies. She died that very day, and the twins Had no family with which to stay. They became wards of the county, and up for adoption They would go, but adoption moves very slow. The doctors found that they had dwarfism syndrome. Which did not allow them to grow Which was something the mother did not know. Growing up with the other children, they was teased And laughed at because of their size And that made them open their minds. They knew that if they wanted to accomplish Something in their life, and not have anyone ridicule them They would have to find a friend. Someone that they could confide in and tell their troubles to. So this is what they set out to do. There was a woman there who taught them the true meaning Of the word HOPE, and with that they learned to cope. She always instilled in their minds, that they could Be as big As their dreams, for with HOPE Anything Can be achieved. To reach their goal there would not be any hesitation. For HOPE was fueling their determination. They received a scholarship to the college of Business administration. They were filled with joy and exhilaration Being dwarfs they had a lot of adjustments to be made But they were strong, they were not afraid. They both got jobs in an accounting firm And doing this they did learn, they learned how To run a business starting from scratch And there was no turning back. Now as the business started to grow, they took Care of the woman that they did know. For she had became a mother to them They considered her more than a friend. She was getting up in her years, and her death brought them tears. But they always remembered her words That with HOPE anything can be achieved And you had to follow your dreams. They are now nationwide and her spirit is by their side. And in the office you will see a sign above their desk. HOPE IS THE KEY TO SET OURSELVES FREE (dwarfism- is a growth hormone deficiency) Also known in the u.s. as the little people
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Jul 30, 2010
Jul 30, 2010 at 2:08 PM UTC
STORIES OF HOPE SERIES #3-dwarfs
She was wheeled into the maternity ward With pains minutes apart. The doctors knew that they would have to start. An hour later she gave birth to twin boys You could see in her face she was full of joy. She had complications that the doctors did not see And she began hemorrhaging , she started screaming I don’t care what happens to me , but please Take care of my babies. She died that very day, and the twins Had no family with which to stay. They became wards of the county, and up for adoption They would go, but adoption moves very slow. The doctors found that they had dwarfism syndrome. Which did not allow them to grow Which was something the mother did not know. Growing up with the other children, they was teased And laughed at because of their size And that made them open their minds. They knew that if they wanted to accomplish Something in their life, and not have anyone ridicule them They would have to find a friend. Someone that they could confide in and tell their troubles to. So this is what they set out to do. There was a woman there who taught them the true meaning Of the word HOPE, and with that they learned to cope. She always instilled in their minds, that they could Be as big As their dreams, for with HOPE Anything Can be achieved. To reach their goal there would not be any hesitation. For HOPE was fueling their determination. They received a scholarship to the college of Business administration. They were filled with joy and exhilaration Being dwarfs they had a lot of adjustments to be made But they were strong, they were not afraid. They both got jobs in an accounting firm And doing this they did learn, they learned how To run a business starting from scratch And there was no turning back. Now as the business started to grow, they took Care of the woman that they did know. For she had became a mother to them They considered her more than a friend. She was getting up in her years, and her death brought them tears. But they always remembered her words That with HOPE anything can be achieved And you had to follow your dreams. They are now nationwide and her spirit is by their side. And in the office you will see a sign above their desk. HOPE IS THE KEY TO SET OURSELVES FREE (dwarfism- is a growth hormone deficiency) Also known in the u.s. as the little people
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the world’s so unpredictable so different, difficult and uncomfortable often that I wish everyone were like me just like me, or better still, exactly like me… you’ll see, this is the only solution, logically – beyond the shadow of a doubt, as many are inclined to say, which expression in itself I find so inconvenient … you see because you and you and you are not like me it all becomes such a waste with all the negotiation and adjustments and time spent and funds depleted in persuasion and information campaigns but just imagine: if everybody were like me and I had to attend a meeting and of course everybody had to attend the meeting how convenient and efficient and quick that would be cos it’s all just me, me, me and me and yet more me, me, me, me and me… Indeed need we hold meetings at all? since it’s all me? Just me? Cos if you are me, and everyone else is me in my Brave New Me World, all me know what each me thinks and wants, than we need not meet me and one me wherever one is can initiate, conduct and finish the me meeting… You get me? and think of it on a national scale too… if everyone were like me, exactly like me – so that all we have is me, me, me and me and yet more me, me, me, me – imagine the nation in all its simplicity and convenience; there’d be no need to argue with me because me agrees with me and me is one religion, me is one will, one thought, one language (gibberish, but still one language) and everything in the nation will just have to be planned for me. Simple: satisfy me and satisfy all for it’s all me… for me is the Nation I leave it to you to think more of this Me Nation (or do you need some animation?) And that silly United Nations - do you think if everyone were like me or better still exactly like me, do we need to have all these delegates and dignitaries flying around (and sometimes shoes flying too) and eating half the UN funds in dinners and perks and sightseeing? Oh, think about it – if everyone were like me just as in the Me Nation you won’t have all this waste in Me UN… You don’t even need the UN; just Me is enough the Me UN… And what about the world? have you thought about it? with me all over the world and if everyone in the world were me, me, me, and me and me – you know, a Chinese me, and an Indian me, an American me, a Russian me black me, white me, Christian me, Muslim me, Hindu me, or atheist me - whatever me is, all is - and so on native me and foreign me just me, me , me, me, me (Oh, I just love this me!) everywhere me and then if I were the President of the world which I will surely be cos every me will choose me cos everyone will want me to be the President and with President Me no one will disagree and there’s no waste and the word will be so pleasant – cos I’m no ********* (will me want to hurt me?) And everything will be so easily arranged and every me will be in a happy world society as me is the best me to become every me One me will be the same as me and me happy is all happy And President Me need not worry about Opinion Polls and votes and what the people want and President Me need not give lies and Me People need not listen to **** cos it’s all just me, me, and me - and as if I don’t know what I think, and what I want, and as if I’d want to kick my own **** and so it’ll be a Presidency where everyone will be happy because all things are made for me and planned the way for me and it’ll be a perpetual everlasting Presidency for with everyone like me, everyone being me it’ll be always me coming new generations or old or dying or single moms and dads always me, me, me and more and more me, me, me, me for perpetuity and so how about you, what do you think? Wouldn’t it be all more efficient and the world a better place if everyone were like me? No, no…I don’t mean like you! Not like you, but like me, me, me, me, me, me, me… What do me think? But since you are like me, you are me I don’t need to know what you think Me no need to know what me thinks…
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Oct 9, 2010
Oct 9, 2010 at 7:19 PM UTC
if only all were like me
the world’s so unpredictable so different, difficult and uncomfortable often that I wish everyone were like me just like me, or better still, exactly like me… you’ll see, this is the only solution, logically – beyond the shadow of a doubt, as many are inclined to say, which expression in itself I find so inconvenient … you see because you and you and you are not like me it all becomes such a waste with all the negotiation and adjustments and time spent and funds depleted in persuasion and information campaigns but just imagine: if everybody were like me and I had to attend a meeting and of course everybody had to attend the meeting how convenient and efficient and quick that would be cos it’s all just me, me, me and me and yet more me, me, me, me and me… Indeed need we hold meetings at all? since it’s all me? Just me? Cos if you are me, and everyone else is me in my Brave New Me World, all me know what each me thinks and wants, than we need not meet me and one me wherever one is can initiate, conduct and finish the me meeting… You get me? and think of it on a national scale too… if everyone were like me, exactly like me – so that all we have is me, me, me and me and yet more me, me, me, me – imagine the nation in all its simplicity and convenience; there’d be no need to argue with me because me agrees with me and me is one religion, me is one will, one thought, one language (gibberish, but still one language) and everything in the nation will just have to be planned for me. Simple: satisfy me and satisfy all for it’s all me… for me is the Nation I leave it to you to think more of this Me Nation (or do you need some animation?) And that silly United Nations - do you think if everyone were like me or better still exactly like me, do we need to have all these delegates and dignitaries flying around (and sometimes shoes flying too) and eating half the UN funds in dinners and perks and sightseeing? Oh, think about it – if everyone were like me just as in the Me Nation you won’t have all this waste in Me UN… You don’t even need the UN; just Me is enough the Me UN… And what about the world? have you thought about it? with me all over the world and if everyone in the world were me, me, me, and me and me – you know, a Chinese me, and an Indian me, an American me, a Russian me black me, white me, Christian me, Muslim me, Hindu me, or atheist me - whatever me is, all is - and so on native me and foreign me just me, me , me, me, me (Oh, I just love this me!) everywhere me and then if I were the President of the world which I will surely be cos every me will choose me cos everyone will want me to be the President and with President Me no one will disagree and there’s no waste and the word will be so pleasant – cos I’m no ********* (will me want to hurt me?) And everything will be so easily arranged and every me will be in a happy world society as me is the best me to become every me One me will be the same as me and me happy is all happy And President Me need not worry about Opinion Polls and votes and what the people want and President Me need not give lies and Me People need not listen to **** cos it’s all just me, me, and me - and as if I don’t know what I think, and what I want, and as if I’d want to kick my own **** and so it’ll be a Presidency where everyone will be happy because all things are made for me and planned the way for me and it’ll be a perpetual everlasting Presidency for with everyone like me, everyone being me it’ll be always me coming new generations or old or dying or single moms and dads always me, me, me and more and more me, me, me, me for perpetuity and so how about you, what do you think? Wouldn’t it be all more efficient and the world a better place if everyone were like me? No, no…I don’t mean like you! Not like you, but like me, me, me, me, me, me, me… What do me think? But since you are like me, you are me I don’t need to know what you think Me no need to know what me thinks…
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“Just relax” She says, as I picture her kissing the Neck of a female coworker With whom she had recently started A flirtatious friendship “We’ll play it by ear” Scratches on the cluttered chalkboard That is my anxious mind Riddled with equations of what ifs And ramblings of aftermaths “It’ll work out” Isn’t as reassuring as it might seem When I want nothing more than to witness a fantasy That is scribbled in a weekly calendar And only committed to by word of mouth “what else could I say” Is a fair point, but one that falls silent on my lust which seems to be manifesting as a smoky devil with obsessive compulsive disorder “And if it doesn’t happen, oh well” Are easy words for her to say Considering the amount of fantasies she has fulfilled Since we have started this journey Of debauchery, and self-esteem adjustments “At least we have each other” The most comforting thing she has said on the topic, Yet I wonder Am I enough for you… And you for me?
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Apr 23, 2018
Apr 23, 2018 at 3:35 PM UTC
debauchery, and self-esteem adjustments
Come and look at my family it’s big and rambunctious they all mean a lot to me theres lots of different branches there’s a writer, called M. Rase and David too they’ve taught me things I never knew but of course they all do Im related to royalty a king and a queen Named Jose and Whispwill respectively I wonder if they’ve met each other yet? Then there’s determined Yuu who shredded my heart with Blackberry Tea some of them have hurt me, don’t worry though I’m sure their OC's will be fine after all they’ve been through R. Merryweather writes lots of things there’s even a new series next is Vel, with her apocalyptic mysteries Ana and Kittie are new to the family give them a big welcome when you see them Rukan’s drawing a series, seki and keisuke are my OTP Bob likes animals, she’s a skilled gal I really miss Yuumei, Wave, and Jun Lee but they’ll return someday, you’ll see Kura updated recently, Nick brought me to tears MAT and Ariel Ries crossed different boundaries but everything will be alright NaniRoxy's not around, she’s making some adjustments so you’ll just have to leave a message Viryse is in the hoodie brigade with Yuu, Jose, and Kao too GlanceReviver and KJ Tower write exciting love stories SnailLords is gone, but not really he moved his web series such a tease Captain Juuter and Kinkan Yoona slice up life in different ways this is badly written and doesn’t make sense and I know its long but it needed to be said and someday you can meet the rest of them the rest of my big family
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Mar 10, 2016
Mar 10, 2016 at 11:32 AM UTC
Meet my family
Come and look at my family it’s big and rambunctious they all mean a lot to me theres lots of different branches there’s a writer, called M. Rase and David too they’ve taught me things I never knew but of course they all do Im related to royalty a king and a queen Named Jose and Whispwill respectively I wonder if they’ve met each other yet? Then there’s determined Yuu who shredded my heart with Blackberry Tea some of them have hurt me, don’t worry though I’m sure their OC's will be fine after all they’ve been through R. Merryweather writes lots of things there’s even a new series next is Vel, with her apocalyptic mysteries Ana and Kittie are new to the family give them a big welcome when you see them Rukan’s drawing a series, seki and keisuke are my OTP Bob likes animals, she’s a skilled gal I really miss Yuumei, Wave, and Jun Lee but they’ll return someday, you’ll see Kura updated recently, Nick brought me to tears MAT and Ariel Ries crossed different boundaries but everything will be alright NaniRoxy's not around, she’s making some adjustments so you’ll just have to leave a message Viryse is in the hoodie brigade with Yuu, Jose, and Kao too GlanceReviver and KJ Tower write exciting love stories SnailLords is gone, but not really he moved his web series such a tease Captain Juuter and Kinkan Yoona slice up life in different ways this is badly written and doesn’t make sense and I know its long but it needed to be said and someday you can meet the rest of them the rest of my big family
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What    is    so    wrong    with    me? Tell      me,      give      me      a      list, I'll make the necessary adjustments.
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Jan 1, 2015
Jan 1, 2015 at 5:11 PM UTC
Fix My Faults
the inner communication ****** automatic adjustments happen all the time Ah and then there is the mind co-ordinating an orchestra and ballet all with wills of their own
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Jul 3, 2015
Jul 3, 2015 at 7:47 AM UTC
Mind Gymnastics
. Some say the scientific method Is the ultimate algorithm and others Prefer prayer. For symbolists, all intelligence can be reduced to manipulating symbols, in the same way that a mathematician solves equations by replacing expressions by other expressions. Symbolists understand that you can't learn from scratch: you need some initial knowledge to go with the data. They've figured out how to incorporate pre-existing knowledge into learning, and how to combine different pieces of knowledge on the fly in order to solve new problems. Their master algorithm is inverse deduction, which figures out what knowledge is missing in order to make a deduction go through, and then makes it as general as possible. Tea In its simplicity Can sustain concentration For connectionists, learning is what the brain does, and so what we need to do is reverse engineer it. The brain learns by adjusting the strengths of connections between neurons, and the crucial problem is figuring out which connections are to blame for which errors and changing them accordingly. The connectionists' master algorithm is back propagation, which compares a system's outputs with the desired one and then successively changes the connections in layer after layer of neurons so as to bring the output closer to what it should be. Hungry and cold A holy condition A warrior's position Evolutionaries believe that the mother of all learning is natural selection. If it made us, it can make anything, and all we need to do is simulate it on the computer. The key problem that evolutionaries solve is learning structure: not just adjusting parameters, like back propagation does, but creating the brain that these adjustments can then fine-tune. The evolutionaries' master algorithm is genetic programming, which mates and evolves computer programs in the same way that nature mates and evolves organisms. Arithmetic A good shit's the metric Of a dying man Bayesians are concerned above all with uncertainty. All learned knowledge is uncertain, and learning itself is a form of uncertain inference. The problem then becomes how to deal with noisy, incomplete, and even contradictory information without falling apart. The solution is probabilistic inference, and the master algorithm is Bayes' theorem and its derivatives. Bayes' theorem tell us how to incorporate new evidence into our beliefs, and probabilistic inference algorithms do that as efficiently as possible. I can't believe I won't live forever, therefore, I invented an afterlife to supplement reincarnation For analogizers, the key to learning is recognizing similarities between situations and thereby inferring other similarities. If two patients have similar symptoms, perhaps they have the same disease. The key problem is judging how similar two things are. The analogizers' master algorithm is the support vector machine, which figures out which experiences to remember and how to combine them to make new predictions. Prepare for a powerful anesthesia Chemical processes irresistible A good and perfect rest
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Jun 5, 2017
Jun 5, 2017 at 6:34 AM UTC
The Master Algorithm
. Some say the scientific method Is the ultimate algorithm and others Prefer prayer. For symbolists, all intelligence can be reduced to manipulating symbols, in the same way that a mathematician solves equations by replacing expressions by other expressions. Symbolists understand that you can't learn from scratch: you need some initial knowledge to go with the data. They've figured out how to incorporate pre-existing knowledge into learning, and how to combine different pieces of knowledge on the fly in order to solve new problems. Their master algorithm is inverse deduction, which figures out what knowledge is missing in order to make a deduction go through, and then makes it as general as possible. Tea In its simplicity Can sustain concentration For connectionists, learning is what the brain does, and so what we need to do is reverse engineer it. The brain learns by adjusting the strengths of connections between neurons, and the crucial problem is figuring out which connections are to blame for which errors and changing them accordingly. The connectionists' master algorithm is back propagation, which compares a system's outputs with the desired one and then successively changes the connections in layer after layer of neurons so as to bring the output closer to what it should be. Hungry and cold A holy condition A warrior's position Evolutionaries believe that the mother of all learning is natural selection. If it made us, it can make anything, and all we need to do is simulate it on the computer. The key problem that evolutionaries solve is learning structure: not just adjusting parameters, like back propagation does, but creating the brain that these adjustments can then fine-tune. The evolutionaries' master algorithm is genetic programming, which mates and evolves computer programs in the same way that nature mates and evolves organisms. Arithmetic A good shit's the metric Of a dying man Bayesians are concerned above all with uncertainty. All learned knowledge is uncertain, and learning itself is a form of uncertain inference. The problem then becomes how to deal with noisy, incomplete, and even contradictory information without falling apart. The solution is probabilistic inference, and the master algorithm is Bayes' theorem and its derivatives. Bayes' theorem tell us how to incorporate new evidence into our beliefs, and probabilistic inference algorithms do that as efficiently as possible. I can't believe I won't live forever, therefore, I invented an afterlife to supplement reincarnation For analogizers, the key to learning is recognizing similarities between situations and thereby inferring other similarities. If two patients have similar symptoms, perhaps they have the same disease. The key problem is judging how similar two things are. The analogizers' master algorithm is the support vector machine, which figures out which experiences to remember and how to combine them to make new predictions. Prepare for a powerful anesthesia Chemical processes irresistible A good and perfect rest
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the Mexican wave affects us all whether we join in or not the summer has shifted here all because someone sneezed.
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May 30, 2017
May 30, 2017 at 12:52 PM UTC
tiny adjustments and wave robotics