It was a quarter to twelve
Then it was nearly three.
We stumbled up the stairs
Fumbling with my keys.
Open the door
Not sure where to leave this off
Now I’ve got your jacket and your tie
Hanging from my loft
Jun 7, 2013
Jun 7, 2013 at 3:12 PM UTC
There’s a middle age man he is combing his hair
Glares at the mirror for the youth that isn’t there
It escaped him like poison and he drank it like wine
He never new the consequences at the time
Do I know them…..Do I know?
So society’s poisoned by the phone and the web
Watch the people live their lives without leaving their beds
Just a spectacle for our entertainment
I start wishing there was more to life than just this
But what……What could be more than this?
Everything is ready at the click of a mouse
No one will speak not even in their own house
So they start to forget that they even know the sound
Of their voices when they say hey I love you
They’re lost in their muses
But they’re false and they’re proud
Of the things that they think show about them
But they really say nothing and I’m feeling quite sad
Don’t you know…. You could be so much more
I say hold up a fist to the flame in the sky
And block out the light that’s reaching for our eyes
Cause it would blind us….blind us.
Well I’ve stopped taking time out
To consider these thoughts
And that’s a lie just as true as
I like missing shots
I’m confused…..I’m lost…..Who I am?
We’ll I say hey try me on
Maybe we’ll be the best of friends
or pass through my life
Like a dream through my head
Let’s see if…if I can do this…
But all I have for the moment is a song to pass the time
A melody to keep my humming constant
I rhythm to set an example for these lungs
So I don’t give up and start falling fast asleep
A darkness so permanent that eventually I will greet
Jun 7, 2013
Jun 7, 2013 at 3:11 PM UTC
Cashier’s line, foot tapping, texting, heavy sigh
The steady beep of the checkout
The kid in the baseball cap in front of me
His headphones don’t contain the music
“I don’t wanna be a solider mamma, I don’t wanna die”
The bus whines as the light shifts from yellow to red
A woman coughs, violently choking on years of tar, she looks around anxiously
And rights herself with a casual flick of her cigarette
A couple briefcases walk by, donning blazers and red ties
“Ya gotta be the best if ya wanna make it there. Brilliant! Boom boom boom!”
A woman sits inside a cafe, the spot where people do their people watching
Instead her infant captures her attention, cooing at the pink bundle in the stroller
“Yes you are the cuuutest little thing aren’t you, aren’t you?”
A man flicks his wrist to glimpse the time while he pumps gas
Silent, wanting to be elsewhere, that’s why he’s filling up his tank
A swarm of tourists, each waiting for the others to advance so that they might ****** the prime spot for a photograph
Their voices melt into one excited static
Cars honking at bicyclists and bicyclists yelling at pedestrians who yell at bicyclists
The river flowing quickly beneath my feet planted on the bridge
The Earth alive, rotating beneath the river
The Earth hurtling through the galaxy, through the universe
A passerby scolds me for not moving
Hurrying along
Jun 7, 2013
Jun 7, 2013 at 3:08 PM UTC
The hands that mold us
I am clay
They could smash me into the table
Kneading out the unwanted
Shape me into whatever they thought
Suited
Adding bits, scraping others away
An amorphous thing, waiting to become art
I was almost complete
But the artist thought better
Gently my walls collapsed
Once again I became a handful of earth
Starting over
I was fired once
A low heat
More set, you can’t make
Major changes
But additions, adjustments
The sculptor waits
Pondering carefully
The steps to come
Jun 7, 2013
Jun 7, 2013 at 3:07 PM UTC
The color made his eyes dance
A trick of the light, for certain
How they shown
He took such care
Folding and pressing
A stack of buttons
And collars
And sleeves
Jun 7, 2013
Jun 7, 2013 at 3:06 PM UTC
I used to dream of ice cream, toy stores
roller coasters and Star Wars
It’s just dregs now, bitter
A nightmare, Twitter
I dream of my mother scolding
Being more than senseless, molding
My father at his cruelest
Exaggerations, clueless
My little brother stolen
my arms not strong enough to hold him
Running, searching, groping
Falling into the ocean
Gasping, reaching for the rungs
Water filling my lungs
Great depths
Unknown wrecks
Sunk ships misery
No buoyancy
Car accidents
Missed tests
Broken hearts
Fire starts
A gunman in the classroom
A sudden crass boom
Glass flying through the air
People screaming, nothing there
Jun 7, 2013
Jun 7, 2013 at 3:05 PM UTC
By the handful the liquid appears colorless
But a quick glance across the rippled surface convinces you it is blue
Cold water surrounds me as I descend
Gazing upwards as I take my seat on the floor
People seem to be flying, a butterfly, though it isn’t true
I know about buoyancy, I know they are merely supported by the water
As long as they keep pushing their way through, they’ll move
The waves on the surface distort my vision
More than I originally thought
The light moves more slowly through the water
Granted I can’t perceive the lag
That little kid running along the pool deck
The action happening maybe nanoseconds, probably smaller
Before I was able to begin perceiving it
With the same idea
I could look into the sky tonight and pick a star
It may very well have died, a fiery hell or a disappointing fizzle
Millions of years ago.
My lungs ache
I push off the floor, relief when my head breaks the surface
Gasping
Jun 7, 2013
Jun 7, 2013 at 3:04 PM UTC
It’s peach tea
Spring time
Sitting against the wall, knees bent
Waiting
A shadow
Relief.
Synthetic oil
So the car will steer
Nasty stuff
Stains my fingers
Mindless driving
Familiar streets
Returning.
Dishes piled in the sink
Shoes scattered in the foyer
Stacks on papers
On the floor
Ready to be unattended to
Scolding and slamming doors
Rolling eyes, heavy sighs
Home.
The senior prom
Football games
Sleepovers, gossip tongues
Varsity jackets, the play, the game
The boyfriend, the best friend
Detention, hooky
Never happened.
Jun 7, 2013
Jun 7, 2013 at 3:03 PM UTC
Slowly but surely
Sip after sip
I’m coming around
Start to forget
Your face and you number
And the house where you live
Jun 7, 2013
Jun 7, 2013 at 3:02 PM UTC
the people sit on mats
eating with their hands
their gods demand no blood
or money
they seem happy
thoughts of second
chances
Jun 7, 2013
Jun 7, 2013 at 3:01 PM UTC
