"adecoil" poems
I'm alone
Not lonely.
I'm quite
Not sad.
I'm passionate
Not dramatic.
I'm optimistic
Not unrealistic
I'm content by myself
Not anti-social.
I'm an observer
Not a loner.
I'm happy in my own skin
Not cocky.
I'm carefree
Not careless.
I'm a human
Not a doormat.
ADeCoil
Jun 26, 2014
Jun 26, 2014 at 7:02 PM UTC
I want to get lost
In the depths of your thoughts
Be ruled
And controlled
By the demons in the alley ways
Of your soul.
It'd be such an evil pleasure of mine
Please,
May I ?
ADeCoil
Sep 26, 2014
Sep 26, 2014 at 10:54 AM UTC
Because its like a temptation
every night
The moon awakening my inner soul
calling me for a late night adventure
And I don't think you understand
how hard it is
to turn down such
sweet sin.
ADeCoil
Jul 21, 2014
Jul 21, 2014 at 2:31 AM UTC
The days are hot; long
The nights are cold; longer
My mind is in chaos
So much to say
But I cant seem to find the words
Your face is blank
Eyes empty
Mimicking your soul
Im begging for answers
Much needed closure
But you took advantage of me before
I guess this times no different
Yet
After all this time
All the damage done
I still long
To be wrapped up in your arms
To spend our nights dancing
Beneath the stars
But we never have
And we never will
All those nights with you
Made up in my mind
Thinking of how it could have been
But like everyone else
You pushed me to the side
While I followed the route
your lustful eyes were on
They just kept leading me further down
Realistically
They were just leading me on
So there I was
A broken girl, lost
Caught up in your lust
Begging for more
As you claim its to late
Your already in love
ADeCoil
Jun 26, 2014
Jun 26, 2014 at 5:58 PM UTC
Words
they're just not enough
You say you want more
But I'm calling your bluff
Feelings
they're dangerously revealing
Causing my words to devour
The time lost
In these late hours
Time
Commiting the inevitable crime
Breaking your heart
Alongside mine
Memories
Aching to be remembered
Lost in time
Dying with our embers
Lost
Our carefree souls
Perfectly intertwined
At such a wrong time
Waving
Such a simple motion
Lost in the camotion
Of life going on,
Though without you
It'll just seems wrong
Goodbye
It's time
Your no longer mine
Just promise you wont forget
All the wonderful times
Spent by each others side.
ADeCoil
Jun 22, 2014
Jun 22, 2014 at 10:37 PM UTC
The flame of our love
In each of us
Is bright as can be
But its burning you and me
Because it's filled with passion
Thats burning our skin
Causing our tunnel of love
To go dim
We're just wasting our flames
On eachothers pain
Cause we cant let go
No matter how hot we're becoming to hold
We're losing sight of ourselves
To hold onto eachother
Although our flames combined
Seem to be damaging one another
So now im lost
Not sure what to do
Because life seeams just as dark
With or without you.
ADeCoil
Jul 18, 2014
Jul 18, 2014 at 11:55 AM UTC
Sleep until the sun goes down
Then the world becomes your playground
Your Dreams become reality
You can be who you wanna be
Life becomes less serious
When you become delirious
To the world around
Instead
Make it your own
ADeCoil
Jun 22, 2014
Jun 22, 2014 at 10:50 PM UTC
Early morning;
My favorite time to write
The air and emotions
Are still settling from the previous night
And the words left unsaid
Still linger on my breath
So I'll write them down
Before they disappear
Though I wish I had the courage
To whisper them in your ear
Maybe then I'd have woken up
With you here.
ADeCoil
Sep 24, 2014
Sep 24, 2014 at 12:08 PM UTC
We lay together
In the same bed
Not touching
Barely even moving.
The possibilities are endless
But we'll save them for another night
I fall asleep to the sound of your breathing
Your body twitching.
Not from me
Though, that'd sure be heavenly.
ADeCoil
Sep 24, 2014
Sep 24, 2014 at 11:58 AM UTC
I went back home
Just to find out
I no longer belong.
They've got their perception of me
All wrong
Cause I'm happy as can be
Yet theyre saying
I'm living to free.
ADeCoil
Aug 26, 2014
Aug 26, 2014 at 10:32 AM UTC
The smell of your scent
Lingers on my lips
As you swear
You cant do this again.
But our bodies are too familiar
As you trace my skin
Eyes closed
With your fingertips.
Letting go of most of us
Was easy
Except the way you ease yourself inside of me.
Makes me question
What was going through my head
The day I left.
And in the morning, I know,
We'll try to convince ourselves that letting go
Is best.
But right now,
There's no greater feeling
Than my head on your chest.
ADeCoil
Aug 26, 2014
Aug 26, 2014 at 10:23 AM UTC