I'm alone
Not lonely.
I'm quite
Not sad.
I'm passionate
Not dramatic.
I'm optimistic
Not unrealistic
I'm content by myself
Not anti-social.
I'm an observer
Not a loner.
I'm happy in my own skin
Not cocky.
I'm carefree
Not careless.
I'm a human
Not a doormat.

                 ADeCoil

I want to get lost
In the depths of your thoughts
Be ruled
And controlled
By the demons in the alley ways
Of your soul.
It'd be such an evil pleasure of mine
Please,
May I ?

                                  ADeCoil

Because its like a temptation
every night
The moon awakening my inner soul
calling me for a late night adventure

And I don't think you understand
how hard it is
to turn down such
sweet sin.
    
              ADeCoil

The days are hot; long
The nights are cold; longer
My mind is in chaos
So much to say
But I cant seem to find the words
Your face is blank
Eyes empty
Mimicking your soul
Im begging for answers
Much needed closure
But you took advantage of me before
I guess this times no different
Yet
After all this time
All the damage done
I still long
To be wrapped up in your arms
To spend our nights dancing
Beneath the stars
But we never have
And we never will
All those nights with you
Made up in my mind
Thinking of how it could have been
But like everyone else
You pushed me to the side
While I followed the route
your lustful eyes were on
They just kept leading me further down
Realistically
They were just leading me on
So there I was
A broken girl, lost
Caught up in your lust
Begging for more
As you claim its to late
Your already in love


                          ADeCoil

The flame of our love
In each of us
Is bright as can be
But its burning you and me

Because it's filled with passion
Thats burning our skin
Causing our tunnel of love
To go dim

We're just wasting our flames
On eachothers pain
Cause we cant let go
No matter how hot we're becoming to hold

We're losing sight of ourselves
To hold onto eachother
Although our flames combined
Seem to be damaging one another

So now im lost
Not sure what to do
Because life seeams just as dark
With or without you.

                                 ADeCoil

Sleep until the sun goes down
Then the world becomes your playground
Your Dreams become reality
You can be who you wanna be

Life becomes less serious
When you become delirious
To the world around
Instead
Make it your own

                    ADeCoil

I went back home
Just to find out
I no longer belong.
They've got their perception of me
All wrong
Cause I'm happy as can be
Yet theyre saying
I'm living to free.
             ADeCoil

Early morning;
My favorite time to write
The air and emotions
Are still settling from the previous night
And the words left unsaid
Still linger on my breath
So I'll write them down
Before they disappear
Though I wish I had the courage
To whisper them in your ear
Maybe then I'd have woken up
With you here.

                     ADeCoil

We lay together
In the same bed
Not touching
Barely even moving.
The possibilities are endless
But we'll save them for another night
I fall asleep to the sound of your breathing
Your body twitching.

Not from me
Though, that'd sure be heavenly.

                                  ADeCoil