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i'm not good with feelings
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You say that I'm sensitive
But I know that I'm not
I'm just a little allergic
to all the feelings I've got

It must be my hay fever
that's why my eyes are red
if you think that I've been crying
well I'm sorry you've been mislead

it's not because you touched me
it just must be the fact
that there's something on you skin
that's making my body react

my eyes are only bloodshot
because i'm wearing fur
it's definitely not because of the way
i saw you looking at her

I'm only uncomfortable
because of something I had to eat
it's not because you give me butterflies
I'm allergic to wheat

my doctor always told me
that I should change my diet
but doing that would mean loosing you
and I'm not willing to try it

I'm used to being sick now
my intolerance is low
but that didn't make it any easier
when you told me I should go

My body is always shaking
because you're still in my system
and I should've known by now
this was a permanent condition

I told you I'm allergic
to everything I feel
don't tell me it's all in my head
because i know that this was real

[ don't know where i have seen this before but i can really relate to it]

Our bodies can bleed,
Bruise and scar

But so can our hearts
Emotions and feelings.

We need to remember
That pain is not only
Inflicted on the outside

The inside is
What hurts and suffers too

You may not notice
Someone's pain
But it doesn't mean it's not there
Because you are not able to see it.

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What am i doing so so wrong that
Everyone hates me so so bad..