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Wolfey Mar 2013
Live in my world,
Watch through my eyes.
Hear the thoughts
and listen to the lies ..
To feel the pain and agony which consumes my soul.
The dead,
cold heart in my chest.
That will soon lay me to rest
Wolfey Feb 2013
Am I a coward if I run away from my problems?
That I never get some solved because I'm scared of the outcome ?
When a problem comes around the corner,
I quickly look the other way.
To tired to do anything more.
I spend days upon days worrying if more problems will come.
Since I don't do anything,
My problems pile higher and higher
Clouding my brain.
Was else is there to do?
I don't have enough energy to resolve the problem.
But the only solution I do have,
Forget.
Wolfey Feb 2013
Secrets are what ruin our souls ..
Keeping what should be said behind closed curtains.
Why do we keep secrets?
Is it because we so not wish to hurt the ones we love?
I've kept things from the people I trust and need.
But has keeping things from them given me nothing but grief.
The power of trust should overthrow the thought and hiding.
Lying.
How are you? They ask.
Just fine.
Is the most common lie I tell each day.
I hide a secret, a man not too dense.
This man relieves me of the pain,
the hurt, and my lonely heart.
Gives me a reason to have a brand new start.
That is why I keep him hidden,
wrapped in blankets of lies.
Could the truth be told? Or bound to the book of secrets ...
See
Wolfey Mar 2013
See
If only you could see what your doing to me.
You bring me to my knees,
begging for you.
If you could only see the way I love you.
The way I stand by your side,
making sure your okay.
Wipe away the dirt when you fall ..
So tell me darling,
Why can't you see that I'm the one whose been here all along?
Wolfey May 2013
I can barely sleep at night.
Your voice echos in my mind,
your face burned into my head.
I toss and turn because I can't get comfortable..
Unless your by my side.
Keep me safe and sing me a lullaby.
Because without you,
my body doesn't want to quit
Wolfey Feb 2015
I feel smaller than usual.
Not the average quote
"why are you so small"
Not the daily struggles to reach the top shelf..
No. I felt smaller inside myself.
I tried to grasp the feeling and give it meaning
but the more I tried to understand,
the more it slid between my fingers.
I would sit in isolation.
Burying my thoughts deeper and deeper in the abyss I call my mind.
I couldn't get out.
I'd pace, thinking of a excuse of why I act so.
My mind wouldn't repress.
Everything began to hit me at once.
Hard
It worked its way through my skin, my blood, then to my bones.
At that moment. I became small.
Avoiding thoughts of any kind was forbidden.
When you're small.
Your body wakes up small.
And falls asleep small.
You can feel it in every ounce of your body,
burning away every other feeling you were feeling then and now.
I can't say I am okay.
I can't say you'll become yourself again.
Because I'm not.
I'll always feel and always be
*small
Wolfey Jan 2014
I sit here in class, headphones in, mind out.
I have a clear view of outside.
It looks quiet, peaceful.
The trees are dead and leavless,
yet they still hold their meaning of life.
The ground is moist with rain.
The tables are pointless to seat on.
You already know it cold outside,
that your going to be shivering the instant you open the door.
The cold air and aroma of rain first hits your face.
You shiver in delight,
the cold is actually warming.
Does that make sense?
It stopped raining, now.
The bell rung.
I hope you all get drenched.
Wolfey May 2013
Come closer.
Your green and hazel eyes bright in the suns reflection.
Hold my hand and kiss it gently.
Tell me that you've had enough.
Of our love..
I love the way your smile bursts into starlight
The way your laugh makes the lights on the door light up!
The way my fingers feel when they run through your blonde soft hair.
I love the way you hug me tight,
you don't care when I don't let go.
The way your body fits perfectly with mine
I can't say I love you.
But you can say you adore me.
The way your lips trace the outline of mine.
Your hands gripping my body as if your were molding a clay body of me.
Your large hands wrap around my small ones.
I love you.
You Adore me.
Wolfey Oct 2016
I won't admit it
I'm tipsy tonight

So I'll bite my tongue as my insides churn
My mind races and skids

I don't want to hear your words
I don't want your embrace
I'm lost in my own world
Reality and imagination collide into one

My hands shake from not eating
The ethanol is pushing its way through my veins
Invading my thoughts and heartbeat
My pulse slows

I won't admit it
I'm a bit tipsier than I should be

My emotions slowly fade
A foggy brain emerges in its place
I can't help but think of the future
A shot glass to every beginning
And end

I sink deeper into the temptation
Sip by sip
My body begins to lose its control
As warm liquid fills my blood and lungs

I won't admit it
But instead of your kiss
Its the glass that touches my lips
Wolfey Mar 2013
I want to fight.
For my friends,
my family.
But I'm not strong enough.
Never will be.
Wolfey Jul 2017
Today I officially said those words
we so desperately needed to hear
The words were on the tip of my tongue
but my mouth couldn't open
I started out with
"You know I love you right?"
Because I had to make sure you knew
Not just before, but even now
Your eyes changed attitude
your voice became blank
You assumed what path I'd taken us on
I reluctantly continued my words
Feeling like every word ripped you farther away from me
But you agreed
Although your eyes screamed a different story
You smiled
Said you weren't dying inside
So I leaned against you,
hoping you'd feel the connection and love between us
rushing from electron to electron
faster than ever
The understanding we have for one each other
In pain and in desire
We're forever bonded in love, friendship
and in difference

*I love you
To my Twin Flame
Wolfey Mar 2013
The warm water rushes through your hair.
You look up,
seeing the sun glimmer across the surface of the water.
Your body propels upward,
breaking through the water and into the cold air.
You feel free.
You want to take the chance,
go near shore.
You have nothing to lose,
so you swim.
Your mouth and under covered by the aqua water.
You see men,
working.
Walking.
You look at my your pearly white tail.
You lean on your palm,
sighing.
You could watch them all day.
Until a guy caught your eye.
Dark hair,
and a pair of dark eyes to match.
His hair lays infront of his face.
You watch him closely,
the way his muscles flex when he picks up some type of square.
A bax ?
No No .
Box! That's it.
You were zoning out when his eyes moved towards you.
You gasped,
wide mouth.
His eyes widen.
You slowly back away,
and when you see him walk closer to the edge,
you swim away.
Your tail flapping water at his face.
You went lower in the water,
you could see the faint figure of his face.
When  you said you had nothing to lose..
I guess that didn't mean that was your heart !
Wolfey Jun 2013
I hate life .
Wolfey Feb 2013
I didn't know what to do.
The scythe was aimed for her,
giving me an opportunity to escape the reapers hostil game.
Yet, I won't leave until she is in my arms.
Safe.
I looked around, searching for some type of weapon.
Or a distraction.
The reaper raised the scythe higher in the heavy air.
She shook in terror, her eyes filled with tears.
I didn't think before I jumped, I just did.
I felt the shrilling pain of the weapon cut deep within my stomach. She screamed my name.
"Please don't leave me" She whispered to me.
The disappearing reaper is the last thing I can remember...
Wolfey Oct 2013
I'm Fine
Wolfey Feb 2014
We used to be bestfriends.
We used to write to eachother who'd we be if we could have chosen ourselves.
We used to hangout everyday,
the anxiety instantly dripping away.
Because we just didn't care.
We used to talk about all our problems and ways we can fix eachother.
We used to ditch class to talk humbly.
We'd take pictures and have irritation when someone would steal our spot.
Even in the large,
rough grounded place.
We sat leg to leg.
Shoulder to shoulder.
We used to listent to music and fight the urge to scream.
We used to be so close.
Your the Beauty and I'm the Beast.
To Someone special. H.W.
Wolfey Mar 2013
I want you close.
Want your warm body next to mine.
I want to taste your lips.
Want your skin against mine.
I want our bodies to collide,
be one.
Wolfey Oct 2013
What now?
Please tell me.
Why am I here?
Who am I?
I am lost in a jungle of dark, radioactive killing machines.
No feelings,
no sound.
Silence rings along the ****** ground.
Stumbling back acid like branches,
hitting me.
I don't know where to go.
I dont know...
Please tell me...
WHAT NOW!
Wolfey Feb 2014
I seem to lack a sense.
I missed a very important date today.
Today we'd sit underneath the tree,
observing around us.
We'd make shapes in the dirt with our fingers,
break sticks till they crumbled,
unnoticed beneath our fingers.
I miss your face.
I'm sorry,
let me make it up to you?
To you, h.w. Let me make it up J'adore
Wolfey Feb 2013
They say that love is forever,
your forever is all that I need.
Your my other half, my twin
and companion.
You've completed my life Beauty.
Made it better than it was,
I wish you'd talk to me...
Tell me things you wish you couldn't.
Trust me.
I can't lose you.
I WON'T lose you.
That's not an option.
Please Beauty.
What if I fell to the floor,
couldn't take this anymore...
What would you do?
Please don't leave me,
I don't know long I could stay sane without you here.
My dear, sweet, sweet
beauty.
Wolfey May 2013
Would you even miss me?
You are the heart,
that beats inside of me.
If you give up tonight,
you give up on me.
I can't let you go.
Your perfect flaws.
Your cheesy smile.
Your weird ways and sassy remarks.
You are not alone

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