I picked up smoking

When I saw you packing

I thought if you saw me killing myself

You would stay longer

Because you always stuck around long enough

To make sure I was okay

But I’m not okay without you

You’re still gone

And I’m still smoking

I got a haircut you would hate

My eyes framed now by only the dark circles under my eyes

This loss of sleep is worth it

I’m finding myself without you

And I am in love with the person I see