I'm suffering from my own agony
Most days I don't feel anything
It's like I'm not even alive
I constantly ask myself why I'm here
There's no point or purpose of my existence
I can't even get myself out of this bed
Trapped in my mind like a prisoner
I have no goals or aspirations
Nothing I do is right
Nothing I say makes a difference
No one listens
Because no one understands
I no longer know what to do with myself
And I can't seem to make myself care

Funny how I never knew
Never had the slightest inkling
That I've been falling for you
With your long wavy hair
As brown as the earth around us
And eyes as bright as the morning sun
Your sly smile has made it's way into my dreams
Suffocating my mind and leaving memories
I've slowly begun to lose myself
Heart and soul
Falling into your hands
Waiting for you to decide what to do with them
Hoping, that your heart will somehow belong to me
And I can be the only one to keep it

How does my name still manage to escape your lips
The name you swore you hated
I could tell you to go **** yourself
Like I'm dying to on the inside
But you'd just enjoy the attention I'd be giving you
Like an abandoned dog who has no owner, you crave affection
It's your drive and people keep throwing it to you
You just lead them to their death
No remorse or empathy
No presence of a decent human being lingers in you
I still can't fathom what your goal is
No one will ever know
It's an unsolved mystery
That will forever remain this way

Watching the vivid sunset poke in and out of the trees
Fields stretched out in all directions
Patterns were all I could see
The rows in the fields and the straight posts of the fences
Equal numbers of trees lined up against the horizon
The sky was painted like a beautiful canvas
Colors like blue, purple, orange, and yellow
Small hills jutted out like crooked teeth
I noted the artistic qualities of the world
Walking anywhere the road would take me

The sky shaded grey and the road stretched as far as the eye could see
She didnt know where she was going or why she was walking
Just hoping to find a quiet escape from reality
The lonely walk sparked the creative part of her mind
The only part that kept her sane

Her flawless skin was as pale as the moon
A glance of her intoxicating green eyes intrigued me
Perfectly arched eyebrows added to her faultless face
The two fangs in her perfect smile were riveting
Beauty shone on the inside and out
Her voice was enchanting like a flowing river
And her heart was as warm as sunshine
She showed kindness to any stranger
Never in a million years would I find another that compared to
Her