My feelings for some are so dark.
As they make these emotional marks.
You call me emo.
you call me ******.
Who the **** are you to talk.
Everytime i turn and walk.
You fill me with hate.
Like i belong in Hells gate.
i always feel so incomplete.
Like my heart is nothing but pure concrete.

The first time we met.
I knew it wouldnt be a regret.
THe first time we kissed.
My heart filled with bliss.
When we hang out.
Your all i can think about.
You took me along on a camping trip.
Where on the raft ride we would fall and slip.
I love the way ur nose wrinkles.
And the way your eye has that special twinkle.
Even when we fight.
In my heart i know everything will be alright.
When im near you i think of love.
Which reaches the heavens above.
You take me to church.
Where for God we search.
I call you Dear Heart.
Because ive loved you from the start.

I dress differently than most.
Everyone stares like im some circus host.
I hate it when everyone stares.
I feel like i might as well be bare.
I write my heart out with this pen.
Hoping one day i can make a true friend

I dont know what to do anymore.
I always feel so sore.
Like someone is stepping on my heart.
Or piercing me with a thousand darts.
People always make me feel so ******.
Do i look like i want ur ****** pity?
My hatred is in this arm.
Which causes me this emotional harm.

I show no remorse.
I cause people nothing but emotional sores.
I have a mean side.
That can hit you like a rockslide.
I hate myself for it.
But some may never forget.
Im sorry is all i can say.
Now i go my seperate way.

When i see you my stomach gets a knot.
When i see you i wanna give u everything i got.
In my life you are the best.
You make my heart pound through my chest.
When i am down.
You erase my frown.
I always feel alright.
Cause we never fight.
Your the one i wanna see.
I think you would agree.
My feelings for you are so strong.
I wish i could just write u a song.
Your so special in every way.
I just wish i could see your face everyday.
It is you my love.
Who is an angel from above.

You were always a role model to me.
A man id like to grow up to be.
I liked seeing u at church.
There for God in our hearts we would search.
I know now ur in a better place.
Up in heaven in Gods grace.
I will miss u Mr Hall.
In our hearts u will remain to us all.

As the days pass ive learned not to trust.
You do nothing but make my heart bust.
You make me want to cut.
Everytime i feel like im being punched in the gut.
I feel my blood so warm.
As i do myself this harm.
To me love is Hell.
Which i cannot dwell.

Sometimes life can really ****.
To where i could barely give a ****.
The blood pours and drips.
As my skin rips.
I can feel the rush.
As my dreams are crushed.
Im told poetry helps.
As i write down my cries and yelps.
I dont want anyone to ever dare try to care.