i will always wonder why,
the moon don't look the same
i will always wonder why
i can't cope the pain
            -
why i can't be myself anymore,
i will always wonder why,
the things ended up the way they did
why the dreams shattered with grey skies

why the sun don't seem so bright
why there is no hope for life!

Empty heart with screams inside
one for hope, one for life
screams turn into whispers instead
the whisper for love and hope

the whispers get lower an lower each day
finally the day comes when the whispers won't say

but it took all the life in me away....

walls, these high walls
walls, i cannot break
walls, i cannot hate
walls, which stay forever
walls, which takes them farther
farther and farther they drift away
the farther they i stretch between them
the more i break and bend

these walls these ******* walls.

monsters crawl under my bed
they have no teeth or no claws
but a raging fear in my breath
keeps them alive as long as i stay
they have no fear or no name ,
yet they live ,
longer then i'll ever exist .
they will live long after i'm gone,
but the real misery is that
i create these monsters and they crawl under my bed ,
\ i can't help but dwell ,
on their existence . i'll never know ,
if i'll live without them

every second chance i give
is just an illusion of hope

a hope long lived but
is dead now

every time my heart gets a little warmer
you remind me why
it got cold in the first place

you are the one
who took all my hope away

the hope in forgiveness
the hope in kindness
and in LOVE.