When I close my eyes to sleep at night,
I cannot rest; it makes me tired
All these feelings surge out of my heart
All these thoughts burst out of my mind
I think of you and what we could be
If this world stopped spinning in reality
I cling to the feeling of happiness
I feel ecstatic all the time
Then I remember everything
This is not right
The earth starts spinning again
My thoughts, back to reality
I wish I could get you out of my head
But I can't do so, it makes me mad
Because when I try to get rid of you
I'm afraid I'll lose myself instead