Whitney

Whitney Aug 2013

If I could ask for one thing in my life
One thing only
I would wish
that one day I will fall in love
with someone who loves me back

whether it is born from the darkest
coldest depths of sorrow
when winter is every where
and trees hang above you like a
bad oman

whether it is when you least expect it
in your favorite coffee shop
or the one you've never been to before
hunched over a computer screen like
the workaholic you know you are

whether it is in the most romantic place
in the world
on top of the Eiffel Tower
arguing over an engagement or
a birthday

it doesn't matter
as long as we both
love deeply and strongly
as long as we are best friends
partners in crime
as long as every moment together is
cherished

no matter how long we have.
Please, let us love unconditionally.

Computer

Whitney Aug 2013

Quote

The world is not meant to be seen as what it is, but as what it has the potential to be.

Phone

Whitney Aug 2013

Forever is Shorter Than We Think

I can not voice or write
What it feels like to be betrayed by
The man you trusted mor than any
Human being in the world

You watched yourselves grow old together
In your dreams
You named your future children together
You faced the world together and
That was the only thing that mattered
Being hand in hand

No distance was far enough our fingers
Could still grasp at each other
At the idea we would matter to one another
Forever

Forever is shorter than we think
Especially on the day we grow up
And realize what they've been telling us all these years
Love
Love is a lie
And if it is real it is sly and mischievous
Unforgiving and unkind
It blows my mind how people can
Lie and
Lie and
Lie
Lie
Lie
Lie
Every words of trust
Every moment of vulnerability will only ever be rewarded with
Disappointment
In another for letting you down
In yourself for being naïve enough to believe it could have ever ended different.

Phone

Whitney Aug 2013

Longer

Cut cut cut away
I don't feel the decay
Of my emotions or feelings
I much prefer the numb
Burning.
Amazing how its supposed to hurt
Crimson tears drip thick from my
Escape
I'm trying to escape but it's not working
It hurts I feel it
What happened to being numb?
Ow ow its pulsing its burning its ringing
My ears are ringing
Goodnight goodnight
That's all that's left
A body and some blood
That's all that's ever left
No story no memories
Not a word to our name
To a stranger we are all the same
Someone who could have lived a little bit
Longer

Phone

Whitney Jul 2013

Untitled

What am I supposed to do with you?
With your kind blue eyes
that twinkle in the dwindling classroom light?
I do not understand why
you pretend not to cry
when you sit alone on the front steps.
If I can guess I'd say there's a mess
inside your mind.
There's good inside you
I know it's there.
It's just trying to find it's way out.

You make me so happy
like not many others do.
I do not have to laugh to
hold the conversation.
When I'm down I cannot frown
when I trace the outlines of
your unblemished face.
You believe in the impossible
or at least pretend you do.
I can do anything when I'm with you.

So maybe we need each other
in a way.
You need someone to
tell you it's okay
to be imperfect.
I need your
childlike dreams
the ability to always
believe.

I'm asking you please,
step out of your comfort zone and
see what I see.
See your beauty.
Find beauty in me.
Maybe it will be worth it some day.

Computer

Whitney Jul 2013

What I Said

A boy asked me today
oozing with arrogance and
emiting the nauseating smell of
swag
"Why does everyone love me?"
Most people in their
right mind
would have told him
"Get over yourself."
But for some reason
But for some crazy reason I will never understand
never comprehend
I said-

Computer

Whitney Jul 2013

Do Not Hide Your Eyes

Do not hide your eyes
behind that loppy hair of yours
when the eyes are the key to the soul
and you won't allow anyone to look inside
how can you expect us to help you?

Computer