Whitney B

Whitney B Jul 2014

Our minds?
Underdeveloped.
Our common sense?
Nonexistent.
Our emotions?
Regnant.
Our hearts?
Easily broken.
We are the Teenagers.
We are considered,
Stupid
Emotional
And weak.
Yet if we fail as a teenager,
Our lives will be nothing
We will not attend college,
or get a degree
or get a job
or acquire a steady income
We are young
We are hostile
But most of all,
We are scared.
Failure means oblivion
Free all the teens.
Before we crash and burn.
And you will be the driver who crashes us
And you will be the person who lights us aflame
Free all the teens.
Please.

My tumblr URL is free-all-the-teens.tumblr.com and people have been asking about it. I feel the significance is best expressed here. As a teenager, there's nothing I fear more than the future.

Whitney B May 2014

I am my Own Big Sister

She talks to you and you yell back
I am my own big sister
She's kind to you and you attack
I am my own big sister
She tries her best and you don't at all
I am my own big sister
I know you won't be there when I fall
I am my own big sister
My tears are falling, and I'm alone
I am my own big sister
I just want to be happy in my own home
I just want my big sister

Ever feel like your family is falling apart? And your sort of just....there. I promised a long time ago that if she won't make my mother proud, than I sure as hell will.

Whitney B Apr 2014

Why Did I Bother

The girl who's not loved
But no one knows
She has a story
That's never told
Sometimes she laughs
Not that anyone cares
Maybe she smiles
But no one's aware
And every once in a while
She may steal a glance
At the beautiful boy
Who never gave her a chance
She'll think to herself
"I shouldn't have tried."
Because he's the cause
Of every tear she's cried

Whitney B Apr 2014

Why Does Everybody Run?

If I said "I love you."
Would you run away?
Screaming at my imperfect body
Ranting about my wavering smile
Yelling at my teary eyes?
Yes, you would.
And then you would come back
Contently holding another girls hand
Praising her perfect body
Rambling about her strong smile
Staring into her bright eyes
And me?
I would still have my imperfect body
And wavering smile
And teary eyes
Just with a slightly more
Broken Heart.

Whitney B Jan 2014

Empty

You claim that you love me
Say it all day
But when it comes to showing it
You seem to go astray
"She means nothing to me!" You say
"It's all just a lie!"
But what you don't know is
I see the truth in your eyes
Harder and harder
night after night
I'm more and more tempted
to give up my fight
But I'm Whitney, of course
I put my troubles aside
It's my duty to smile
But I'm empty inside.

Whitney B Nov 2013

Fail

I shouldn't be loved
I don't deserve it
I deserve nothing but pain and misery
She should rich and famous
She should be happy
But she has me
I am holding her back
I am a failure
Why do I fail at everything?
Every thing I touch
Every thing I do
Is a failure
And I don't know why.
But I know
I shouldn't be here.
I don't deserve it.

Whitney B Jun 2013

Today Is My Day

Today is a day
Just for me
My best friend is gone
She's history
I've got a new hope
Shining bright as can be
I've got to let go
So I can be free

Today is a day
To let everything go
My best friend is gone
To where? I don't know
But I've got a new hope
And it's just gonna grow
I'm going to make sure
That I put on a show

Today is a day
To let loose and go wild
My best friend is gone
She has been for a while
But I've got a new hope
Im going out with style
How long has it been
Since I actually smiled?