Im trying to ******* understand things
if padraic died five times
then how does he not know his name
was it all the samee
was he all the same
im about to stick a lot of pins in my amr
maybe the blood will fix my head
i dont know what is happening

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I can feel the ants all over me again
And I hate it when you tell me
You love me
And I love it when you tell me
You love me

You don't know anything

But if you continue to say things like that you will

And then you can go away

And I can evaporate like the water you didn't know I hated

God the freckles on your skin

Heaven help me

Is this salvation

You said you loved me
More than the sun and the stars
But how much can you really love a
Burning light

I didn't care anyway

I'm nothing like stars

And so do funerals

You ******* witch how did you do this to me
I'm grieving over you so much, I can't stop screaming
And these ******* tears won't stop beaming in the moonlight
The moonlight that's tried to wipe your kisses off my cheek night after night
Tried to absolve me from the smell of your hair

I could write about your eyes, but I know you hate that
I could right about the cracks in your skin, but you'd probably like that

Evil poisonous girl
You've ruined me

Your love just isn't enough
These pills just aren't enough

My screams aren't loud enough

There's just not enough

I'm too tired to bide time anymore

We literally kissed until our lips bled

But you will not take my dress off

"Shut up
Let's play piano tiles on your couch"