I am the broken one,
I know I´m the one who gives advice,
The one who makes you believe in another chance,
The one who listens to your problems patiently,
But what about me?
You think I´m fine?
Well I´m not,
I´m broken.
Even more than you are,
But I like helping other people,
because I don´t want them to end like me.
But deep down I can´t handle this anymore,
My life has turned into chaos.
I listen to everybody´s problems.
Nobody listens when I speak,
It´s like I become invisible the minute I start talking about me.
Nobody realizes how sad I am,
Not even my mom,
Not even my dad.
Not even when I cry every night.

Will this ever end?
Or will I have to end it myself...

Never will I find
Somebody with your heart
Always filled with joy
And peace everytime

Now looking into your eyes
I see what I didn't want,
They don't look kind
They look tired

And now I realize
How lucky I was,
Always had you by my side

All I can say now is
Please just stay one more night,
We can talk, we can do anything you want
But don't leave my side

I want to go somewhere far
Somewhere calm,
Somewhere now.

I want to escape
from reality
from you
and from me

And just lay there,
eyes closed
quiet sound
and the wind
blowing against me.

Is it too hard?
just to escape
leave everything
so far away.

Then,
I suddenly find it,
peace and quiet.
Is this reality?
I am happy.

but then I see,
it was all a dream,
I am still here
In this house full of tears.

All that is left,
a memory held,
the tear stains
and the scars that remain.