Beautiful and sad, she was a mystery to unsolve
She had a dark side she didn´t like to show,
Everybody noticed it, but nobody ever wondered what was behind.
Until a radiant guy came along
And her sadness was turned into a song,
He brightened up the dark parts and made her laugh when she wanted to cry
But they couldn´t meet for long
So her sadness returned every night.
And she cried and cried shooting stars
which became wishes from lost love.

christmas lights in the walls even though it´s march,
the smell of incense,
always had candles lit up
it seemed magical.

Her own little world.
Her fanatsy.
Her escape from reality.
Her safe  land.

Your love was like a cigarrette.
It burned brightly and took my breath away
like nicotine I was addicted to it every day.
And the desire burned in me to see you again
but as a cigarrette it was soon over,
never enough, but forever gone.

My eyelids feel heavy
but I can´t sleep.
This house is a hell,
I´m afraid I repeat.

Memories come back
and I want to scream.
I can´t fall asleep, I can´t fall asleep.

The fear I´m feeling
creeps into me,
Tears start falling
and I feel dizzy,
why is it like this?
Why did it have to be me?

The scars in my chest
The tears in my eyes
The ache in my soul
The sadness in my mind
Why being so young do I feel so tired?
Maybe my life isn't what I wanted.

Does the little girl inside of me is still alive?
Deep inside she cries
She feels trapped and lonely
She is scared of the dark
But the one inside of herself.

But don't worry little angel
Soon you will be fine
This will all end
And you will be soaring in flight
With other little angels
Of the lost children who lost their mind.

Unspoken words,
The hand he didn't hold,
The lonely boy filled with regret
And the girl who never showed interest.

Tender touches
Soft lips
Warm breaths
Its what they'll never feel.

They didn't take the chance
Saw it pass by
And now regret comes back
When the memories flash behind
And tears fall down.

Cause all they had to do
Was give an acknowledging look
Instead of looking down
Now it can't be taken back
But hope will never die.
And he believes
Someday he'll press rewind