Monica

Monica Jul 2019

Prayers

I wish that i could say it directly
I wish that i'm brave enough to explain properly

Sorry for being such a coward
Sorry for making you believe that you're hard to love

I do
I always do,
Sending all of this happy prayers to the sky

Have a good sleep dearest human creature
Don't ever worry about bad dream
You've got my prayers inside your sleep

there is also me inside the prayers.♡

Monica Jul 2019

All I Wanna Say Is...

Waking up in the middle of the night
Looking for my plushie and holding it so tight
It's weird..
My eyes don't want to sleep

Whoops.
I see his appearance. Disguised.

How could it be?
Why did all i see was his appearance in the middle of the night?

Ahh..
There is something i've never told him before he left.

All i wanna say is thank you. Thank you for existing. Thank you for took a part of my journey. Thank you for making a tears streaming down my face.

Monica Jul 2019

Hey! It's too dark.

Oops.

" I'm sorry i broke your favourite glasses. " Me, asking for an apologize.

But hey,
I see something different within his glance.
So danger yet so dark.
I've never seen that before.

I'm about to make my step to reach him but all i wanna see is he take his step back, avoiding me.

" Please don't do that to me. " I'm begging.

what should i do to bring you back here. next to me.

Monica Jul 2019

Good Morning, Universe.

Good morning, universe.
How was your sleep?
Good?
Do you still see him in your dream?

It's ok.
You're not alone.
Because the same thing happens to me, often.
And all i always do after woke up is cry.

can i sleep any longer? i wanna meet him once again.

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