underwater
an endless blue

fighting is futile

burning in my chest
ringing in my ears

exploding colours before my eyes

is this how it will end?
this is how it will end

all is well

and my limbs go limp
and all the colours fade

blue takes over

I've asked around and
They're all different, you said
So while I figure it out
I'm going to hand you this string
Hold on to this end
and get into this box
It's going to be dark
but you just have to wait
I'll check in occasionally
But you've got to stay until I get my head right

So here I am
Just
Stuck in this
Dark place

When I am sad
I feel alive
My skin tingles
I feel so alive

I feel like no one should touch me
At the slightest touch
I would combust,
shatter,
disappear