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Weevil Dec 2013
If
if,

one-day

you ever read this.

I hope you maybe, just maybe

understand

why I am incapable

of ever leaving you alone.*

...

I spent that hole year, trying to make you like me.
I was an absolute idiot, yes I'll admit it.
Then I was scared that the year would end, as of course it would
inevitably.


So when the end did come,
as of course it would.
I wept and crept
away from the sun.
Into my dark mind away from everyone.

Then I could not extinguish that flame,
that you'd so annoyingly implanted,
in my heart,
in my mind and brain.

So I kept on getting singed,
moth to a candle,
flame that you are,
and I cringed...

But again I tried, to see you,
though it was always cut short
and I never knew if you loved me or not
But I will probably always continue to try to
forget you until tomorrow.
Weevil Dec 2013
There, on my pillow, a tear.

It isn't mine, I wasn't here.

I was asleep in something like a dream,

of how your smile used to gleam.

And it, being like a dream, like a happy one,

It could never have caused me to cry, or run

So here I am, looking at the tear,

wondering how it got here,

not letting myself even conceive

the idea that my dream was make-believe.
-sniffle-
Weevil Dec 2013
I found you in my dreams again-
Wonderful as ever.

I saw you in my dreams again-
Beautiful as ever.

I smiled at you in my dreams again-
Straight-toothed as ever.

I hugged you in my dreams again-
Nose as freckled as ever.

I loved you in my dreams
and again-
I realised that my love for you, was the only thing that
my dreams had got
true.
Weevil Dec 2013
M
Take this sharp knife out of my heart please
Stop the pain.

Take my bleeding heart and throw it into a waterfall so it sprinkles into rain drops and leaves me free
Then leave me be.

I can't bear being away from you-
I can't bear being near to you-

What if I don't say it right?
What if I don't say it?

What if you HATE me?

Oh heck!
Come here and save me from you!

— The End —