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Overwhelmed Nov 2010
death
will
come
but
it
will
be
peaceful
and
there’s
no
need
to
fe­ar
judgment

we’re all equal in death
Overwhelmed Sep 2013
this afternoon,
I could’ve walked forever
down the streets of Athens, Georgia
soaking up the rays of the sun
as I finally felt at peace with
myself.
Overwhelmed Sep 2011
let’s get this done

let’s knuckle down
man up, and go for
it

let’s conquer like
they did in ancient
times

and skipping out
into the sunset, I
planned to do just
that
Overwhelmed Sep 2011
let winter come,
I say,
we all want the cold
and the silence.

this summer’s been
too brutal,
this heat has frayed
our nerves

we’re done caring
we’re done feeling
we all want to be
numb

jackets, fires, and
family are much more
warmer than the sun’s
ungodly light

so let winter come,
I say,
let the world be quiet
and its people take some
time to heal
Overwhelmed Oct 2010
he lies in the word
a meaning that even
he does not understand

the poet relays what he really means
even if doesn’t want to

he lies with every word
the meaning of his existence
and the secret tortures
he can only scream
louder
Overwhelmed Mar 2011
life is
like
a fragile
glass

it is intrinsic:
beautiful even
more on the
inside

it is valuable:
more for it’s
purpose than
its looks
alone

it is sacred:
something
that only a few
ever really
appreciate

life is
like
a fragile
glass

something whose value
is greatest
after years of refinement
and growth
but as each day
goes on
in its fragile,
oh so fragile,
existence
the chance of its breaking
grows as greatly
as the cost of
losing
it
Overwhelmed Mar 2011
the cigarette
of our pent-up passion
in your mouth
is the only light
in this dark place
the world
has forced us
into

as you slink down to me
somehow seeing
through shroud of black
your cigarette illuminates
a knowing smirk
upon the red lips
of your face

those lips tantalize me
making requests
I can’t hope to fulfill
and begging questions
I refuse to answer

I cannot see your eyes
but I know the future
they see

that cigarette burns in the black
teaching me the meaning of love

as you crawl forward,
awaiting the final pounce,
I know that your cigarette
will fall to the ground
and like our pent-up passion
it will turn the room to fire
and the world will soon
catch too
Overwhelmed Mar 2011
my eyes stare into the future
and they glaze over with sad-
ness

my hands cover my mouth
to hide it but I know that it
cannot be ignored

my fate is coming soon, the
beginning of another end I
must endure
Overwhelmed Mar 2011
I
walk
small
circles
round
and
round
and
round
like
nobody
is
watching
because
nobody
is

we
are
always
so
caught
up
thinking
that
there’s
somebody
always
judging
us
and
then
we
go
complain
that
we
are
alone

I
spin
I
run
in
small
circles
when
nobody’s
watching
which
is
almost
always

when
you
are
alone
you
are
alone

everyone
is
so
caught
up
in making
sure
nobody’s
watching
them
that
they’ll
rarely
notice
you

but
if
someone
does
notice
you
seize
the
moment

do
something
do
something
you’d
only
do
while
no
one
is
watching
because
in
reality
you
have
had
your
whole
life
to
practice
and
only
have
this
moment
to
prove
it
hasn’t
gone
to
waste
Overwhelmed Jan 2011
I graze now
boarding schools
of the highest
and utmost
quality

I want to run away
I want to start a new life
I want to create a new me,
in a new place,
in a new
world

I have reached the highest
point I can ever reach here

where can I go beyond this?

I’ve exhausted the resources
of my friends;
I’ve climbed the rungs of
power in theatre, poetry,
leadership;
I’ve created a society of
lies to protect myself and
hide myself from the truth
of the world, even as the
truth of my personality
slowly eats away at my
innards until I am hollow
and whistle in the wind

I do not take this act lightly,
I do not take abandoning my
friends,
my many years of work,
my reputation, good and bad.
I do not want to take what
I am away, but,
for my own sake,
I must

I deserve a new start,
a fresh start,
where I can be
whoever I want to be

I was gypped out of this opportunity
by birth, by my stable and even life
lived in only three houses, by my
poor luck to be so lucky, as to have
as good a life as I have been blessed

I do not complain about that
I complain about the jealousy
it boils in me for those people
whose parents are infirm and
irresponsible;
who are dragged from place
to place, never setting down
deep roots, by their owners;
who are given the opportunity
to be constantly dynamic whilst
my only option is to flounder
amongst a static tank

I am pained
by all this

by all this hate,
I have for the things
I love

by all these contradictions,
of the shoulds and
should-nots

by me,
showing, for once,
my human side
I cannot make sense
of the why’s and
the how’s
that my brain has
concluded thus
that I should move,
forget my past,
and start
anew
Overwhelmed Aug 2012
it was good because
I could laugh off the small things
and smile when I was challenged
and grin at my enemies
and smirk at my loves

it was good because
I could be happy and not feel guilty
and enjoy myself without being sad
and dream of the future
and not need to fear it

it was good because
I could finally be alive
and only someone who’s lived
and then failed to live
can really appreciate
just how wonderful
that first day
of living
truly
was
Overwhelmed Apr 2012
in that worst moment
I found out just how much
the human body
could bear

how much the
human mind could
understand

and how much
the human soul could
take

a wiser man
would not have been shocked
to witness it not only survive

but thrive
Overwhelmed Jan 2011
to thy son
from thine father
and from his father
and up through the
years

bits and pieces
of each other
every family is imperfect
and beautiful

I smile at my cousins,
and my uncles, and
my aunts

they,
all pieces of me

me,
all pieces of them

come together
every year
to love,
be merry,
and celebrate

each other

and the little things
able to keep us
together
Overwhelmed May 2010
the fan
whirls
about
at 10:
46 pm
and I
realize
that I
can make
the whole
world
silent

what is the sound of
silent?

nothing?
but that’s not
something

is it the sound of forest
undisturbed by the ever
-reaching tentacles of
man?

is it the sound of the ocean
washing away the islands
that come and go like it’s
no big deal?

is it you and I as we stare
into each other’s soul as we
think about what we have
done?

is it when the mind stops?
is it when the body stops?
is it when the heart stops?
is it just one last big burst
of sound and then:

nothing?

silence is the golden tool
we humans have used to
keep ourselves sane

a man borne into the cacophony
of so many other men will only
add to the white noise and never
seek to know if there is something
else, something
better

noise is nothing
to music

music is nothing
to silence

silence is nothing?

where does that
leave us
at 10:
52 pm?

it leaves us
at the tv turning
back on,
the music coming
back to rhythm,
my peaceful world
suddenly evaporating
away
Overwhelmed May 2010
the little Indian dancers
done up in feathers
dance a new dance
or at least new to me

the little Indian dancers
done up in feathers
live a new life
that’s a mystery to me

the little Indian dancers
done up in feathers
move their feet like hands
and their hands like wings

the little Indian dancers
done up in feathers
create a new world
all in my eyes

the little Indian dancers
done up in feathers
soar like eagles
but never leave the ground

the little Indian dancers
done up in feathers
create a dance
that’s different for all

the line
the circle
the twist
the bend
the dip
the dive
the cross
the cave

the little Indian dancers
done up in feathers
do this and more
and it’s all new to me
Overwhelmed Nov 2010
going to try
pen and paper
again

starting with
a piece
transferred from a loose slip
during english

so
I wonder

what can I do with this?

perhaps,
a hundred poems
in this little
red
book
will appear
for my eyes
or for
others
Overwhelmed Mar 2011
perhaps,
I have just a
little bit
too
much
to live
for

have to much
stuff,
too many
friends,
plenty of
family
that actually
cares about
me

but I have this,

sneaking
suspicion

that it’s
not good
for
me

when I have all this
stuff
to do the living for
when do I have time
to live for myself?

why should I even
live for myself?

I, myself.
am not the
most important
thing that
depends on
me



if I died,
it wouldn’t be
who lost the
most

it would be my friends
it would be my family
it would be the theatre
it would be literature
it would be my society
it would be my country
it would be the world

because once I’m
dead
I can’t lose anything
more

but I’m not dead,
and I’m not dying
so why think of
these things?

because I fear death
because I fear my own mind
because I fear what living
for others has done to me
after all these years

when everything
I have to live for
is gone (as it will be,
one day) will I go
on?

and as long as I don’t have
an answer, this question will
haunt me still
Overwhelmed Apr 2011
to forget everything
bad that’s
happened is
a fool’s errand

I am not a fool
but I am an idiot

I bite off more than I chew,
spit it out,
and take another
gigantic
gulp

my head hurts
my body hurts
my mind hurts

with all the mistakes
and obviously bad
decisions

I am not discouraged

I am living
not dying
(I hope)

living,
not dying,
for the
moment

living, not dying,
with music in my
ears and songs in
my heart, so I pick
up the pen and be-
gin
Overwhelmed Mar 2011
He stares at me with those
Lock-key eyes
That let nothing out
And fewer things in

He cuts through me with those
Lock-jawed eyes
That are angry like fire
But cool in watery peacefulness

He answers me with those
Lock-heart eyes
That beat on the inside
But are shriveled and black
To me

She whispers this to her journal,
The one I read on her face as I
Stare back with those
Lock-heart eyes
Of mine
Overwhelmed Jul 2010
happy smiles on matching faces,
holding hands under an ancient
oak, watching the sun set in each
others arms, each day seems long
but not long enough

ageless words like their ageless
meanings bring to light what
good there is in all this bleak
mess

what I know without ever
experiencing
like reading a book about
a place you’ll never
go

sadness invades me now
the warm images fading
from my mind as the cold
norm returns in a raging
blizzard

the poem, as my heart,
sits worn in my hands
and without any idea
where to go I take a
step, dropping it to the
ground I’d already passed
Overwhelmed Mar 2011
They say
don’t bet on that
it’ll never happen
yeah, unfortunately

They tally the odds in their head then say
“It’s a long-shot”

They said it about a horse
They’ve said it about the president
They say it about me

I just put my ear plugs in
and aim my rifle
but before I shoot I say

“Is it still a long shot?”

and they’ll scream

“Yup!”

“Too bad”
I say
and I take my shot

(I don’t know if I hit my target)

“suppose I have a better chance than humanity
cropping up in all this chaos”
Overwhelmed Mar 2011
I’m all alone



what now?

do I cry?
do I yell?
do I get angry?
do I do something about it?


what is there to do?
what can I  do?
there’s nothing I can do
I don’t think

I may be drowning in all the people
around me
but I’m still more alone than ever

why is it that every time they come
I end up like this?

no more!
I say now
drunk on my own feelings of
remorse
but I will come back to them
drowning once again in a sea
I could’ve totally bypassed

I make a wish now

that something will happen
in them
in me
in the universe
in something
to make this endless cycle
cease

but I have accepted that it will not
come



good night world
I’ve been disappointed
and maybe it’ll all change

one day

but for now
I’m all alone
and I don’t know
what
to do
next
Overwhelmed May 2010
so your
mad,
because someone was
bad,
well that makes me
sad
but I guess I won’t
add
to this like a bad tv
ad
and just let you indulge this
fad
and that’s all I’ve got to say because I’m a
tad
glad
Overwhelmed Jul 2010
I tried to a make-up
something for a
poem

a love I never had,
a moment I never
experience, a time
that never existed

over and over
I try to do it
but I know it’s
all deceit

why can’t I say it?
my head is squarely
on head but my hands
seem to belong to any
other person

I have been challenged

write one line

and there,
I did it

but we both know that’s not enough

the sun is begging me
the grass is begging me
the bugs, and the fan,
and my diet coke next to
me is begging me too

write!
they say

pah,
that’s easy for you to say

but then I look down into their eyes
and then back down at my screen

I am still writing
but for the time
I refuse to accept my
work
Overwhelmed Mar 2013
you’re lucky, kid,
pretty lucky,
too lucky,
remember that,
kid.

you’re lucky
that nothing has ******* up too bad,
and that you born into a whole freaking lot,
and that even though some ****** things have happened
(what with Christina and the depression and the cancer)
that you’re still not bitter about them.

maybe it’s that you know
how lucky you are,
or maybe you’re just smart enough
to enjoy good things when they
happen.

either way,
you’re luckier than most.

you’ve had love,
from the day you were born to just moments ago,
and you’ve seen the world and all of its beauty,
and more than anything you appreciate it all,
at least to some degree.

but you’ll get greedy, kid,
start thinking you deserve the sunshine
and blue sky and other simple pleasures,

but nobody does, kid,
the human race traded in for that long ago,

we wanted more, and we got it,
but we’ll never be clean of what
we had to do to get it.

so be happy, kid, be happy,
because you are
lucky.

you’re luckier than most
and your luck isn’t going
to stop soon, hopefully.

stay smart
stay alert
stay focused

don’t let this
go to waste.
Overwhelmed Sep 2012
all that’s left is ruins
holding within them
the stories of so many

but the jungle barely notices
as her vines begin to reclaim
that which is rightfully hers
mad
Overwhelmed Jan 2011
mad
I imagine
madness looks
quite like
anybody you
might meet on
any street

their clothes tattered
or freshly pressed.
their faces muddled
or beautiful from so
many years of life.

yes, madness,
must be like
anyone else.

simply living,
surviving,
through this big,
bad life like the
rest of us.
Overwhelmed Jul 2012
I smile in the face of oblivion,
excited to have a purpose again.
Overwhelmed Mar 2011
I hear the noise of silence
quietly now you wonder what I mean
but that is the magic of this trick
that it truly has no meaning
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Overwhelmed Mar 2014
1 (alseep)

now tell me: how are you?
******

why is that?
I’m ******

how do you know this?
I can see myself
I am but a tower of ****
that walks like a man

how do you know this?
I can see

what other proof have you?
my life

what of it?
it has **** all over it

that says nothing about you
how so?

the bed is not a blanket
because the former
is smothered
in the latter.

there is no
choice.

but there is.

to be good enough.

then chose
become something new
one that is good enough for you

let’s begin,
repeat after me:

2 (dreams)

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3 (back to bed)**

now tell me,
how have you been
doing?

good enough

say it again
good enough

again
good enough

again
good enough

again!
good enough!

again!
good enough!

once more
good enough

and again
good enough!

again
good enough

I don’t believe you!
good enough!

you are a liar!
no!

you are here to cheat me!
no!

you are here to cheat yourself
no!

you said no lies! no tricks!
there are no lies! no tricks!

liar!
no!

so tell me again!
good enough!

again!
good enough!

AGAIN!
GOOD ENOUGH!

liar! you’re pathetic!
me? you’re pathetic!

how?
you lie!

how?
you told me this would help!

how does that make me a liar!
I still feel like ****!

ah! but do you?
what?

do you still hate yourself?
what?

do you feel worthless?
what?

do you feel like a waste?
what?

for you have just told me
three-hundred and seventy-eight times
that you are not
so how are you?

good enough?
good enough.

good, now again.
Overwhelmed Jul 2015
the soul wells with poetic thoughts
but the mind no longer knows poetic word
and the fingers no longer have poetic purpose
just a small figure in a towering chamber
where every footstep echoes for hours
so there is not a cough, not a whisper
and those who pass through would say
that no one lives there,
at least not any more
Overwhelmed Jan 2011
a coke,
some groceries,
and a
mars
bar

I pay
and walk
home
though
the
cold

throw the coke
on a trash pile
before I round
the corner to
the flat

I like this european way
to get groceries
every other
day

I eat the mars bar inside
warming myself and
surfing the net

wonder where
I can get this
in the states?
Overwhelmed Oct 2010
on the other side
are the people who really exist

the cruel ones
the cold ones
the sadists
the *******
the whiners
the liars
the manipulators  

but we live on this side
the side of faces
and that’s all we see

a face,
that can be
whatever a person
wants it to
be

the hero,
the god,
the winner,
the leader,
the helpful one,
the thoughtful one,
the generous,
the forgiving

are all just an illusion of

the ignorant,
the hateful,
and
the weak.

this side of reality,
is a terrible one,
where nothing is real
and yet
it is the only thing
tangible
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Overwhelmed Nov 2012
things don’t have
to add up

love does not equal marriage
death does not equal sadness
life does not equal suffering
and pain does equal fear

in life
and all throughout the universe
there are holes in our equations
that we will never be able to fill

know what can known
and know what can’t
and accept that
things don’t have
to add up
and
most times
they won’t
Overwhelmed Mar 2011
maybe she remembers

maybe she remembers
all those loving words
we whispered in each
others ears

maybe she remembers
all those nights that we
stayed up

all those nights that
turned to morning
before we ended
them

I remember
I remember them all
I remember them and
tears come to my eyes

not just for losing them,
those wonderful nights
that turned to morning,
but for the fact that I
lost them, caught up in
blind hormonal rage

my words were nothing
against the anger you
rightfully threw against
my fragile mind

and I was crushed
my mind fell into pieces
as I was reminded not to
get ****** in

I cried
I’d never cried like I did that day

because I did
I got ****** in
like I knew I
shouldn’t have

but I don’t regret it

she probably remembers;
I told her I could let her
go then,

and I did
but it was hard
too hard
but I did it

I’m better for it

maybe she remembers me
I hope so

maybe she remembers
what we did
and
what we didn’t do

we’ll never be the same.
neither of us,
I remember why
and maybe she remembers
too
Overwhelmed Jun 2013
tired like always
and I don’t have much to say
but I thought I should write again
just for the exercise, for memory,
for myself, maybe, or maybe
I’m just feeling my exhaustion
and wanting to let it go
and maybe that’s poetry
maybe
Overwhelmed Mar 2011
I am tired
of being told
that I shouldn’t
express what
I think and
who I
am

yes,
I know it’s
in my best
interest

the world is never
ready for somebody
to challenge their
ideas

but I’m tired of that
this needs to happen
if I won’t speak up,
who will?

passiveness got me
no where

activeness has always
seemed to work

I know the risks,
the issues, what
can happen if I
go to far, but I
live in an age
where anyone
can say anything
and that alone
is worth exploiting

so I will say what I think,
what I believe in, how the
world should be!

I will scream it from the rooftops!
from the hills and in the valleys!
my voice will reign through the land

and as more ears turn
to face me and learning
sets in I will give one
fair caution to those
out there listening:

I may not be right,
I may well be wrong

don’t worship my prophesies
take them, and make your
own
Overwhelmed Feb 2011
remember your mortality
the wise-man says

know that your
flesh and bones
will die one day
and by happy with
it

you will live on
in your children,
in your work,
your memory will
float about on the
river of time

and the sage,
behind his white
beard,
rambles on and
on about his roman
wisdom
until
his bones turn to
dust
and his words
no longer
echo

as he dies,
moving on
to heaven or
no-where,
he leaves you
to remember your
mortality

how even great
men,
like him,
fade against
time’s beating
rays

your fingers and
your toes, all the
hairs on your head,
the works of your
hands, and spawn
of your ****

they bear against
the rushing waves,
of life and death
and history.

they cannot survive for-
ever

nothing,
ever can.

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so these leaves us still perplexed

as to the meaning
of our very existence,
and to what death
is, and why it comes,
and why it corrupts
everything that ever
was

I come to you,
bearing a young face
and old eyes,
answering your
question with my booming
voice:

there is
none

forget your blood
and genes and eyes

forget the finger-nail
clippings and the dead
corpses of so many
soldiers

to live without meaning is freedom

the choice to make
what we can out of
nothing

that,

I say to
you,

is what it’s
all
about

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I don’t think of death
I do not ponder at its cause
I do not wonder at its morals
I do not quest for its final
cure

I live,
in happiness,
thinking-

-knowing-

that this world
means nothing

and as I sip my drink,
and play my games,
and fall in and out of
love, I am not depressed
at thinking there is
nothing

in fact,
I am
relieved
Overwhelmed Mar 2011
we all have them
hidden in tiny shoe-boxes
in the back of our closets

occasionally we seek them out
hoping for the ***** pleasure
of relishing in the past

the good hurt
as it would seem
but we’re all
ashamed if caught
in the act

in my shoe-box there are many things
women, men,
experiences,
actions

things seemingly innocent in the moment
but warped by the ravages of time

my hands shake as I leaf through the pictures
the bleeding hearts,
the burning tears,
the stupid acts,
the stupid thoughts

ah
but these are only memories
without any true place
here in the present

I put the cover back on my
shoe-box and slide it back
into its little hidey-hole
behind some other boxes
and containers and I turn
off the light as I leave

one deep sigh
the only thing
I’ll give that shoe-box
ever again
Overwhelmed Dec 2010
I’ll stop trying
to define
myself
for you,
my reader,
my dear,
dear
reader.

actions speak louder than words
just as my other poems say more
about me
than the ones where I say
“I am”
something

this poem is about nothing.

it is about me,
a nothing,
who has given up
denying being
whatever
I am
not

nobody wants to know about anything other than themselves

so no,
they aren’t really listening,
they don’t really care,
they can’t really love you.

because

you are you
and
they are they
and
I am I
and
we are not
each other

forget trying,
for once,
to impress
someone,
anyone,
and
you
will be
forgotten

but if there’s one thing I know to be true it’s this:

we only want what we don’t have,
and if we think we
can’t
have it

well then,
our blood
is already pumping
with
excitement
Overwhelmed Mar 2011
what if she’s too beautiful?

doesn’t matter

what if she gets hurt?

doesn’t matter

what if I know I’ll
never get her?

doesn’t matter

so you’re saying I can
never get rid of this?

no

you can’t
Overwhelmed Mar 2011
this is the last man to leave the funeral
this is the doctor turning off the machines
this is the single ant squashed under a rock
this is the car abandoned in the desert

this is the hunched-over tears that fall
on the ground turning into tiny dark
specks

or

the sorrowful eyes which tear up but
who refuse to let their hearts do what
they request

I am this,
you are this,
we are this,
they are this

everyone is this
at some point or
another

this is the sanity in sorrow
the golden lining that proves
there will be tomorrow

this is the worst moment
this is the best moment
this is the time when you
will know why you are
what you are and then
why you are going to
become something else

this is the fire
this is the freeze
this is the storm
this is you and me
Overwhelmed May 2011
sometimes,
the best move
is to restart
even
if it’s in the
middle of
the biggest
moment
of
your
life

wash,
dress,
breath,
begin
(again)
Overwhelmed Jun 2011
perhaps it just hasn’t hit me yet
or maybe,
I lack the maturity
to understand it
but the fact of the matter is:
I have cancer

I don’t know why
I don’t know when
I don’t know how

but I can see my future
and it is grim

as the sun sets today
I could not remember
what it looked like

only the darkness,
and the light
before
Overwhelmed Jun 2014
I wonder if I will write on the plane tomorrow
about the feeling of engines revving up with a growl
or seeing all these people and wondering why they go
or maybe I won’t write this time
maybe there’s no point to that
now

I wonder a lot now a days
spending my hours contemplating my minutes

so if I write a poem on the plane tomorrow
it’ll probably be just like this one:

not about what is happening
and a desperate waste of time
Overwhelmed Jan 2013
rightfully so
we were to be fearful
in the days
when tigers
roamed the
night

but now,
with our computers
and our Big Mac’s,
is there anything else
we really need to
fear?
Overwhelmed Jan 2011
to keep poems in
to get poems out

to keep my thoughts in
to get my thoughts out

to keep secrets in
to get secrets out

to keep myself in
to get myself out
Overwhelmed Jun 2012
riding a rollercoaster
and losing your shoes
in the chasm below

sneaking out to a concert
and meeting your parents
there

trying new food
in a hole-in-the-wall
restaurant

picking up a guitar and
playing till your fingers
hurt

saying hi to the new kid
every day until he isn’t
new anymore

writing poetry about watching cats
or drinking soda or driving at night

watching the end of your favorite movie
and thinking of all the things you want in
the sequel

yelling till your lungs hurt
and crying till it doesn’t hurt
anymore

eating ice cream at
two in the afternoon

watching the sun set on the beach

forgetting about your uncomfortable chair
because the book your reading is just that
good

finding meaning in simple things

shaking somebody’s hand
when you know they’re proud
of you

walking around
in a new pair of
shoes

getting in a fight with a plastered guy
in a tiny theatre because he you couldn’t
hear the actors over his yelling

doing something you should never do
again and again and again

not being happy,
always

finally asking out the girl
you’ve been crazy about
for seven years

doing something stupid and
brave and messing up, big
time

listening to a song
and
feeling your heart soar

eating **** because you
****** up

rising up from pain and agony
and forgetting it, swallowing it
whole and breathing out all the
emotions that boil out

carefully holding your new-borne child

smiling

these are some moments
in a good life, not entirely
my own

may you fill your life with some of these
or fill in these pages with a few moments
of your own
Overwhelmed Jan 2011
I read a
report once
about teaching monkeys
how to use vending
machines

and they put these little coins
in the machine and out popped
a grape and the monkeys were
very smart and learned to treasure
the coins and the scientists all
jumped with glee it and made
for a great story

but as I was sitting there,
reading all this,
I kept wondering where
they thought the line was
before they stopped teaching
monkeys and started teaching
people
Overwhelmed Nov 2013
the greatest sadness
is not in what is lost
but in what was never
had.
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