“our fathers were better men.” the thought drifted away like the smoke from my mouth. i wondered if my father had thought the same thing -- and his father before him.
that’s when it scared me. someday my son will be sitting, smoking a cigarette -- just like his father told him never to do -- thinking: “my father was a better man.”
I put two handles of whiskey on the counter, and the cashier asked if I was having a party. I told her I was preparing for a weekend by myself. She didn't know what to say. I told her life should mean more than this, paid and walked away.