December falls upon my eyes;
I am scared as hell.
The numbness of limbs,
the sorrowful gray
that casts over me and you
and what we once used to be.
December will be the death of me,
I know for sure
because this time
I sit alone with my sword unready
and the candle flickering.
The winds will whisper
in my ear, things I already know
and unto you,
the realization that will never come.
December,
I am afraid.
I am not strong enough
to face you.