I lie awake at night, my mind wandering,

What am I doing with my life?

I feel so useless.

Pointless.

I envy those around me, those who know exactly what they want, and how to get it.

I've never been that kind of girl, the girl who has a plan for her life.

I spent 5 years in college, with nothing to show.

Except for an expensive piece of paper.

Worthless

Me, or that expensive piece of paper, I'm not sure which.

I'm floating, aimlessly through life.

I wish I could be handed a roadmap of my own life.

I need direction, desperately.

Give me a **sign.