my body's numb
my mind is weak
the weather traps my bones
and i can't grasp the speed
roots cement my legs to the past
eyes glued on the hour glass
digging deeper into my soul
as life passes by all too fast

as the sun dies down
my mind starts to race
and theres no getting around
all this heart ache
and what scares me most
is when I wake
because then all I dream of
is for the darkness to take me away

stay close to the timbers of your heart
so you know where to go
when things fall apart
if you stray too far
you'll be left in the dark
and once that dusk is trapped inside your bones
and the dysphoria creeps into your skin
and your eyes see nothing but gray
there's nothing you can do
except watch every bit of happiness
fade away

youre like the rain
one day you're here
then you disperse away

youre just like the rain
you make me happy
in the worst possible way

i am too, i guess
rapidly falling
nothing stopping my speed
one hopeful drop
even when i can see
you won't be there to catch me