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3.2k · Nov 2015
An introverted's thoughts
Vony Rand Nov 2015
I begin to hate it when someone is too much talkative
I like my silence, I like my calm, my own peace
I need to be alone, to stay alone
And it’s starting to irritate me, I hate those  people
when they begin to see how I feel
And I hate it.

I want to stay the smiley one, the girl with a happy face
But I don’t want people to disturb me in these times
I like my own little world that nobody else can see
I just want to be me
When I can't express my feelings to people that irritates me
316 · Nov 2015
Stupid heart
Vony Rand Nov 2015
Told you not to love, told you not to fall
Told you that you have to stay inside the line
Now you must escape, you got to break them all
But after that don't expect your heart to be fine

Told you not to look, not to smile back
Told you he is just seeking for a fragile heart
Turning all the white lights into dark black
Finding something to be his toy right from the start

Oh, stupid heart, how could you be so dumb?
Told you he was ****, just playing around
Do you know how ridiculous you've become?
Come to your sense now, put your feet on the ground
291 · Aug 2015
Don't wanna
Vony Rand Aug 2015
I begin to feel so strange
That my old feelings seem to reappear
The old me is trying to come over and make change
But that old me is supposed to be over, now I fear

Nobody should see me as who I was before
Who I am now is way better
I don't wanna be hurt like back then anymore
I don't wanna lose strength, I don't wanna be weaker
282 · Feb 2016
A deadly poison
Vony Rand Feb 2016
I know talking to him is wrong
I know I'm not supposed to flirt
But why does he make me wanna sing a song?
A song I wanna write by myself?
Why am I so close to him?
Why is he so appealing?
I don't want to fall for him
Please... Someone... Do something...

I can't face it all alone,
I'm eaten by his deadly poison
It's a confusing moment, I can't fall in love! I really can't
Vony Rand Dec 2015
Just close your eyes
Don't even try to look at me
You already know that your sight
Makes me fall for you but... please, let me be free
I already told you, I cannot come to you
Even if I somehow feel the same
I just want to get through, and forget about you
Sorry but... the thing is... you're the one to blame

I already told you there is that somebody
I would never betray
He cares so much about me
So don't get in our way

Don't try to ****** or try to make me fall
You already know, I can't love you at all
I don't deny, it is hard to resist
But I will keep it up each time you insist
I know the fact that we meet everyday
But here is not a place to flirt, or to play
Just stay away from me and my personal matters
Because me and you, it can't never be! No way! Never

Just close your eyes
Don't even try to look at me
You already know that your sight
Makes me fall for you but... please, let me be free
Decisions can be hard to take but I will not deceive the one who opened up to me

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