me and gaming

I sit down the hard day of work and lead is behind me now. Sit in my throne and grab my controller. I get on the war zone with my gun in my hand 20 vs 1
I put my mic on. the rules to the game 1 life 20 vs 20 error players lost. Just what i was hoping for.
"There are 20 of you, and only one of me yo... ""
"you gonna give up noob?"
"You didn't let me finish, you should've brought more players."

Then the blood bath starts as bullets and bolts fly past my head in a symphony of violence
and in the slit second when the strings break and they must replace them I emerge from my cover “one shot one **** thats all you got”  not time to waste I run and gun taken 'em out with a head shot.  Only got five its time to reload. next I hear a tic but no tok look to my left and what do I see glowing blue light slowly creeping towards me no i can’t be.  I make a run for it straight for a cave with my heart racing next to me, cant find the others stating to get scared. wait up there guess who I see a ******* ****** waiting for me. he has yet to see me so lets take advantage of this. I take out my pistol aim for the guy and let his brains reach for the sky. but do to my carelessness I step on the only mine and it was game over. I bow my head in shame look at my screen and think.  

                                                                well off to Minecraft.

were the everything is a block and I’m a king and control my destiny and by a swing of my hand I can destroy and break anything i wish but also with that swing I can create build and make master peaces. And as I’m claiming the Hill Of Sorrow where my hell lives I take a leap of faith and dive straight into the belly of the beast with my sword in hand and armor that shines with the wrath of one thousand white hot blinding suns of hateful furry. all i wish is one thing to get my **** back from last time i was here. I charge and get my left foot wet or should i see get it set on fire because of the lava river i missed.......FFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

                                                                         well off to soul caliber.

why..why do we all want to go to the place..
where everyone follows the rule..
where every where
..and...everything is clean and ti-ty, quiet, and BLAND!...like plan oatmeal
..Why not! go to a place...
where everything is a crazy upside down world when everyone breaks the rules..
takes chances and goes wild. (God did you ever think of it like that..well, I have) and I  think it would be fun to have the misadventures and doing what I want
WOOO!
to feel more alive when I’m not.. have you ever felt that before and be honest.. really have you.  
I understand that I would rather have zombies at a party then nuns. Nuns are vicious                                    
Its like choosing a fire ******* over a M1 Abrams tank.BOOM!
If I was to rest for eternity I want it to be adventurous a world up-side-down,
not a place where there is nothing to do but listen to silence. Like a fracking library God i hate libraries  
When someone tells me that I have to Believe what they believe
so i can be happy all I say “sorry bro,already watched tosh.0 I know where i’m heading”
Why say your amens when you can eat almonds with chocolate

What is human?

humans are a complicated being they have hopes and dreams and these things called emotions some fallow this thing called fate and others worship these things called deitys, humans are quiet creative are they not.
    Why are human so...fragile.
Now don’t be so tricked with there looks humans are not a fragile as they seem they are a strong fighting people and not only with force but also with word, but even so humans are one of the most fragile thing to live.
    Then why dose this human shed water from its eyes.
As I may have mentioned humans have these things called emotions that is sadness its when one feels lost, scared or no were to run.
    But human are fighters why cry when one can just fight.
Because fighting is no answer to ones problems no matter how strong one can be everything can bend and break it is there choice if they can take control of there emotion.
    You mentioned something human believed in called fate, what is fate.
Fate. Fate is the path humans are to take and the reason of being to keep going or to give reason on why is something like this, fate is the controller of human life they wish to believe so blame is to never come of them.
    Human seems selfish.
Humans are selfish they steal they lie and manipulate and even **** one an other for self purpose humans are quiet vile creatures but not all are.
    Why do human not die out if so evil.
Because they have hope.
    Hope what is hope?
Hope....hope is meaning hope is what get the humans to live some may not believe in it but its always there hope is a new waiting to be found hope is what forms humanity.
    could I be human?
Can you?-------

Does it hurt when you hear them say something horrid to you.
Because it shouldn’t, there is another world, another you! That takes the pain. That fights everyday in a world that holds dead memories.  
This world is seen as the painfullest.
yet ours is perceived as the weakest. Words.....**** those words, the ******* of the heart with a word is more fatal then a bullet. The world I
see...**** I can’t even stand and I find my mind is the only part of me taking damage.
But my other he is brave, he will stand against dark and along side you.
but we...we must be strong.  
Rise over the words of misery and the other will rise against the pain and fight. and now no longer fight for you,
but for the others lost in the dark.
you and your other shall save us from misery, darkness, doubt, and pain. always look towards the light
you have always been free, loved, cared, and will alway every day of your life be accepted. never forget this,never forget who you are.