when you left
you left me all alone
because every from
my real life
doesn't care
they never
understand
never offer support
i have no shoulder
to cry on
you were my only shoulder
but i had no reason
to cry when you
were here
it was only when you left
that i felt alone
betrayed
and depressed
goodbye, my love

why did you
go away?
why did you
ignore me before
you moved?
why don't you
text me?
i'm all alone
and need a friend

all the wishing
i do doesn't
seem to do any good
because you are gone
you left me forever
goodbye, love
i hope you're happy
because i'm not

those words
they cut like
a blade deep
into my heart
into my very soul
those words
they made me
cry aloud inside
the darkness of
my lonely room
at midnight
those words
linger in my mind
for days and days
there is no way
to possibly erase
all the cruel things
you've said about me
those words pierce me
they pierce my very core
and they will always hurt me
but the worse thing is
that you never ever
took them back
you never said
you were sorry
not even once

i couldn't concentrate
my mind kept wandering
i was thinking of you
and how you like her
i saw you sitting beside her
holding hands and talking
laughing and smiling
i had to leave the room
it was suffocating me
you like her not me
that was obvious
but i remember how
we used to be
the best of friends
everyone admired
the love we shared
it was almost too
good to be true
but now
your ignoring me
when i came up to you
and said hello
you acted as though
i wasn't even there
and when i tried to
talk with your girlfriend
she said for me to go away
i calmly walked away
tears fell down my cheeks
i felt as though i had been
slapped across the face
like my parents do to me
when they get angry
and that is why
you see me
crying alone

you left me
pushed me
out of your way
you left me
and me weep
i cried and cried
and you didn't
even care about it
you never came back
just to comfort me
and to tell me it's okay
just go away
i don't care either
even though
i secretly do care
just go away
and leave me alone
since that is what you want
i loved you
but you didn't love me back
it doesn't matter to you
but it matters to me
just go away please
goodbye, my love

today i didn't
see you at school
i asked the teacher
where you were
she told me that
you had moved away
i miss you now more
than i ever did before
now there is not going
to be any chance of
us being together again
can't you see i'm in
enough pain as it is?
but no you couldn't
you were blinded
with her love
you left me crying
i wept until
the tears wouldn't come
i was huddled
in the corner of my bedroom
sobbing brokenheartedly
all because of you
now you've moved away
and i miss you and want you
more than i ever did
because i love you still
we were the
very best of friends
but now i don't have any
because you were
my only friend
i love you with all my heart
but now nothing's ever
going to be the same
now i am lonely
more than i ever was

you were so
beautiful
i remember
your beautiful
handsome face
haunting my dreams
at night when i'm asleep

you threw me
across the room
and yelled at me
immediately pain
was felt on my back
and sides of my waist
you picked me up
and threw me again
my head hit the gray wall
i put my hand to the back
of my head
after a few minutes
i withdrew my hand
it was covered in rich red blood
i had a sickening feeling
in my stomach
and i felt like throwing up
why do you have to be
so mean to me, Mom
especially when i love you
and you treat me terribly?
what did i do wrong?