Violet

Violet Apr 2014

hopeless

i know it's hopeless
but i still wish
you would come back
i miss you so much

Violet Apr 2014

stopped

i have stopped
cutting but
i haven't stopped
hurting inside
my heart is still
broken

Violet Apr 2014

i keep crying
my eyes sting
from the salt
no i don't cut
anymore
but i cry
i cry
bitter tears
all of them
i cried for you

Violet Apr 2014

sometimes

sometimes
i just wish
you'd simply
love me again
but i guess it
won't ever
happen
it's too
late

Violet Apr 2014

a question

how come no matter
how hard i try
the pain never
goes away?

Violet Apr 2014

finally home
from school
such a relief
to be away from
those mean girls
and boys
who forever
pick upon me
just because
i am different

Violet Apr 2014

the wounds
on my wrists
are healed
where i used
to cut
now can i just
heal my heart too?