This desiderium  Is killing him
I think the fear has won
Him and his fear are now one
The damage is done
What he always hated he has now become
Lost without a sense of direction
Tell him self what he needs to do but none of the lie
doesn't matter how many times
can convince.
That the life that he says he wants
isn't the life he wants or the life he'll ever live.
And the chances are that if he doesn't try he'll feel as if he never lived