Think loud and think open,
as another world can be brought upon.
Drink another beer and enjoy the stay,
as the wait will be lifted off your shoulders today.
Get drunk and be happy,
never become to sappy.
You're young and you're a fool,
so yes, get naked and jump in that pool.
Get high on that ****,
you know you want to indeed.
Go to prom and enjoy your night,
find your friends, and never let them leave your sight.
Make good grades in school,
don't grow up and be a fool.
Be obnoxious and loud,
act as if your shouting at a cloud.
Fail that drivers test,
we all know you tried your best.
Study for that test you have in the morning,
but wait I don't feel like it, school is to boring.
Stay home and just sleep,
and continue your snoring.
Stay young forever,
and live your life reckless.
Think loud and think open,
as another world can be brought upon.

"I feel like this journey is forever" I said to my self,
as the snow fell to the ground.
I was traveling and listening to the sound,
of the destiny's home bound.
It was coming up soon, I could smell it,
but every time I was close, I would sell it.
Destiny was not easy to find,
and people aren't very kind.
I felt sad and betrayed,
it almost seemed as my life was delayed.
The luck of a girl trapped in side her heart,
a girl who didn't know how to start.
I could feel the wind lift me up and carry me,
I didn't know where I was going, but I let it happen.
My stomach dropped as I actually thought I was here,
I almost felt a fear,
a fear that I wouldn't be able to hear,
hear the bells of wisdom, the feeling of being safe,
but I heard them, the chime of a beautiful bell,
I found god, it felt odd..
I was not prepared,
but I could hardly care,
I was there and that's all that mattered.
I finally felt free, from all the damage that was done,
I felt as bright as the sun, this was so fun,
as I dropped back down,
the happiness poured out,
and I began to shout,
I shouted random words that were filled with love,
the weight was lifted when I rose above.
I knew I was okay, and I knew that was the day,
I found god, and he found me,
Now, that was the day, that I could finally see.

Marry was a girl with an untold story,
her life was filled with nothing but gory.
each slashing she received got worse and worse,
but she did what she was told after it was rehearsed.
Within in ever hit, she could feel herself slowly dying,
she asked god, what was the use of trying.
Months and months of this flew by,
and yet she was still asking god why.
People at school wandered what was wrong,
But she had to resist and stay strong.
She has always felt like an outcast,
she's been very lonely ever since her dad past.
When she got home, things became scary again.
Her life was a joke, why was she there,
what is there to life when you're always scared.
Soon a year past, and she was becoming depressed,
she prayed every night that she could just die before the rest.
On November 1st, it was not hard to remember,
she began writing a letter.
Her suicide note wasn't a surprise,
but yet I couldn't help but to begin to cry.
I know she spent years un happy,
I know she was only eleven,
but now at least she's free
and is a beautiful angel in heaven.

The tender touch of his hands, left me with trembles
he fed me his lies, and he tried to **** me from within
The words he spoke were gentle in soft
But he killed me with kindness
when she came in, it wasn't to long before you let me go
maybe I didn't want you leave
no matter how much pain you left behind.
I missed the strong hugs and the conversations we had
but at the end of the night I was still always sad
Maybe it was me, this whole problem
maybe we don't talk because of the things I started.
But what did I do wrong, I ask my self , as I have no idea
you left me here crying and now its over.
In the end the only time you'd truly talked to me,
was when you weren't sober.
I found this out, last month in October.
That was when I truly lost you,
Seems everything I heard about was actually very true.
I'm still in love you, and someday I'll tell you why,
But until then, I will slowly die.