The thought of dying
does not scare me
because I've pined for
the feeling of
dissolving
so
Like a beached whale
there was nothing to do
but wait for the Tide
to come in

     -Beige

What else can you do
but build a home
What else can you do

Experience taught me
to accept *** as enthusiastic and passive
at the same time

Experience taught me
having **** *** is
admitting that I have no control
And I may choose to have no control
but you can't choose for me

Experience taught me
that I am responsible
for my own *******

if a bomb fell on our house,
if a meteor burned our city
no one would see the hickey
you left on my neck

-death by sky screaming

Pure?
To when you were nothing?
To when you were a single cell?
Because I can feel every cell dividing, and God ****** it stings.
It stings
every part of me.

This dark roast isn't as dark as I
Remember
I suppose I have found darker things since
Then

When do wishes become weeds?
When the roots are rotten.