"Treat others the way you want to be treated"

Sounds like neglect and disrespect.

"You can't love someone else, if you don't first love yourself"

Love myself? Tuh! Time to check your mental health.

I'm a nasty person. Deceitful maybe even Evil.
How could I love this?
Procrastinator. Evader. Smoker.

Choke her. choke her.

Save me. Save me. I cant breathe.
I cant see. I don't want to look.
Not in the mirror. I fear the horror.
*****.

"I can't stand the sight of your unruly hair
That shameless glare.
That stupid grin
& those little hairs that grow out of your chin"*

I've been deemed by the queen.
Unworthy
I. Unworthy. Of love. Of happiness.

An unworthy lover.
Learning to love myself the way I love others